White nights, and other stories — Page 7
If I chanced to meet a long procession of waggoners walking lazily with the reins in their hands beside waggons loaded with regular mountains of furniture, tables, chairs, ottomans and sofas and domestic utensils of all sorts, frequently with a decrepit cook sitting on the top of it all, guarding her master's property as though it were the apple of her eye; or if I saw boats heavily loaded with household goods crawling along the Neva or Fontanka to the Black River or the Islands--the waggons and the boats were multiplied tenfold, a hundredfold, in my eyes.
만약 내가 가구와 탁자, 의자, 오토만과 소파, 그리고 온갖 종류의 가정용 기구들을 산더미처럼 실은 짐마차 옆에서 고삐를 손에 쥔 채 게으르게 걷고 있는 마부들의 긴 행렬을 우연히 마주치거나, 혹은 그 모든 것들 위에 노쇠한 요리사가 앉아 마치 눈에 넣어도 아프지 않을 것처럼 주인의 재산을 지키고 있는 광경을 보게 되거나, 아니면 네바 강이나 폰탄카 강을 따라 검은 강이나 섬들을 향해 살림살이를 잔뜩 싣고 느릿느릿 나아가는 배들을 보게 된다면—짐마차와 배들은 내 눈에 열 배, 백 배로 불어나 보였다.
I fancied that everything was astir and moving, everything was going in regular caravans to the summer villas.
모든 것이 들썩이며 움직이고, 모든 것이 줄지어 여름 별장으로 향하고 있는 것처럼 느껴졌다.
It seemed as though Petersburg threatened to become a wilderness, so that at last I felt ashamed, mortified and sad that I had nowhere to go for the holidays and no reason to go away.
페테르부르크가 황야로 변해버릴 것만 같았고, 그래서 나는 마침내 휴가를 보낼 곳도 없고 떠날 이유도 없다는 사실이 부끄럽고 수치스럽고 슬프게 느껴졌다.
I was ready to go away with every waggon, to drive off with every gentleman of respectable appearance who took a cab; but no one--absolutely no one--invited me; it seemed they had forgotten me, as though really I were a stranger to them!
나는 모든 짐마차와 함께 떠날 준비가 되어 있었고, 마차를 잡는 점잖은 신사마다 따라가고 싶었다. 하지만 아무도—정말 아무도—나를 초대하지 않았다. 마치 그들이 나를 잊어버린 것 같았고, 내가 정말로 그들에게 낯선 사람인 것만 같았다!
I took long walks, succeeding, as I usually did, in quite forgetting where I was, when I suddenly found myself at the city gates.
나는 오랫동안 산책을 하다가, 평소처럼 어느새 자신이 어디에 있는지를 완전히 잊어버린 채 어느 순간 도시의 성문 앞에 서 있는 나를 발견했다.
Instantly I felt lighthearted, and I passed the barrier and walked between cultivated fields and meadows, unconscious of fatigue, and feeling only all over as though a burden were falling off my soul.
순간 마음이 가벼워졌고, 나는 차단막을 지나 경작된 밭과 초원 사이를 걸었다. 피로는 느끼지 못한 채, 온몸으로 마치 영혼에서 짐이 떨어져 나가는 것 같은 느낌만을 받으면서.
Vocabulary
- 만약
- manyak — If, supposing that a certain condition is met
- 내가
- naega — I (subject form of first-person pronoun)
- 가구와
- gaguwa — Furniture and (connective form of 가구)
- 탁자
- takja — A table, especially a small or low one
- 의자
- uija — A chair, a seat for one person
- 소파
- sopa — A sofa, an upholstered couch for sitting
- 그리고
- geurigo — And, also; connects two clauses or items
- 온갖
- ongak — All kinds of, every sort of something
- 종류의
- jongnyu-ui — Of a type or kind, categorized variety
- 가정용
- gajeongyong — For household use, domestic-purpose items
- 기구들을
- gigudeureul — Implements or utensils (object form, plural)
- 산더미처럼
- sandeomicheoreom — Like a mountain pile, in a huge heap
- 실은
- sireun — Loaded, carrying cargo (adjective form of 싣다)
- 옆에서
- yeopeseo — From beside, at the side of something
- 손에
- sone — In the hand, at one's hand (locative form)
- 쥔
- juin — Gripping, holding tightly (modifier form of 쥐다)
- 채
- chae — While still in a state of; maintaining a condition
- 게으르게
- geeureuге — Lazily, in a sluggish or idle manner
- 걷고
- geotgo — Walking and (connective form of 걷다)
- 있는
- inneun — Who/which is (present tense modifier of 있다)
- 긴
- gin — Long (modifier form of 길다)
- 행렬을
- haengnyeoreul — A procession or line of people or vehicles
- 우연히
- uyeonhi — By chance, accidentally, coincidentally
- 마주치거나
- majuchigona — Happen to encounter or run into someone
- 혹은
- hogeun — Or, alternatively; presents another option
- 그
- geu — That, the (demonstrative determiner)
- 모든
- modeun — All, every, entire (determiner)
- 것들
- geotdeul — Things, items (plural of 것)
- 위에
- wie — On top of, above (locative form of 위)
- 요리사가
- yorisaga — Cook, chef (subject form of 요리사)
- 앉아
- anja — Sitting (connective form of 앉다)
- 마치
- machi — As if, just like; introduces a simile
- 눈에
- nune — In the eye(s); 눈에 넣어도 akin to 'apple of one's eye'
- 넣어도
- neoeodo — Even if placed into; even putting inside
- 아프지
- apeuji — Not hurt/painful (negative stem form of 아프다)
- 않을
- aneul — Will not (future modifier of 않다, negation)
- 것처럼
- geotcheoreom — As if it were something; like a thing
- 주인의
- juin-ui — Of the owner or master (possessive form)
- 재산을
- jaesaneul — Property, wealth, assets (object form)
- 지키고
- jikigo — Guarding, protecting and (connective of 지키다)
- 광경을
- gwanggyeongeul — A scene, spectacle, or sight (object form)
- 보게
- boge — Come to see; 보게 되다 means end up seeing
- 되거나
- dogeona — Become or happen (connective form of 되다)
- 아니면
- animyeon — Or else, if not; presents an alternative
- 강이나
- gangina — River or (connective form of 강)
- 강을
- gangeul — River (object form of 강)
- 따라
- ttara — Along, following the course of something
- 검은
- geomeun — Black, dark (modifier form of 검다)
- 섬들을
- seomdeureul — Islands (object plural form of 섬)
- 향해
- hyanghae — Toward, heading in the direction of
- 살림살이를
- sallimsalireul — Household belongings or domestic goods
- 잔뜩
- jantteuk — Fully loaded, to the brim, a lot
- 싣고
- sitgo — Loading, carrying cargo (connective of 싣다)
- 느릿느릿
- neurinneurit — Slowly, sluggishly, at a leisurely pace
- 나아가는
- naaganeun — Moving forward, advancing (modifier form)
- 배들을
- baedeurеul — Boats, ships (object plural form of 배)
- 된다면
- doendamyeon — If it happens that, if one comes to
- 배들은
- baedeureun — The boats/ships (topic plural form of 배)
- 내
- nae — My, mine (possessive first-person pronoun)
- 열
- yeol — Ten (native Korean numeral)
- 배
- bae — Times, fold (multiplier); also means stomach/ship
- 백
- baek — One hundred (Sino-Korean numeral)
- 불어나
- bureona — Increasing, growing in number or size
- 보였다
- boyeotda — Appeared, seemed, was visible (past tense)
- 것이
- geosi — The thing/fact that (subject nominalizer form)
- 움직이고
- umjigigo — Moving and (connective form of 움직이다)
- 줄지어
- juljie — In a line, lined up in a row
- 여름
- yeoreum — Summer, the warm season of the year
- 별장으로
- byeoljangeuro — To the summer cottage or country house
- 향하고
- yanghago — Heading toward, directed at (connective form)
- 느껴졌다
- neukkyeojyeotda — Was felt, was sensed (past passive form)
- 변해버릴
- byeonhaebeeoril — Will end up changing, transform completely
- 것만
- geotman — Only the thing that; solely the fact that
- 같았고
- gatassgo — Seemed like and (past connective of 같다)
- 그래서
- geuraeseo — Therefore, so, as a result of that
- 나는
- naneun — I (topic form of first-person pronoun 나)
- 마침내
- machimne — Finally, at last, in the end
- 휴가를
- hyugareul — Vacation, holiday (object form of 휴가)
- 보낼
- bonael — To spend or send (future modifier of 보내다)
- 곳도
- gotdo — Place also/even (topic form with 도 of 곳)
- 없고
- eoptgo — Not having, without (connective of 없다)
- 떠날
- tteoal — To leave, depart (future modifier of 떠나다)
- 이유도
- iyudo — Reason also/even (topic form of 이유)
- 없다는
- eopdaneun — The fact of not having (nominalizer clause form)
- 사실이
- sasiri — The fact, reality (subject form of 사실)
- 부끄럽고
- bukkeureopgo — Shameful, embarrassing and (connective form)
- 수치스럽고
- suchiseureopgo — Humiliating, disgraceful and (connective form)
- 슬프게
- seulpeuge — Sadly, in a sorrowful manner (adverbial form)
- 함께
- hamkke — Together, jointly with someone or something
- 준비가
- junbiga — Preparation, readiness (subject form of 준비)
- 되어
- doeseo — Having become, being done (connective of 되다)
- 있었고
- isseotgo — Was/existed and (past connective of 있다)
- 잡는
- jabneun — Catching, grabbing (present modifier of 잡다)
- 점잖은
- jeomjanheun — Dignified, genteel, well-mannered (modifier form)
- 신사마다
- sinsamada — Every gentleman, each and every respectable man
- 따라가고
- ttaragago — Following along and (connective of 따라가다)
- 싶었다
- sipeotda — Wanted to, desired to (past tense of 싶다)
- 하지만
- hajiman — However, but, nevertheless
- 아무도
- amudo — Nobody, no one (with negative verb)
- 정말
- jeongmal — Really, truly, indeed
- 나를
- nareul — Me (object form of first-person pronoun 나)
- 초대하지
- chodaehaji — Invite (negative stem form of 초대하다)
- 않았다
- anassda — Did not (past tense negative auxiliary)
- 그들이
- geudeuri — They (subject form of third-person plural)
- 잊어버린
- ijeobeolin — Having forgotten completely (modifier form)
- 것
- geot — Thing, fact, something (nominalizer)
- 정말로
- jeongmallo — Truly, really, in truth (emphatic adverb)
- 그들에게
- geudeurege — To them, for them (dative form of 그들)
- 낯선
- natseun — Unfamiliar, strange, unknown (modifier form)
- 사람인
- saramin — A person who is (copula modifier form)
- 같았다
- gatassda — Seemed like, appeared to be (past tense)
- 오랫동안
- oraetdongan — For a long time, over a lengthy period
- 산책을
- sanchaegeul — A walk, stroll (object form of 산책)
- 하다가
- hadaga — While doing, in the middle of doing
- 평소처럼
- pyeongsocheoreom — As usual, like an ordinary day
- 어느새
- eoneusae — Before one knows it, all of a sudden
- 자신이
- jasini — Oneself (subject form of reflexive 자신)
- 어디에
- eodie — Where, at what place (locative form)
- 있는지를
- inneunjireul — Where one is (indirect question object form)
- 완전히
- wanjeonhi — Completely, entirely, perfectly
- 어느
- eoneu — Some, a certain (indefinite determiner)
- 순간
- sungan — A moment, an instant in time
- 도시의
- dosi-ui — Of the city, urban (possessive form)
- 앞에
- ape — In front of, before (locative form)
- 서
- seo — Standing (connective form of 서다)
- 발견했다
- balgyeonhaetda — Discovered, found (past tense of 발견하다)
- 마음이
- maeumi — The mind or heart (subject form of 마음)
- 가벼워졌고
- gabyeowojyeotgo — Became lighter and (past connective form)
- 지나
- jina — Passing by or through (connective of 지나다)
- 밭과
- batkwa — Field and (connective form of 밭, a cultivated field)
- 초원
- chowon — A meadow, grassland, or open field
- 사이를
- saireul — Between, among (object form of 사이)
- 걸었다
- georeotda — Walked (past tense of 걷다)
- 피로는
- pironeun — Fatigue, tiredness (topic form of 피로)
- 느끼지
- neukkyuji — Feel (negative stem form of 느끼다)
- 못한
- motan — Unable to, could not (modifier of 못하다)
- 온몸으로
- onmomeuro — With the whole body (instrumental form)
- 영혼에서
- yeonghone-seo — From the soul or spirit (ablative form)
- 짐이
- jimi — A burden or load (subject form of 짐)
- 떨어져
- tteoreojyeo — Falling off, dropping away (connective form)
- 나가는
- naganeun — Going out, leaving (present modifier of 나가다)
- 같은
- gateun — Same, similar, like (modifier form of 같다)
- 느낌만을
- neukimmanеul — Only the feeling or sensation (object with 만)
- 받으면서
- badeuumyeonseo — While receiving, in the process of getting
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