The Yellow Wallpaper — Page 5
We have been here two weeks, and I haven't felt like writing before, since that first day.
Siamo stati qui due settimane, e non mi era venuta voglia di scrivere prima, da quel primo giorno.
I am sitting by the window now, up in this atrocious nursery, and there is nothing to hinder my writing as much as I please, save lack of strength.
Sono seduta vicino alla finestra adesso, quassù in questo atroce camerino, e non c'è nulla che impedisca di scrivere quanto voglio, se non la mancanza di forze.
John is away all day, and even some nights when his cases are serious.
John è via tutto il giorno, e persino alcune notti quando i suoi casi sono gravi.
I am glad my case is not serious!
Sono contenta che il mio caso non sia grave!
But these nervous troubles are dreadfully depressing.
Ma questi disturbi nervosi sono tremendamente deprimenti.
John does not know how much I really suffer.
John non sa quanto soffra davvero.
He knows there is no reason to suffer, and that satisfies him.
Sa che non c'è motivo di soffrire, e questo lo soddisfa.
Of course it is only nervousness.
Certo, è solo nervosismo.
It does weigh on me so not to do my duty in any way!
Mi pesa davvero così tanto non riuscire a compiere il mio dovere in alcun modo!
I meant to be such a help to John, such a real rest and comfort, and here I am a comparative burden already!
Volevo essere di tanto aiuto a John, un vero sollievo e conforto, e invece sono già un peso, tutto sommato!
Nobody would believe what an effort it is to do what little I am able—to dress and entertain, and order things.
Nessuno crederebbe quanto sforzo costi fare quel poco di cui sono capace — vestirmi, intrattenere gli ospiti e impartire ordini.
It is fortunate Mary is so good with the baby.
È fortunato che Mary se la cavi così bene col bambino.
Such a dear baby!
Un bambino così caro!
And yet I cannot be with him, it makes me so nervous.
Eppure non riesco a stare con lui, mi fa così tanta agitazione.
I suppose John never was nervous in his life.
Suppongo che John non sia mai stato nervoso in vita sua.
He laughs at me so about this wallpaper!
Mi prende tanto in giro per questa carta da parati!
At first he meant to repaper the room, but afterwards he said that I was letting it get the better of me, and that nothing was worse for a nervous patient than to give way to such fancies.
All'inizio aveva intenzione di ritappezzare la stanza, ma poi disse che stavo lasciando che mi prendesse il sopravvento, e che niente era peggio per un paziente nervoso che cedere a tali fantasie.
Vocabulary
- Siamo
- We are; first person plural of 'essere'
- stati
- Been; past participle of 'essere' (to be)
- qui
- Here; indicates a nearby location
- due
- Two; the number 2
- settimane
- Weeks; plural of 'settimana'
- e
- And; basic coordinating conjunction
- non
- Not; basic negation word
- mi
- Me/myself; first person singular pronoun
- era
- Was; third person singular imperfect of 'essere'
- venuta
- Come; feminine past participle of 'venire'
- voglia
- Desire or urge to do something
- di
- Of/to; very common Italian preposition
- scrivere
- To write; basic verb of composition
- prima
- Before/earlier; indicates time preceding something
- da
- From/since/by; versatile Italian preposition
- quel
- That; masculine singular demonstrative adjective
- primo
- First; masculine ordinal adjective
- giorno
- Day; a 24-hour period of time
- Sono
- I am/they are; form of 'essere'
- seduta
- Seated/sitting; feminine past participle of 'sedere'
- vicino
- Near/close to; indicates proximity
- alla
- To the; contraction of 'a' and 'la'
- finestra
- Window; opening in a wall for light
- adesso
- Now; at the present moment
- quassù
- Up here; indicates location elevated above speaker
- in
- In/at; basic Italian preposition of location
- questo
- This; masculine singular demonstrative adjective
- atroce
- Atrocious/dreadful; describes something horrifyingly bad
- camerino
- Small room; diminutive of 'camera'
- c'è
- There is; contracted form of 'ci è'
- nulla
- Nothing; complete absence of something
- che
- That/which/who; common conjunction and pronoun
- impedisca
- Prevents/hinders; subjunctive of 'impedire'
- quanto
- How much/as much as; quantity or degree
- voglio
- I want; first person singular of 'volere'
- se
- If/whether; introduces conditional clauses
- la
- The; feminine singular definite article
- mancanza
- Lack/absence; shortage of something needed
- forze
- Strengths/forces; plural of 'forza'
- è
- Is; third person singular of 'essere'
- via
- Away/gone; indicates absence or departure
- tutto
- All/everything; totality of something
- il
- The; masculine singular definite article
- persino
- Even; emphasizes an extreme or surprising case
- alcune
- Some; feminine plural indefinite adjective
- notti
- Nights; plural of 'notte'
- quando
- When; introduces temporal clauses
- i
- The; masculine plural definite article
- suoi
- His/her/its; masculine plural possessive adjective
- casi
- Cases; plural of 'caso', situations or instances
- sono
- Are/I am; form of 'essere'
- gravi
- Serious/severe; describes grave or critical situations
- contenta
- Happy/pleased; feminine adjective expressing satisfaction
- mio
- My; masculine singular first person possessive
- caso
- Case/situation; a particular instance or circumstance
- sia
- Is/be; subjunctive form of 'essere'
- grave
- Serious/grave; describes something critically important
- Ma
- But; basic adversative conjunction
- questi
- These; masculine plural demonstrative adjective
- disturbi
- Disturbances/disorders; plural of 'disturbo'
- nervosi
- Nervous; masculine plural adjective relating to nerves
- tremendamente
- Tremendously; to an extreme or overwhelming degree
- deprimenti
- Depressing; things that cause sadness or low spirits
- sa
- Knows/you know; third person singular of 'sapere'
- soffra
- Suffers; subjunctive of 'soffrire'
- davvero
- Really/truly; emphasizes truth or sincerity
- Sa
- Knows/you know; formal second person of 'sapere'
- motivo
- Reason/motive; cause or justification for something
- soffrire
- To suffer; to endure pain or hardship
- lo
- Him/it; masculine singular direct object pronoun
- soddisfa
- Satisfies; third person singular of 'soddisfare'
- Certo
- Certainly/of course; expresses agreement or affirmation
- solo
- Only/alone; indicates singularity or isolation
- nervosismo
- Nervousness; state of anxiety or nervous tension
- Mi
- Me/myself; first person singular clitic pronoun
- pesa
- Weighs/burdens; third person singular of 'pesare'
- così
- So/thus; indicates degree or manner
- tanto
- So much/a lot; indicates large quantity or degree
- riuscire
- To manage/succeed; to be able to accomplish something
- a
- To/at; basic Italian preposition
- compiere
- To fulfill/accomplish; to carry out a duty
- dovere
- Duty/obligation; also modal verb meaning must
- alcun
- Any; used in negative contexts to mean 'any'
- modo
- Way/manner; method or means of doing something
- Volevo
- I wanted; first person imperfect of 'volere'
- essere
- To be; fundamental Italian verb of existence
- aiuto
- Help/aid; assistance provided to someone in need
- un
- A/an; masculine singular indefinite article
- vero
- True/real; genuine or authentic
- sollievo
- Relief; sense of comfort after stress or pain
- conforto
- Comfort/consolation; emotional support or solace
- invece
- Instead/on the contrary; introduces a contrasting idea
- già
- Already; indicates something has occurred beforehand
- peso
- Weight/burden; something heavy physically or emotionally
- sommato
- Added up/summed; past participle of 'sommare'
- Nessuno
- Nobody/no one; indicates complete absence of persons
- crederebbe
- Would believe; conditional of 'credere'
- sforzo
- Effort/exertion; energy expended to achieve something
- costi
- Costs; subjunctive of 'costare', to cost effort
- fare
- To do/make; one of the most common Italian verbs
- poco
- Little/few; small quantity or amount
- cui
- Which/whom; relative pronoun used after prepositions
- capace
- Capable/able; having the ability to do something
- vestirmi
- To dress myself; reflexive infinitive of 'vestirsi'
- intrattenere
- To entertain; to keep guests occupied and amused
- gli
- The/him; masculine plural article or indirect pronoun
- ospiti
- Guests; people invited to one's home
- impartire
- To give/issue; to assign orders or instructions
- ordini
- Orders/instructions; directives given to others
- È
- Is; third person singular present of 'essere'
- fortunato
- Lucky/fortunate; having good fortune
- cavi
- Manages/gets by; subjunctive of 'cavarsela'
- bene
- Well/good; indicates something is done properly
- col
- With the; contraction of 'con' and 'il'
- bambino
- Child/baby; a young infant or small child
- Un
- A/one; masculine indefinite article
- caro
- Dear/darling; affectionate term or expensive
- Eppure
- And yet/nevertheless; introduces surprising contrast
- riesco
- I manage/succeed; first person of 'riuscire'
- stare
- To stay/be; indicates state or position
- con
- With; basic Italian preposition of accompaniment
- lui
- Him/he; third person masculine subject or object pronoun
- fa
- Makes/causes; third person singular of 'fare'
- tanta
- So much/a lot; feminine singular of 'tanto'
- agitazione
- Agitation/restlessness; state of nervous excitement
- Suppongo
- I suppose/assume; first person of 'supporre'
- mai
- Never/ever; negates or emphasizes temporal occurrence
- stato
- Been/state; past participle of 'essere'
- nervoso
- Nervous/irritable; feeling anxious or agitated
- vita
- Life; the state of being alive
- sua
- His/her; feminine singular possessive adjective
- prende
- Takes/makes fun; third person of 'prendere'
- giro
- Round/turn; in 'prendere in giro' means to mock
- per
- For/through; common Italian preposition
- questa
- This; feminine singular demonstrative adjective
- carta
- Paper/wallpaper; sheet material or wall covering
- parati
- Wallpaper; decorative paper covering interior walls
- All'inizio
- At first/in the beginning; at the start
- aveva
- Had; third person singular imperfect of 'avere'
- intenzione
- Intention; plan or purpose to do something
- stanza
- Room; enclosed space within a building
- ma
- But; basic adversative conjunction
- poi
- Then/afterwards; indicates subsequent action or time
- disse
- Said; third person singular past of 'dire'
- stavo
- I was; first person imperfect of 'stare'
- lasciando
- Letting/allowing; gerund of 'lasciare'
- prendesse
- Would take; imperfect subjunctive of 'prendere'
- sopravvento
- Upper hand/dominance; control over a situation
- niente
- Nothing; complete absence of anything
- peggio
- Worse; comparative of 'male', indicating inferiority
- paziente
- Patient; someone under medical care, or adjective meaning tolerant
- cedere
- To yield/give in; to surrender to pressure
- tali
- Such; indicates a quality or type of thing
- fantasie
- Fantasies/whims; imaginative or fanciful thoughts
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