Great Expectations — Page 6
It was as if I had to make up my mind to leap from the top of a high house, or plunge into a great depth of water.
まるで高い家の屋上から飛び降りるか、深い水の中に飛び込むかを決心しなければならないようだった。
And it was made the more difficult by the unconscious Joe.
そして、それは何も知らないジョーによって、さらに難しくなっていた。
In our already-mentioned freemasonry as fellow-sufferers, and in his good-natured companionship with me, it was our evening habit to compare the way we bit through our slices, by silently holding them up to each other's admiration now and then,—which stimulated us to new exertions.
すでに述べた同じ苦しみを持つ者同士の連帯感の中で、また彼の気さくな仲間意識の中で、私たちの夕べの習慣は、パンの切れ端をかじる様子を、時折無言でお互いに見せ合って比べることだった。それが互いに新たな努力を促していた。
To-night, Joe several times invited me, by the display of his fast diminishing slice, to enter upon our usual friendly competition; but he found me, each time, with my yellow mug of tea on one knee, and my untouched bread and butter on the other.
今夜、ジョーはみるみる小さくなっていく自分の切れ端を見せることで、いつものなごやかな競争に私を何度も誘った。しかし彼がそのたびに気づいたのは、私が片方の膝に黄色いティーカップを乗せ、もう片方の膝には手つかずのパンとバターを置いたままでいる姿だった。
At last, I desperately considered that the thing I contemplated must be done, and that it had best be done in the least improbable manner consistent with the circumstances.
ついに私は、考えていたことをどうしても実行しなければならず、状況に合わせた最も不自然でないやり方でするのが一番だと、必死に判断した。
I took advantage of a moment when Joe had just looked at me, and got my bread and butter down my leg.
私はジョーがちょうど私を見た瞬間を利用して、パンとバターを脚の下に滑り込ませた。
Joe was evidently made uncomfortable by what he supposed to be my loss of appetite, and took a thoughtful bite out of his slice, which he didn't seem to enjoy.
ジョーは私が食欲をなくしたと思ったらしく、明らかに居心地が悪そうで、自分の切れ端を物思わしげにひとかじりしたが、それを楽しんでいる様子はなかった。
He turned it about in his mouth much longer than usual, pondering over it a good deal, and after all gulped it down like a pill.
彼はいつもより随分長い間、それを口の中でもぐもぐと動かし、じっくりと考え込んだあげく、結局は薬を飲み込むようにそれを一気に飲み下した。
Vocabulary
- まるで
- marude — Just like; as if; expressing strong resemblance or comparison.
- 高い
- takai — High, tall, or expensive in degree or price.
- 家
- ie — House, home, or family dwelling.
- の
- no — Possessive or linking particle connecting nouns.
- 屋上
- okujō — Rooftop; the top surface of a building.
- から
- kara — From; indicating starting point or reason.
- 飛び降りる
- tobioriru — To jump down from a high place.
- か
- ka — Question particle; also expresses uncertainty or alternatives.
- 深い
- fukai — Deep; profound in depth or intensity.
- 水
- mizu — Water; liquid H₂O in general usage.
- 中
- naka — Inside, within, or among something.
- に
- ni — Particle indicating direction, location, or target.
- 飛び込む
- tobikomu — To jump into; to dive or plunge into something.
- を
- wo — Object-marking particle indicating direct object of verb.
- 決心
- kesshin — Decision, resolve; making up one's mind firmly.
- し
- shi — Conjunctive verb form; connects clauses or lists reasons.
- なけれ
- nakere — Negative conditional stem; part of obligation expression.
- ば
- ba — Conditional particle meaning 'if' or 'when.'
- なら
- nara — Conditional 'if'; also topic-conditional particle.
- ない
- nai — Negative auxiliary; indicates something does not exist or occur.
- よう
- yō — Appears like; seems as though; expresses resemblance.
- だっ
- datta (stem) — Past tense copula stem; was or were.
- た
- ta — Past tense verb ending; indicates completed action.
- そして
- soshite — And then; furthermore; connecting sequential events.
- それ
- sore — That; referring to something near the listener.
- は
- wa — Topic marker particle highlighting the sentence topic.
- 何
- nani / nani — What; interrogative pronoun for unknown things.
- も
- mo — Also, too, or even; inclusive particle with various uses.
- 知ら
- shira — Stem of 'to know'; used before negative or other endings.
- よっ
- yotte (contracted) — By means of; due to; indicating cause or agent.
- て
- te — Te-form connector; links verbs in sequential or causal chains.
- さらに
- sara ni — Furthermore; even more; additionally increasing degree.
- 難しく
- muzukashiku — Adverbial form of 'difficult'; in a harder manner.
- なっ
- natte (stem) — Become; te-form of なる indicating change of state.
- い
- i — Continuative ending; part of て-いる progressive form.
- すでに
- sude ni — Already; by this point in time; previously occurred.
- 述べ
- nobe — To state, mention, or describe; verb stem form.
- 同じ
- onaji — Same; identical; sharing the same quality or state.
- 苦しみ
- kurushimi — Suffering, pain, anguish; the state of enduring hardship.
- 持つ
- motsu — To hold, have, or carry something in one's possession.
- 者
- mono — Person; one who does or possesses something specific.
- 同士
- dōshi — Fellow; companions sharing the same status or situation.
- 連帯感
- rentaikan — Sense of solidarity; feeling of mutual bond and unity.
- で
- de — Particle indicating means, location of action, or cause.
- また
- mata — Again; also; furthermore; in addition to.
- 彼
- kare — He; him; third-person masculine pronoun in Japanese.
- 気さく
- kisaku — Friendly, approachable, easygoing in personality.
- な
- na — Adjectival particle connecting na-adjectives to nouns.
- 仲間
- nakama — Companion, comrade; member of the same group.
- 意識
- ishiki — Consciousness, awareness; sense of identity or perception.
- 私
- watashi — I, me; first-person singular pronoun, neutral politeness.
- たち
- tachi — Plural suffix for people; we, they, us.
- 夕べ
- yūbe — Last night; yesterday evening; the previous night.
- 習慣
- shūkan — Habit, custom; a regularly repeated behavior or practice.
- パン
- pan — Bread; baked food loaf, borrowed from Portuguese.
- 切れ端
- kirehashi — Scrap, fragment; a small cut-off piece of something.
- かじる
- kajiru — To gnaw, nibble, or bite into food or objects.
- 様子
- yōsu — Appearance, situation; the manner or state of things.
- 時折
- tokiori — Occasionally, from time to time; at certain intervals.
- 無言
- mugon — Silence; without words; saying nothing at all.
- お互い
- otagai — Each other; mutually; reciprocally between two parties.
- 見せ合っ
- miseatte — Showing each other; mutually displaying something together.
- 比べる
- kuraberu — To compare; to examine differences between two things.
- こと
- koto — Thing; nominalizer turning verbs into abstract noun phrases.
- が
- ga — Subject marker particle; also indicates contrast or desire.
- 互い
- tagai — Mutual; each other; used in reciprocal expressions.
- 新た
- arata — New, fresh; renewed in a positive or reinvigorated sense.
- 努力
- doryoku — Effort, endeavor; working hard toward achieving a goal.
- 促し
- unagashi — Urging, prompting; encouraging someone toward an action.
- 今夜
- konya — Tonight; this evening; the current night.
- みるみる
- mirumiru — Rapidly, visibly; changing noticeably before one's eyes.
- 小さく
- chīsaku — Adverbial 'small'; becoming or doing in a small way.
- いく
- iku — To go; also auxiliary indicating progressive continuation.
- 自分
- jibun — Oneself; one's own self; reflexive first-person reference.
- 見せる
- miseru — To show, display; to let someone see something.
- いつも
- itsumo — Always, usually; at all times or habitually.
- なごやか
- nagoyaka — Peaceful, calm, harmonious; pleasantly gentle in atmosphere.
- 競争
- kyōsō — Competition, rivalry; competing against others for something.
- 何度
- nando — How many times; several times; repeatedly occurring.
- 誘っ
- sasotte — Inviting, enticing; encouraging someone to join or participate.
- しかし
- shikashi — However, but; conjunction indicating contrast or reversal.
- その
- sono — That (near listener); demonstrative adjective modifying nouns.
- たび
- tabi — Each time; whenever; every occasion something happens.
- 気づい
- kizuite — Noticing, realizing; becoming aware of something.
- 片方
- katahō — One side; one of a pair; the other counterpart.
- 膝
- hiza — Knee; lap; the joint midway along the leg.
- 黄色い
- kiiroi — Yellow; having the color yellow as an adjective.
- 乗せ
- nose — Placing on top; putting something onto a surface.
- もう
- mō — Already; anymore; indicates something has occurred or ceased.
- 手つかず
- tetsukazū — Untouched; left as-is without being handled at all.
- と
- to — And; with; quotation particle; conditional 'if' connector.
- バター
- batā — Butter; dairy fat spread, borrowed from English.
- 置い
- oite — Having placed; te-form of 置く, to put down.
- まま
- mama — As-is; leaving something unchanged in its current state.
- いる
- iru — To exist (animate); auxiliary indicating ongoing action.
- 姿
- sugata — Figure, appearance; the visible form or shape of someone.
- ついに
- tsui ni — Finally, at last; after a long wait something occurs.
- 考え
- kangae — Thought, idea; the act of thinking something through.
- どうしても
- dōshitemo — No matter what; absolutely; unavoidably by any means.
- 実行
- jikkō — Execution, implementation; carrying out a plan or action.
- ず
- zu — Negative conjunctive; without doing; older negative form.
- 状況
- jōkyō — Situation, circumstances; the current state of affairs.
- 合わせ
- awase — Matching, combining; adjusting to fit or suit something.
- 最も
- mottomo — Most; superlative adverb indicating the highest degree.
- 不自然
- fushizen — Unnatural, artificial; not occurring naturally or normally.
- やり方
- yarikata — Way of doing; method or approach for accomplishing something.
- する
- suru — To do; general-purpose verb for performing actions.
- 一番
- ichiban — Number one; the most; best or first in ranking.
- だ
- da — Copula; plain-form 'is' or 'are' in Japanese.
- 必死
- hisshi — Desperate, frantic; risking everything with intense effort.
- 判断
- handan — Judgment, decision; evaluating and determining the right choice.
- ちょうど
- chōdo — Exactly, just; precisely at a moment or amount.
- 見
- mi — Stem of 見る (to see); looking or observing something.
- 瞬間
- shunkan — Moment, instant; an extremely brief point in time.
- 利用
- riyō — Use, utilization; making use of something for a purpose.
- 脚
- ashi — Leg; lower limb of a person or animal.
- 下
- shita — Below, under; the lower area or bottom of something.
- 滑り込ま
- suberikoma — Sliding into; slipping in smoothly under or into something.
- せ
- se — Causative suffix stem; making or letting someone do something.
- 食欲
- shokuyoku — Appetite; desire or urge to eat food.
- なくし
- nakushi — Losing; causing something to disappear or be lost.
- 思っ
- omotte — Thinking; te-form of 思う, to think or feel.
- らしく
- rashiku — Seemingly, apparently; in a manner befitting or typical of.
- 明らか
- akiraka — Clear, obvious, evident; something plainly apparent to all.
- 居心地
- igokochi — Comfort level; how comfortable one feels in a place.
- 悪そう
- warусō — Seems bad or unpleasant; looking uncomfortable or awkward.
- 物思わし
- monoomowashi — Pensive, thoughtful; appearing lost in deep contemplation.
- げ
- ge — Suffix expressing appearance or seeming; looks like.
- ひとかじり
- hitokajiri — One bite; a single gnaw or nibble of food.
- 楽しん
- tanoshinde — Enjoying; te-form of 楽しむ, to enjoy something.
- なかっ
- nakatta (stem) — Was not; past negative stem of ない.
- より
- yori — Than; more than; comparative particle indicating degree.
- 随分
- zuibun — Quite, considerably; to a surprisingly large extent.
- 長い
- nagai — Long (in length or duration); extended over time or space.
- 間
- aida / ma — Interval, between; time or space between two points.
- 口
- kuchi — Mouth; the opening used for speaking and eating.
- もぐもぐ
- mogumōgu — Chewing, munching; onomatopoeia for mouth moving while eating.
- 動かし
- ugokashi — Moving something; causing motion in an object or part.
- じっくり
- jikkuri — Carefully, thoroughly; taking ample time to consider something.
- 考え込ん
- kangaekon — Sinking into thought; deeply pondering a problem or matter.
- あげく
- ageku — In the end (after much effort); ultimately resulting in.
- 結局
- kekkyoku — After all, in the end; ultimately concluding in a result.
- 薬
- kusuri — Medicine, drug; substance taken to treat illness or pain.
- 飲み込む
- nomikomu — To swallow; to gulp down food, drink, or medicine.
- 一気
- ikki — All at once; in one breath; without stopping or pausing.
- 飲み下し
- nomikudashi — Swallowing down; forcing liquid or solid down the throat.
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