The Yellow Wallpaper — Page 3
That spoils my ghostliness, I am afraid; but I don't care—there is something strange about the house—I can feel it.
それで私の幽霊らしさは台無しになってしまうと思うけれど、構わない――この家には何か奇妙なものがある――私にはそれが感じられる。
I even said so to John one moonlight evening, but he said what I felt was a draught, and shut the window.
ある月明かりの夜、私はそのことをジョンに話しさえしたのだが、彼は私が感じたのは隙間風だと言って、窓を閉めてしまった。
I get unreasonably angry with John sometimes. I'm sure I never used to be so sensitive. I think it is due to this nervous condition.
私はときどきジョンに対して理不尽に腹を立てる。以前はこんなに敏感ではなかったはずだ。これはこの神経の具合のせいだと思う。
But John says if I feel so I shall neglect proper self-control; so I take pains to control myself,—before him, at least,—and that makes me very tired.
しかしジョンは、そんな風に感じていると適切な自制を怠ることになると言う。だから私は自分を抑えるよう努力している――少なくとも彼の前では――そのことがとても疲れる。
I don't like our room a bit. I wanted one downstairs that opened on the piazza and had roses all over the window, and such pretty old-fashioned chintz hangings! but John would not hear of it.
私は私たちの部屋が少しも気に入らない。私はピアッツァに面した階下の部屋が欲しかった。窓いっぱいにバラが咲いていて、素敵な古風なサラサ織りのカーテンがかかっている部屋が!でもジョンは聞く耳を持たなかった。
He said there was only one window and not room for two beds, and no near room for him if he took another.
彼は、窓が一つしかなくベッドを二つ置く余裕もなく、別の部屋を取ったとしても彼のための近くの部屋がないと言った。
He is very careful and loving, and hardly lets me stir without special direction.
彼はとても気配りがあって愛情深く、特別な指示なしには私をほとんど動かせようとしない。
I have a schedule prescription for each hour in the day; he takes all care from me, and so I feel basely ungrateful not to value it more.
私には一日の毎時間のための計画的な処方がある。彼は私からあらゆる心配事を取り除いてくれるので、それをもっと感謝しないのは卑しい恩知らずのように感じる。
He said we came here solely on my account, that I was to have perfect rest and all the air I could get. "Your exercise depends on your strength, my dear," said he, "and your food somewhat on your appetite; but air you can absorb all the time.
彼は、私たちがここに来たのはひとえに私のためであり、私は完全な休息と可能な限りの新鮮な空気を得るべきだと言った。「あなたの運動はあなたの体力次第ですよ、ねえ」と彼は言った、「そして食事もある程度はあなたの食欲次第です。でも空気はいつでも吸い込めますから。
Vocabulary
- それ
- sore — That; referring to something near the listener.
- で
- de — Particle indicating means, location of action, or cause.
- 私
- watashi — I; first-person singular pronoun.
- の
- no — Possessive or nominalizing particle.
- 幽霊
- yūrei — Ghost; spirit of a deceased person.
- らし
- rashi — Seems like; indicates inference or conjecture.
- さ
- sa — Sentence-ending particle expressing mild assertion.
- は
- wa — Topic-marking particle highlighting the subject.
- 台無し
- dainashi — Ruined; spoiled; completely wasted.
- に
- ni — Particle indicating direction, location, or indirect object.
- なって
- natte — Becoming; te-form of naru (to become).
- しまう
- shimau — To end up doing; completing an action regrettably.
- と
- to — Particle meaning 'and', 'with', or quotation marker.
- 思う
- omou — To think; to feel; to believe something.
- けれど
- keredo — However; but; expressing contrast or concession.
- 構わ
- kamawa — Not minding; not caring; stem of kamawanai.
- ない
- nai — Negative auxiliary; does not exist or is not done.
- この
- kono — This; demonstrative adjective for nearby things.
- 家
- ie — House; home; dwelling place.
- 何か
- nanika — Something; some unspecified thing or matter.
- 奇妙
- kimyō — Strange; peculiar; odd in nature or appearance.
- な
- na — Adjectival particle linking na-adjectives to nouns.
- もの
- mono — Thing; object; something tangible or abstract.
- が
- ga — Subject-marking particle; also indicates contrast.
- ある
- aru — To exist; to be (for inanimate objects).
- 感じ
- kanji — Feeling; sense; impression of something perceived.
- られる
- rareru — Potential or passive auxiliary verb suffix.
- 月明かり
- tsukiakari — Moonlight; soft light cast by the moon.
- 夜
- yoru — Night; evening; the hours of darkness.
- その
- sono — That; demonstrative adjective for nearby referent.
- こと
- koto — Thing; fact; matter; abstract notion.
- を
- wo — Object-marking particle indicating direct object.
- 話し
- hanashi — Talk; conversation; stem of hanasu (to speak).
- さえ
- sae — Even; as long as; emphasizing an extreme case.
- した
- shita — Did; past tense of suru (to do).
- だ
- da — Copula; plain-form equivalent of desu (to be).
- 彼
- kare — He; him; third-person masculine pronoun.
- た
- ta — Past tense auxiliary suffix attached to verb stems.
- 隙間風
- sukimakaze — Draft; cold air seeping through cracks or gaps.
- 言って
- itte — Saying; te-form of iu (to say).
- 窓
- mado — Window; glass opening in a wall.
- 閉め
- shime — Closing; stem of shimeru (to close/shut).
- て
- te — Conjunctive particle connecting sequential actions.
- しまった
- shimatta — Ended up doing; past form expressing regret.
- ときどき
- tokidoki — Sometimes; occasionally; from time to time.
- 対して
- taishite — Toward; against; in relation to something.
- 理不尽
- rifujin — Unreasonable; irrational; unjust treatment or behavior.
- 腹
- hara — Belly; stomach; also metaphor for feelings of anger.
- 立てる
- tateru — To stand up; to raise; to get angry (idiom).
- 以前
- izen — Before; previously; formerly in the past.
- こんな
- konna — This kind of; such; like this.
- 敏感
- binkan — Sensitive; perceptive; easily affected by stimuli.
- なかった
- nakatta — Was not; past negative form of nai.
- はず
- hazu — Supposed to be; expected; should logically be.
- これ
- kore — This; referring to something close to the speaker.
- 神経
- shinkei — Nerves; nervous system; sensitivity of nerves.
- 具合
- guai — Condition; state; how something is going.
- せい
- sei — Fault; cause; blame attributed to something.
- しかし
- shikashi — However; but; introducing a contrasting statement.
- そんな
- sonna — That kind of; such; like that.
- 風
- fū — Way; manner; style; also wind (kaze).
- いる
- iru — To exist; to be (for animate beings).
- 適切
- tekisetsu — Appropriate; suitable; proper for the situation.
- 自制
- jisei — Self-control; self-restraint; controlling one's impulses.
- 怠る
- okotaru — To neglect; to be lazy about doing something.
- なる
- naru — To become; to turn into something new.
- 言う
- iu — To say; to speak; to tell someone something.
- だから
- dakara — Therefore; so; that is why; consequently.
- 自分
- jibun — Oneself; myself; yourself; reflexive pronoun.
- 抑える
- osaeru — To suppress; to hold back; to restrain oneself.
- よう
- yō — In order to; so that; expressing intention or manner.
- 努力
- doryoku — Effort; hard work; striving toward a goal.
- して
- shite — Doing; te-form of suru (to do).
- 少なく
- sukunaku — At least; in small quantity; adverb form of sukunai.
- とも
- tomo — At least; even; together with; emphatic particle.
- 前
- mae — Before; front; previous time or position.
- とても
- totemo — Very; extremely; quite; intensifying adverb.
- 疲れる
- tsukareru — To get tired; to become fatigued or exhausted.
- たち
- tachi — Plural suffix for people or living things.
- 部屋
- heya — Room; chamber; enclosed indoor living space.
- 少し
- sukoshi — A little; a small amount; slightly.
- も
- mo — Also; too; even; as much as; particle.
- 気に入ら
- ki ni ira — Not pleasing; not to one's liking (negative stem).
- 面した
- menshita — Facing; overlooking; past tense of mensuru.
- 階下
- kaika — Downstairs; the floor below where one is.
- 欲しかった
- hoshikatta — Wanted; past tense of hoshii (to want/desire).
- いっぱい
- ippai — Full; lots of; filled to capacity.
- バラ
- bara — Rose; flowering thorned plant prized for beauty.
- 咲い
- saite — Blooming; blossoming; te-form of saku (to bloom).
- いて
- ite — Being; te-form of iru (to exist/be present).
- 素敵
- suteki — Lovely; wonderful; splendid; charming.
- 古風
- kofū — Old-fashioned; antique style; traditional in appearance.
- 織り
- ori — Weaving; woven fabric; textile craft.
- カーテン
- kāten — Curtain; fabric hung to cover windows.
- かかって
- kakatte — Hanging; te-form of kakaru (to hang/take time).
- でも
- demo — But; however; even so; introducing contrast.
- 聞く
- kiku — To listen; to hear; to ask someone something.
- 耳
- mimi — Ear; organ of hearing; also meaning attention.
- 持た
- mota — Not having; negative stem of motsu (to hold/have).
- 一つ
- hitotsu — One; a single item or unit.
- しか
- shika — Only; nothing but; used with negative verbs.
- なく
- naku — Without; not having; adverbial negative form.
- ベッド
- beddo — Bed; furniture used for sleeping.
- 二つ
- futatsu — Two; a pair of items or units.
- 置く
- oku — To place; to put; to set something down.
- 余裕
- yoyū — Margin; room; leeway; composure under pressure.
- 別
- betsu — Separate; different; another; distinct from others.
- 取った
- totta — Took; past tense of toru (to take/get).
- ため
- tame — For the sake of; because of; purpose or benefit.
- 近く
- chikaku — Near; nearby; close in distance or time.
- 言った
- itta — Said; past tense of iu (to say).
- 気配り
- kikubari — Consideration; attentiveness; thoughtful care for others.
- あって
- atte — Having; there being; te-form of aru (to exist).
- 愛情
- aijō — Affection; love; tender feelings toward someone.
- 深く
- fukaku — Deeply; profoundly; adverbial form of fukai.
- 特別
- tokubetsu — Special; particular; extraordinary; not ordinary.
- 指示
- shiji — Instructions; directions; orders given to someone.
- なし
- nashi — Without; none; lacking something entirely.
- ほとんど
- hotondo — Almost; hardly; nearly all or nearly none.
- 動か
- ugoka — Not moving; stem of ugoku (to move).
- せ
- se — Causative suffix form; making someone do something.
- しない
- shinai — Do not do; negative form of suru (to do).
- 一日
- ichinichi — One day; all day long; a full day.
- 毎
- mai — Every; each; prefix indicating regularity.
- 時間
- jikan — Time; hour; a period or duration of time.
- 計画的
- keikakuteki — Planned; systematic; organized according to a plan.
- 処方
- shohō — Prescription; doctor's written medical instructions.
- から
- kara — From; because; starting point in time or space.
- あらゆる
- arayuru — Every; all possible; of every kind.
- 心配
- shinpai — Worry; anxiety; concern about something uncertain.
- 事
- koto — Matter; thing; fact; abstract or intangible concept.
- 取り除い
- torinozoi — Removing; eliminating; te-form stem of torinozoku.
- くれる
- kureru — To give (to me); to do a favor for me.
- もっと
- motto — More; to a greater degree; further.
- 感謝
- kansha — Gratitude; appreciation; thankfulness for kindness.
- し
- shi — Doing; conjunctive or listing form of suru.
- 卑しい
- iyashii — Base; mean; ignoble; lowly in character or spirit.
- 恩知らず
- onshirazu — Ungrateful; thankless person who ignores received kindness.
- 感じる
- kanjiru — To feel; to sense; to perceive something emotionally.
- ここ
- koko — Here; this place; near the speaker.
- 来た
- kita — Came; past tense of kuru (to come).
- ひとえ
- hitoe — Solely; entirely; simply due to one reason.
- あり
- ari — There is; existing; nominal or conjunctive form of aru.
- 完全
- kanzen — Complete; perfect; total; without any deficiency.
- 休息
- kyūsoku — Rest; repose; taking a break to recover energy.
- 可能
- kanō — Possible; feasible; capable of being done.
- 限り
- kagiri — As much as possible; limit; to the extent that.
- 新鮮
- shinsen — Fresh; new; not stale or old.
- 空気
- kūki — Air; atmosphere; also social mood or ambiance.
- 得る
- eru — To get; to obtain; to gain something desired.
- べき
- beki — Should; ought to; expressing moral obligation.
- あなた
- anata — You; second-person singular pronoun (polite).
- 運動
- undō — Exercise; physical movement; activity for health.
- 体力
- tairyoku — Physical strength; stamina; bodily endurance.
- 次第
- shidai — Depending on; as soon as; up to something.
- です
- desu — Polite copula meaning 'is', 'am', or 'are'.
- よ
- yo — Sentence-ending particle asserting or informing listener.
- ねえ
- nee — Right?; hey; seeking agreement or mild appeal.
- そして
- soshite — And then; and so; connecting sequential statements.
- 食事
- shokuji — Meal; eating; the act of having food.
- 程度
- teido — Degree; extent; level; to some measure.
- 食欲
- shokuyoku — Appetite; desire to eat food.
- いつ
- itsu — When; at what time; interrogative for time.
- 吸い込め
- suikome — Breathe in; potential/imperative stem of suikomu.
- ます
- masu — Polite verb ending indicating present or future tense.
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