White nights, and other stories — Page 13
Tell me frankly; I assure you beforehand that I am not quick to take offence?..."
坦白告诉我吧;我事先向你保证,我不是那种容易生气的人……"
"No, nothing, nothing, quite the contrary. And if you insist on my speaking frankly, I will tell you that women like such timidity; and if you want to know more, I like it too, and I won't drive you away till I get home."
「不,没什么,没什么,恰恰相反。如果你坚持要我坦白说,我告诉你,女人都喜欢这种羞怯;如果你想知道更多,我也喜欢,而且在到家之前我不会把你赶走的。」
"You will make me," I said, breathless with delight, "lose my timidity, and then farewell to all my chances...."
「你这样会让我,」我喜不自胜地说,「忘掉我的羞怯,那我所有的机会也就没了……」
"Chances! What chances--of what? That's not so nice."
「机会!什么机会——什么事的机会?这话说得不太好听。」
"I beg your pardon, I am sorry, it was a slip of the tongue; but how can you expect one at such a moment to have no desire...."
「请你原谅,我很抱歉,那是失言;但在这样的时刻,你怎能指望一个人没有一点渴望……」
"To be liked, eh?"
「被人喜欢,是吗?」
"Well, yes; but do, for goodness' sake, be kind. Think what I am! Here, I am twenty-six and I have never seen any one. How can I speak well, tactfully, and to the point? It will seem better to you when I have told you everything openly.... I don't know how to be silent when my heart is speaking. Well, never mind.... Believe me, not one woman, never, never! No acquaintance of any sort! And I do nothing but dream every day that at last I shall meet some one. Oh, if only you knew how often I have been in love in that way...."
「嗯,是的;但请你看在老天的份上,对我好一点。想想我是什么样的人!我今年二十六岁,却从未接触过任何人。我怎么能说得好、说得体贴、说得恰到好处呢?当我把一切都坦诚地告诉你,你会觉得好一些的……当我的心在说话时,我不知道怎么保持沉默。唉,算了……相信我,没有一个女人,从来没有,从来没有!没有任何交往!我每天只是做梦,梦想着终于能遇见某个人。哦,要是你知道我这样爱上过多少次……」
"How? With whom?..."
「怎么爱?爱上了谁?……」
"Why, with no one, with an ideal, with the one I dream of in my sleep.
「哦,没有任何人,爱上的是一个理想,是我在梦中梦见的那个人。
Vocabulary
- 坦白
- tǎn bái — To be honest; to confess openly and frankly
- 告诉
- gào su — To tell; to inform someone of something
- 我
- wǒ — I; me; first-person singular pronoun
- 吧
- ba — Particle suggesting suggestion, supposition, or mild imperative
- 事先
- shì xiān — In advance; beforehand; prior to an event
- 向
- xiàng — Toward; to; used to indicate direction or recipient
- 你
- nǐ — You; second-person singular pronoun
- 保证
- bǎo zhèng — To guarantee; to promise; to assure someone
- 不是
- bú shì — Is not; am not; are not; negation of identity
- 那种
- nà zhǒng — That kind of; that type of thing or person
- 容易
- róng yì — Easy; likely; prone to doing something
- 生气
- shēng qì — To get angry; to be upset or irritated
- 的
- de — Structural particle indicating possession or modification
- 人
- rén — Person; people; human being
- 不
- bù — No; not; negation particle before verbs and adjectives
- 没
- méi — Have not; did not; negation of existence or completion
- 什么
- shén me — What; anything; used in questions or indefinite reference
- 恰恰相反
- qià qià xiāng fǎn — Quite the opposite; exactly the contrary of what expected
- 如果
- rú guǒ — If; supposing that; used to introduce a condition
- 坚持
- jiān chí — To insist on; to persist; to keep doing something
- 要
- yào — To want; will; need to; must do something
- 说
- shuō — To say; to speak; to talk about something
- 女人
- nǚ rén — Woman; female person; adult female human being
- 都
- dōu — All; both; entirely; indicating universality or totality
- 喜欢
- xǐ huān — To like; to enjoy; to be fond of something
- 这种
- zhè zhǒng — This kind of; this type of person or thing
- 羞怯
- xiū qiè — Shyness; timidity; bashful and hesitant behavior
- 想
- xiǎng — To think; to want; to miss; to consider something
- 知道
- zhī dào — To know; to be aware of a fact or situation
- 更多
- gèng duō — More; even more; a greater amount or number
- 也
- yě — Also; too; as well; additionally
- 而且
- ér qiě — Moreover; furthermore; and also; in addition
- 在
- zài — At; in; on; indicating location or ongoing action
- 到家
- dào jiā — To arrive home; to reach one's house
- 之前
- zhī qián — Before; prior to a specified time or event
- 不会
- bú huì — Will not; cannot; unlikely to do something
- 把
- bǎ — Disposal preposition; take or handle an object
- 赶走
- gǎn zǒu — To drive away; to chase someone off or out
- 这样
- zhè yàng — Like this; in this way; such a manner
- 会
- huì — Will; can; be able to; likely to happen
- 让
- ràng — To let; to allow; to make someone do something
- 喜不自胜
- xǐ bù zì shèng — Overjoyed; so happy one can hardly contain oneself
- 地
- de — Adverbial particle linking adverb to following verb
- 忘掉
- wàng diào — To forget completely; to lose memory of something
- 那
- nà — That; those; referring to something previously mentioned
- 所有
- suǒ yǒu — All; every; all of the things mentioned
- 机会
- jī huì — Opportunity; chance; a favorable occasion or moment
- 就
- jiù — Then; just; exactly; used for emphasis or sequence
- 没了
- méi le — Gone; no more; something has ceased to exist
- 事
- shì — Matter; affair; thing; event or situation
- 这话
- zhè huà — These words; this remark; what was just said
- 说得
- shuō de — Said in a way; spoken in a certain manner
- 不太
- bú tài — Not very; not quite; not entirely
- 好听
- hǎo tīng — Pleasant to hear; sounds nice or flattering
- 请
- qǐng — Please; to request; to invite someone politely
- 原谅
- yuán liàng — To forgive; to pardon; to excuse someone's fault
- 很
- hěn — Very; quite; extremely; used to modify adjectives
- 抱歉
- bào qiàn — Sorry; to feel apologetic; to regret an action
- 是
- shì — Is; am; are; to be; affirmative copula
- 失言
- shī yán — To make an unintended remark; to misspeak
- 但
- dàn — But; however; yet; introducing a contrasting clause
- 时刻
- shí kè — Moment; time; at this particular point in time
- 怎能
- zěn néng — How can; how could; expressing impossibility or rhetorical question
- 指望
- zhǐ wàng — To count on; to expect; to rely on someone
- 一个
- yī gè — One; a single; one measure word for people or things
- 没有
- méi yǒu — Do not have; there is no; lacking something
- 一点
- yī diǎn — A little; a bit; a small amount of something
- 渴望
- kě wàng — To yearn for; to crave; intense desire for something
- 被人
- bèi rén — By someone; by others; used in passive constructions
- 吗
- ma — Question particle turning statement into yes-no question
- 嗯
- ń / ňg — Hmm; yes; an affirmative or thoughtful interjection
- 是的
- shì de — Yes; that is correct; affirmative response
- 看在
- kàn zài — For the sake of; out of consideration for something
- 老天
- lǎo tiān — Heavens; good heavens; an exclamation invoking the sky
- 份上
- fèn shàng — For the sake of; on behalf of someone or something
- 对
- duì — Correct; right; toward; facing; yes that is so
- 好
- hǎo — Good; well; okay; used to express agreement or approval
- 想想
- xiǎng xiǎng — Think about it; consider; to reflect for a moment
- 样的
- yàng de — Such; like that; of that kind or nature
- 今年
- jīn nián — This year; the current calendar year
- 二十六岁
- èr shí liù suì — Twenty-six years old; age twenty-six
- 却
- què — Yet; but; however; indicating unexpected contrast
- 从未
- cóng wèi — Never; have never; not at any time in the past
- 接触
- jiē chù — To contact; to interact with; to come into touch with
- 过
- guò — Experiential aspect particle indicating past experience
- 任何人
- rèn hé rén — Anyone; any person whatsoever; no matter who
- 怎么
- zěn me — How; in what way; why; asking manner or reason
- 能
- néng — Can; be able to; have the ability to do
- 说得好
- shuō de hǎo — Speak well; express oneself skillfully and articulately
- 体贴
- tǐ tiē — Considerate; thoughtful; attentive to others' needs and feelings
- 恰到好处
- qià dào hǎo chù — Just right; perfectly appropriate; hitting exactly the right mark
- 呢
- ne — Particle indicating continuation of topic or mild question
- 当
- dāng — When; at the time of; to serve as; to be
- 一切
- yī qiè — Everything; all things; the entirety of something
- 坦诚
- tǎn chéng — Frank; sincere; open and honest in communication
- 觉得
- jué de — To feel; to think; to have an impression or opinion
- 一些
- yī xiē — Some; a few; a certain amount of something
- 心
- xīn — Heart; mind; feelings; the emotional or mental center
- 说话
- shuō huà — To speak; to talk; to say words to someone
- 时
- shí — When; at the time; during a particular moment
- 不知道
- bù zhī dào — Do not know; to be unaware of something
- 保持
- bǎo chí — To maintain; to keep; to preserve a state or condition
- 沉默
- chén mò — Silence; to be silent; to remain quiet and unspoken
- 唉
- āi — Sigh interjection expressing sadness, resignation, or dismay
- 算了
- suàn le — Forget it; never mind; let it go; drop the matter
- 相信
- xiāng xìn — To believe; to trust; to have confidence in something
- 从来
- cóng lái — Always; never; from the beginning up to now
- 任何
- rèn hé — Any; whichever; no matter what kind
- 交往
- jiāo wǎng — To associate with; social interaction; romantic relationship
- 每天
- měi tiān — Every day; daily; each and every day
- 只是
- zhǐ shì — Only; just; merely; nothing more than
- 做梦
- zuò mèng — To dream; to daydream; to have wishful fantasies
- 梦想着
- mèng xiǎng zhe — Dreaming of; fantasizing about; longing for aspirationally
- 终于
- zhōng yú — Finally; at last; eventually after a long wait
- 遇见
- yù jiàn — To encounter; to meet someone by chance or fate
- 某个人
- mǒu gè rén — A certain person; someone; a particular unspecified individual
- 哦
- ó / ò — Oh; I see; an interjection of realization or acknowledgment
- 要是
- yào shì — If; if only; supposing; used for conditional sentences
- 爱上
- ài shàng — To fall in love with; to start loving someone
- 多少次
- duō shǎo cì — How many times; so many times; numerous occasions
- 爱
- ài — Love; to love; deep affection for someone or something
- 了
- le — Completion or change-of-state particle; indicates new situation
- 谁
- shuí / shéi — Who; whom; asking about a person's identity
- 理想
- lǐ xiǎng — Ideal; dream; perfect vision of what should be
- 梦中
- mèng zhōng — In a dream; within a dream state or fantasy
- 梦见
- mèng jiàn — To dream of; to see in a dream while sleeping
- 那个人
- nà gè rén — That person; that particular individual; the one referred to
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