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Malee looked at her daughter, this twelve-year-old who had always known, somehow, which direction she was growing toward.
玛丽看着她的女儿,这个十二岁的孩子,不知为何,总是清楚地知道自己在朝哪个方向生长。
It is only school, she had said, and she was not wrong.
她曾说,不过是上学而已,她并没有说错。
It was only school.
不过是上学而已。
And then it would be something else, and then something else again, because that was how it worked with people like Nipa, people oriented toward the horizon — each thing led naturally to the next, and all of it pointed away from here.
然后会是别的什么,再然后又是别的什么,因为对于像尼帕这样的人来说,事情就是这样运转的——那些朝着地平线前行的人,每一件事自然而然地引向下一件事,所有的一切都指向远离这里的方向。
"Let me read it properly," Malee said.
「让我好好读一读,」玛丽说。
She pulled the papers toward herself and smoothed the top page with her palm.
她把那些纸张拉向自己,用手掌把最上面那页抚平。
Nipa understood this to mean yes, or close enough to yes that she should begin preparing herself for the other conversations.
尼帕明白这意味着同意,或者说已经足够接近同意,让她应该开始为接下来那些谈话做好准备。
She got up and went to help with the green beans.
她站起身,去帮忙择四季豆。
They worked side by side the way they always did, the knife and the bowl, the comfortable rhythm of two people who knew each other's domestic pace.
她们像往常一样并肩劳作,刀与碗,两个熟悉彼此家务节奏的人所特有的那种从容韵律。
Khao slept through it all.
阿考就这样一直睡着。
Or appeared to sleep — his eyes were almost closed, but his ears moved every few minutes, adjusting, cataloguing.
或者说是在装睡——他的眼睛几乎合上了,但他的耳朵每隔几分钟就会动一动,调整着方向,默默地分辨记录。
The rain on the tin roof, the sound of the knife, the turning of paper pages.
雨打铁皮屋顶的声音,刀落案板的声音,纸页翻动的声音。
All the sounds of his household, present and accounted for.
他这个家里所有的声音,一一在场,一一有迹可循。
He could feel, without knowing the words for it, that something had shifted in the room — not urgently, not dangerously, but in the way that weight shifts when someone changes position.
他能感觉到,尽管找不到合适的词来描述,房间里有什么东西已经移动了——并不紧迫,也不危险,就像某人改变了姿势时重心随之转移的那种方式。
A rebalancing.
一种重新平衡。
He noted it the way he noted everything, then let it settle into the background of his certainty.
他像记录所有事情一样记下了这一点,然后任它沉入他那确然无疑的背景之中。
That evening they ate on the porch as they always did, the three of them — Malee, Nipa, and Khao at their feet with his bowl set slightly to the side of Nipa's chair.
那天傍晚,他们像往常一样在门廊上吃饭,三个人——玛丽、尼帕,还有蜷在她们脚边的阿考,他的碗摆在尼帕椅子旁边稍偏一点的地方。
The rain had stopped.
雨已经停了。
Vocabulary
- 看着
- kànzhe — watching, looking at someone or something
- 她的
- tā de — her, belonging to her
- 女儿
- nǚ'ér — daughter, one's female child
- 这个
- zhège — this, referring to a nearby person or thing
- 十二岁
- shí'èr suì — twelve years old, age of twelve
- 的
- de — structural particle linking modifier to noun
- 孩子
- háizi — child, a young person
- 不知
- bù zhī — does not know, unaware of something
- 为何
- wèi hé — why, for what reason
- 总是
- zǒng shì — always, at all times without exception
- 清楚
- qīngchǔ — clearly, in a clear and certain manner
- 地
- de — adverbial particle linking adverb to verb
- 知道
- zhīdào — to know, to be aware of a fact
- 自己
- zìjǐ — oneself, referring back to the subject
- 在
- zài — at, in, located at a place or state
- 朝
- cháo — toward, in the direction of something
- 哪个
- nǎge — which one, asking about a specific item
- 方向
- fāngxiàng — direction, the way something faces or moves
- 生长
- shēngzhǎng — to grow, to develop as a living thing
- 她
- tā — she, third-person singular female pronoun
- 曾说
- céng shuō — once said, stated something in the past
- 不过
- búguò — merely, only, nothing more than
- 是
- shì — to be, linking subject to predicate
- 上学
- shàng xué — to attend school, to go to classes
- 而已
- éryǐ — that's all, nothing more than what is stated
- 并没有
- bìng méiyǒu — actually did not, emphatically negating something
- 说错
- shuō cuò — to say something wrong, to make a verbal error
- 然后
- ránhòu — then, afterward, following that
- 会是
- huì shì — would be, is likely to be something
- 别的
- bié de — other, something else, different from this
- 什么
- shénme — what, asking about or referring to something unspecified
- 再
- zài — again, additionally, once more
- 又是
- yòu shì — again is, once more being something
- 因为
- yīnwèi — because, giving the reason for something
- 对于
- duìyú — regarding, with respect to a topic
- 像
- xiàng — like, resembling, similar to someone
- 这样
- zhèyàng — like this, of this kind or manner
- 人
- rén — person, human being
- 来说
- lái shuō — speaking from a perspective, as far as concerned
- 事情
- shìqing — matter, thing, an affair or situation
- 就是
- jiù shì — simply is, exactly is, emphasizing identity
- 运转
- yùnzhuǎn — to operate, to function, to run smoothly
- 那些
- nàxiē — those, referring to plural distant things
- 朝着
- cháozhe — heading toward, moving in a particular direction
- 地平线
- dìpíngxiàn — horizon, the line where sky meets earth
- 前行
- qián xíng — to move forward, to advance ahead
- 每
- měi — every, each one without exception
- 一件
- yī jiàn — one item, one piece of something
- 事
- shì — matter, event, thing that occurs
- 自然而然
- zìrán érrán — naturally, happening on its own without force
- 引向
- yǐn xiàng — to lead toward, to guide in a direction
- 下
- xià — next, below, what follows
- 所有
- suǒyǒu — all, everything, the entirety of something
- 一切
- yīqiè — everything, all things without exception
- 都
- dōu — all, both, indicating universality
- 指向
- zhǐ xiàng — to point toward, to indicate a direction
- 远离
- yuǎnlí — to move away from, to leave far behind
- 这里
- zhèlǐ — here, this place, current location
- 让我
- ràng wǒ — let me, allow me to do something
- 好好
- hǎohǎo — properly, carefully, in a thorough manner
- 读
- dú — to read, to study written text
- 一读
- yī dú — once through, read it one time
- 说
- shuō — to say, to speak, to state something
- 把
- bǎ — disposal marker, indicating object being acted upon
- 纸张
- zhǐzhāng — paper, sheets of writing material
- 拉向
- lā xiàng — to pull toward, to draw in a direction
- 用
- yòng — to use, using a tool or body part
- 手掌
- shǒuzhǎng — palm of the hand, flat inner hand surface
- 最上面
- zuì shàngmian — topmost, at the very top position
- 那页
- nà yè — that page, a specific page of paper
- 抚平
- fǔ píng — to smooth out, to flatten with a hand
- 明白
- míngbai — to understand, to realize clearly
- 这
- zhè — this, referring to something nearby
- 意味着
- yìwèizhe — to mean, to signify, to imply something
- 同意
- tóngyì — to agree, to consent to something
- 或者说
- huòzhě shuō — or rather, to put it another way
- 已经
- yǐjīng — already, by now, at this point
- 足够
- zúgòu — enough, sufficient, adequate amount
- 接近
- jiējìn — close to, approaching, near enough
- 让
- ràng — to let, to allow, to cause someone to
- 应该
- yīnggāi — should, ought to, expressing obligation
- 开始
- kāishǐ — to begin, to start something
- 为
- wèi — for, in preparation for something
- 接下来
- jiē xiàlái — next, what comes after this moment
- 谈话
- tánhuà — conversation, a talk between people
- 做好
- zuò hǎo — to do well, to prepare properly
- 准备
- zhǔnbèi — to prepare, to get ready for something
- 站起
- zhàn qǐ — to stand up, to rise to one's feet
- 身
- shēn — body, used here with 站起 to rise up
- 去
- qù — to go, to move toward doing something
- 帮忙
- bāngmáng — to help, to lend a hand with work
- 择
- zhái — to pick, to trim vegetables by hand
- 四季豆
- sìjìdòu — green beans, a common vegetable
- 她们
- tāmen — they, plural third person female pronoun
- 往常
- wǎngcháng — as usual, as was customary before
- 一样
- yīyàng — the same, identical, just as before
- 并肩
- bìngjiān — side by side, working shoulder to shoulder
- 劳作
- láozuò — to labor, to work with hands diligently
- 刀
- dāo — knife, a cutting tool
- 与
- yǔ — and, together with, linking two items
- 碗
- wǎn — bowl, a round container for food
- 两个
- liǎng gè — two, a pair of people or things
- 熟悉
- shúxī — familiar with, well acquainted with something
- 彼此
- bǐcǐ — each other, mutually between two parties
- 家务
- jiāwù — household chores, domestic tasks at home
- 节奏
- jiézòu — rhythm, the regular pattern of movement or sound
- 所
- suǒ — particle indicating possession or passive construction
- 特有
- tèyǒu — unique to, characteristic of a particular thing
- 那种
- nà zhǒng — that kind of, that sort of thing
- 从容
- cóngróng — calm, unhurried, composed and at ease
- 韵律
- yùnlǜ — rhythm, a flowing harmonious pattern
- 就
- jiù — then, just, indicating immediacy or emphasis
- 一直
- yīzhí — continuously, all along, the whole time
- 睡着
- shuìzháo — fell asleep, in a state of sleeping
- 装睡
- zhuāng shuì — to pretend to sleep, feigning sleep
- 他
- tā — he, third-person singular male pronoun
- 眼睛
- yǎnjing — eyes, the organs used for seeing
- 几乎
- jīhū — almost, nearly, very close to
- 合上
- hé shàng — to close, to shut eyes or a book
- 了
- le — particle indicating completed action or change
- 但
- dàn — but, however, indicating contrast
- 耳朵
- ěrduo — ears, the organs used for hearing
- 每隔
- měi gé — every so often, at regular intervals
- 几
- jǐ — several, a few, small unspecified number
- 分钟
- fēnzhōng — minutes, a unit of time
- 就会
- jiù huì — then would, indicating a predictable result
- 动
- dòng — to move, to make a motion
- 一动
- yī dòng — a slight movement, twitch once
- 调整
- tiáozhěng — to adjust, to fine-tune orientation or position
- 着
- zhe — ongoing action particle, indicating continuous state
- 默默
- mòmò — silently, quietly, without speaking
- 分辨
- fēnbiàn — to distinguish, to tell apart different things
- 记录
- jìlù — to record, to note down information
- 雨
- yǔ — rain, precipitation falling from clouds
- 打
- dǎ — to hit, to strike against a surface
- 铁皮
- tiěpí — sheet metal, thin iron or tin sheeting
- 屋顶
- wūdǐng — roof, the top covering of a building
- 声音
- shēngyīn — sound, noise, an audible thing
- 落
- luò — to fall, to land on a surface
- 案板
- ànbǎn — cutting board, a flat board for food prep
- 纸页
- zhǐ yè — page, a leaf of paper
- 翻动
- fāndòng — to flip, to rustle pages or objects
- 家里
- jiālǐ — at home, inside the household
- 一一
- yīyī — one by one, each in turn
- 在场
- zàichǎng — present, being at the scene
- 有迹可循
- yǒu jì kě xún — traceable, having clues that can be followed
- 能
- néng — can, able to do something
- 感觉到
- gǎnjué dào — to feel, to sense something happening
- 尽管
- jǐnguǎn — even though, despite the fact that
- 找不到
- zhǎo bu dào — cannot find, unable to locate something
- 合适
- héshì — appropriate, suitable, fitting the situation
- 词
- cí — word, a unit of vocabulary
- 来
- lái — to come, used to indicate purpose
- 描述
- miáoshù — to describe, to depict in words
- 房间
- fángjiān — room, an enclosed space in a building
- 里
- lǐ — inside, within a space
- 有
- yǒu — there is, to have or possess
- 东西
- dōngxi — thing, object, stuff
- 移动
- yídòng — to move, to shift position
- 并不
- bìng bù — not at all, emphatically not
- 紧迫
- jǐnpò — urgent, pressing, demanding immediate attention
- 也不
- yě bù — nor, also not, neither
- 危险
- wēixiǎn — dangerous, posing a threat or risk
- 就像
- jiù xiàng — just like, exactly as if
- 某人
- mǒu rén — someone, a certain unspecified person
- 改变
- gǎibiàn — to change, to alter something
- 姿势
- zīshì — posture, the position of a body
- 时
- shí — when, at the time of something
- 重心
- zhòngxīn — center of gravity, the balance point
- 随之
- suí zhī — accordingly, following along with it
- 转移
- zhuǎnyí — to shift, to transfer to another place
- 方式
- fāngshì — way, manner, method of doing something
- 一种
- yī zhǒng — a kind of, a type of something
- 重新
- chóngxīn — again, anew, starting over
- 平衡
- pínghéng — balance, equilibrium between forces
- 记下
- jì xià — to note down, to record in memory
- 一点
- yīdiǎn — a little, a bit, a small amount
- 任
- rèn — to let, to allow without interference
- 它
- tā — it, third-person singular for objects
- 沉入
- chén rù — to sink into, to immerse below a surface
- 那
- nà — that, referring to a distant thing
- 确然无疑
- quèrán wúyí — undoubtedly certain, without any doubt at all
- 背景
- bèijǐng — background, the setting behind foreground events
- 之中
- zhī zhōng — within, amid, in the middle of
- 那天
- nà tiān — that day, referring to a specific day
- 傍晚
- bàngwǎn — dusk, early evening, late afternoon
- 他们
- tāmen — they, plural third person mixed pronoun
- 门廊
- ménláng — porch, a covered entrance area outside
- 上
- shàng — on, upon, at the top of
- 吃饭
- chī fàn — to eat a meal, to have food
- 三个
- sān gè — three, a group of three people
- 还有
- hái yǒu — and also, there is also something else
- 蜷在
- quán zài — curled up at, huddled in a place
- 脚边
- jiǎo biān — at one's feet, beside someone's foot
- 摆在
- bǎi zài — placed at, positioned at a location
- 椅子
- yǐzi — chair, a seat with a back
- 旁边
- pángbiān — beside, next to, at the side of
- 稍
- shāo — slightly, a little, somewhat
- 偏
- piān — off to one side, slightly tilted away
- 地方
- dìfang — place, location, a spot somewhere
- 停了
- tíng le — stopped, came to a halt
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