The Yellow Wallpaper — Page 5
We have been here two weeks, and I haven't felt like writing before, since that first day.
우리는 여기에 온 지 두 주가 되었고, 그 첫날 이후로 글을 쓰고 싶은 마음이 들지 않았다.
I am sitting by the window now, up in this atrocious nursery, and there is nothing to hinder my writing as much as I please, save lack of strength.
나는 지금 이 끔찍한 육아실에서 창가에 앉아 있으며, 체력 부족을 제외하면 내가 원하는 만큼 글을 쓰는 데 방해가 되는 것은 아무것도 없다.
John is away all day, and even some nights when his cases are serious.
존은 하루 종일 집을 비우고, 환자 상태가 심각할 때는 밤에도 자리를 비운다.
I am glad my case is not serious!
내 병이 심각하지 않아서 다행이다!
But these nervous troubles are dreadfully depressing.
하지만 이 신경증적인 고통은 몹시 우울하게 만든다.
John does not know how much I really suffer. He knows there is no reason to suffer, and that satisfies him.
존은 내가 얼마나 진짜로 고통받고 있는지 모른다. 그는 고통받을 이유가 없다는 것을 알고 있으며, 그것으로 만족한다.
Of course it is only nervousness. It does weigh on me so not to do my duty in any way!
물론 이것은 단순한 신경과민일 뿐이다. 어떤 식으로도 내 의무를 다하지 못한다는 것이 정말 나를 짓누른다!
I meant to be such a help to John, such a real rest and comfort, and here I am a comparative burden already!
나는 존에게 큰 도움이 되고, 진정한 안식과 위안이 되려 했는데, 벌써 어느 정도 짐이 되어 버렸다!
Nobody would believe what an effort it is to do what little I am able—to dress and entertain, and order things.
내가 할 수 있는 소소한 일들, 즉 옷을 입고, 손님을 접대하고, 일을 지시하는 것이 얼마나 힘든 일인지 아무도 믿지 않을 것이다.
It is fortunate Mary is so good with the baby. Such a dear baby!
메리가 아기를 잘 돌봐줘서 다행이다. 정말 사랑스러운 아기!
And yet I cannot be with him, it makes me so nervous.
그런데도 나는 아기 곁에 있을 수가 없으니, 너무 신경이 예민해진다.
I suppose John never was nervous in his life. He laughs at me so about this wallpaper!
존은 평생 신경과민이었던 적이 없는 것 같다. 그는 이 벽지에 대해 나를 비웃는다!
At first he meant to repaper the room, but afterwards he said that I was letting it get the better of me, and that nothing was worse for a nervous patient than to give way to such fancies.
처음에 그는 방의 벽지를 다시 바르려 했지만, 나중에는 내가 그것에 지고 있다고 말하며, 신경증 환자에게는 그런 공상에 굴복하는 것보다 더 나쁜 것은 없다고 했다.
Vocabulary
- 우리는
- urineun — We (topic marker attached); refers to the speaker's group
- 여기에
- yeogie — Here; at this place
- 온
- on — Came; arrived (past modifier form of 오다)
- 지
- ji — Since; time elapsed since an event occurred
- 두
- du — Two; the number two
- 주가
- juga — Week (subject marker attached); two weeks elapsed
- 되었고
- doeeotgo — Became; it has been (connective form)
- 그
- geu — That; the (demonstrative determiner)
- 첫날
- cheotnal — First day; the very first day of something
- 이후로
- ihuro — Since then; from that point onward
- 글을
- geureul — Writing; text (object marker attached)
- 쓰고
- sseugo — Write and; writing (connective verb form)
- 싶은
- sipeun — Wanting to; desiring (modifier form of 싶다)
- 마음이
- maeumi — Heart; mind; feeling (subject marker attached)
- 들지
- deutji — To arise; to come (negative connective form here)
- 않았다
- anatda — Did not; negation of past action
- 나는
- naneun — I (topic marker attached); the speaker
- 지금
- jigeum — Now; at this moment
- 이
- i — This; demonstrative determiner for nearby things
- 끔찍한
- kkeumjjikhan — Horrible; dreadful; terribly unpleasant
- 육아실에서
- yugasire seo — In the nursery; from the children's room
- 창가에
- changgae — By the window; at the window side
- 앉아
- anja — Sitting; seated (connective form of 앉다)
- 있으며
- isseumyeo — While being; existing and (connective form)
- 체력
- cheryeok — Physical strength; stamina; bodily energy
- 부족을
- bujogeul — Lack; shortage; deficiency (object marker attached)
- 제외하면
- jeoehahamyeon — If excluding; except for; apart from
- 내가
- naega — I (subject marker attached); the speaker as subject
- 원하는
- wonhaneun — Wanting; desired (present modifier form of 원하다)
- 만큼
- mankeum — As much as; to the extent of
- 쓰는
- sseuneun — Writing (present modifier form of 쓰다)
- 데
- de — In doing; the act of (nominalizing particle)
- 방해가
- banghaega — Hindrance; obstacle; interference (subject marker attached)
- 되는
- doeneun — Becoming; that becomes (present modifier form)
- 것은
- geoseun — Thing; the thing that (topic marker attached)
- 아무것도
- amugeotdo — Nothing; not anything at all
- 없다
- eopda — There is not; does not exist; to lack
- 하루
- haru — One day; a whole day
- 종일
- jongil — All day long; throughout the entire day
- 집을
- jibeul — House; home (object marker attached)
- 비우고
- biugo — To empty; to leave vacant (connective form)
- 환자
- hwanja — Patient; sick person; medical patient
- 상태가
- sangtaega — Condition; state; situation (subject marker attached)
- 심각할
- simgakal — Serious; severe; grave (future modifier form)
- 때는
- ttaeneun — When; at the time (topic marker attached)
- 밤에도
- bame do — Even at night; also during nighttime
- 자리를
- jarireul — Seat; place; spot (object marker attached)
- 비운다
- biunda — Empties; vacates; leaves a place empty
- 내
- nae — My; belonging to the speaker
- 병이
- byeongi — Illness; disease; sickness (subject marker attached)
- 심각하지
- simgakaji — Not serious (negative connective form of 심각하다)
- 않아서
- anaseo — Because it is not; since it does not
- 다행이다
- dahaengida — It is fortunate; thankfully; what a relief
- 하지만
- hajiman — However; but; nevertheless
- 신경증적인
- singyeongjeungjeok-in — Neurotic; relating to neurosis or nervous disorder
- 고통은
- gotongeun — Pain; suffering; agony (topic marker attached)
- 몹시
- mopsi — Extremely; very much; terribly
- 우울하게
- uulhage — Depressingly; in a gloomy manner
- 만든다
- mandeunda — Makes; causes; creates something
- 얼마나
- eolmana — How much; how greatly; to what extent
- 진짜로
- jinjjaro — Truly; really; genuinely
- 고통받고
- gotonbatgo — Suffering and; enduring pain (connective form)
- 있는지
- inneunji — Whether one is; how much one is (indirect question)
- 모른다
- moreunda — Does not know; is unaware of
- 그는
- geuneun — He (topic marker attached); that person
- 고통받을
- gotonbadeul — To suffer; to receive pain (future modifier form)
- 이유가
- iyuga — Reason; cause; grounds (subject marker attached)
- 없다는
- eopdaneun — That there is no; saying there is none
- 것을
- geoseul — Thing; fact (object marker attached)
- 알고
- algo — Knowing and; knowing (connective form of 알다)
- 그것으로
- geugeoseuro — With that; by means of that
- 만족한다
- manjokanda — Is satisfied; feels contentment; is pleased
- 물론
- mullon — Of course; naturally; needless to say
- 이것은
- igeoseun — This (topic marker attached); this thing here
- 단순한
- dansunhan — Simple; mere; plain; uncomplicated
- 신경과민일
- singyeongkwamin-il — Nervous hypersensitivity; overreaction of the nerves
- 뿐이다
- ppunida — It is only; merely; nothing more than
- 어떤
- eotteon — Some; any; what kind of
- 식으로도
- sigeuro do — In any way; in any manner at all
- 의무를
- uimureul — Duty; obligation; responsibility (object marker attached)
- 다하지
- dahaji — To fulfill completely (negative connective form here)
- 못한다는
- motandaneun — That one cannot do; saying unable to fulfill
- 것이
- geosi — Thing; the fact that (subject marker attached)
- 정말
- jeongmal — Really; truly; indeed
- 나를
- nareul — Me (object marker attached); the speaker as object
- 짓누른다
- jinnureunda — Weighs down; oppresses; burdens heavily
- 큰
- keun — Big; great; large (modifier form of 크다)
- 도움이
- doumi — Help; assistance; aid (subject marker attached)
- 되고
- doego — Becoming and; being (connective form of 되다)
- 진정한
- jinjeonghan — True; genuine; sincere; authentic
- 안식과
- ansikgwa — Rest and; repose (with conjunction marker)
- 위안이
- wiani — Comfort; consolation; solace (subject marker attached)
- 되려
- doeryeo — Intending to become; trying to be
- 했는데
- haenneunde — Tried to but; intended to however
- 벌써
- beolsseo — Already; so soon; before expected
- 어느
- eoneu — Some; a certain; which (determiner)
- 정도
- jeongdo — Degree; extent; level; about
- 짐이
- jimi — Burden; load; baggage (subject marker attached)
- 되어
- doeo — Becoming; having become (connective form)
- 버렸다
- beoryeotda — Ended up doing; unfortunately did (completion nuance)
- 할
- hal — To do; can do (future modifier form of 하다)
- 수
- su — Ability; possibility; can (bound noun)
- 있는
- inneun — That exists; being able to (present modifier)
- 소소한
- sosohan — Small; trivial; minor; insignificant
- 일들
- ildeul — Tasks; things to do; chores (plural form)
- 즉
- jeuk — That is; namely; in other words
- 옷을
- oseul — Clothes; clothing (object marker attached)
- 입고
- ipgo — Wearing and; putting on clothes (connective form)
- 손님을
- sonnimeul — Guest; visitor; customer (object marker attached)
- 접대하고
- jeopdaehago — Entertaining and; hosting guests (connective form)
- 일을
- ireul — Work; task; matter (object marker attached)
- 지시하는
- jisihaneun — Directing; giving instructions (present modifier form)
- 힘든
- himdeun — Difficult; hard; exhausting; tough
- 일인지
- ilinji — Whether it is work; how difficult it is
- 아무도
- amudo — Nobody; no one at all
- 믿지
- mitji — Believe (negative connective form of 믿다)
- 않을
- aneul — Will not; not going to (future negative modifier)
- 것이다
- geosida — It is the case that; will surely be
- 아기를
- agireul — Baby; infant (object marker attached)
- 잘
- jal — Well; skillfully; properly
- 돌봐줘서
- dolbwajwoseo — Because she takes care of; since she looks after
- 사랑스러운
- sarangseureoun — Lovely; adorable; loveable; endearing
- 아기
- agi — Baby; infant; young child
- 그런데도
- geureondedo — Even so; nevertheless; despite that
- 곁에
- gyeote — By one's side; beside; near
- 있을
- isseul — To be able to be; existing (future modifier)
- 수가
- suga — Ability; possibility (subject marker attached)
- 없으니
- eopseunikka — Because there is none; since one cannot
- 너무
- neomu — Too; excessively; overly
- 신경이
- singyeongi — Nerves; nervous system (subject marker attached)
- 예민해진다
- yeminhaejeonda — Becomes sensitive; grows irritable; gets on edge
- 평생
- pyeongsaeng — Lifetime; all one's life; lifelong
- 신경과민이었던
- singyeongkwamin-ieotdeon — Was neurotic; had been nervous (past modifier form)
- 적이
- jeogi — Experience; time when (subject marker attached)
- 없는
- eomneun — Not having; there is no (present modifier)
- 것
- geot — Thing; fact; something (bound noun)
- 같다
- gatda — Seems like; appears to be; is like
- 벽지에
- byeokjie — About the wallpaper; regarding the wallpaper
- 대해
- daehae — About; regarding; concerning
- 비웃는다
- biunnneunda — Laughs at; ridicules; sneers; mocks
- 처음에
- cheoeum e — At first; in the beginning; initially
- 방의
- bangui — Of the room; room's (possessive marker attached)
- 벽지를
- byeokjireul — Wallpaper (object marker attached)
- 다시
- dasi — Again; once more; anew
- 바르려
- bareuryeo — Intending to apply; trying to paste (intentive form)
- 했지만
- haetjiman — Tried to but; intended to however
- 나중에는
- najunge neun — Later on; eventually; in the end
- 그것에
- geugeose — To that; regarding that; about it
- 지고
- jigo — Losing to; yielding to (connective form of 지다)
- 있다고
- itdago — Saying that one is; claiming to be
- 말하며
- malhameyo — Saying and; while saying (connective form)
- 신경증
- singyeongjeung — Neurosis; nervous disorder; anxiety condition
- 환자에게는
- hwanjaegeneun — For the patient; to a neurotic person (topic marker)
- 그런
- geureon — Such; that kind of; like that
- 공상에
- gongsange — In fantasy; into delusion; regarding a whim
- 굴복하는
- gulbokhaneun — Surrendering to; submitting; giving in (modifier form)
- 것보다
- geotboda — Than doing that; compared to that thing
- 더
- deo — More; further; additionally
- 나쁜
- nappeun — Bad; worse; negative; harmful
- 없다고
- eopdago — Saying there is nothing; claiming nothing is worse
- 했다
- haetda — Said; did; stated (past tense of 하다)
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