White nights, and other stories — Page 8
All the passers-by gave me such friendly looks that they seemed almost greeting me, they all seemed so pleased at something.
通りすがりの人たちはみな、まるで挨拶をしているかのように、とても親しみのある眼差しを私に向け、何かに喜んでいるようだった。
They were all smoking cigars, every one of them.
彼らは皆、一人残らず葉巻を吸っていた。
And I felt pleased as I never had before.
そして私は、これまでにないほど嬉しい気持ちになった。
It was as though I had suddenly found myself in Italy--so strong was the effect of nature upon a half-sick townsman like me, almost stifling between city walls.
まるで突然イタリアにいる自分を発見したかのようだった――城壁の間でほとんど息が詰まりそうな、私のような半病人の都会人に対して、自然がこれほど強く作用したのだ。
There is something inexpressibly touching in nature round Petersburg, when at the approach of spring she puts forth all her might, all the powers bestowed on her by Heaven, when she breaks into leaf, decks herself out and spangles herself with flowers....
ペテルブルク近郊の自然には、言葉では表せないほど胸を打つものがある。春が近づくと、自然は天から授けられたあらゆる力、あらゆる強さを発揮し、葉を茂らせ、身を飾り、花々で自らを輝かせる……
Somehow I cannot help being reminded of a frail, consumptive girl, at whom one sometimes looks with compassion, sometimes with sympathetic love, whom sometimes one simply does not notice; though suddenly in one instant she becomes, as though by chance, inexplicably lovely and exquisite, and, impressed and intoxicated, one cannot help asking oneself what power made those sad, pensive eyes flash with such fire?
どういうわけか、私はか弱く病弱な少女のことを思わずにはいられない。その少女をある時は憐れみの目で、ある時は共感の愛をもって見つめ、またある時はただ気に留めることもない。それがある瞬間、まるで偶然のように、何とも言えない愛らしさと繊細さを帯びるのだ。感動し、心を奪われた者は、あの悲しげな物思いに沈んだ瞳をこれほどの輝きで閃かせたのはいったいどんな力なのか、と自問せずにはいられない。
What summoned the blood to those pale, wan cheeks?
あの青白くやつれた頬に血の色を呼び戻したのは何だったのか?
What bathed with passion those soft features?
あの柔らかな顔立ちを情熱で満たしたのは何だったのか?
What set that bosom heaving?
あの胸をこれほど高鳴らせたのは何だったのか?
What so suddenly called strength, life and beauty into the poor girl's face, making it gleam with such a smile, kindle with such bright, sparkling laughter?
何がこれほど突然に、その哀れな少女の顔に力と生命と美しさを呼び起こし、あのような微笑みで輝かせ、あのような明るく弾けるような笑い声で燃え立たせたのか?
You look round, you seek for some one, you conjecture....
あなたは辺りを見回し、誰かを探し、あれこれと推し量る……
Vocabulary
- 通りすがり
- toorisugari — Passing by; a passerby encountered briefly
- の
- no — Possessive or nominalizing particle
- 人たち
- hitotachi — People; a group of persons
- は
- wa — Topic-marking particle indicating the subject
- みな
- mina — Everyone; all people present
- まるで
- marude — Just like; as if; exactly as though
- 挨拶
- aisatsu — Greeting; salutation exchanged between people
- を
- wo — Object-marking particle for direct objects
- して
- shite — Doing; te-form of suru (to do)
- いる
- iru — To be; indicates ongoing or continuous action
- か
- ka — Question particle; also expresses uncertainty
- よう
- you — Appearance; seeming like; as if
- に
- ni — Directional or locative particle; to, at, in
- とても
- totemo — Very; extremely; quite strongly
- 親しみ
- shitashimi — Familiarity; warmth; sense of friendliness
- ある
- aru — To exist; to have; there is
- 眼差し
- manazashi — Gaze; look in one's eyes; glance
- 私
- watashi — I; me; first-person singular pronoun
- 向け
- muke — Directed at; aimed toward someone
- 何か
- nanika — Something; some kind of thing
- 喜んで
- yorokonde — Gladly; with joy; happily
- だっ
- da (past stem) — Was; past tense form of copula da
- た
- ta — Past tense auxiliary verb ending
- 彼ら
- karera — They; them; third-person plural pronoun
- 皆
- minna — Everyone; all; the whole group
- 一人
- hitori — One person; alone; a single individual
- 残らず
- nokorazu — Without exception; every single one
- 葉巻
- hamaki — Cigar; rolled tobacco leaf for smoking
- 吸っ
- su(tte) — Smoking; inhaling; sucking (te-form)
- て
- te — Te-form connective particle linking actions
- い
- i — Shortened form of iru; ongoing action
- そして
- soshite — And then; and; furthermore
- これまで
- koremade — Until now; up to this point
- ない
- nai — Not; negation; does not exist
- ほど
- hodo — To the extent of; as much as
- 嬉しい
- ureshii — Happy; glad; joyful feeling
- 気持ち
- kimochi — Feeling; mood; emotional state
- なっ
- na(tte) — Became; te-form of naru (to become)
- 突然
- totsuzen — Suddenly; all at once; unexpectedly
- イタリア
- Itaria — Italy; the European country
- 自分
- jibun — Oneself; myself; one's own self
- 発見
- hakken — Discovery; finding something new
- し
- shi — Did; conjunctive form of suru
- 城壁
- jouheki — Castle wall; fortification wall; ramparts
- 間
- aida/ma — Between; among; interval of space or time
- で
- de — At; by means of; locative/instrumental particle
- ほとんど
- hotondo — Almost; nearly; for the most part
- 息
- iki — Breath; breathing; respiration
- が
- ga — Subject-marking particle
- 詰まり
- tsumari — Choking; being stuffed; suffocating
- そう
- sou — It seems; looks like; appears to be
- な
- na — Adjectival or sentence-final particle
- 半病人
- hanbyounin — Semi-invalid; person who is somewhat ill
- 都会人
- tokaijin — City dweller; urban person; townsperson
- 対して
- taishite — Toward; in contrast to; against
- 自然
- shizen — Nature; the natural world; naturally
- これほど
- korehodo — This much; to this extent or degree
- 強く
- tsuyoku — Strongly; powerfully; with great force
- 作用
- sayou — Effect; action; influence on something
- だ
- da — Is; am; are; plain form copula
- 近郊
- kinkou — Suburbs; outskirts; vicinity of a city
- 言葉
- kotoba — Words; language; speech; expression
- 表せ
- arawase — Express; describe; put into words
- 胸
- mune — Chest; breast; heart; one's inner feelings
- 打つ
- utsu — To strike; to move emotionally; to hit
- もの
- mono — Thing; something; that which is
- 春
- haru — Spring; the season after winter
- 近づく
- chikazuku — To approach; to draw near; to come closer
- と
- to — With; when; and; quotation particle
- 天
- ten — Heaven; sky; the heavens above
- から
- kara — From; because; since; starting point
- 授け
- sazuke — Bestow; grant; give as a gift from above
- られ
- rare — Passive or potential auxiliary verb form
- あらゆる
- arayuru — Every; all kinds of; every possible
- 力
- chikara — Power; strength; force; ability
- 強さ
- tsuyosa — Strength; toughness; degree of power
- 発揮
- hakki — To display; to demonstrate; to exert ability
- 葉
- ha — Leaf; leaves of a plant or tree
- 茂らせ
- shigerase — To make grow thick; to let foliage flourish
- 身
- mi — Body; oneself; one's own person
- 飾り
- kazari — Decoration; ornament; adornment
- 花々
- hanabana — Flowers; many blooms; floral abundance
- 自ら
- mizukara — By oneself; personally; on one's own
- 輝かせる
- kagayakaseru — To make shine; to cause to glitter brightly
- どういう
- douiu — What kind of; what sort of; how
- わけ
- wake — Reason; meaning; circumstance; cause
- か弱く
- kayowaku — Weakly; frailty; in a delicate manner
- 病弱
- byoujaku — Sickly; weak constitution; frail health
- 少女
- shoujo — Young girl; maiden; adolescent female
- こと
- koto — Thing; matter; fact; nominalized concept
- 思わ
- omowa — Think; cannot help but think (negative form)
- ず
- zu — Without; negative conjunctive form
- いられ
- irare — Cannot help but be; able to remain
- その
- sono — That; the; referring to something nearby
- 時
- toki — Time; moment; occasion; when
- 憐れみ
- awaremi — Pity; compassion; sympathy for another's suffering
- 目
- me — Eye; gaze; look; vision
- 共感
- kyoukan — Empathy; sympathy; shared feeling
- 愛
- ai — Love; affection; tender caring feeling
- もって
- motte — With; having; by means of
- 見つめ
- mitsume — Stare at; gaze intently upon someone
- また
- mata — Also; again; moreover; furthermore
- ただ
- tada — Just; merely; simply; only that
- 気
- ki — Spirit; mind; feeling; attention
- 留める
- tomeru — To fix attention on; to notice; to retain
- も
- mo — Also; too; even; as well
- それ
- sore — That; it; that thing over there
- 瞬間
- shunkan — Instant; moment; a split second
- 偶然
- guuzen — By chance; coincidence; accidentally
- 何とも言えない
- nantomo ienai — Indescribable; impossible to put into words
- 愛らしさ
- airashisa — Loveliness; adorableness; charming quality
- 繊細
- sensai — Delicate; sensitive; fine and intricate
- さ
- sa — Nominalizing suffix turning adjective to noun
- 帯びる
- obiru — To take on; to be tinged with; to bear
- 感動
- kandou — Deep emotion; being moved; profound impression
- 心
- kokoro — Heart; mind; soul; inner spirit
- 奪われ
- ubaware — Being taken away; captivated; enraptured
- 者
- mono/sha — Person; one who; a being
- あの
- ano — That (over there); the aforementioned
- 悲しげ
- kanashige — Looking sad; appearing sorrowful; mournful air
- 物思い
- monoomoi — Deep thought; melancholy musing; contemplation
- 沈ん
- shizun — Sunk into; immersed in; depressed
- 瞳
- hitomi — Pupil of the eye; eyes; gaze
- 輝き
- kagayaki — Radiance; brilliance; gleaming light
- 閃か
- hirameka — Flash; sparkle; to gleam suddenly
- せ
- se — Causative form suffix; make or let do
- いったい
- ittai — What on earth; just what; in the world
- どんな
- donna — What kind of; what sort of thing
- 自問
- jimon — Asking oneself; self-inquiry; introspection
- 青白く
- aoshiroku — Palely; with a pallid bluish-white color
- やつれ
- yatsure — Looking haggard; worn; emaciated appearance
- 頬
- hoo — Cheek; the side of the face
- 血
- chi — Blood; bloodflow; vital redness
- 色
- iro — Color; hue; complexion; tint
- 呼び戻し
- yobimodoshi — Calling back; restoring; bringing color back
- 何
- nani — What; which thing; what is it
- 柔らか
- yawaraka — Soft; gentle; tender; supple
- 顔立ち
- kaodachi — Facial features; looks; the shape of one's face
- 情熱
- jounetsu — Passion; ardor; intense emotional enthusiasm
- 満たし
- mitashi — Fill; to satisfy; to fill up completely
- 高鳴らせ
- takanaranse — Make throb; cause the heart to pound loudly
- 哀れ
- aware — Pathos; pity; sorrowful; pitiable state
- 顔
- kao — Face; facial expression; countenance
- 生命
- seimei — Life; vitality; living existence
- 美しさ
- utsukushisa — Beauty; loveliness; aesthetic quality
- 呼び起こし
- yobiokoshi — Evoke; awaken; call forth a feeling
- 微笑み
- hohoemi — Smile; a gentle pleasant facial expression
- 輝かせ
- kagayakase — Make shine; illuminate; cause to radiate light
- 明るく
- akaruku — Brightly; cheerfully; in a bright manner
- 弾ける
- hajikeru — To burst forth; to pop; to spring out brightly
- 笑い声
- waraigoe — Laughter; the sound of laughing
- 燃え立たせ
- moetatasase — Set ablaze; ignite; make something flare up
- あなた
- anata — You; second-person singular pronoun
- 辺り
- atari — Around; vicinity; the surrounding area
- 見回し
- mawashi — Look around; survey; glance about the area
- 誰か
- dareka — Someone; somebody; a certain person
- 探し
- sagashi — Searching for; looking for someone or something
- あれこれ
- arekore — This and that; various things; all sorts
- 推し量る
- oshihakaru — To conjecture; to guess; to surmise about someone
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