The Yellow Wallpaper — Page 12
But I must say what I feel and think in some way—it is such a relief!
但我必须以某种方式表达我的感受和想法——这真是一种解脱!
But the effort is getting to be greater than the relief.
但是这种努力正变得比解脱更加费力。
Half the time now I am awfully lazy, and lie down ever so much.
如今我有一半的时间都懒得很,总是躺着。
John says I mustn't lose my strength, and has me take cod-liver oil and lots of tonics and things, to say nothing of ale and wine and rare meat.
约翰说我不能丧失体力,让我服用鱼肝油和各种补品之类的东西,更不用说麦酒、葡萄酒和半熟的肉了。
Dear John! He loves me very dearly, and hates to have me sick.
亲爱的约翰!他深深地爱着我,不愿看到我生病。
I tried to have a real earnest reasonable talk with him the other day, and tell him how I wish he would let me go and make a visit to Cousin Henry and Julia.
前几天我试图与他进行一次真诚而理性的谈话,告诉他我多么希望他能让我去拜访亨利表哥和朱莉娅。
But he said I wasn't able to go, nor able to stand it after I got there; and I did not make out a very good case for myself, for I was crying before I had finished.
但他说我没有能力去,去了也无法承受;而我也没能为自己辩护得很好,因为我还没说完就哭了起来。
It is getting to be a great effort for me to think straight. Just this nervous weakness, I suppose.
我发现思路清晰对我来说越来越费力了。我想这不过是神经衰弱罢了。
And dear John gathered me up in his arms, and just carried me upstairs and laid me on the bed, and sat by me and read to me till it tired my head.
亲爱的约翰把我抱在怀里,就这样把我抱上楼,让我躺在床上,坐在我身边给我朗读,直到我头脑疲倦为止。
He said I was his darling and his comfort and all he had, and that I must take care of myself for his sake, and keep well.
他说我是他的宝贝、他的慰藉、他的一切,说我必须为了他好好照顾自己,保持健康。
Vocabulary
- 但
- dàn — but, however, yet
- 我
- wǒ — I, me, myself
- 必须
- bìxū — must, have to, obligatory
- 以
- yǐ — use, by means of, with
- 某种
- mǒu zhǒng — some kind of, a certain type
- 方式
- fāngshì — way, method, manner of doing something
- 表达
- biǎodá — to express, to convey thoughts or feelings
- 的
- de — structural particle indicating possession or description
- 感受
- gǎnshòu — feeling, perception, emotional experience
- 和
- hé — and, together with
- 想法
- xiǎngfǎ — idea, thought, opinion one holds
- 这
- zhè — this, referring to something nearby
- 真是
- zhēn shì — truly is, really is, what a relief
- 一种
- yī zhǒng — a kind of, one type of something
- 解脱
- jiětuō — relief, liberation, freedom from burden
- 但是
- dànshì — but, however, used for contrast
- 这种
- zhè zhǒng — this kind of, this type of
- 努力
- nǔlì — effort, to strive hard, work diligently
- 正
- zhèng — just, right now, in the process of
- 变得
- biàn de — to become, to grow increasingly
- 比
- bǐ — compared to, more than, than
- 更加
- gèngjiā — even more, to a greater degree
- 费力
- fèilì — laborious, requiring great effort or energy
- 如今
- rújīn — nowadays, at present, these days
- 有
- yǒu — to have, there is, to exist
- 一半
- yībàn — half, one half of something
- 时间
- shíjiān — time, a period or duration
- 都
- dōu — all, both, already, even
- 懒得
- lǎn de — too lazy to, can't be bothered to
- 很
- hěn — very, quite, extremely
- 总是
- zǒngshì — always, invariably, at all times
- 躺着
- tǎng zhe — lying down, reclining continuously
- 说
- shuō — to say, to speak, to tell
- 不能
- bù néng — cannot, must not, not able to
- 丧失
- sàngshī — to lose, to forfeit, to be deprived of
- 体力
- tǐlì — physical strength, bodily energy
- 让
- ràng — to let, to allow, to make someone do
- 服用
- fúyòng — to take medicine or supplements orally
- 鱼肝油
- yú gān yóu — cod liver oil, a nutritional supplement
- 各种
- gè zhǒng — various kinds, all sorts of
- 补品
- bǔpǐn — tonic, nutritional supplement, health product
- 之类
- zhī lèi — and such, and the like, of that sort
- 东西
- dōngxi — thing, stuff, object, item
- 更
- gèng — even more, still more, further
- 不用说
- bù yòng shuō — needless to say, not to mention
- 葡萄酒
- pútaojiǔ — wine, grape-based alcoholic beverage
- 半熟
- bàn shú — half-cooked, partially done, medium-rare
- 肉
- ròu — meat, flesh, muscle of an animal
- 了
- le — particle indicating completion or new situation
- 亲爱的
- qīn'ài de — dear, beloved, darling, term of endearment
- 他
- tā — he, him, third person masculine pronoun
- 深深地
- shēnshēn de — deeply, profoundly, in a deep manner
- 爱着
- ài zhe — loving continuously, being in love with
- 不愿
- bù yuàn — unwilling, not wanting, reluctant to
- 看到
- kàn dào — to see, to catch sight of someone
- 生病
- shēngbìng — to get sick, to fall ill
- 前几天
- qián jǐ tiān — a few days ago, the other day
- 试图
- shìtú — to attempt, to try to do something
- 与
- yǔ — with, and, together with someone
- 进行
- jìnxíng — to carry out, to conduct, to engage in
- 一次
- yī cì — once, one time, a single occasion
- 真诚
- zhēnchéng — sincere, genuine, honest and heartfelt
- 而
- ér — and, yet, but, connecting adjectives or clauses
- 理性
- lǐxìng — rational, reason, logical thinking
- 谈话
- tánhuà — conversation, talk, to have a discussion
- 告诉
- gàosu — to tell, to inform, to let someone know
- 多么
- duōme — how, what a, to what extent
- 希望
- xīwàng — to hope, wish, desire for something
- 能
- néng — can, able to, have the ability
- 去
- qù — to go, to leave for a place
- 拜访
- bàifǎng — to visit, to call on someone formally
- 表哥
- biǎogē — older male cousin on maternal or paternal side
- 没有
- méiyǒu — do not have, there is not, without
- 能力
- nénglì — ability, capability, capacity to do something
- 去了
- qù le — went, has gone, departed already
- 也
- yě — also, too, as well, either
- 无法
- wúfǎ — unable to, no way to, cannot
- 承受
- chéngshòu — to bear, to endure, to withstand pressure
- 没能
- méi néng — failed to, was unable to, did not manage
- 为
- wèi — for, on behalf of, in order to
- 自己
- zìjǐ — oneself, one's own, by oneself
- 辩护
- biànhù — to defend, to argue in one's defense
- 得
- de — particle indicating result or degree of action
- 很好
- hěn hǎo — very good, quite well, very fine
- 因为
- yīnwèi — because, due to, for the reason that
- 还没
- hái méi — not yet, still have not done something
- 说完
- shuō wán — finished speaking, done saying what intended
- 就
- jiù — then, immediately, as soon as
- 哭了
- kū le — cried, broke into tears, started crying
- 起来
- qǐlái — to start doing, to rise up, beginning of action
- 发现
- fāxiàn — to discover, to find, to realize something
- 思路
- sīlù — train of thought, line of thinking, reasoning
- 清晰
- qīngxī — clear, distinct, easy to understand
- 对
- duì — for, to, correct, directed at someone
- 来说
- lái shuō — for someone, speaking from a perspective
- 越来越
- yuè lái yuè — more and more, increasingly, progressively
- 我想
- wǒ xiǎng — I think, I suppose, I believe
- 不过是
- bùguò shì — nothing more than, merely, just simply
- 神经衰弱
- shénjīng shuāiruò — neurasthenia, nervous exhaustion, nervous breakdown
- 罢了
- bàle — that's all, nothing more, merely that
- 把
- bǎ — particle marking object disposed of or handled
- 抱
- bào — to hug, to hold in arms, to embrace
- 在
- zài — at, in, on, to be located somewhere
- 怀里
- huái lǐ — in one's arms, within an embrace
- 这样
- zhèyàng — like this, in this way, thus
- 上楼
- shàng lóu — to go upstairs, to climb to upper floor
- 躺
- tǎng — to lie down, to recline on a surface
- 床上
- chuáng shàng — on the bed, on top of the bed
- 坐
- zuò — to sit, to take a seat
- 身边
- shēnbiān — beside someone, by one's side, nearby
- 给
- gěi — to give, for, to, on behalf of
- 朗读
- lǎngdú — to read aloud, to recite clearly and loudly
- 直到
- zhídào — until, up to, all the way to
- 头脑
- tóunǎo — brain, mind, mental faculty, intellect
- 疲倦
- píjuàn — tired, weary, fatigued, exhausted
- 为止
- wéizhǐ — until, up to a certain point, so far
- 是
- shì — is, are, am, to be
- 宝贝
- bǎobèi — darling, treasure, precious one, term of endearment
- 慰藉
- wèijiè — comfort, solace, consolation for distress
- 一切
- yīqiè — everything, all, every single thing
- 为了
- wèile — in order to, for the sake of, so that
- 好好
- hǎohǎo — properly, well, carefully, in a good manner
- 照顾
- zhàogù — to take care of, to look after someone
- 保持
- bǎochí — to maintain, to keep, to preserve a state
- 健康
- jiànkāng — health, healthy, in good physical condition
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