The Souls of Black Folk — Page 5
I had thereafter no desire to tear down that veil, to creep through; I held all beyond it in common contempt, and lived above it in a region of blue sky and great wandering shadows.
その後、私はあのヴェールを引き裂き、その向こうへ忍び込もうという欲望をまったく持たなかった。ヴェールの彼方にあるものすべてを心の底から軽蔑し、青い空と大きくさまよう影の領域の中で、そのヴェールの上に生きていた。
That sky was bluest when I could beat my mates at examination-time, or beat them at a foot-race, or even beat their stringy heads.
その空が最も青く輝いたのは、試験の時に仲間たちを打ち負かしたとき、あるいは徒競走で彼らを追い抜いたとき、それどころか彼らのひょろっとした頭をやっつけたときであった。
Alas, with the years all this fine contempt began to fade; for the words I longed for, and all their dazzling opportunities, were theirs, not mine.
ああ、年月とともにこの輝かしい軽蔑はすべて薄れ始めた。なぜなら、私が切望した言葉も、そのすべての眩しいほどの機会も、彼らのものであって、私のものではなかったからだ。
But they should not keep these prizes, I said; some, all, I would wrest from them.
しかし彼らにこれらの栄冠を保持させてはならないと私は言った。その一部を、いやすべてを、私は彼らから奪い取ってみせると。
Just how I would do it I could never decide: by reading law, by healing the sick, by telling the wonderful tales that swam in my head,—some way.
それをどのようにして成し遂げるか、私にはなかなか決められなかった。法律を学ぶことによってか、病人を癒すことによってか、頭の中を泳いでいる素晴らしい物語を語ることによってか――何らかの方法で。
With other black boys the strife was not so fiercely sunny: their youth shrunk into tasteless sycophancy, or into silent hatred of the pale world about them and mocking distrust of everything white; or wasted itself in a bitter cry, Why did God make me an outcast and a stranger in mine own house?
他の黒人の少年たちにとって、この争いはそれほど激しく輝かしいものではなかった。彼らの青春は味気ない追従へと萎縮するか、周囲の蒼白い世界への沈黙した憎しみと白いものすべてへの嘲るような不信感へと変じるか、あるいは苦い叫びの中に空費されていった――なぜ神は私を、我が家の中で追放者にし、異邦人にしたのかと。
The shades of the prison-house closed round about us all: walls strait and stubborn to the whitest, but relentlessly narrow, tall, and unscalable to sons of night who must plod darkly on in resignation, or beat unavailing palms against the stone, or steadily, half hopelessly, watch the streak of blue above.
牢獄の影が私たち全員の周囲に迫り閉じてきた。最も白い者たちにとっても窮屈で頑固な壁であったが、諦めの中で暗々と歩み続け、あるいは無駄な手のひらを石壁に打ちつけ、あるいはじっと、半ば絶望しながら、頭上の青い光の筋を見つめるしかない夜の子らにとっては、容赦なく狭く、高く、登り越えられない壁であった。
Vocabulary
- その
- sono — That (modifying a noun nearby)
- 後
- ato / nochi — After; later; behind
- 私
- watashi — I; me (first-person pronoun)
- は
- wa — Topic-marking particle in Japanese grammar
- あの
- ano — That (referring to something distant)
- ヴェール
- vēru — Veil; a thin covering fabric
- を
- wo — Object-marking particle indicating direct object
- 引き裂き
- hikisaki — Tearing apart; ripping something forcibly
- 向こう
- mukō — The other side; beyond; over there
- へ
- e — Directional particle meaning toward or to
- 忍び込もう
- shinobikomo u — Let's sneak into; intend to creep inside
- という
- to iu — Called; known as; the idea that
- 欲望
- yokubō — Desire; craving; strong personal want
- まったく
- mattaku — Completely; utterly; not at all
- 持た
- mota — To hold; to have (stem form)
- なかった
- nakatta — Did not exist; did not have (past negative)
- の
- no — Possessive or nominalizing particle
- 彼方
- kanata — Far beyond; yonder; the distant place
- に
- ni — Particle indicating location, direction, or time
- ある
- aru — To exist; to be (for inanimate things)
- もの
- mono — Thing; object; that which exists
- すべて
- subete — Everything; all; the whole of something
- 心
- kokoro — Heart; mind; spirit; inner feelings
- 底
- soko — Bottom; depths; the lowest point
- から
- kara — From; because; since (particle)
- 軽蔑
- keibetsu — Contempt; scorn; looking down on someone
- し
- shi — And; doing (conjunctive verb form)
- 青い
- aoi — Blue; pale; immature; unripe
- 空
- sora — Sky; the open air above
- と
- to — And; with; quotation particle
- 大きく
- ōkiku — Largely; greatly; in a big way
- さまよう
- samayou — To wander; to roam aimlessly around
- 影
- kage — Shadow; shade; silhouette; reflection
- 領域
- ryōiki — Domain; territory; sphere; realm of existence
- 中
- naka — Inside; within; among; the middle
- で
- de — At; in; by means of (particle)
- 上
- ue — Above; top; upper part
- 生き
- iki — Living; being alive (verb stem)
- て
- te — Conjunctive particle connecting verb phrases
- いた
- ita — Was doing; existed (past progressive)
- が
- ga — Subject marker; but; however (particle)
- 最も
- mottomo — Most; extremely; to the greatest degree
- 青く
- aoku — Blue; in a blue manner (adverbial form)
- 輝い
- kagayai — Shining; gleaming; sparkling brightly
- た
- ta — Past tense auxiliary verb ending
- 試験
- shiken — Examination; test; academic assessment
- 時
- toki — Time; moment; when; occasion
- 仲間
- nakama — Companion; fellow; peer; group member
- たち
- tachi — Plural suffix for people or companions
- 打ち
- uchi — Striking; hitting (verb stem)
- 負かし
- makashi — Defeating; beating someone in competition
- とき
- toki — When; at the time of
- あるいは
- aruiwa — Or; alternatively; possibly; perhaps
- 徒競走
- tokyōsō — Foot race; running race without obstacles
- 彼ら
- karera — They; them (third-person plural pronoun)
- 追い
- oi — Chasing; pursuing (verb stem)
- 抜い
- nui — Passing; overtaking; pulling through
- それどころか
- soredokoroka — On the contrary; far from it; rather
- ひょろっとした
- hyorottoshita — Lanky; tall and thin; slender-framed person
- 頭
- atama — Head; mind; top of something
- やっつけ
- yattsuke — Defeating; knocking down; thrashing someone
- ああ
- ā — Ah; oh; alas (exclamation of emotion)
- 年月
- toshitsuki — Years and months; passage of time
- とも
- tomo — With; together; even if; also
- この
- kono — This (modifying a nearby noun)
- 輝かしい
- kagayakashii — Glorious; brilliant; splendid; radiant achievement
- 薄れ
- usure — Fading; becoming dim or less vivid
- 始め
- hajime — Beginning; start; to begin doing something
- なぜなら
- nazenara — Because; the reason being; for the reason
- 切望
- setsubō — Earnest desire; longing; ardent wish
- 言葉
- kotoba — Word; language; speech; expression
- も
- mo — Also; too; even; as well (particle)
- 眩しい
- mabushii — Dazzling; blinding; brilliantly bright light
- ほど
- hodo — To the extent that; as much as
- 機会
- kikai — Opportunity; chance; occasion to act
- だ
- da — Is; are; plain-form copula verb
- しかし
- shikashi — However; but; nevertheless; yet
- これら
- korera — These (plural demonstrative pronoun)
- 栄冠
- eikan — Crown of glory; championship; laurel wreath
- 保持
- hoji — Maintaining; keeping; preserving something
- さ
- sa — Nominalizing suffix; well; come now
- せ
- se — Causative verb suffix; make someone do
- なら
- nara — If; in the case of; conditionally speaking
- ない
- nai — Does not; is not; negative verb ending
- 言っ
- itt(e) — Said; speaking (te-form stem of 言う)
- 一部
- ichibu — A part; a portion; one section
- いや
- iya — No; rather; unpleasant; disagreeable
- 奪い取っ
- ubaitott(e) — Seizing; snatching away by force
- みせる
- miseru — To show; to do something demonstratively
- それ
- sore — That; it (mid-distance demonstrative pronoun)
- どの
- dono — Which; what kind of (interrogative modifier)
- よう
- yō — Way; manner; like; appearance; seem
- 成し遂げる
- nashitogeru — To accomplish; to achieve; to carry out
- か
- ka — Question particle; or; uncertainty marker
- なかなか
- nakanaka — Quite; considerably; not easily; rather hard
- 決め
- kime — Deciding; determining; making a decision
- られ
- rare — Passive or potential auxiliary verb form
- 法律
- hōritsu — Law; legal system; statute
- 学ぶ
- manabu — To learn; to study; to acquire knowledge
- こと
- koto — Thing; fact; matter; nominalizer
- よっ
- yott(e) — By means of; due to; depending on
- 病人
- byōnin — Sick person; patient; ill individual
- 癒す
- iyasu — To heal; to cure; to comfort someone
- 泳い
- oyoi — Swimming (te-form stem of 泳ぐ)
- いる
- iru — To be; to exist (for animate beings)
- 素晴らしい
- subarashii — Wonderful; magnificent; splendid; superb
- 物語
- monogatari — Story; tale; narrative; legend
- 語る
- kataru — To tell; to narrate; to speak about
- 何らか
- nanraka — Some kind of; some sort of; any
- 方法
- hōhō — Method; way; means; procedure
- 他
- hoka — Other; another; else; different
- 黒人
- kokujin — Black person; person of African descent
- 少年
- shōnen — Boy; youth; young male person
- とっ
- tott(e) — For; taking; regarding (te-form)
- 争い
- arasoi — Conflict; dispute; struggle; competition
- それほど
- sorehodo — That much; to that extent; so very
- 激しく
- hageshiku — Fiercely; intensely; violently; vigorously
- 青春
- seishun — Youth; springtime of life; adolescence
- 味気ない
- ajikienai — Tasteless; dreary; dull; lacking in flavor
- 追従
- tsuishō — Flattery; fawning; following blindly
- 萎縮する
- ishuku suru — To shrink; to wither; to be intimidated
- 周囲
- shūi — Surroundings; circumference; environment around
- 蒼白い
- aojiroi — Pallid; ghastly pale; ashen in color
- 世界
- sekai — World; society; realm; global sphere
- 沈黙
- chinmoku — Silence; stillness; muteness; quiet
- 憎しみ
- nikushimi — Hatred; hate; deep animosity; loathing
- 白い
- shiroi — White; pale; blank (color adjective)
- 嘲る
- azakeru — To mock; to ridicule; to scoff at
- な
- na — Sentence-ending particle; prohibition or exclamation
- 不信感
- fushinkán — Distrust; suspicion; lack of confidence
- 変じる
- henjiru — To change into; to transform; to turn
- 苦い
- nigai — Bitter; unpleasant tasting; painful feeling
- 叫び
- sakebi — Cry; shout; scream; outcry
- 空費
- kūhi — Waste; squandering; useless expenditure
- なぜ
- naze — Why; for what reason; wherefore
- 神
- kami — God; deity; divine being; spirit
- 我が家
- wagaya — My home; one's own house or family
- 追放者
- tsuihōsha — Exile; expelled person; outcast; banished individual
- 異邦人
- ihōjin — Foreigner; stranger; alien; outsider person
- 牢獄
- rōgoku — Prison; jail; dungeon; place of confinement
- 全員
- zen'in — All members; everyone; the entire group
- 迫り
- semari — Pressing in; closing in; approaching urgently
- 閉じ
- toji — Closing; shutting (verb stem of 閉じる)
- 者
- mono / sha — Person; one who does; individual
- 窮屈
- kyūkutsu — Cramped; constrained; tight; uncomfortable
- 頑固
- ganko — Stubborn; obstinate; inflexible; pigheaded
- 壁
- kabe — Wall; barrier; obstacle; partition
- 諦め
- akirame — Giving up; resignation; acceptance of defeat
- 暗々
- an'an — Darkly; gloomily; in an obscure manner
- 歩み
- ayumi — Step; walk; progress; pace forward
- 続け
- tsuzuke — Continue; keep doing (verb stem form)
- 無駄
- muda — Wasteful; useless; futile; in vain
- 手
- te — Hand; arm; means; method
- ひら
- hira — Palm of the hand; flat surface
- 石壁
- ishikabe — Stone wall; masonry barrier; rock wall
- 打ちつけ
- uchitsuke — Striking against; beating upon; hammering repeatedly
- じっと
- jitto — Motionlessly; fixedly; still; without moving
- 半ば
- nakaba — Halfway; midway; half; partly
- 絶望
- zetsubō — Despair; hopelessness; utter loss of hope
- ながら
- nagara — While doing; although; despite (conjunctive)
- 頭上
- zujō — Overhead; above one's head; directly above
- 光
- hikari — Light; radiance; ray; brightness
- 筋
- suji — Line; streak; muscle; ray; thread
- 見つめる
- mitsumeru — To stare at; to gaze fixedly upon
- しか
- shika — Only; nothing but (with negative verb)
- 夜
- yoru — Night; evening; nighttime
- 子ら
- kora — Children; kids; the young ones
- 容赦
- yōsha — Mercy; pardon; tolerance; leniency
- なく
- naku — Without; not having; lacking (adverbial)
- 狭く
- semaku — Narrowly; in a confined manner
- 高く
- takaku — Highly; at a high level; tall
- 登り
- nobori — Climbing; ascending; going upward
- 越え
- koe — Crossing over; surpassing; getting past
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