The Yellow Wallpaper — Page 3
That spoils my ghostliness, I am afraid; but I don't care—there is something strange about the house—I can feel it.
我恐怕这破坏了我的鬼气;但我不在乎——这房子里有些奇怪的东西——我能感觉到。
I even said so to John one moonlight evening, but he said what I felt was a draught, and shut the window.
我甚至在一个月光皎洁的夜晚对约翰说了这件事,但他说我感觉到的不过是穿堂风,然后把窗户关上了。
I get unreasonably angry with John sometimes. I'm sure I never used to be so sensitive. I think it is due to this nervous condition.
我有时会莫名其妙地对约翰感到愤怒。我确信我以前从来不是这么敏感的。我想这是由于神经方面的状况所致。
But John says if I feel so I shall neglect proper self-control; so I take pains to control myself,—before him, at least,—and that makes me very tired.
但约翰说如果我这样感觉的话,我就会忽视应有的自我控制;所以我努力克制自己,——至少在他面前如此,——这让我非常疲惫。
I don't like our room a bit. I wanted one downstairs that opened on the piazza and had roses all over the window, and such pretty old-fashioned chintz hangings! but John would not hear of it.
我一点也不喜欢我们的房间。我想要楼下那间,那间朝着走廊开着,窗边开满了玫瑰,还有那么漂亮的老式印花布帘!但约翰根本不肯听。
He said there was only one window and not room for two beds, and no near room for him if he took another.
他说那间只有一扇窗,放不下两张床,而且如果他另住一间,附近也没有合适的房间给他。
He is very careful and loving, and hardly lets me stir without special direction.
他非常细心体贴,几乎不让我在没有特别指示的情况下随意走动。
I have a schedule prescription for each hour in the day; he takes all care from me, and so I feel basely ungrateful not to value it more.
我每天每个小时都有规定的安排;他为我操心一切,所以我若不更加珍视这些,便觉得自己卑鄙地忘恩负义。
He said we came here solely on my account, that I was to have perfect rest and all the air I could get. "Your exercise depends on your strength, my dear," said he, "and your food somewhat on your appetite; but air you can absorb all the time.
他说我们来这里完全是为了我,说我应该得到充分的休息和尽可能多的新鲜空气。"你的运动量取决于你的体力,亲爱的,"他说,"你的饮食在一定程度上取决于你的食欲;但空气你随时都可以吸收。
Vocabulary
- 我
- wǒ — I, me; first person singular pronoun
- 恐怕
- kǒngpà — I'm afraid; probably; to fear
- 这
- zhè — this; referring to something nearby
- 破坏
- pòhuài — to destroy, damage, or undermine something
- 了
- le — particle indicating completed action or change
- 的
- de — structural particle linking modifier to noun
- 鬼气
- guǐqì — ghostly atmosphere; eerie, supernatural feeling
- 但
- dàn — but; however; conjunction showing contrast
- 不
- bù — no; not; negation adverb
- 在乎
- zàihu — to mind; to care about something
- 房子
- fángzi — house; building used as a residence
- 里
- lǐ — inside; within; locative particle
- 有些
- yǒuxiē — some; somewhat; a few things
- 奇怪
- qíguài — strange; odd; unusual in nature
- 东西
- dōngxi — thing; object; stuff
- 能
- néng — can; to be able to do something
- 感觉
- gǎnjué — to feel; a feeling or sensation
- 到
- dào — to arrive; to reach; resultative complement
- 甚至
- shènzhì — even; so much so; going as far as
- 在
- zài — at; in; on; to be present
- 一个
- yī gè — one; a single (general measure word)
- 月光
- yuèguāng — moonlight; the light from the moon
- 皎洁
- jiǎojié — bright and pure; describing clear moonlight
- 夜晚
- yèwǎn — night; evening; nighttime hours
- 对
- duì — to; towards; correct; facing someone
- 说
- shuō — to say; to speak; to tell
- 这件事
- zhè jiàn shì — this matter; this particular thing or affair
- 他
- tā — he; him; third person male pronoun
- 不过
- búguò — however; but; merely; only
- 是
- shì — is; am; are; to be
- 穿堂风
- chuāntángfēng — draft; cross breeze blowing through a building
- 然后
- ránhòu — then; afterwards; after that
- 把
- bǎ — disposal marker; to take hold of something
- 窗户
- chuānghu — window; an opening in a wall
- 关上
- guānshàng — to close; to shut completely
- 有时
- yǒushí — sometimes; occasionally; at times
- 会
- huì — will; can; likely to happen
- 莫名其妙
- mòmíngqímiào — baffling; inexplicable; for no apparent reason
- 地
- de — adverbial particle modifying verbs
- 感到
- gǎndào — to feel; to sense; to experience emotionally
- 愤怒
- fènnù — anger; fury; strong feeling of rage
- 确信
- quèxìn — to be certain; to firmly believe something
- 以前
- yǐqián — before; previously; in the past
- 从来
- cónglái — always; never (with negation); at all times
- 不是
- búshì — is not; am not; are not
- 这么
- zhème — so; this way; this much; like this
- 敏感
- mǐngǎn — sensitive; easily affected emotionally or physically
- 想
- xiǎng — to think; to want; to consider
- 由于
- yóuyú — due to; because of; owing to
- 神经
- shénjīng — nerve; nervous system; neurological
- 方面
- fāngmiàn — aspect; side; area of concern
- 状况
- zhuàngkuàng — condition; state; situation of something
- 所致
- suǒzhì — caused by; resulting from; due to
- 如果
- rúguǒ — if; supposing; in case
- 这样
- zhèyàng — like this; in this way; such
- 的话
- de huà — if; conditional particle ending a clause
- 就会
- jiù huì — then will; as a result would happen
- 忽视
- hūshì — to ignore; to overlook; to neglect
- 应有
- yīngyǒu — proper; due; what one ought to have
- 自我
- zìwǒ — self; oneself; ego
- 控制
- kòngzhì — to control; to restrain; to regulate
- 所以
- suǒyǐ — therefore; so; as a result
- 努力
- nǔlì — to work hard; to make an effort
- 克制
- kèzhì — to restrain oneself; to exercise self-control
- 自己
- zìjǐ — oneself; self; one's own
- 至少
- zhìshǎo — at least; minimum amount or degree
- 面前
- miànqián — in front of; before; in someone's presence
- 如此
- rúcǐ — like this; so; in this manner
- 让
- ràng — to let; to allow; to make someone do
- 非常
- fēicháng — very; extremely; unusually
- 疲惫
- píbèi — exhausted; worn out; extremely tired
- 一点
- yīdiǎn — a little; a bit; a small amount
- 也
- yě — also; too; as well; either
- 喜欢
- xǐhuān — to like; to enjoy; to be fond of
- 我们
- wǒmen — we; us; first person plural pronoun
- 房间
- fángjiān — room; a space within a building
- 想要
- xiǎngyào — to want; to desire; to wish for
- 楼下
- lóuxià — downstairs; the floor below
- 那间
- nà jiān — that room; referring to a specific room
- 朝着
- cháozhe — facing towards; in the direction of
- 走廊
- zǒuláng — corridor; hallway; passageway in a building
- 开着
- kāizhe — open; kept open; in an open state
- 窗边
- chuāngbiān — beside the window; near the window
- 开满
- kāimǎn — blooming fully; filled with blossoms
- 玫瑰
- méiguī — rose; a flowering plant with thorns
- 还有
- háiyǒu — also; in addition; there is also
- 那么
- nàme — so; that way; to that extent
- 漂亮
- piàoliang — beautiful; pretty; attractive in appearance
- 老式
- lǎoshì — old-fashioned; traditional; outdated style
- 印花布
- yìnhuābù — printed fabric; cloth with decorative patterns
- 帘
- lián — curtain; screen; hanging cloth divider
- 根本
- gēnběn — at all; simply; fundamentally; not at all
- 不肯
- bùkěn — unwilling to; refuse to; not willing
- 听
- tīng — to listen; to hear; to obey
- 只有
- zhǐyǒu — only; there is only; nothing but
- 一扇
- yī shàn — one (window or door, measure word)
- 窗
- chuāng — window; an opening in a wall
- 放不下
- fàngbuxià — cannot fit; unable to accommodate or place
- 两张
- liǎng zhāng — two (flat objects, e.g., beds or sheets)
- 床
- chuáng — bed; furniture for sleeping
- 而且
- érqiě — moreover; furthermore; in addition
- 一间
- yī jiān — one room; a single room (measure word)
- 附近
- fùjìn — nearby; in the vicinity; close by
- 没有
- méiyǒu — do not have; there is no; lacking
- 合适
- héshì — suitable; appropriate; fitting the situation
- 给
- gěi — to give; for; to; beneficiary marker
- 细心
- xìxīn — careful; attentive; meticulous in actions
- 体贴
- tǐtiē — considerate; thoughtful towards others' feelings
- 几乎
- jīhū — almost; nearly; practically
- 不让
- bù ràng — not allow; to prevent from doing
- 特别
- tèbié — especially; special; particularly
- 指示
- zhǐshì — instruction; directive; to indicate or instruct
- 情况下
- qíngkuàng xià — under circumstances; in a given situation
- 随意
- suíyì — freely; as one pleases; casually
- 走动
- zǒudòng — to move around; to walk about
- 每天
- měitiān — every day; daily; each day
- 每个
- měi gè — every; each one (general measure word)
- 小时
- xiǎoshí — hour; a unit of time (60 minutes)
- 都有
- dōu yǒu — all have; there are all; each has
- 规定
- guīdìng — rule; regulation; to stipulate something
- 安排
- ānpái — arrangement; schedule; to plan or organize
- 为
- wèi — for; on behalf of; in order to
- 操心
- cāoxīn — to worry; to take trouble over something
- 一切
- yīqiè — everything; all; every single thing
- 若
- ruò — if; supposing; as if (literary)
- 更加
- gèngjiā — even more; further; to a greater degree
- 珍视
- zhēnshì — to treasure; to value highly; to cherish
- 这些
- zhèxiē — these; this group of things or people
- 便
- biàn — then; so; as a result (literary)
- 觉得
- juéde — to feel; to think; to sense subjectively
- 卑鄙
- bēibǐ — despicable; mean; morally contemptible
- 忘恩负义
- wàng'ēn fùyì — ungrateful; to forget kindness and betray others
- 来
- lái — to come; to arrive; directional complement
- 这里
- zhèlǐ — here; this place; this location
- 完全
- wánquán — completely; entirely; totally
- 为了
- wèile — for the sake of; in order to
- 应该
- yīnggāi — should; ought to; must
- 得到
- dédào — to obtain; to get; to receive
- 充分
- chōngfèn — sufficient; full; adequate; thorough
- 休息
- xiūxi — to rest; to take a break; relaxation
- 和
- hé — and; with; together with
- 尽可能
- jǐn kěnéng — as much as possible; to the greatest extent
- 多
- duō — many; much; more; a lot
- 新鲜
- xīnxiān — fresh; new; novel; not stale
- 空气
- kōngqì — air; atmosphere; the air around us
- 你
- nǐ — you; second person singular pronoun
- 运动量
- yùndòngliàng — amount of exercise; physical activity level
- 取决于
- qǔjuéyú — to depend on; to be determined by
- 体力
- tǐlì — physical strength; bodily energy; stamina
- 亲爱的
- qīn'ài de — dear; darling; term of endearment
- 饮食
- yǐnshí — diet; food and drink; eating habits
- 一定
- yīdìng — certainly; definitely; a certain degree
- 程度上
- chéngdù shàng — to a certain extent; in terms of degree
- 食欲
- shíyù — appetite; desire to eat; hunger
- 随时
- suíshí — at any time; whenever; at all times
- 都
- dōu — all; both; every; entirely
- 可以
- kěyǐ — can; may; be allowed to
- 吸收
- xīshōu — to absorb; to take in; to assimilate
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