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The garden steamed gently in the early dark, and the frangipani smell was very strong, the way it always was after rain.
夜幕初降,花园里轻轻地冒着水汽,鸡蛋花的香气格外浓郁,就像每次雨后一样。
Someone down the street was burning wood.
街道那头有人在烧柴。
The air held it all: wet earth, flower, smoke, food.
空气里交融着一切:湿润的泥土、花香、烟火、饭香。
Malee filled Nipa's bowl a second time without being asked.
玛丽不等开口,便替尼帕把碗再添了一次饭。
"You will need to do very well on the entrance examination," she said.
「你入学考试要考得很好才行,」她说。
Nipa looked up.
尼帕抬起头。
"I know."
「我知道。」
"I will make sure you have time to study."
「我会确保你有时间读书。」
This was all she said.
她只说了这些。
It was enough.
这已经足够了。
Nipa knew her mother, and she understood that this was love in its practical form — not the love that holds on, but the love that clears space.
尼帕了解自己的母亲,她明白这是爱以实际的形式呈现——不是那种紧紧抓住不放的爱,而是为你腾出空间的爱。
She looked down at her bowl, and there was a moment when her face did something complicated and then resolved into ordinary composure, and Malee, who had been watching, looked away to give her the privacy of it.
她低头看着碗,脸上有一瞬间浮现出复杂的神情,随后归于平静,而一直注视着她的玛丽悄悄将视线移开,给她留下那一刻属于自己的空间。
Below them, Khao lifted his head once toward the gate — a reflex, a listening — then set it back down on Nipa's foot and closed his eyes.
在她们脚边,考抬头朝大门方向望了一眼——那是一种本能,一种聆听——随后把头重新搁回尼帕的脚上,闭上了眼睛。
Vocabulary
- 夜幕
- yèmù — curtain of night; the darkness of nightfall
- 初降
- chū jiàng — just descended; beginning to fall or settle
- 花园
- huāyuán — garden; a cultivated outdoor space with plants
- 里
- lǐ — inside; within a place or container
- 轻轻
- qīngqīng — gently; softly; with light delicate movement
- 地
- de — structural particle linking adverb to verb
- 冒着
- màozhe — emitting; giving off; rising up steadily
- 水汽
- shuǐqì — water vapor; moisture in the air
- 鸡蛋花
- jīdànhuā — plumeria flower; frangipani with fragrant white blooms
- 的
- de — structural particle indicating possession or modification
- 香气
- xiāngqì — fragrance; pleasant sweet scent or aroma
- 格外
- géwài — especially; particularly; unusually more than normal
- 浓郁
- nóngyù — rich and strong; intensely fragrant or flavorful
- 就像
- jiù xiàng — just like; exactly as; resembling something familiar
- 每次
- měi cì — every time; each occasion something occurs
- 雨后
- yǔ hòu — after rain; the period following rainfall
- 一样
- yīyàng — the same; identical; just like something else
- 街道
- jiēdào — street; road in a town or neighborhood
- 那头
- nà tóu — that end; the other side or far end
- 有人
- yǒu rén — someone; there is a person doing something
- 在
- zài — at; in; currently engaged in an action
- 烧柴
- shāo chái — burning firewood; using wood as fuel for fire
- 空气
- kōngqì — air; the atmosphere surrounding us
- 交融
- jiāoróng — blending together; merging harmoniously into one
- 着
- zhe — aspect particle indicating ongoing state or action
- 一切
- yīqiè — everything; all things without exception
- 湿润
- shīrùn — moist; damp; pleasantly wet and fresh
- 泥土
- nítǔ — soil; earth; the ground's natural dirt
- 花香
- huāxiāng — flower fragrance; sweet scent from blossoms
- 烟火
- yānhuǒ — smoke and fire; signs of domestic cooking life
- 饭香
- fàn xiāng — aroma of cooked food; smell of a meal
- 不等
- bù děng — without waiting; before someone has a chance
- 开口
- kāikǒu — to open one's mouth; to begin speaking
- 便
- biàn — then; thereupon; immediately following an action
- 替
- tì — for; on behalf of; in place of someone
- 把
- bǎ — disposal particle marking the object of an action
- 碗
- wǎn — bowl; a round vessel used for food
- 再
- zài — again; once more; an additional time
- 添了
- tiān le — added; refilled; put more of something in
- 一次
- yī cì — once; one time; a single instance
- 饭
- fàn — rice; cooked meal; food in general
- 你
- nǐ — you; second person singular pronoun
- 入学
- rùxué — school enrollment; entering an academic institution
- 考试
- kǎoshì — exam; a formal test of knowledge or skill
- 要
- yào — must; need to; expressing necessity or desire
- 考得
- kǎo de — to perform on an exam; to score on a test
- 很好
- hěn hǎo — very good; extremely well; excellent result
- 才行
- cái xíng — only then will it work; must do to succeed
- 她
- tā — she; her; third person female singular pronoun
- 说
- shuō — to say; to speak; to express in words
- 抬起
- tái qǐ — to lift up; to raise something upward
- 头
- tóu — head; the uppermost part of the body
- 我
- wǒ — I; me; first person singular pronoun
- 知道
- zhīdào — to know; to be aware of a fact
- 会
- huì — will; can; expressing ability or future intention
- 确保
- quèbǎo — to ensure; to guarantee; to make certain
- 有
- yǒu — to have; there is; existence of something
- 时间
- shíjiān — time; a period or duration for activities
- 读书
- dúshū — to study; to read books; to attend school
- 只
- zhǐ — only; merely; just and nothing more
- 说了
- shuō le — said; finished saying; completed the utterance
- 这些
- zhèxiē — these; referring to the mentioned things or words
- 这
- zhè — this; referring to something nearby or just mentioned
- 已经
- yǐjīng — already; something has occurred before now
- 足够
- zúgòu — enough; sufficient; adequate for the purpose
- 了
- le — particle indicating completed action or changed state
- 了解
- liǎojiě — to understand; to know well through experience
- 自己
- zìjǐ — oneself; self; one's own person or actions
- 母亲
- mǔqīn — mother; one's female parent
- 明白
- míngbai — to understand; to be clear about something
- 这是
- zhè shì — this is; used to identify or define something
- 爱
- ài — love; deep affection for another person
- 以
- yǐ — using; by means of; with a certain method
- 实际
- shíjì — practical; actual; concrete and tangible in reality
- 形式
- xíngshì — form; manner; the way something is expressed
- 呈现
- chéngxiàn — to present; to manifest; to appear visibly
- 不是
- bù shì — is not; negation of identity or quality
- 那种
- nà zhǒng — that kind of; that type of thing or behavior
- 紧紧
- jǐnjǐn — tightly; firmly; holding with great force
- 抓住
- zhuāzhù — to grasp; to seize; to hold tightly onto
- 不放
- bù fàng — not letting go; refusing to release something
- 而是
- ér shì — but rather; instead it is something else
- 为你
- wèi nǐ — for you; on your behalf; for your sake
- 腾出
- téng chū — to make room; to free up space or time
- 空间
- kōngjiān — space; room; physical or personal freedom of space
- 低头
- dītóu — to lower one's head; to bow down
- 看着
- kànzhe — looking at; gazing upon; watching continuously
- 脸上
- liǎn shàng — on the face; the surface of someone's face
- 一瞬间
- yī shùnjiān — in an instant; for a brief fleeting moment
- 浮现出
- fúxiàn chū — to emerge; to surface; to appear on the face
- 复杂
- fùzá — complex; complicated; involving mixed emotions or elements
- 神情
- shénqíng — expression; look on one's face conveying emotion
- 随后
- suíhòu — shortly after; then; immediately following that moment
- 归于
- guīyú — to revert to; to return to a certain state
- 平静
- píngjìng — calm; peaceful; quiet and undisturbed emotional state
- 而
- ér — and; but; a conjunction linking contrasting clauses
- 一直
- yīzhí — always; continuously; all along without stopping
- 注视着
- zhùshìzhe — gazing steadily at; watching intently with focus
- 悄悄
- qiāoqiāo — quietly; secretly; without making noise or fuss
- 将
- jiāng — particle indicating forthcoming action; about to do
- 视线
- shìxiàn — gaze; line of sight; one's visual attention
- 移开
- yí kāi — to shift away; to move one's gaze elsewhere
- 给她
- gěi tā — give to her; for her; leaving something for her
- 留下
- liú xià — to leave behind; to allow something to remain
- 那一刻
- nà yī kè — that moment; that particular instant in time
- 属于
- shǔyú — to belong to; to be owned by someone
- 她们
- tāmen — they; them; referring to a group of females
- 脚边
- jiǎo biān — beside one's feet; near the foot area
- 考
- kǎo — to take an exam; to test; to examine
- 抬头
- táitóu — to raise one's head; to look upward
- 朝
- cháo — toward; facing in the direction of something
- 大门
- dàmén — main gate; front door of a building or yard
- 方向
- fāngxiàng — direction; the way something faces or points
- 望了
- wàng le — glanced; looked toward; cast a gaze at
- 一眼
- yī yǎn — a glance; a quick single look at something
- 那是
- nà shì — that is; used to identify or explain something
- 一种
- yī zhǒng — a kind of; a type of; one sort of
- 本能
- běnnéng — instinct; innate natural impulse or reaction
- 聆听
- língtīng — to listen attentively; to hear with careful attention
- 重新
- chóngxīn — again; anew; starting over from the beginning
- 搁回
- gē huí — to put back; to return something to its place
- 脚上
- jiǎo shàng — on one's feet; upon the foot or feet
- 闭上
- bì shàng — to close; to shut one's eyes or mouth
- 眼睛
- yǎnjing — eyes; the organs used for seeing
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