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But I must say what I feel and think in some way—it is such a relief!

但我必须以某种方式表达我的感受和想法——这真是一种解脱!

But the effort is getting to be greater than the relief.

但是这种努力正变得比解脱更加费力。

Half the time now I am awfully lazy, and lie down ever so much.

如今我有一半的时间都懒得很,总是躺着。

John says I mustn't lose my strength, and has me take cod-liver oil and lots of tonics and things, to say nothing of ale and wine and rare meat.

约翰说我不能丧失体力,让我服用鱼肝油和各种补品之类的东西,更不用说麦酒、葡萄酒和半熟的肉了。

Dear John! He loves me very dearly, and hates to have me sick.

亲爱的约翰!他深深地爱着我,不愿看到我生病。

I tried to have a real earnest reasonable talk with him the other day, and tell him how I wish he would let me go and make a visit to Cousin Henry and Julia.

前几天我试图与他进行一次真诚而理性的谈话,告诉他我多么希望他能让我去拜访亨利表哥和朱莉娅。

But he said I wasn't able to go, nor able to stand it after I got there; and I did not make out a very good case for myself, for I was crying before I had finished.

但他说我没有能力去,去了也无法承受;而我也没能为自己辩护得很好,因为我还没说完就哭了起来。

It is getting to be a great effort for me to think straight. Just this nervous weakness, I suppose.

我发现思路清晰对我来说越来越费力了。我想这不过是神经衰弱罢了。

And dear John gathered me up in his arms, and just carried me upstairs and laid me on the bed, and sat by me and read to me till it tired my head.

亲爱的约翰把我抱在怀里,就这样把我抱上楼,让我躺在床上,坐在我身边给我朗读,直到我头脑疲倦为止。

He said I was his darling and his comfort and all he had, and that I must take care of myself for his sake, and keep well.

他说我是他的宝贝、他的慰藉、他的一切,说我必须为了他好好照顾自己,保持健康。

Vocabulary

dàn — but, however, yet
wǒ — I, me, myself
必须
bìxū — must, have to, obligatory
yǐ — use, by means of, with
某种
mǒu zhǒng — some kind of, a certain type
方式
fāngshì — way, method, manner of doing something
表达
biǎodá — to express, to convey thoughts or feelings
de — structural particle indicating possession or description
感受
gǎnshòu — feeling, perception, emotional experience
hé — and, together with
想法
xiǎngfǎ — idea, thought, opinion one holds
zhè — this, referring to something nearby
真是
zhēn shì — truly is, really is, what a relief
一种
yī zhǒng — a kind of, one type of something
解脱
jiětuō — relief, liberation, freedom from burden
但是
dànshì — but, however, used for contrast
这种
zhè zhǒng — this kind of, this type of
努力
nǔlì — effort, to strive hard, work diligently
zhèng — just, right now, in the process of
变得
biàn de — to become, to grow increasingly
bǐ — compared to, more than, than
更加
gèngjiā — even more, to a greater degree
费力
fèilì — laborious, requiring great effort or energy
如今
rújīn — nowadays, at present, these days
yǒu — to have, there is, to exist
一半
yībàn — half, one half of something
时间
shíjiān — time, a period or duration
dōu — all, both, already, even
懒得
lǎn de — too lazy to, can't be bothered to
hěn — very, quite, extremely
总是
zǒngshì — always, invariably, at all times
躺着
tǎng zhe — lying down, reclining continuously
shuō — to say, to speak, to tell
不能
bù néng — cannot, must not, not able to
丧失
sàngshī — to lose, to forfeit, to be deprived of
体力
tǐlì — physical strength, bodily energy
ràng — to let, to allow, to make someone do
服用
fúyòng — to take medicine or supplements orally
鱼肝油
yú gān yóu — cod liver oil, a nutritional supplement
各种
gè zhǒng — various kinds, all sorts of
补品
bǔpǐn — tonic, nutritional supplement, health product
之类
zhī lèi — and such, and the like, of that sort
东西
dōngxi — thing, stuff, object, item
gèng — even more, still more, further
不用说
bù yòng shuō — needless to say, not to mention
葡萄酒
pútaojiǔ — wine, grape-based alcoholic beverage
半熟
bàn shú — half-cooked, partially done, medium-rare
ròu — meat, flesh, muscle of an animal
le — particle indicating completion or new situation
亲爱的
qīn'ài de — dear, beloved, darling, term of endearment
tā — he, him, third person masculine pronoun
深深地
shēnshēn de — deeply, profoundly, in a deep manner
爱着
ài zhe — loving continuously, being in love with
不愿
bù yuàn — unwilling, not wanting, reluctant to
看到
kàn dào — to see, to catch sight of someone
生病
shēngbìng — to get sick, to fall ill
前几天
qián jǐ tiān — a few days ago, the other day
试图
shìtú — to attempt, to try to do something
yǔ — with, and, together with someone
进行
jìnxíng — to carry out, to conduct, to engage in
一次
yī cì — once, one time, a single occasion
真诚
zhēnchéng — sincere, genuine, honest and heartfelt
ér — and, yet, but, connecting adjectives or clauses
理性
lǐxìng — rational, reason, logical thinking
谈话
tánhuà — conversation, talk, to have a discussion
告诉
gàosu — to tell, to inform, to let someone know
多么
duōme — how, what a, to what extent
希望
xīwàng — to hope, wish, desire for something
néng — can, able to, have the ability
qù — to go, to leave for a place
拜访
bàifǎng — to visit, to call on someone formally
表哥
biǎogē — older male cousin on maternal or paternal side
没有
méiyǒu — do not have, there is not, without
能力
nénglì — ability, capability, capacity to do something
去了
qù le — went, has gone, departed already
yě — also, too, as well, either
无法
wúfǎ — unable to, no way to, cannot
承受
chéngshòu — to bear, to endure, to withstand pressure
没能
méi néng — failed to, was unable to, did not manage
wèi — for, on behalf of, in order to
自己
zìjǐ — oneself, one's own, by oneself
辩护
biànhù — to defend, to argue in one's defense
de — particle indicating result or degree of action
很好
hěn hǎo — very good, quite well, very fine
因为
yīnwèi — because, due to, for the reason that
还没
hái méi — not yet, still have not done something
说完
shuō wán — finished speaking, done saying what intended
jiù — then, immediately, as soon as
哭了
kū le — cried, broke into tears, started crying
起来
qǐlái — to start doing, to rise up, beginning of action
发现
fāxiàn — to discover, to find, to realize something
思路
sīlù — train of thought, line of thinking, reasoning
清晰
qīngxī — clear, distinct, easy to understand
duì — for, to, correct, directed at someone
来说
lái shuō — for someone, speaking from a perspective
越来越
yuè lái yuè — more and more, increasingly, progressively
我想
wǒ xiǎng — I think, I suppose, I believe
不过是
bùguò shì — nothing more than, merely, just simply
神经衰弱
shénjīng shuāiruò — neurasthenia, nervous exhaustion, nervous breakdown
罢了
bàle — that's all, nothing more, merely that
bǎ — particle marking object disposed of or handled
bào — to hug, to hold in arms, to embrace
zài — at, in, on, to be located somewhere
怀里
huái lǐ — in one's arms, within an embrace
这样
zhèyàng — like this, in this way, thus
上楼
shàng lóu — to go upstairs, to climb to upper floor
tǎng — to lie down, to recline on a surface
床上
chuáng shàng — on the bed, on top of the bed
zuò — to sit, to take a seat
身边
shēnbiān — beside someone, by one's side, nearby
gěi — to give, for, to, on behalf of
朗读
lǎngdú — to read aloud, to recite clearly and loudly
直到
zhídào — until, up to, all the way to
头脑
tóunǎo — brain, mind, mental faculty, intellect
疲倦
píjuàn — tired, weary, fatigued, exhausted
为止
wéizhǐ — until, up to a certain point, so far
shì — is, are, am, to be
宝贝
bǎobèi — darling, treasure, precious one, term of endearment
慰藉
wèijiè — comfort, solace, consolation for distress
一切
yīqiè — everything, all, every single thing
为了
wèile — in order to, for the sake of, so that
好好
hǎohǎo — properly, well, carefully, in a good manner
照顾
zhàogù — to take care of, to look after someone
保持
bǎochí — to maintain, to keep, to preserve a state
健康
jiànkāng — health, healthy, in good physical condition
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