White nights, and other stories — Page 2
For though I had been living almost eight years in Petersburg I had hardly an acquaintance.
나는 페테르부르크에서 거의 8년을 살았지만 아는 사람이 거의 없었다.
But what did I want with acquaintances?
하지만 내가 아는 사람들을 원했던 것도 아니었다.
I was acquainted with all Petersburg as it was; that was why I felt as though they were all deserting me when all Petersburg packed up and went to its summer villa.
나는 페테르부르크 전체를 알고 있었다. 그래서 페테르부르크 전체가 짐을 싸서 여름 별장으로 떠났을 때 모두가 나를 버리고 가는 것처럼 느껴졌다.
I felt afraid of being left alone, and for three whole days I wandered about the town in profound dejection, not knowing what to do with myself.
나는 혼자 남겨지는 것이 두려웠고, 꼬박 사흘 동안 어찌할 바를 몰라 깊은 낙담 속에 도시를 헤매고 다녔다.
Whether I walked in the Nevsky, went to the Gardens or sauntered on the embankment, there was not one face of those I had been accustomed to meet at the same time and place all the year.
넵스키를 걷든, 공원에 가든, 강변을 거닐든, 일 년 내내 같은 시간 같은 장소에서 만나던 익숙한 얼굴은 단 하나도 보이지 않았다.
They, of course, do not know me, but I know them.
물론 그들은 나를 모르지만, 나는 그들을 안다.
I know them intimately, I have almost made a study of their faces, and am delighted when they are gay, and downcast when they are under a cloud.
나는 그들을 속속들이 알고 있으며, 그들의 얼굴을 거의 연구하다시피 했다. 그들이 즐거울 때면 나도 기쁘고, 그들이 우울해 보일 때면 나도 기운이 꺾인다.
I have almost struck up a friendship with one old man whom I meet every blessed day, at the same hour in Fontanka.
나는 폰탄카에서 매일같이 같은 시간에 만나는 한 노인과 거의 친구가 될 뻔했다.
Such a grave, pensive countenance; he is always whispering to himself and brandishing his left arm, while in his right hand he holds a long gnarled stick with a gold knob.
그는 참으로 진지하고 사색적인 표정을 지닌 사람으로, 늘 혼잣말을 중얼거리며 왼팔을 휘두르고, 오른손에는 금 손잡이가 달린 길고 울퉁불퉁한 지팡이를 들고 있다.
He even notices me and takes a warm interest in me.
그는 나를 알아보기까지 하며 나에게 따뜻한 관심을 보인다.
If I happen not to be at a certain time in the same spot in Fontanka, I am certain he feels disappointed.
내가 어쩌다 정해진 시간에 폰탄카의 그 자리에 나타나지 않으면, 그가 분명 실망할 것이라고 나는 확신한다.
Vocabulary
- 나는
- na-neun — I; first-person singular subject pronoun
- 거의
- geo-ui — Almost, nearly; approximating a quantity or state
- 8년을
- pal-lyeon-eul — Eight years; object form of eight-year duration
- 살았지만
- sa-rat-ji-man — Lived but; past tense with contrasting conjunction
- 아는
- a-neun — Knowing; present modifier form of the verb 알다
- 사람이
- sa-ram-i — Person; subject particle attached to the noun
- 없었다
- eop-seot-da — There was not; past tense of nonexistence
- 하지만
- ha-ji-man — However, but; conjunction indicating contrast
- 내가
- nae-ga — I; first-person pronoun with subject particle
- 사람들을
- sa-ram-deul-eul — People; plural noun with object particle attached
- 원했던
- won-haet-deon — Had wanted; past retrospective modifier of 원하다
- 것도
- geot-do — Thing also; bound noun with additive particle
- 아니었다
- a-ni-eot-da — Was not; past tense negation copula
- 전체를
- jeon-che-reul — The whole, entire; noun with object particle
- 알고
- al-go — Knowing and; connective form of 알다
- 있었다
- it-seot-da — Was existing; past tense of existence or progressive
- 그래서
- geu-rae-seo — Therefore, so; conjunction showing cause and result
- 전체가
- jeon-che-ga — The whole; noun with subject particle attached
- 짐을
- jim-eul — Luggage, baggage; noun with object particle
- 싸서
- ssa-seo — Having packed; connective form of 싸다 (to pack)
- 여름
- yeo-reum — Summer; the warmest season of the year
- 별장으로
- byeol-jang-eu-ro — To a villa; country house with directional particle
- 떠났을
- tteo-nat-seul — Having left; past modifier form of 떠나다
- 때
- ttae — Time, moment; noun indicating a point in time
- 모두가
- mo-du-ga — Everyone; all people with subject particle
- 나를
- na-reul — Me; first-person pronoun with object particle
- 버리고
- beo-ri-go — Abandoning and; connective form of 버리다
- 가는
- ga-neun — Going; present modifier form of the verb 가다
- 것처럼
- geot-cheo-reom — As if, like; bound noun with comparison particle
- 느껴졌다
- neu-kkyeo-jyeot-da — Was felt; passive past tense of 느끼다
- 혼자
- hon-ja — Alone, by oneself; adverb indicating solitude
- 남겨지는
- nam-gyeo-ji-neun — Being left behind; passive present modifier form
- 것이
- geot-i — The thing; bound noun with subject particle
- 두려웠고
- du-ryeo-wot-go — Was fearful and; past tense of 두렵다 with conjunction
- 꼬박
- kko-bak — Fully, entire; adverb stressing complete duration
- 사흘
- sa-heul — Three days; native Korean word for three-day period
- 동안
- dong-an — During, for; noun indicating a period of time
- 어찌할
- eo-jji-hal — What to do; modifier form expressing helplessness
- 바를
- ba-reul — Way, means; bound noun indicating method or course
- 몰라
- mol-la — Not knowing; informal connective form of 모르다
- 깊은
- gi-peun — Deep; adjective modifying a noun, profound depth
- 낙담
- nak-dam — Discouragement, dejection; state of being disheartened
- 속에
- so-ge — Inside, within; noun with locative particle attached
- 도시를
- do-si-reul — The city; noun with object particle attached
- 헤매고
- he-mae-go — Wandering and; connective form of 헤매다
- 다녔다
- da-nyeot-da — Went around; past tense of 다니다, to roam about
- 걷든
- geot-deun — Whether walking; conditional connector of 걷다
- 공원에
- gong-won-e — In the park; noun with locative particle
- 가든
- ga-deun — Whether going; conditional connector of 가다
- 강변을
- gang-byeon-eul — Riverside, riverbank; noun with object particle
- 거닐든
- geo-nil-deun — Whether strolling; conditional connector of 거닐다
- 일 년
- il nyeon — One year; duration of twelve months
- 내내
- nae-nae — Throughout, all along; adverb indicating entire duration
- 같은
- ga-teun — Same; adjective modifier meaning identical or similar
- 시간
- si-gan — Time; a specific hour or period
- 장소에서
- jang-so-e-seo — At the place; location noun with source particle
- 만나던
- man-na-deon — Used to meet; past habitual modifier of 만나다
- 익숙한
- ik-su-kan — Familiar, accustomed; adjective modifying a noun
- 얼굴은
- eol-gul-eun — Face; noun with topic particle attached
- 단
- dan — Only, merely; adverb emphasizing singularity or limit
- 하나도
- ha-na-do — Not even one; numeral with emphatic particle, none
- 보이지
- bo-i-ji — Not seen; negative connector form of 보이다
- 않았다
- a-nat-da — Did not; past tense negative auxiliary verb
- 물론
- mul-lon — Of course, naturally; adverb granting a concession
- 그들은
- geu-deul-eun — They; third-person plural pronoun with topic particle
- 모르지만
- mo-reu-ji-man — Don't know but; present tense with contrast conjunction
- 그들을
- geu-deul-eul — Them; third-person plural with object particle
- 안다
- an-da — Know; present tense of 알다, to know someone
- 속속들이
- sok-sok-deu-ri — Thoroughly, inside out; adverb meaning in full detail
- 있으며
- it-seu-myeo — Existing and; connective form indicating simultaneous state
- 그들의
- geu-deul-ui — Their; third-person plural possessive form
- 연구하다시피
- yeon-gu-ha-da-si-pi — Almost as if studying; intensive adverbial form of 연구하다
- 했다
- haet-da — Did; past tense of the verb 하다, to do
- 그들이
- geu-deul-i — They; third-person plural with subject particle
- 즐거울
- jeul-geo-ul — Happy, joyful; future modifier form of 즐겁다
- 때면
- ttae-myeon — When, whenever; noun 때 with conditional ending
- 나도
- na-do — I also, me too; first-person with additive particle
- 기쁘고
- gi-ppeu-go — Happy and; connective form of 기쁘다, to be glad
- 우울해
- u-ul-hae — Depressed, gloomy; informal form of 우울하다
- 보일
- bo-il — Appearing to be; future modifier form of 보이다
- 기운이
- gi-un-i — Energy, spirit; noun with subject particle attached
- 꺾인다
- kkeok-gin-da — Is broken, crushed; present tense passive of 꺾다
- 매일같이
- mae-il-ga-chi — Every single day; adverb emphasizing daily regularity
- 시간에
- si-gan-e — At the time; time noun with locative particle
- 만나는
- man-na-neun — Meeting; present modifier form of 만나다
- 한
- han — One, a certain; numeral or determiner before noun
- 노인과
- no-in-gwa — With an old man; elderly person with comitative particle
- 친구가
- chin-gu-ga — Friend; noun with subject particle attached
- 될
- doel — Becoming; future modifier form of 되다
- 뻔했다
- ppeon-haet-da — Almost happened; past tense of near-miss expression
- 그는
- geu-neun — He; third-person singular male with topic particle
- 참으로
- cha-meu-ro — Truly, really; adverb emphasizing sincerity or truth
- 진지하고
- jin-ji-ha-go — Serious and; connective form of 진지하다
- 사색적인
- sa-saek-jeo-gin — Contemplative, pensive; adjective modifying a noun
- 표정을
- pyo-jeong-eul — Facial expression; noun with object particle
- 지닌
- ji-nin — Possessing, bearing; past modifier form of 지니다
- 사람으로
- sa-ram-eu-ro — As a person; noun with role-indicating particle
- 늘
- neul — Always, constantly; adverb indicating habitual action
- 혼잣말을
- hon-jat-mal-eul — Talking to oneself; noun with object particle
- 중얼거리며
- jung-eol-geo-ri-myeo — Muttering while; connective form of 중얼거리다
- 왼팔을
- oen-pal-eul — Left arm; noun with object particle attached
- 휘두르고
- hwi-du-reu-go — Swinging and; connective form of 휘두르다
- 오른손에는
- o-reun-son-e-neun — In the right hand; noun with locative and topic particles
- 금
- geum — Gold; precious metal, also means golden color
- 손잡이가
- son-jab-i-ga — Handle, grip; noun with subject particle attached
- 달린
- dal-lin — Attached, hanging; past modifier form of 달리다
- 길고
- gil-go — Long and; connective form of 길다, to be long
- 울퉁불퉁한
- ul-tung-bul-tung-han — Bumpy, uneven; adjective describing rough irregular surface
- 지팡이를
- ji-pang-i-reul — Walking stick, cane; noun with object particle
- 들고
- deul-go — Holding and; connective form of 들다, to hold
- 있다
- it-da — To exist, to have; basic existence or possession verb
- 알아보기까지
- a-ra-bo-gi-kka-ji — Even recognizing; noun form of 알아보다 with extreme particle
- 하며
- ha-myeo — Doing and; connective simultaneous form of 하다
- 나에게
- na-e-ge — To me; first-person pronoun with dative particle
- 따뜻한
- tta-tteu-tan — Warm; adjective describing warmth of feeling or temperature
- 관심을
- gwan-sim-eul — Interest, attention; noun with object particle attached
- 보인다
- bo-in-da — Shows, appears; present tense of 보이다, to show
- 어쩌다
- eo-jjeo-da — Occasionally, by chance; adverb for infrequent occurrence
- 정해진
- jeong-hae-jin — Appointed, fixed; past passive modifier of 정하다
- 그 자리에
- geu ja-ri-e — At that spot; demonstrative plus place noun with particle
- 나타나지
- na-ta-na-ji — Not appearing; negative connector form of 나타나다
- 않으면
- a-neu-myeon — If not; negative conditional form of 않다
- 그가
- geu-ga — He; third-person singular with subject particle
- 분명
- bun-myeong — Clearly, certainly; adverb indicating strong certainty
- 실망할
- sil-mang-hal — Will be disappointed; future modifier of 실망하다
- 것이라고
- geo-si-ra-go — That it will be; indirect quotation of a nominal predicate
- 확신한다
- hwak-sin-han-da — Am convinced, certain; present tense of 확신하다
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