The Yellow Wallpaper — Page 10
I had a friend who was in his hands once, and she says he is just like John and my brother, only more so!
한때 그의 손에 맡겨진 친구가 있었는데, 그녀가 말하길 그는 존이나 내 오빠와 똑같은데, 오히려 더 심하다고 했어요!
Besides, it is such an undertaking to go so far.
게다가, 그렇게 멀리 가는 것은 정말 큰일이에요.
I don't feel as if it was worth while to turn my hand over for anything, and I'm getting dreadfully fretful and querulous.
아무것도 할 마음이 들지 않고, 점점 지독하게 초조하고 짜증스러워지고 있어요.
I cry at nothing, and cry most of the time.
아무 이유 없이 울고, 거의 내내 울어요.
Of course I don't when John is here, or anybody else, but when I am alone.
물론 존이 있을 때나 다른 누군가가 있을 때는 그러지 않고, 혼자 있을 때만 그래요.
And I am alone a good deal just now. John is kept in town very often by serious cases, and Jennie is good and lets me alone when I want her to.
그리고 요즘은 혼자 있는 시간이 꽤 많아요. 존은 심각한 환자들 때문에 자주 도시에 머물러야 하고, 제니는 착하게도 내가 원할 때는 혼자 있게 내버려 두거든요.
So I walk a little in the garden or down that lovely lane, sit on the porch under the roses, and lie down up here a good deal.
그래서 정원이나 그 아름다운 오솔길을 조금 걷거나, 장미 아래 현관에 앉아 있거나, 이곳 위에서 한참 누워 있어요.
I'm getting really fond of the room in spite of the wallpaper. Perhaps because of the wallpaper.
벽지에도 불구하고 이 방이 정말 좋아지고 있어요. 어쩌면 벽지 때문인지도 모르지만요.
It dwells in my mind so!
그것이 머릿속에서 떠나질 않아요!
I lie here on this great immovable bed—it is nailed down, I believe—and follow that pattern about by the hour. It is as good as gymnastics, I assure you. I start, we'll say, at the bottom, down in the corner over there where it has not been touched, and I determine for the thousandth time that I will follow that pointless pattern to some sort of a conclusion.
나는 이 크고 꼼짝도 않는 침대 위에—못으로 박혀 있는 것 같아요—누워서 몇 시간이고 그 무늬를 눈으로 쫓아요. 그건 체조만큼이나 효과가 있다고 확신해요. 시작은, 그러니까, 저기 아직 손대지 않은 구석 아래 바닥에서부터 하는데, 나는 천 번째로 이 의미 없는 무늬를 어떤 결론에 이를 때까지 따라가겠다고 다짐해요.
Vocabulary
- 한때
- han-ttae — At one time; once upon a time in the past
- 그의
- geu-ui — His; possessive pronoun referring to a male
- 손에
- son-e — In (someone's) hands; under someone's care
- 맡겨진
- mat-gyeo-jin — Entrusted to; left in someone's charge
- 친구가
- chin-gu-ga — A friend (subject marker attached)
- 있었는데
- i-sseon-neun-de — There was; existed, but (contrast follows)
- 그녀가
- geu-nyeo-ga — She (subject marker attached); referring to a woman
- 말하길
- mal-ha-gil — Said that; quoting what someone stated
- 그는
- geu-neun — He (topic marker); referring to a male person
- 내
- nae — My; first-person possessive pronoun
- 오빠와
- op-pa-wa — With older brother (used by females)
- 똑같은데
- ttok-ga-teun-de — Exactly the same; identical but (contrast follows)
- 오히려
- o-hi-ryeo — Rather; on the contrary; even more so
- 더
- deo — More; to a greater degree or extent
- 심하다고
- sim-ha-da-go — That it is severe; quoting that something is worse
- 했어요
- haess-eo-yo — Said/did; past tense polite sentence ending
- 게다가
- ge-da-ga — Moreover; furthermore; on top of that
- 그렇게
- geu-reo-ke — Like that; in that way; so much
- 멀리
- meol-li — Far away; to a distant place
- 가는
- ga-neun — Going; present participle of the verb to go
- 것은
- geo-seun — The thing (topic marker); nominalizing a clause
- 정말
- jeong-mal — Really; truly; expressing strong emphasis
- 큰일이에요
- keun-nil-i-e-yo — It is a big problem; a serious matter
- 아무것도
- a-mu-geot-do — Nothing at all; not anything whatsoever
- 할
- hal — To do; future/modifier form of 하다
- 마음이
- ma-eum-i — Heart/mind (subject marker); desire or feeling
- 들지
- deul-ji — To arise (negated here); feeling does not come
- 않고
- an-ko — Without doing; negation connective form
- 점점
- jeom-jeom — Gradually; more and more; increasingly
- 지독하게
- ji-dok-ha-ge — Terribly; intensely; in a dreadful manner
- 초조하고
- cho-jo-ha-go — Anxious and; feeling nervous and restless
- 짜증스러워지고
- jja-jeung-seu-reo-wo-ji-go — Becoming irritated; growing increasingly annoyed
- 있어요
- i-sseo-yo — There is; exists; polite present tense
- 아무
- a-mu — Any; no (with negative); used before nouns
- 이유
- i-yu — Reason; cause; rationale for something
- 없이
- eop-si — Without; lacking; in the absence of
- 울고
- ul-go — Crying and; connective form of 울다 (to cry)
- 거의
- geo-ui — Almost; nearly; for the most part
- 내내
- nae-nae — All along; throughout; the entire time
- 울어요
- ul-eo-yo — Cries; is crying; polite present tense
- 물론
- mul-lon — Of course; naturally; it goes without saying
- 있을
- i-sseul — When there is; modifier form of 있다
- 때나
- ttae-na — When; at the time of (with inclusive nuance)
- 다른
- da-reun — Other; different; another person or thing
- 누군가가
- nu-gun-ga-ga — Someone (subject marker); an unspecified person
- 때는
- ttae-neun — When (topic); at the time that something happens
- 그러지
- geu-reo-ji — Do not do so; act that way (negated here)
- 혼자
- hon-ja — Alone; by oneself; without others
- 때만
- ttae-man — Only when; exclusively at the time of
- 그래요
- geu-rae-yo — That is so; yes; it is like that
- 그리고
- geu-ri-go — And; also; in addition (conjunction)
- 요즘은
- yo-jeum-eun — These days (topic); lately; recently
- 있는
- in-neun — Existing; being; present participle of 있다
- 시간이
- si-gan-i — Time (subject marker); available free time
- 꽤
- kkwae — Quite; fairly; considerably; a good amount
- 많아요
- ma-na-yo — There is a lot; many; polite present tense
- 심각한
- sim-gak-han — Serious; grave; severe (adjective modifying noun)
- 환자들
- hwan-ja-deul — Patients; plural of 환자 (patient)
- 때문에
- ttae-mu-ne — Because of; due to; on account of
- 자주
- ja-ju — Often; frequently; on a regular basis
- 도시에
- do-si-e — In the city; to the city (location marker)
- 머물러야
- meo-mul-leo-ya — Must stay; has to remain in a place
- 하고
- ha-go — And; doing (connective); conjunction or verb form
- 착하게도
- chak-ha-ge-do — Kindly; being so good-natured as to do something
- 내가
- nae-ga — I (subject marker); first person subject form
- 원할
- won-hal — When wanting; modifier form of 원하다 (to want)
- 있게
- it-ge — So as to be; to allow existence or presence
- 내버려
- nae-beo-ryeo — Leave alone; let be; abandon to own devices
- 두거든요
- du-geo-deun-yo — She leaves/lets (explanatory); you see she does
- 그래서
- geu-rae-seo — So; therefore; as a result (conjunction)
- 정원이나
- jeong-won-i-na — Garden or; either the garden or something else
- 그
- geu — That; the (demonstrative/article-like determiner)
- 아름다운
- a-reum-da-un — Beautiful; lovely; aesthetically pleasing (modifier)
- 오솔길을
- o-sol-gil-eul — Narrow path (object marker); a small winding trail
- 조금
- jo-geum — A little; slightly; a small amount
- 걷거나
- geot-geo-na — Walking or; either walking or doing something else
- 장미
- jang-mi — Rose; the flowering plant Rosa
- 아래
- a-rae — Below; under; beneath something
- 현관에
- hyeon-gwan-e — At the porch/entrance; front door area of house
- 앉아
- an-ja — Sitting; seated (connective form of 앉다)
- 있거나
- it-geo-na — Being there or; existing or doing otherwise
- 이곳
- i-got — This place; here; this location
- 위에서
- wi-e-seo — From above; at the top of; up here
- 한참
- han-cham — For a long while; quite some time
- 누워
- nu-wo — Lying down (connective); reclining form of 눕다
- 벽지에도
- byeok-ji-e-do — Even with the wallpaper; despite the wallpaper
- 불구하고
- bul-gu-ha-go — Despite; in spite of; notwithstanding
- 이
- i — This; demonstrative determiner for nearby things
- 방이
- bang-i — Room (subject marker); a room in a building
- 좋아지고
- jo-a-ji-go — Is getting better; becoming more likeable gradually
- 어쩌면
- eo-jjeo-myeon — Perhaps; maybe; possibly it could be that
- 벽지
- byeok-ji — Wallpaper; decorative paper covering walls
- 때문인지도
- ttae-mu-nin-ji-do — Perhaps because of; might be due to that reason
- 모르지만요
- mo-reu-ji-man-yo — Though I am not sure; but I don't know
- 그것이
- geu-geo-si — That thing (subject marker); it; that matter
- 머릿속에서
- meo-rit-so-ge-seo — From inside the head; in one's mind/thoughts
- 떠나질
- tteo-na-jil — Won't leave; refuses to depart (from the mind)
- 않아요
- a-na-yo — Does not; polite negative present tense ending
- 나는
- na-neun — I (topic marker); first person topic form
- 크고
- keu-go — Big and; large (connective adjective form)
- 꼼짝도
- kkom-jjak-do — Not even budging; not moving at all (emphatic)
- 않는
- an-neun — Not doing; negation modifier/participle form
- 침대
- chim-dae — Bed; furniture for sleeping
- 위에
- wi-e — On top of; above; on the surface of
- 못으로
- mo-seu-ro — With a nail; using a nail (instrumental marker)
- 박혀
- ba-kyeo — Nailed down; fixed in place; embedded (connective)
- 것
- geot — Thing; fact; nominalizer for verbs/adjectives
- 같아요
- ga-ta-yo — It seems like; it is as if; appears to be
- 누워서
- nu-wo-seo — While lying down; having lain down (connective)
- 몇
- myeot — Several; a few; how many (interrogative/determiner)
- 시간이고
- si-gan-i-go — For hours; however many hours (open-ended amount)
- 무늬를
- mu-nui-reul — Pattern (object marker); design on a surface
- 눈으로
- nun-eu-ro — With the eyes; using one's gaze (instrumental)
- 쫓아요
- jjo-cha-yo — Follows; chases; traces with the eyes
- 그건
- geu-geon — That (topic); short for 그것은; referring to it
- 체조만큼이나
- che-jo-man-keum-i-na — As much as gymnastics; just as effective as exercise
- 효과가
- hyo-gwa-ga — Effect (subject marker); benefit or result
- 있다고
- it-da-go — That there is; quoting existence or effectiveness
- 확신해요
- hwak-sin-hae-yo — I am certain; I am convinced; I firmly believe
- 시작은
- si-ja-geun — The start (topic); the beginning of something
- 그러니까
- geu-reo-ni-kka — So you see; that is to say; in other words
- 저기
- jeo-gi — Over there; that place (farther away from speaker)
- 아직
- a-jik — Still; yet; not yet (indicating ongoing state)
- 손대지
- son-dae-ji — Not touched; without laying a hand on (negated)
- 않은
- a-neun — Not done; untouched (negative modifier form)
- 구석
- gu-seok — Corner; nook; a secluded or hidden spot
- 바닥에서부터
- ba-da-ge-seo-bu-teo — Starting from the floor; from the bottom up
- 하는데
- ha-neun-de — Doing (but/and); connective providing background info
- 천
- cheon — One thousand; the number 1,000
- 번째로
- beon-jjae-ro — For the -th time; in the -th instance (ordinal)
- 의미
- ui-mi — Meaning; significance; sense of something
- 없는
- eom-neun — Without; lacking; nonexistent (modifier form)
- 어떤
- eo-tteon — Some; certain; a particular (determiner)
- 결론에
- gyeol-lon-e — To a conclusion; at a conclusion (locative)
- 이를
- i-reul — To reach; arriving at (object form of 이르다)
- 때까지
- ttae-kka-ji — Until the time; up to the point when
- 따라가겠다고
- tta-ra-ga-get-da-go — That I will follow; quoting a decision to trace
- 다짐해요
- da-jim-hae-yo — I vow; I resolve; I firmly promise myself
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