The Yellow Wallpaper — Page 10
I had a friend who was in his hands once, and she says he is just like John and my brother, only more so!
我有一个朋友曾经接受过他的治疗,她说他和约翰以及我哥哥一模一样,只是更甚!
Besides, it is such an undertaking to go so far.
况且,跑那么远也是一件麻烦事。
I don't feel as if it was worth while to turn my hand over for anything, and I'm getting dreadfully fretful and querulous.
我觉得什么事都不值得费心去做,而且我变得越来越烦躁易怒。
I cry at nothing, and cry most of the time.
我无缘无故地哭泣,几乎一直在哭。
Of course I don't when John is here, or anybody else, but when I am alone.
当然,约翰在的时候,或者有别人在的时候,我不会哭,只有独处时才会。
And I am alone a good deal just now. John is kept in town very often by serious cases, and Jennie is good and lets me alone when I want her to.
而且我现在有很多时间独处。约翰经常因为棘手的病例被留在城里,珍妮很好,当我想一个人待着的时候,她会让我清静。
So I walk a little in the garden or down that lovely lane, sit on the porch under the roses, and lie down up here a good deal.
所以我在花园里或那条可爱的小路上稍微散散步,坐在门廊上玫瑰花下,然后大部分时间躺在这里。
I'm getting really fond of the room in spite of the wallpaper. Perhaps because of the wallpaper.
尽管有那墙纸,我却真的越来越喜欢这个房间了。也许正是因为那墙纸。
It dwells in my mind so!
它就这样盘踞在我的脑海里!
I lie here on this great immovable bed—it is nailed down, I believe—and follow that pattern about by the hour. It is as good as gymnastics, I assure you. I start, we'll say, at the bottom, down in the corner over there where it has not been touched, and I determine for the thousandth time that I will follow that pointless pattern to some sort of a conclusion.
我躺在这张巨大的、纹丝不动的床上——我想它是钉死在地板上的——一连几个小时追寻着那个花纹。我向你保证,这就和做体操一样。就说我从底部开始吧,从那边没有被碰过的角落开始,我第一千次下定决心,要追随那毫无意义的花纹,找到某种结论。
Vocabulary
- 我
- wǒ — I, me; first person singular pronoun
- 有
- yǒu — to have; there is/are
- 一个
- yī gè — one; a single (general measure word)
- 朋友
- péng yǒu — friend; a person one knows well
- 曾经
- céng jīng — once; at some point in the past
- 接受过
- jiē shòu guò — has received or undergone (treatment/experience)
- 他
- tā — he, him; third person singular male pronoun
- 的
- de — possessive/attributive particle; of
- 治疗
- zhì liáo — treatment; medical care for illness
- 她
- tā — she, her; third person singular female pronoun
- 说
- shuō — to say, speak, tell
- 和
- hé — and; together with; connecting nouns
- 以及
- yǐ jí — as well as; and; used to connect items
- 哥哥
- gē ge — older brother; elder male sibling
- 一模一样
- yī mú yī yàng — exactly alike; identical in every way
- 只是
- zhǐ shì — only; merely; but; it's just that
- 更甚
- gèng shèn — even more so; worse; to a greater degree
- 况且
- kuàng qiě — moreover; besides; furthermore
- 跑
- pǎo — to run; to travel quickly on foot
- 那么远
- nà me yuǎn — that far; such a great distance away
- 也是
- yě shì — also is; that too is a matter of
- 一件
- yī jiàn — one item/matter (measure word for affairs)
- 麻烦事
- má fan shì — troublesome matter; a bothersome affair
- 觉得
- jué de — to feel; to think; to have a sense that
- 什么事
- shén me shì — what thing; any matter whatsoever
- 都
- dōu — all; both; even; universally
- 不值得
- bù zhí de — not worth it; not deserving effort
- 费心
- fèi xīn — to take trouble; to expend mental effort
- 去做
- qù zuò — to go and do; to bother doing something
- 而且
- ér qiě — moreover; furthermore; and also
- 变得
- biàn de — to become; to grow into a certain state
- 越来越
- yuè lái yuè — more and more; increasingly over time
- 烦躁
- fán zào — irritable; restless and agitated feeling
- 易怒
- yì nù — easily angered; quick-tempered; irritable
- 无缘无故
- wú yuán wú gù — without reason or cause; for no reason
- 地
- de — adverbial particle; modifies how action is done
- 哭泣
- kū qì — to weep; to cry softly and tearfully
- 几乎
- jī hū — almost; nearly; practically
- 一直
- yī zhí — continuously; always; the whole time
- 在哭
- zài kū — is/was crying; ongoing act of weeping
- 当然
- dāng rán — of course; naturally; certainly
- 在
- zài — at; in; on; indicates location or ongoing action
- 时候
- shí hou — time; moment; when; a period of time
- 或者
- huò zhě — or; either...or; used in statements
- 别人
- bié rén — other people; others; someone else
- 不会
- bù huì — won't; wouldn't; unable to; will not
- 哭
- kū — to cry; to weep; to sob
- 只有
- zhǐ yǒu — only when; only if; it takes only
- 独处
- dú chǔ — to be alone; to spend time by oneself
- 时
- shí — when; at the time of; during
- 才会
- cái huì — only then will; not until then
- 现在
- xiàn zài — now; at present; currently
- 很多
- hěn duō — many; a lot; a great deal of
- 时间
- shí jiān — time; a period or amount of time
- 经常
- jīng cháng — often; frequently; regularly
- 因为
- yīn wèi — because; due to; on account of
- 棘手
- jí shǒu — thorny; tricky; difficult to handle
- 病例
- bìng lì — medical case; a recorded instance of illness
- 被
- bèi — passive marker; by (indicates passive voice)
- 留
- liú — to stay; to remain; to keep behind
- 城里
- chéng lǐ — in the city; inside the town
- 很好
- hěn hǎo — very good; quite well; excellent
- 当
- dāng — when; at the time; to serve as
- 想
- xiǎng — to want; to think; to miss someone
- 一个人
- yī gè rén — alone; by oneself; a single person
- 待着
- dāi zhe — to stay; to remain somewhere; to linger
- 会
- huì — will; can; to be able to; likely to
- 让
- ràng — to let; to allow; to make someone do
- 清静
- qīng jìng — quiet and peaceful; calm and undisturbed
- 所以
- suǒ yǐ — therefore; so; as a result
- 花园里
- huā yuán lǐ — inside the garden; within the garden space
- 或
- huò — or; either; alternatively
- 那条
- nà tiáo — that (measure word for long narrow things)
- 可爱
- kě ài — cute; lovely; adorable; charming
- 小路
- xiǎo lù — small path; narrow trail or walkway
- 上
- shàng — on; above; up; on top of
- 稍微
- shāo wēi — slightly; a little; somewhat
- 散散步
- sàn san bù — to take a leisurely stroll or walk
- 坐
- zuò — to sit; to take a seat
- 门廊
- mén láng — porch; covered entrance or veranda of house
- 玫瑰花
- méi guī huā — rose; a thorny flowering plant or bloom
- 下
- xià — under; below; beneath; next
- 然后
- rán hòu — then; after that; afterwards
- 大部分
- dà bù fen — most; the majority; the greater part
- 躺
- tǎng — to lie down; to recline
- 这里
- zhè lǐ — here; this place; right here
- 尽管
- jǐn guǎn — even though; despite; although
- 那
- nà — that; those; referring to something distant
- 墙纸
- qiáng zhǐ — wallpaper; decorative paper covering walls
- 却
- què — yet; but; however; unexpectedly
- 真的
- zhēn de — really; truly; genuinely
- 喜欢
- xǐ huān — to like; to be fond of; to enjoy
- 这个
- zhè ge — this; this one; this particular thing
- 房间
- fáng jiān — room; a space within a building
- 了
- le — particle indicating completion or new situation
- 也许
- yě xǔ — perhaps; maybe; possibly
- 正是
- zhèng shì — it is precisely; exactly; just because of
- 它
- tā — it; third person pronoun for objects/animals
- 就
- jiù — just; exactly; then; as early as
- 这样
- zhè yàng — like this; in this way; such
- 盘踞
- pán jù — to occupy firmly; to entrench oneself; to dominate
- 脑海里
- nǎo hǎi lǐ — in the mind; within one's thoughts or memory
- 这张
- zhè zhāng — this (measure word for flat objects)
- 巨大
- jù dà — huge; enormous; gigantic in size
- 纹丝不动
- wén sī bù dòng — absolutely motionless; not moving even slightly
- 床上
- chuáng shàng — on the bed; upon the sleeping surface
- 我想
- wǒ xiǎng — I think; I believe; I suppose
- 是
- shì — to be; is; am; are; yes
- 钉死
- dìng sǐ — nailed down firmly; fastened immovably with nails
- 地板上
- dì bǎn shàng — on the floor; upon the floor surface
- 一连
- yī lián — in succession; consecutively; one after another
- 几个
- jǐ gè — several; a few; some number of
- 小时
- xiǎo shí — hour; a unit of time equal to 60 minutes
- 追寻着
- zhuī xún zhe — continuously tracing; following along searching
- 那个
- nà ge — that; that one; that particular thing
- 花纹
- huā wén — pattern; decorative design or figure on surface
- 向你
- xiàng nǐ — toward you; to you; in your direction
- 保证
- bǎo zhèng — to guarantee; to assure; a promise
- 这
- zhè — this; indicating something nearby or just mentioned
- 就和
- jiù hé — just like; exactly the same as
- 做
- zuò — to do; to make; to perform
- 体操
- tǐ cāo — gymnastics; physical exercise or calisthenics
- 一样
- yī yàng — the same; alike; just like
- 就说
- jiù shuō — just take for example; let's say
- 从
- cóng — from; starting from; since
- 底部
- dǐ bù — the bottom; lower part of something
- 开始
- kāi shǐ — to begin; to start; the beginning
- 吧
- ba — particle for suggestion or mild assertion
- 那边
- nà biān — over there; that side; that direction
- 没有
- méi yǒu — do not have; there is not; haven't
- 碰过
- pèng guò — has touched; has come into contact with
- 角落
- jiǎo luò — corner; a secluded nook or corner
- 第一千次
- dì yī qiān cì — the one-thousandth time; done a thousand times
- 下定决心
- xià dìng jué xīn — to make up one's mind; to resolve firmly
- 要
- yào — to want; will; must; need to
- 追随
- zhuī suí — to follow; to pursue; to trace along
- 毫无意义
- háo wú yì yì — completely meaningless; utterly without purpose
- 找到
- zhǎo dào — to find; to discover; to locate successfully
- 某种
- mǒu zhǒng — some kind of; a certain type of
- 结论
- jié lùn — conclusion; a final judgment or outcome
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