The Angel in the House — Page 10
The lack of lovely pride, in her
기쁘게 하려 애쓰는 그녀에게
Who strives to please, my pleasure numbs,
사랑스러운 자존심이 없으니, 나의 기쁨은 무뎌지고,
And still the maid I most prefer
그래도 내가 가장 좋아하는 여인은
Whose care to please with pleasing comes.
기쁘게 하려는 마음 그 자체가 기쁨으로 다가오는 이라네.
MARY AND MILDRED.
메리와 밀드레드.
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One morning, after Church, I walk'd
어느 날 아침, 예배를 마치고 나서, 나는 걸었다
Alone with Mary on the lawn,
잔디밭 위에서 메리와 단둘이,
And felt myself, howe'er we talk'd,
우리가 어떤 이야기를 나누든, 나는 느꼈다
To grave themes delicately drawn.
진지한 주제들로 섬세하게 이끌리는 나 자신을.
When she, delighted, found I knew
그녀가 기뻐하며, 내가 알고 있음을 알았을 때
More of her peace than she supposed,
그녀가 짐작했던 것보다 더 많이 그녀의 평안을,
Our confidences heavenwards grew,
우리의 신뢰는 하늘을 향해 자라났고,
Like fox-glove buds, in pairs disclosed.
쌍으로 피어나는 디기탈리스 꽃봉오리처럼.
Our former faults did we confess,
우리는 옛날의 잘못들을 고백했고,
Our ancient feud was more than heal'd,
오래된 불화는 완전히 치유되었으며,
And, with the woman's eagerness
그리고 여인 특유의 열정으로
For amity full-sign'd and seal'd,
완전히 서명되고 봉인된 우정을 위하여,
She, offering up for sacrifice
그녀는 희생으로 바치듯
Her heart's reserve, brought out to show
마음속의 비밀을, 꺼내어 보여주었다
Some verses, made when she was ice
몇 편의 시를, 그녀가 냉담했던 시절에 쓴
To all but Heaven, six years ago;
하늘을 제외한 모든 것에, 육 년 전에;
Since happier grown! I took and read
그 후로 더 행복해졌으니! 나는 받아서 읽었다
The neat-writ lines. She, void of guile,
단정하게 쓰인 글들을. 그녀는, 순박하게도,
Too late repenting, blush'd, and said,
뒤늦게 후회하며, 얼굴을 붉히고 말했다,
I must not think about the style.
문체에 대해서는 신경 쓰지 말아 달라고.
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'Day after day, until to-day,
'날이 가고 날이 가도, 오늘에 이르기까지,
Imaged the others gone before,
지나간 날들의 모습이 눈앞에 그려지네,
The same dull task, the weary way,
똑같이 따분한 일과, 지겨운 나날,
The weakness pardon'd o'er and o'er,
거듭거듭 용서받는 나약함,
'The thwarted thirst, too faintly felt,
'좌절된 갈망, 너무도 희미하게 느껴지는,
For joy's well-nigh forgotten life,
거의 잊혀진 기쁨의 삶을 향한,
The restless heart, which, when I knelt,
불안한 마음, 내가 무릎을 꿇을 때면,
Made of my worship barren strife.
나의 예배를 공허한 다툼으로 만들었다네.
Vocabulary
- 기쁘게
- gippeu-ge — Happily; in a joyful or pleased manner
- 하려
- haryeo — Intending to do; about to attempt something
- 애쓰는
- aesseuneun — Striving, making an effort to do something
- 그녀에게
- geunyeo-ege — To her; directed toward a female person
- 사랑스러운
- sarangseureoun — Lovely, adorable, endearing in appearance or manner
- 자존심이
- jajonshim-i — Self-respect, pride (subject marker attached)
- 없으니
- eopseuni — Because there is none; lacking something
- 나의
- na-ui — My; possessive form of first-person pronoun
- 기쁨은
- gippeum-eun — Joy, happiness (topic marker attached)
- 무뎌지고
- mudyeojigo — Becoming dull, blunted, or numbed over time
- 그래도
- geuraedo — Even so, nevertheless, still despite that
- 내가
- naega — I (subject marker attached); first-person subject
- 가장
- gajang — Most, the best; superlative degree marker
- 좋아하는
- joahaneun — Liking, favoring; present participle of to like
- 여인은
- yeoin-eun — A woman (topic marker); adult female person
- 하려는
- haryeoneun — Intending to do; modifying a noun with intent
- 마음
- maeum — Heart, mind; inner feelings or intentions
- 그
- geu — That; demonstrative pronoun referring to something
- 자체가
- jache-ga — Itself (subject marker); the thing in itself
- 기쁨으로
- gippeum-euro — As joy; in the form of happiness or delight
- 다가오는
- dagaoneun — Approaching, drawing near, coming closer
- 이라네
- irane — It is said to be; poetic assertive sentence ending
- 어느
- eoneu — A certain, some; unspecified particular one
- 날
- nal — Day; a unit of time, one full day
- 아침
- achim — Morning; the early part of the day
- 예배를
- yebae-reul — Worship service (object marker); religious gathering
- 마치고
- machigo — After finishing; having completed something
- 나서
- naseo — After doing; having done and then proceeding
- 나는
- na-neun — I (topic marker); first-person topic form
- 걸었다
- georeotda — Walked; past tense of to walk
- 잔디밭
- jandibat — Lawn, grassy field; area covered with grass
- 위에서
- wie-seo — On top of, upon; locative particle meaning above
- 단둘이
- danduri — Just the two of us; alone together as a pair
- 우리가
- uri-ga — We (subject marker); first-person plural subject
- 어떤
- eotteon — What kind of, some sort of; unspecified type
- 이야기를
- iyagi-reul — Story, conversation (object marker); talk or tale
- 나누든
- nanudeun — Whether we share; regardless of what we discuss
- 느꼈다
- neukkkyeotda — Felt; past tense of to feel or sense
- 진지한
- jinjihan — Serious, sincere, earnest in attitude or tone
- 주제들로
- juje-deul-lo — Toward topics; plural subjects with direction particle
- 섬세하게
- seomsehage — Delicately, finely, with subtlety and sensitivity
- 이끌리는
- ikkeullineun — Being drawn, attracted, or led toward something
- 나
- na — I, me; first-person singular pronoun
- 자신을
- jasin-eul — Oneself (object marker); referring to the self
- 그녀가
- geunyeo-ga — She (subject marker); third-person female subject
- 기뻐하며
- gippeohamyeo — While feeling happy; rejoicing and simultaneously doing
- 알고
- algo — Knowing; present gerund form of to know
- 있음을
- isseum-eul — The fact of being (object marker); existence nominalized
- 알았을
- arassseul — When one came to know; past realization modifier
- 때
- ttae — Time, moment, when; indicating a point in time
- 짐작했던
- jimjakhaetdeon — Had guessed, had assumed; past retrospective modifier
- 것보다
- geotboda — Than what; comparative particle with nominalized clause
- 더
- deo — More; comparative adverb indicating greater degree
- 그녀의
- geunyeo-ui — Her, hers; possessive form of she
- 평안을
- pyeongan-eul — Peace, tranquility (object marker); inner calmness
- 우리의
- uri-ui — Our; possessive first-person plural form
- 신뢰는
- sinroe-neun — Trust, confidence (topic marker); mutual reliance
- 하늘을
- haneul-eul — Sky, heaven (object marker); the sky above
- 향해
- hyanghae — Toward, facing; directional expression pointing to something
- 자라났고
- jarananago — Grew, sprouted and; past tense of to grow up
- 쌍으로
- ssang-euro — In pairs, as a couple; two together as unit
- 피어나는
- pieonaneun — Blooming, blossoming; flowers opening and flourishing
- 꽃봉오리처럼
- kkotbong-ori-cheoreom — Like a flower bud; resembling an unopened blossom
- 우리는
- uri-neun — We (topic marker); first-person plural topic form
- 옛날의
- yennal-ui — Of the old days; belonging to the past
- 잘못들을
- jalmot-deul-eul — Mistakes, faults (plural object); errors made previously
- 고백했고
- gobaekaetgo — Confessed and; past tense of to confess openly
- 오래된
- oraedoen — Old, long-standing; existing for a long time
- 불화는
- bulhwa-neun — Discord, conflict (topic marker); disagreement between people
- 완전히
- wanjeonhi — Completely, entirely, fully; to a total degree
- 치유되었으며
- chiyudoeeosseumyeo — Was healed and; past passive of to heal completely
- 그리고
- geurigo — And, and then; conjunction connecting clauses or sentences
- 여인
- yeoin — Woman, lady; a mature or dignified female person
- 특유의
- teugyuui — Peculiar to, characteristic of; uniquely belonging to something
- 열정으로
- yeoljeong-euro — With passion, enthusiasm; driven by strong emotion
- 서명되고
- seomyeongdoego — Being signed and; passive form of to sign
- 봉인된
- bongin-doen — Sealed; past passive modifier meaning officially closed
- 우정을
- ujeong-eul — Friendship (object marker); bond of mutual affection
- 위하여
- wihayeo — For the sake of; in order to benefit something
- 그녀는
- geunyeo-neun — She (topic marker); third-person female topic form
- 희생으로
- huisaeng-euro — As a sacrifice; offering something as a gift
- 바치듯
- bachideut — As if offering; in the manner of presenting solemnly
- 마음속의
- maeumsogeui — Of the heart's interior; within one's inner self
- 비밀을
- bimil-eul — Secret (object marker); something hidden or private
- 꺼내어
- kkeonaeo — Taking out, bringing forth; removing from inside
- 보여주었다
- boyeojueotda — Showed; past tense of to show or reveal something
- 몇
- myeot — A few, several; small unspecified number
- 편의
- pyeon-ui — Copies of (poems); counter for pieces of writing
- 시를
- si-reul — Poem (object marker); a piece of poetic writing
- 냉담했던
- naengdamhaetdeon — Had been cold, indifferent; past retrospective of coldness
- 시절에
- sijeol-e — During the period of; at a particular time in life
- 쓴
- sseun — Written; past modifier form of to write
- 제외한
- jeoehan — Excluding, except for; leaving something out
- 모든
- modeun — All, every; referring to the entirety of something
- 것에
- geose — To the thing; nominalized clause with locative particle
- 육
- yuk — Six; the number 6
- 년
- nyeon — Year; unit of time measurement
- 전에
- jeone — Before, ago; indicating a prior point in time
- 후로
- huro — After, since then; from that point onward
- 행복해졌으니
- haengbokaejyeosseuni — Because one has become happy; causal past change of state
- 받아서
- badасео — Having received and; sequential form of to receive
- 읽었다
- ilgeotda — Read; past tense of to read something
- 단정하게
- danjeongahge — Neatly, tidily; in an orderly and well-arranged manner
- 쓰인
- sseuин — Written, penned; past passive modifier of to write
- 글들을
- geul-deul-eul — Writings (plural object); multiple written texts or pieces
- 순박하게도
- sunbakagedo — Even naively; in an innocent and simple-hearted way
- 뒤늦게
- dwineutge — Belatedly, tardily; later than expected or appropriate
- 후회하며
- huhoehamyeo — While regretting; feeling remorse and simultaneously doing
- 얼굴을
- eolgul-eul — Face (object marker); the front of a person's head
- 붉히고
- bulkhigo — Flushing red and; causing one's face to redden
- 말했다
- malhaetda — Said, spoke; past tense of to speak or say
- 문체에
- munche-e — Regarding the writing style; literary style as topic
- 대해서는
- daehaeseo-neun — As for concerning; regarding a particular subject matter
- 신경
- singyeong — Attention, concern; minding or caring about something
- 쓰지
- sseuji — Don't use/mind; negative imperative base form
- 말아
- mara — Don't do; imperative form of prohibition
- 달라고
- dallago — Asking to please do; request quotation ending
- 날이
- nal-i — Day (subject marker); a day as grammatical subject
- 가고
- gago — Going and; sequential form of to go
- 가도
- gado — Even if it goes; concessive form of to go
- 오늘에
- oneul-e — To today; at or up to the present day
- 이르기까지
- ireugikkaji — Until reaching, up to; arriving at a certain point
- 지나간
- jinagan — Passed, gone by; past modifier of to pass
- 날들의
- nal-deul-ui — Of the days; possessive plural of day
- 모습이
- moseup-i — Appearance, image (subject marker); the look of something
- 눈앞에
- nun-ap-e — Before one's eyes; right in front visually
- 그려지네
- geuryeojine — Is drawn, depicted; appears vividly in the mind
- 똑같이
- ttokgachi — Exactly the same; identically, in the same manner
- 따분한
- ttabunhan — Boring, tedious, dull; uninteresting and monotonous
- 일과
- ilgwa — Daily routine; regular schedule of tasks each day
- 지겨운
- jigyeoun — Wearisome, tiresome; fed up with repetition
- 나날
- nanal — Days, each day; recurring daily periods of time
- 거듭거듭
- geodupgeodub — Repeatedly, over and over again; time after time
- 용서받는
- yongseobanneun — Being forgiven; receiving pardon or forgiveness from someone
- 나약함
- nayakham — Weakness, frailty; state of being feeble or fragile
- 좌절된
- jwajoldoen — Frustrated, thwarted; past passive of to be frustrated
- 갈망
- galmang — Longing, yearning; intense desire for something unattained
- 너무도
- neomudo — Far too, excessively; even more than too much
- 희미하게
- huimihage — Faintly, dimly; in a vague or barely perceptible way
- 느껴지는
- neukkyeojineun — Being felt, perceived; passive form of to feel
- 거의
- geoui — Almost, nearly; close to but not quite
- 잊혀진
- ijyeojin — Forgotten; past passive modifier of to forget
- 기쁨의
- gippeum-ui — Of joy; possessive form of happiness or delight
- 삶을
- salm-eul — Life (object marker); one's existence or way of living
- 향한
- hyanghan — Directed toward; facing or oriented at something
- 불안한
- buranhan — Anxious, uneasy; feeling worry or inner restlessness
- 무릎을
- mureup-eul — Knee (object marker); the joint of the leg
- 꿇을
- kkureul — To kneel; future modifier of kneeling down
- 때면
- ttaemyeon — Whenever, every time that; conditional time expression
- 공허한
- gongheohan — Empty, hollow, vain; lacking substance or meaning
- 다툼으로
- datum-euro — Into quarrel; turning into a dispute or argument
- 만들었다네
- mandeureotdane — It is said one made; narrative past with hearsay ending
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