The Confessions of St. Augustine — Page 15
For we feared not our torments less; nor prayed we less to Thee to escape them.
因为我们对痛苦的恐惧并不少;我们向你祈求逃脱痛苦的心也并不少。
And yet we sinned, in writing or reading or studying less than was exacted of us.
然而我们犯了罪,在书写、阅读或学习上都不及所要求于我们的。
For we wanted not, O Lord, memory or capacity, whereof Thy will gave enough for our age; but our sole delight was play; and for this we were punished by those who yet themselves were doing the like.
因为我们并非缺乏记忆力或理解力,主啊,你的旨意已赐予我们与年龄相称的足够能力;然而我们唯一的乐趣就是玩耍;而为此惩罚我们的人,自己却做着同样的事。
But elder folks' idleness is called "business"; that of boys, being really the same, is punished by those elders; and none commiserates either boys or men.
然而成年人的懒散被称为"正事";孩子们的懒散实与此无异,却受到那些成年人的惩罚;而无论是孩子还是成人,都无人怜悯。
For will any of sound discretion approve of my being beaten as a boy, because, by playing a ball, I made less progress in studies which I was to learn, only that, as a man, I might play more unbeseemingly?
因为有哪位明智之人会赞同我在孩童时因为玩球而耽误学业而挨打,而我学习那些功课,不过是为了日后身为成人时能更加不成体统地玩乐?
and what else did he who beat me? who, if worsted in some trifling discussion with his fellow-tutor, was more embittered and jealous than I when beaten at ball by a play-fellow?
而那打我的人又做了什么不同的事呢?他若在与同僚的琐碎争论中落败,所生的怨恨与嫉妒,比我被玩伴在球场上击败时还要强烈。
And yet, I sinned herein, O Lord God, the Creator and Disposer of all things in nature, of sin the Disposer only, O Lord my God, I sinned in transgressing the commands of my parents and those of my masters.
然而,主上帝啊,自然万物的创造者与主宰者,惟独对罪加以裁处者,我的主我的神,我在此犯了罪,违背了父母的命令与师长的教导。
For what they, with whatever motive, would have me learn, I might afterwards have put to good use.
因为无论他们出于何种动机要我学习的东西,我此后本可加以善用。
Vocabulary
- 因为
- yīnwèi — because; due to a specific reason
- 我们
- wǒmen — we; us; first person plural pronoun
- 对
- duì — correct; toward; regarding something
- 痛苦
- tòngkǔ — pain; suffering; anguish; distress
- 的
- de — structural particle indicating possession or description
- 恐惧
- kǒngjù — fear; dread; terror; feeling of fright
- 并不
- bìng bù — not at all; emphatically not; contrary to expectation
- 少
- shǎo — few; little; lacking in quantity
- 向
- xiàng — toward; facing; directed at someone
- 你
- nǐ — you; second person singular pronoun
- 祈求
- qíqiú — to pray for; to beseech; earnest supplication
- 逃脱
- táotuō — to escape from; to break free of something
- 心
- xīn — heart; mind; inner feelings or intention
- 也
- yě — also; too; as well; likewise
- 然而
- rán'ér — however; yet; but; nevertheless
- 犯了
- fànle — committed; transgressed; violated a rule or sin
- 罪
- zuì — sin; crime; wrongdoing; guilt
- 在
- zài — at; in; on; indicating location or situation
- 书写
- shūxiě — to write; the act of writing characters
- 阅读
- yuèdú — to read; reading of texts or books
- 或
- huò — or; either; alternatively between options
- 学习
- xuéxí — to study; to learn; acquiring knowledge
- 上
- shàng — above; in the aspect of; regarding a domain
- 都
- dōu — all; both; entirely; without exception
- 不及
- bùjí — not up to; falling short of a standard
- 所
- suǒ — particle used before verbs to nominalize them
- 要求
- yāoqiú — requirement; demand; to require or expect
- 于
- yú — at; in; to; by; formal preposition
- 并非
- bìngfēi — is not at all; certainly not; emphatically negative
- 缺乏
- quēfá — to lack; to be deficient in something
- 记忆力
- jìyìlì — memory capacity; ability to remember things
- 理解力
- lǐjiělì — comprehension ability; power of understanding
- 主啊
- zhǔ a — O Lord; exclamation addressing God or a deity
- 旨意
- zhǐyì — will; divine intention; decree or purpose
- 已
- yǐ — already; indicating completion of an action
- 赐予
- cìyǔ — to bestow; to grant as a gift from above
- 与
- yǔ — and; with; together with someone or something
- 年龄
- niánlíng — age; the number of years one has lived
- 相称
- xiāngchèn — appropriate to; matching; proportional and fitting
- 足够
- zúgòu — enough; sufficient; adequate in amount
- 能力
- nénglì — ability; capability; skill; competence
- 唯一
- wéiyī — only; sole; the one and only thing
- 乐趣
- lèqù — joy; pleasure; delight found in an activity
- 就是
- jiùshì — exactly is; precisely; that is to say
- 玩耍
- wánshuǎ — to play; to frolic; recreational physical activity
- 而
- ér — and yet; but; linking contrasting clauses
- 为此
- wèicǐ — for this reason; because of this matter
- 惩罚
- chéngfá — punishment; penalty; to punish someone
- 人
- rén — person; people; human being
- 自己
- zìjǐ — oneself; self; one's own actions
- 却
- què — yet; but; however; indicating contrast
- 做着
- zuòzhe — doing; in the process of doing something
- 同样
- tóngyàng — same; identical; in the same manner
- 事
- shì — matter; affair; thing; event or task
- 成年人
- chéngnián rén — adult; grown-up person of legal age
- 懒散
- lǎnsǎn — lazy; idle; slack; lacking energy or diligence
- 被
- bèi — passive marker; by; indicates subject receives action
- 称为
- chēngwéi — to be called; to be referred to as
- 正事
- zhèngshì — serious business; proper work; important matter
- 孩子们
- háizimen — children; kids; plural form of child
- 实
- shí — actually; in truth; indeed; truly
- 与此
- yǔ cǐ — with this; in relation to this matter
- 无异
- wúyì — no different; identical; without distinction
- 受到
- shòudào — to receive; to be subjected to something
- 那些
- nàxiē — those; those ones; referring to specific items
- 无论是
- wúlùn shì — regardless of whether; no matter if
- 孩子
- háizi — child; kid; young person
- 还是
- háishi — or; still; whether; used in alternatives
- 成人
- chéngrén — adult; grown person; mature individual
- 无人
- wú rén — no one; nobody; not a single person
- 怜悯
- liánmǐn — pity; compassion; mercy toward suffering others
- 有
- yǒu — to have; there is; there exists
- 哪位
- nǎ wèi — which person; who; polite form of inquiry
- 明智
- míngzhì — wise; sensible; showing good judgment
- 之人
- zhī rén — a person who; one who possesses a quality
- 会
- huì — will; can; able to; likely to do
- 赞同
- zàntóng — to agree with; to approve of; to endorse
- 我
- wǒ — I; me; first person singular pronoun
- 孩童时
- háitóng shí — during childhood; in one's younger years
- 玩球
- wán qiú — to play ball; engaging in ball games
- 耽误
- dānwu — to delay; to hold up; to waste time
- 学业
- xuéyè — studies; academic work; scholastic pursuits
- 挨打
- áidǎ — to be beaten; to receive a beating or punishment
- 功课
- gōngkè — homework; schoolwork; assigned academic tasks
- 不过是
- bùguò shì — merely; nothing more than; simply just
- 为了
- wèile — for the sake of; in order to achieve
- 日后
- rìhòu — in the future; later on; in days to come
- 身为
- shēnwéi — being; in the capacity of; as a role
- 时
- shí — when; at the time of; during a period
- 能
- néng — can; able to; capable of doing something
- 更加
- gèngjiā — even more; to a greater degree; increasingly
- 不成体统
- bù chéng tǐtǒng — improper; unbecoming; indecent; lacking decorum
- 地
- de — adverbial particle linking adverb to verb
- 玩乐
- wánlè — to play and have fun; recreational amusement
- 那
- nà — that; in that case; then; referring to prior
- 打我
- dǎ wǒ — to hit me; to beat or strike me
- 又
- yòu — again; also; moreover; additionally
- 做了
- zuòle — did; has done; completed an action
- 什么
- shénme — what; which thing; interrogative pronoun
- 不同
- bùtóng — different; distinct; not the same
- 呢
- ne — particle expressing inquiry or continuation of thought
- 他
- tā — he; him; third person singular masculine
- 若
- ruò — if; supposing; in the event that
- 同僚
- tóngliáo — colleague; peer; fellow official or associate
- 琐碎
- suǒsuì — trivial; petty; insignificant minor matters
- 争论
- zhēnglùn — argument; debate; to dispute with others
- 中
- zhōng — in; within; inside; amid a situation
- 落败
- luòbài — to be defeated; to lose; to suffer defeat
- 怨恨
- yuànhèn — resentment; grudge; bitter hatred toward someone
- 嫉妒
- jídù — jealousy; envy; feeling bitter about others' success
- 比
- bǐ — compared to; than; used in comparisons
- 玩伴
- wánbàn — playmate; companion in play or games
- 球场
- qiúchǎng — ball court or field; sports playing ground
- 击败
- jībài — to defeat; to beat; to overcome an opponent
- 还要
- hái yào — even more; still more; to an even greater degree
- 强烈
- qiángliè — intense; strong; fierce; powerfully felt
- 主
- zhǔ — Lord; master; God; supreme being
- 上帝
- Shàngdì — God; the Lord; supreme deity in Christian context
- 啊
- a — exclamation particle expressing emotion or emphasis
- 自然
- zìrán — nature; natural; naturally; of course
- 万物
- wànwù — all things; everything; all creation in universe
- 创造者
- chuàngzào zhě — creator; one who creates or brings into existence
- 主宰者
- zhǔzǎi zhě — ruler; sovereign; one who governs all things
- 惟独
- wéidú — only; solely; exclusively; none other than
- 加以
- jiāyǐ — to apply; to subject to; to carry out upon
- 裁处
- cáichǔ — to adjudicate; to render judgment; to decide penalty
- 者
- zhě — suffix meaning one who; person that does something
- 我的
- wǒ de — my; mine; belonging to me
- 神
- shén — God; deity; divine spirit; god
- 在此
- zàicǐ — here; at this place; in this regard
- 违背
- wéibèi — to violate; to go against; to disobey
- 了
- le — particle indicating completion or change of state
- 父母
- fùmǔ — parents; father and mother together
- 命令
- mìnglìng — order; command; instruction to be obeyed
- 师长
- shīzhǎng — teachers and elders; respected authority figures
- 教导
- jiàodǎo — to teach; to instruct; guidance and instruction
- 无论
- wúlùn — regardless; no matter what; irrespective of
- 他们
- tāmen — they; them; third person plural pronoun
- 出于
- chūyú — stemming from; arising out of; motivated by
- 何种
- hézhǒng — what kind of; which type; what sort
- 动机
- dòngjī — motive; motivation; reason behind an action
- 要
- yào — to want; to need; will; important
- 东西
- dōngxi — thing; object; stuff; item
- 此后
- cǐhòu — hereafter; after this; from this point on
- 本可
- běn kě — could have; originally able to; had potential to
- 善用
- shànyòng — to make good use of; to use wisely
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