Spoon River Anthology — Page 15
You saw me only as a run-down man
あなたは私をただの落ちぶれた男としか見なかった
With matted hair and beard
もつれた髪と髭を持つ
And ragged clothes.
そしてぼろぼろの服を着た男として。
Sometimes a man's life turns into a cancer
時として人の人生は癌のようなものに変わる
From being bruised and continually bruised,
傷つき、また傷つき続けることによって、
And swells into a purplish mass
そして紫がかった塊へと膨れ上がる
Like growths on stalks of corn.
トウモロコシの茎に生える腫瘤のように。
Here was I, a carpenter, mired in a bog of life
ここに私がいた、大工として、人生の沼に嵌まり込んで
Into which I walked, thinking it was a meadow,
草原だと思って歩み入った沼に、
With a slattern for a wife, and poor Minerva, my daughter,
だらしない妻と、かわいそうな娘ミネルヴァを抱えて、
Whom you tormented and drove to death.
あなたが苦しめ、死へと追いやった娘を。
So I crept, crept, like a snail through the days
だから私は這い、這い続けた、カタツムリのように日々を
Of my life.
生きながら。
No more you hear my footsteps in the morning,
もう朝には私の足音は聞こえない、
Resounding on the hollow sidewalk
空洞のような歩道に響く足音は
Going to the grocery store for a little corn meal
少しのトウモロコシ粉を求めて食料品店へ向かう
And a nickel's worth of bacon.
そして5セント分のベーコンを求めて向かう足音は。
"Butch" Weldy
「ブッチ」ウェルディ
After I got religion and steadied down
私が信仰を得て落ち着いた後
They gave me a job in the canning works,
缶詰工場で仕事をもらった、
And every morning I had to fill
そして毎朝私は満たさなければならなかった
The tank in the yard with gasoline,
庭にあるタンクをガソリンで、
That fed the blow-fires in the sheds
それは小屋の中の吹き管の火に燃料を供給し
To heat the soldering irons.
はんだごてを熱するためのものだった。
And I mounted a rickety ladder to do it,
そして私はそれをするためにぐらぐらする梯子に登り、
Carrying buckets full of the stuff.
その液体で満たされたバケツを運びながら。
One morning, as I stood there pouring,
ある朝、私がそこで注いでいると、
The air grew still and seemed to heave,
空気がしんと静まり返り、うねるように感じられた、
And I shot up as the tank exploded,
タンクが爆発するとともに私は吹き飛ばされ、
And down I came with both legs broken,
両脚を折って落ちてきた、
And my eyes burned crisp as a couple of eggs.
そして私の目は二つの卵のようにこんがりと焼けた。
For someone left a blow—fire going,
誰かが吹き管の火をつけたままにしていたのだ、
And something sucked the flame in the tank.
そして何かがタンクの中に炎を吸い込んだのだ。
Vocabulary
- あなた
- anata — You; second-person singular pronoun in Japanese.
- は
- wa — Topic-marking particle indicating the sentence's subject.
- 私
- watashi — I; first-person singular pronoun in Japanese.
- を
- wo — Object-marking particle indicating the direct object.
- ただ
- tada — Just; merely; only; nothing more than.
- の
- no — Possessive or nominalizing particle connecting nouns.
- 落ちぶれた
- ochibure ta — Fallen into poverty; reduced to a wretched state.
- 男
- otoko — Man; male person.
- と
- to — And; with; quotation particle in Japanese grammar.
- しか
- shika — Only; nothing but; used with negative verb.
- 見なかった
- minakatta — Did not see; failed to perceive or regard.
- もつれた
- motsureta — Tangled; knotted; matted together in disorder.
- 髪
- kami — Hair on the head; one's hair.
- 髭
- hige — Beard; mustache; facial hair on a man.
- 持つ
- motsu — To hold; to have; to carry something.
- そして
- soshite — And then; and; furthermore; connecting clauses.
- ぼろぼろ
- boroboro — Ragged; tattered; worn out and falling apart.
- 服
- fuku — Clothing; clothes; garments worn on the body.
- 着た
- kita — Wore; put on; dressed in clothing.
- として
- to shite — As; in the capacity of; regarded as.
- 時として
- toki to shite — Sometimes; occasionally; at times unexpectedly.
- 人
- hito — Person; human being; people in general.
- 人生
- jinsei — Life; one's life journey or experience.
- 癌
- gan — Cancer; malignant tumor; serious harmful thing.
- よう
- you — Like; similar to; appears to be something.
- な
- na — Adjectival ending; modifying particle for na-adjectives.
- もの
- mono — Thing; object; something tangible or abstract.
- に
- ni — Direction, time, or location particle in Japanese.
- 変わる
- kawaru — To change; to transform; to become different.
- 傷つき
- kizutsuki — Being wounded; getting hurt; sustaining an injury.
- また
- mata — Again; also; and; once more.
- 続ける
- tsuzukeru — To continue; to keep doing; to persist.
- こと
- koto — Thing; fact; act; nominalizing abstract concepts.
- よって
- yotte — By means of; due to; therefore; because of.
- 紫がかった
- murasakigakatta — Purplish; tinged with purple; having a purple hue.
- 塊
- katamari — Lump; mass; clump; solid cluster of matter.
- へ
- e — Directional particle indicating movement toward something.
- 膨れ上がる
- fukureagaru — To swell up; to inflate; to bulge outward.
- トウモロコシ
- tomorokoshi — Corn; maize; a cereal grain crop plant.
- 茎
- kuki — Stem; stalk of a plant or crop.
- 生える
- haeru — To grow; to sprout; to come out naturally.
- 腫瘤
- shuryu — Tumor; growth; abnormal lump on the body.
- ここ
- koko — Here; this place; this location nearby.
- が
- ga — Subject-marking particle identifying the grammatical subject.
- いた
- ita — Was; existed; there was (animate being).
- 大工
- daiku — Carpenter; woodworker; craftsman who builds with wood.
- 沼
- numa — Swamp; marsh; bog; murky wetland area.
- 嵌まり込んで
- hamarikonde — Sunk into; trapped in; stuck deeply within.
- 草原
- sogen — Grassland; meadow; open field covered with grass.
- だ
- da — Copula; is; plain form of the verb to be.
- 思って
- omotte — Thinking; believing; having the thought that.
- 歩み入った
- ayumiitta — Stepped into; walked into; entered on foot.
- だらしない
- darashinai — Slovenly; sloppy; lacking discipline or tidiness.
- 妻
- tsuma — Wife; one's own spouse (female).
- かわいそうな
- kawaisou na — Pitiful; poor; deserving of sympathy and pity.
- 娘
- musume — Daughter; young woman; one's own girl child.
- 抱えて
- kakaete — Holding; carrying; bearing a burden or problem.
- 苦しめ
- kurushime — Torment; cause suffering; make someone experience pain.
- 死
- shi — Death; dying; the end of life.
- 追いやった
- oiyatta — Drove away; pushed someone toward death or ruin.
- だから
- dakara — Therefore; so; that is why; as a result.
- 這い
- hai — Crawling; creeping along on hands and knees.
- 這い続けた
- hai tsuzuketa — Kept crawling; continued to creep forward persistently.
- カタツムリ
- katatsumuri — Snail; slow-moving mollusk carrying a spiral shell.
- 日々
- hibi — Days; day by day; everyday life continuously.
- 生き
- iki — Living; being alive; continuing to exist.
- ながら
- nagara — While doing; simultaneously; even though; concurrent action.
- もう
- mou — Already; no longer; not anymore; soon.
- 朝
- asa — Morning; early part of the day before noon.
- 足音
- ashioto — Footsteps; the sound of someone walking nearby.
- 聞こえない
- kikoenai — Cannot hear; inaudible; no sound reaching one's ears.
- 空洞
- kudou — Hollow; cavity; empty space inside something.
- 歩道
- hodo — Sidewalk; footpath; pavement for pedestrian walking.
- 響く
- hibiku — To resound; to echo; to reverberate through space.
- 少し
- sukoshi — A little; a small amount; slightly; not much.
- トウモロコシ粉
- tomorokoshi ko — Cornmeal; ground corn flour used in cooking.
- 求めて
- motomete — Seeking; looking for; in search of something.
- 食料品店
- shokuryouhinten — Grocery store; shop selling food and provisions.
- 向かう
- mukau — To head toward; to go in a direction.
- 分
- bun — Worth; portion; share; amount of something.
- ベーコン
- bekon — Bacon; cured smoked pork meat strips.
- 信仰
- shinkou — Faith; religious belief; spiritual devotion to something.
- 得て
- ete — Having obtained; having gained; after acquiring something.
- 落ち着いた
- ochitsuita — Calmed down; settled; became stable and composed.
- 後
- nochi / ato — After; later; following a previous event or time.
- 缶詰工場
- kanzume koujou — Cannery; factory where food is canned and preserved.
- で
- de — At; in; by means of; location or means particle.
- 仕事
- shigoto — Work; job; occupation; one's daily labor.
- もらった
- moratta — Received; got; was given something by someone.
- 毎朝
- maiasa — Every morning; each morning without exception.
- 満たさ
- mitasa — Filling; satisfying; making full (stem form).
- なければ
- nakereba — If not done; must do; conditional obligation form.
- なら
- nara — If; in the case that; conditional conjunction.
- なかった
- nakatta — Did not exist; was not; negative past tense.
- 庭
- niwa — Garden; yard; outdoor space around a building.
- ある
- aru — There is; exists; to have (inanimate objects).
- タンク
- tanku — Tank; container for storing liquid or gas.
- ガソリン
- gasorin — Gasoline; petrol; fuel for combustion engines.
- それ
- sore — That; it; that thing near the listener.
- 小屋
- koya — Shed; hut; small simple outbuilding or shelter.
- 中
- naka — Inside; within; the interior of something.
- 火
- hi — Fire; flame; heat from combustion.
- 燃料
- nenryou — Fuel; material burned to produce energy or heat.
- 供給し
- kyoukyuu shi — Supplying; providing; delivering fuel or resources.
- はんだごて
- handagote — Soldering iron; heated tool used to melt solder.
- 熱する
- nessuru — To heat; to warm up; to raise temperature.
- ため
- tame — For the purpose of; in order to; for sake.
- だった
- datta — Was; it was; plain past tense of the copula.
- する
- suru — To do; to make; to perform an action.
- ぐらぐら
- guragura — Wobbly; shaky; unstable and rocking back and forth.
- 梯子
- hashigo — Ladder; runged structure used for climbing up.
- 登り
- nobori — Climbing; ascending; going up a ladder or hill.
- その
- sono — That; the; modifier referring to previously mentioned thing.
- 液体
- ekitai — Liquid; fluid; substance that flows and pours.
- 満たされた
- mitasareta — Was filled; became full; satisfied completely.
- バケツ
- baketsu — Bucket; pail; container used to carry liquid.
- 運び
- hakobi — Carrying; transporting; bringing something from place to place.
- そこ
- soko — There; that place; a location slightly removed.
- 注いで
- sosoide — Pouring; pouring liquid into a container or place.
- いる
- iru — To be; to exist (for animate beings); ongoing action.
- 空気
- kuuki — Air; atmosphere; the gaseous environment around us.
- しん
- shin — Core; wick; deep stillness; center of something.
- 静まり返り
- shizumarikaeri — Fell completely silent; became utterly still and quiet.
- うねる
- uneru — To undulate; to swell; to ripple or wave.
- 感じられた
- kanjinakareta — Could be felt; was perceived; sensed by someone.
- 爆発
- bakuhatsu — Explosion; blast; sudden violent release of energy.
- とともに
- to tomo ni — Together with; along with; at the same time as.
- 吹き飛ばされ
- fukittobasare — Blown away; blasted off; sent flying by explosion.
- 両脚
- ryouashi — Both legs; a person's two legs together.
- 折って
- otte — Breaking; fracturing; snapping something by force.
- 落ちて
- ochite — Falling; dropping down; descending from a height.
- きた
- kita — Came; arrived; indicates an action directed toward speaker.
- 目
- me — Eye; eyes; sense of sight; vision.
- 二つ
- futatsu — Two; a pair; two things counted together.
- 卵
- tamago — Egg; oval object laid by birds or reptiles.
- こんがり
- kongari — Nicely browned; toasted golden; evenly and lightly burned.
- 焼けた
- yaketa — Was burned; got toasted; became charred by heat.
- 誰か
- dareka — Someone; somebody; an unspecified person.
- つけた
- tsuketa — Attached; turned on; lit; applied something to another.
- まま
- mama — As is; remaining in that state; without changing.
- して
- shite — Doing; and; connecting actions or states together.
- 何か
- nanika — Something; some thing; an unspecified or unknown object.
- 炎
- honoo — Flame; blaze; fire burning with visible light.
- 吸い込んだ
- suikonda — Inhaled; breathed in; sucked into lungs or space.
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