White nights, and other stories — Page 2
For though I had been living almost eight years in Petersburg I had hardly an acquaintance.
というのも、私はペテルブルクにほぼ八年間住んでいたにもかかわらず、知人がほとんどいなかったからだ。
But what did I want with acquaintances?
しかし、知人など何の役に立つというのだろう?
I was acquainted with all Petersburg as it was; that was why I felt as though they were all deserting me when all Petersburg packed up and went to its summer villa.
私はペテルブルクそのものをよく知っていた。だからこそ、ペテルブルク中の人々が荷物をまとめて避暑地へ去ってしまうと、皆に見捨てられたような気がしたのだ。
I felt afraid of being left alone, and for three whole days I wandered about the town in profound dejection, not knowing what to do with myself.
独り残されるのが怖くなり、まる三日間、途方に暮れながら町をさまよい歩いた。
Whether I walked in the Nevsky, went to the Gardens or sauntered on the embankment, there was not one face of those I had been accustomed to meet at the same time and place all the year.
ネフスキー通りを歩こうと、庭園へ行こうと、堤防をぶらつこうと、一年中決まった時刻と場所で顔を合わせていた人たちの姿は一人も見当たらなかった。
They, of course, do not know me, but I know them.
むろん、彼らは私のことを知らない。しかし私は彼らを知っている。
I know them intimately, I have almost made a study of their faces, and am delighted when they are gay, and downcast when they are under a cloud.
私は彼らを親しみをもって知っており、その顔をほとんど研究し尽くしてさえいる。彼らが陽気なときは私も嬉しくなり、彼らが沈んでいるときは私も気が滅入る。
I have almost struck up a friendship with one old man whom I meet every blessed day, at the same hour in Fontanka.
私はフォンタンカで毎日欠かさず、いつも同じ時刻に出会う老人とは、ほとんど友達になったも同然だ。
Such a grave, pensive countenance; he is always whispering to himself and brandishing his left arm, while in his right hand he holds a long gnarled stick with a gold knob.
いかにも重々しく物思わしげな顔つきで、いつもひとりごとをつぶやきながら左腕を振り回し、右手には金の握り玉のついた長い節くれだった杖を持っている。
He even notices me and takes a warm interest in me.
彼は私のことにも気づいていて、温かい関心を寄せてくれている。
If I happen not to be at a certain time in the same spot in Fontanka, I am certain he feels disappointed.
もし私がフォンタンカのいつもの場所に決まった時刻に現れなかったりすれば、きっと彼はがっかりするに違いない。
Vocabulary
- という
- to iu — Called; known as; expressing quotation or naming.
- のも
- no mo — The fact that; also because of.
- 私
- watashi — I; me; first-person singular pronoun.
- は
- wa — Topic marker particle indicating the sentence topic.
- に
- ni — Particle indicating location, direction, or time.
- ほぼ
- hobo — Almost; nearly; approximately.
- 八
- hachi — The number eight.
- 年間
- nenkan — A period of years; span of years.
- 住ん
- sun (de) — Lived; resided (conjunctive form of 住む).
- で
- de — Particle indicating means, location of action, or conjunction.
- い
- i — Stem of いる; to exist, be (for animate things).
- た
- ta — Past tense auxiliary verb marker.
- も
- mo — Also; even; too; particle adding emphasis or inclusion.
- かかわらず
- kakawarazu — Despite; regardless of; notwithstanding.
- 知人
- chijin — Acquaintance; person one knows socially.
- が
- ga — Subject marker particle; also marks contrast or conjunction.
- ほとんど
- hotondo — Almost; hardly any; mostly; scarcely.
- なかった
- nakatta — Did not exist; there was none (past negative).
- から
- kara — Because; from; since; expressing reason or origin.
- だ
- da — Copula; plain form of です, meaning 'is/are.'
- しかし
- shikashi — However; but; nevertheless; contrasting conjunction.
- など
- nado — Et cetera; and so on; things like.
- 何
- nani / nan — What; something; used in questions or indefinites.
- の
- no — Possessive or nominalizing particle; connecting nouns.
- 役
- yaku — Use; role; service; function.
- 立つ
- tatsu — To be useful; to stand; to serve a purpose.
- と
- to — Particle meaning 'and,' 'with,' or quotation marker.
- いう
- iu — To say; to call; to be called.
- だろう
- darou — Probably; I wonder; expressing conjecture or question.
- そのもの
- sono mono — The thing itself; the very thing; itself.
- を
- wo / o — Direct object marker particle in Japanese grammar.
- よく
- yoku — Well; often; thoroughly; in detail.
- 知っ
- shit(te) — Knowing; being aware of (te-form of 知る).
- て
- te — Te-form conjunctive particle connecting verb phrases.
- だから
- dakara — Therefore; that is why; consequently.
- こそ
- koso — Emphatic particle meaning 'precisely' or 'exactly because.'
- 中
- naka / chuu — Inside; middle; among; within something.
- 人々
- hitobito — People; folks; various persons in general.
- 荷物
- nimotsu — Luggage; baggage; cargo; belongings packed for travel.
- まとめ
- matome — Summary; packing together; gathering into one.
- 避暑地
- hishochi — Summer resort; place to escape summer heat.
- へ
- e — Directional particle meaning 'to' or 'toward.'
- 去っ
- sat(te) — Left; went away (te-form of 去る).
- しまう
- shimau — To end up doing; to finish; unfortunately complete.
- 皆
- mina / minna — Everyone; all people; everybody together.
- 見捨て
- misute — Abandoned; forsaken; left behind without care.
- られ
- rare — Passive auxiliary suffix indicating receiving an action.
- よう
- you — Like; seems; appears; expressing resemblance or conjecture.
- な
- na — Adjectival ending; attributive form linking adjective to noun.
- 気
- ki — Feeling; spirit; mood; sense; disposition.
- し
- shi — And; conjunctive form listing reasons or actions.
- 独り
- hitori — Alone; by oneself; solitary; single person.
- 残さ
- nokosa — Left behind; being kept remaining (passive base of 残す).
- れる
- reru — Passive or potential auxiliary verb suffix.
- 怖く
- kowaku — Scary; frightening (adverbial form of 怖い).
- なり
- nari — Became; and then; conjunctive form of なる.
- まる
- maru — Completely; entirely; fully; whole (prefix/suffix).
- 三
- san / mi — The number three.
- 日間
- nichikan — Period of days; number of days duration.
- 途方
- tohou — Way; means; direction; 途方に暮れる means to be at a loss.
- 暮れ
- kure — Nightfall; end of day; being at a loss.
- ながら
- nagara — While doing; simultaneously; even though.
- 町
- machi — Town; city street; neighborhood district.
- さまよい
- samayoi — Wandering; roaming aimlessly through an area.
- 歩い
- arui(te) — Walked; strolled (te-form of 歩く).
- 通り
- toori — Street; avenue; road; as expected.
- 歩こう
- arukou — Let's walk; volitional form of 歩く.
- 庭園
- teien — Garden; park; ornamental garden grounds.
- 行こう
- ikou — Let's go; volitional form of 行く.
- 堤防
- teibou — Embankment; levee; riverside bank or dike.
- ぶらつこう
- buratsukō — Let's stroll; wander leisurely (volitional of ぶらつく).
- 一年中
- ichinenjuu — All year round; throughout the entire year.
- 決まっ
- kimatt(e) — Fixed; decided; set; established (te-form of 決まる).
- 時刻
- jikoku — Time; specific point in time; hour.
- 場所
- basho — Place; location; spot; venue.
- 顔
- kao — Face; facial appearance; expression.
- 合わせ
- awase — Meeting; combining; matching; bringing faces together.
- 人
- hito / jin — Person; human being; people.
- たち
- tachi — Plural suffix for people or animate beings.
- 姿
- sugata — Figure; form; appearance; someone's visible shape.
- 一人
- hitori — One person; alone; a single individual.
- 見当たら
- mitatara — Cannot find; nowhere to be seen (negative base).
- なかっ
- nakatt(a) — Was not; did not exist (past negative stem).
- むろん
- muron — Of course; naturally; needless to say.
- 彼ら
- karera — They; them; third-person plural pronoun.
- こと
- koto — Thing; fact; matter; nominalizing abstract concepts.
- 知ら
- shira — Not knowing; negative base of 知る (to know).
- ない
- nai — Not; does not exist; negative ending.
- いる
- iru — To be; to exist (for animate beings).
- 親しみ
- shitashimi — Familiarity; friendliness; sense of closeness or affection.
- もっ
- mot(te) — Having; holding (te-form of 持つ); also もって.
- おり
- ori — Being; existing (humble/literary form of いる).
- その
- sono — That; those; the aforementioned (prenominal demonstrative).
- 研究
- kenkyuu — Research; study; investigation of a subject.
- 尽くし
- tsukushi — Exhausting; doing thoroughly; devoting entirely.
- さえ
- sae — Even; as long as; expressing extremity or condition.
- 陽気
- youki — Cheerful; merry; lively; also means weather or climate.
- とき
- toki — Time; moment; occasion; when something happens.
- 嬉しく
- ureshiku — Happily; gladly (adverbial form of 嬉しい).
- 沈ん
- shizun(de) — Sank; felt depressed; became gloomy (conjunctive of 沈む).
- 滅入る
- meiiru — To feel depressed; to be dispirited or downhearted.
- 毎日
- mainichi — Every day; daily; each and every day.
- 欠かさ
- kakasa — Without missing; never skipping (negative base of 欠かす).
- ず
- zu — Without doing; negative conjunctive verb suffix.
- いつも
- itsumo — Always; usually; all the time; habitually.
- 同じ
- onaji — Same; identical; equal; the very same thing.
- 出会う
- deau — To encounter; to meet by chance; to come across.
- 老人
- roujin — Old person; elderly man; aged individual.
- 友達
- tomodachi — Friend; companion; close acquaintance.
- なっ
- nat(te) — Became; turned into (te-form of なる).
- 同然
- douzen — Same as; just like; practically equivalent to.
- いかにも
- ikanimo — Indeed; truly; very much so; exactly as expected.
- 重々しく
- omoomoshiku — Gravely; solemnly; with great dignity or weight.
- 物思わ
- monoomowa — Lost in thought; pensive (base of 物思う).
- しげ
- shige — Seemingly; appearing to; suffix indicating apparent state.
- 顔つき
- kaotsuki — Facial expression; look on one's face; countenance.
- ひとりごと
- hitorigoto — Talking to oneself; soliloquy; muttering alone.
- つぶやき
- tsubuyaki — Muttering; murmur; whisper; low self-directed speech.
- 左腕
- hidariude — Left arm; the arm on one's left side.
- 振り回し
- furimawashi — Swinging around; waving; brandishing a limb or object.
- 右手
- migite — Right hand; the hand on one's right side.
- 金
- kane / kin — Money; gold; metal; valuable material or currency.
- 握り
- nigiri — Grip; grasp; handful; holding tightly in hand.
- 玉
- tama — Ball; sphere; gem; jewel; round object.
- つい
- tsui — Unintentionally; just; inadvertently; without thinking.
- 長い
- nagai — Long; lengthy; extended in length or time.
- 杖
- tsue — Cane; walking stick; staff used for support.
- 持っ
- mot(te) — Holding; carrying (te-form of 持つ).
- 彼
- kare — He; him; third-person masculine singular pronoun.
- 気づい
- kizui(te) — Noticed; became aware of (te-form of 気づく).
- 温かい
- atatakai — Warm; caring; tender; emotionally or physically warm.
- 関心
- kanshin — Interest; concern; attention paid to something.
- 寄せ
- yose — Directed toward; brought closer; showing interest.
- くれ
- kure — Give (to me); do for me (te-form request form).
- もし
- moshi — If; supposing; in case; hypothetical conditional opener.
- 現れ
- araware — Appeared; showed up; emerged into view.
- たり
- tari — Listing actions alternately; doing things like...
- すれ
- sure — Conditional form of する (to do); if one does.
- ば
- ba — Conditional particle meaning 'if' or 'when.'
- きっと
- kitto — Surely; certainly; definitely; without doubt.
- がっかり
- gakkari — Disappointed; let down; feeling let down or deflated.
- する
- suru — To do; to make; general-purpose action verb.
- 違いない
- chigainai — No doubt; must be; certainly; expressing strong certainty.
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