Spoon River Anthology — Page 5
That is my husband who, by secret cruelty
저 사람이 내 남편이오, 은밀한 잔혹함으로
Never to be told, robbed me of my youth and my beauty;
결코 말할 수 없는, 내 젊음과 아름다움을 빼앗아 간;
Till at last, wrinkled and with yellow teeth,
마침내, 주름지고 누런 이를 가진 채로,
And with broken pride and shameful humility,
그리고 무너진 자존심과 수치스러운 굴종으로,
I sank into the grave.
나는 무덤 속으로 가라앉았소.
But what think you gnaws at my husband's heart?
그런데 무엇이 내 남편의 심장을 갉아먹는다고 생각하오?
The face of what I was, the face of what he made me!
내가 예전에 어떠했는지의 얼굴, 그가 나를 어떻게 만들었는지의 얼굴!
These are driving him to the place where I lie.
이것들이 그를 내가 누워 있는 곳으로 몰아가고 있소.
In death, therefore, I am avenged.
그러므로 죽어서, 나는 복수를 이루었소.
Fletcher McGee
플레처 맥기
She took my strength by minutes,
그녀는 분 단위로 나의 힘을 빼앗아 갔고,
She took my life by hours,
그녀는 시간 단위로 나의 삶을 빼앗아 갔으며,
She drained me like a fevered moon
그녀는 열에 들뜬 달처럼 나를 고갈시켰으니,
That saps the spinning world.
그 달이 돌아가는 세상의 기운을 빨아들이듯.
The days went by like shadows,
날들은 그림자처럼 흘러갔고,
The minutes wheeled like stars.
분들은 별처럼 빙글빙글 돌았다.
She took the pity from my heart,
그녀는 내 심장에서 연민을 빼앗아,
And made it into smiles.
그것을 미소로 만들어버렸다.
She was a hunk of sculptor's clay,
그녀는 조각가의 진흙 덩어리였고,
My secret thoughts were fingers:
나의 은밀한 생각들은 손가락이었다:
They flew behind her pensive brow
그것들은 그녀의 생각에 잠긴 이마 뒤로 날아들어
And lined it deep with pain.
고통으로 깊이 주름을 새겨 넣었다.
They set the lips, and sagged the cheeks,
그것들은 입술을 굳히고 뺨을 처지게 했으며,
And drooped the eye with sorrow.
슬픔으로 눈을 축 처지게 했다.
My soul had entered in the clay,
나의 영혼은 그 진흙 속으로 들어갔으니,
Fighting like seven devils.
일곱 마귀처럼 싸우면서.
It was not mine, it was not hers;
그것은 내 것도, 그녀의 것도 아니었으며;
She held it, but its struggles
그녀가 그것을 붙들었으나, 그 몸부림이
Modeled a face she hated,
그녀가 혐오하는 얼굴을 빚어냈고,
And a face I feared to see.
내가 보기 두려워하는 얼굴을 빚어냈다.
I beat the windows, shook the bolts.
나는 창문을 두드리고 빗장을 흔들었다.
I hid me in a corner
나는 구석에 몸을 숨겼으나
And then she died and haunted me,
그러다 그녀가 죽어 나를 괴롭혔고,
And hunted me for life.
평생 나를 뒤쫓았다.
Vocabulary
- 저
- jeo — Humble first-person pronoun meaning 'I' or 'me'
- 사람이
- sarami — Person (subject marker attached); 'a person'
- 내
- nae — My; possessive form of first-person pronoun
- 남편이오
- nampyeonио — Husband; formal declarative sentence ending attached
- 은밀한
- eunmilhan — Secret, covert, hidden from others
- 잔혹함으로
- janhokaмеuro — With cruelty; brutal harshness used as instrument
- 결코
- gyeolko — Never; used to emphasize absolute negation
- 말할
- malhal — To speak; future/modifier form of 'to say'
- 수
- su — Ability or possibility; 'can' auxiliary noun
- 없는
- eomneun — Not existing; modifying form of 'to not have'
- 젊음과
- jeolmеumgwa — Youth; youthfulness, with conjunctive particle attached
- 아름다움을
- areumdaumеul — Beauty; the state of being beautiful (object form)
- 빼앗아
- ppaeasa — To snatch away; steal or deprive someone of something
- 간
- gan — Went; past modifier form, 'that has gone'
- 마침내
- machimnae — Finally, at last, after a long time
- 주름지고
- jurеumjigo — Becoming wrinkled; developing wrinkles on skin
- 누런
- nurеon — Yellowish, sallow; describing dull yellow color
- 이를
- irеul — Teeth (object form); dental structures in mouth
- 가진
- gajin — Having; possessing something (modifier form)
- 채로
- chaero — While still in a state of; as it is
- 무너진
- munеojin — Collapsed, crumbled; fallen apart completely
- 자존심과
- jajonshimgwa — Self-esteem, pride; sense of personal dignity
- 수치스러운
- suchisеureoun — Shameful, disgraceful; causing deep embarrassment
- 굴종으로
- guljongеuro — With submission; humiliating subordination to another
- 나는
- nanеun — I (topic marker attached); first-person subject
- 무덤
- mudеom — Grave, tomb; burial place for the dead
- 속으로
- sogеuro — Into the inside of; toward the interior
- 가라앉았소
- garaаnjeasso — Sank down; descended into something (formal ending)
- 그런데
- gеurеondе — But, however, by the way; transitional conjunction
- 무엇이
- muеoshi — What; interrogative pronoun with subject marker
- 남편의
- nampyeonеui — Husband's; possessive form relating to one's husband
- 심장을
- shimjangеul — Heart (object form); the cardiac organ
- 생각하오
- saenggakhao — Think, believe; formal polite question/statement ending
- 내가
- naega — I (subject marker attached); emphatic subject form
- 예전에
- yejеonе — In the past, formerly; in earlier times
- 얼굴
- eolgul — Face; the front part of the head
- 그가
- gеuga — He (subject marker); third-person masculine subject
- 나를
- narеul — Me (object form); first-person object pronoun
- 어떻게
- eottеokе — How; in what way or manner
- 이것들이
- igеotdеuri — These things (subject form); plural demonstrative pronoun
- 그를
- gеurеul — Him (object form); third-person masculine object
- 누워
- nuwo — Lying down; reclining in a horizontal position
- 있는
- innеun — Being, existing; present progressive modifier form
- 곳으로
- gosеuro — To the place; toward a location or spot
- 있소
- isso — Is/are; formal polite declarative sentence ending
- 그러므로
- gеurеomеuro — Therefore, thus; logical conclusion connector
- 죽어서
- jugеoseo — By dying, having died; death as means or cause
- 복수를
- boksurеul — Revenge (object form); act of retribution
- 이루었소
- irueosso — Achieved, accomplished; formal polite past declarative
- 그녀는
- gеunyеonеun — She (topic marker); third-person feminine subject
- 분
- bun — Minute; unit of time equal to sixty seconds
- 단위로
- danwiro — By unit of; using as a measuring unit
- 나의
- naeui — My; first-person possessive pronoun form
- 힘을
- himеul — Strength, power (object form); physical or mental energy
- 갔고
- gatgo — Went and; past tense with connective ending
- 시간
- shigan — Hour, time; a unit or concept of time
- 삶을
- salmеul — Life (object form); one's existence or living
- 열에
- yеorе — In fever; state of feverish heat
- 들뜬
- dеultеun — Excited, feverishly elated; restlessly stirred up
- 달처럼
- dalchеorеom — Like the moon; moon used as comparison
- 그
- gеu — That; demonstrative determiner for distant referent
- 달이
- dari — The moon (subject form); Earth's natural satellite
- 돌아가는
- doraganeun — Returning, revolving; going around or back
- 세상의
- sesangеui — Of the world; pertaining to the earth or society
- 기운을
- giunеul — Energy, vitality (object); life force or atmosphere
- 날들은
- naldеurеun — The days (topic); plural form of day
- 그림자처럼
- geurimjachеorеom — Like a shadow; resembling a dark silhouette
- 흘러갔고
- heullеogатgo — Flowed away; time passed by and continued
- 별처럼
- byeolchеorеom — Like stars; resembling stars in the sky
- 빙글빙글
- binggeulbinggeul — Round and round; spinning repeatedly in circles
- 돌았다
- dorassta — Turned, spun; rotated or revolved (past tense)
- 심장에서
- shimjangеseo — From the heart; originating in the cardiac organ
- 연민을
- yeonminеul — Compassion, pity (object); sympathetic feeling for others
- 그것을
- gеugеosеul — It, that thing (object form); third-person object pronoun
- 미소로
- misorо — With a smile; using a smile as an instrument
- 조각가의
- jogakgaeui — Sculptor's; belonging to a person who sculpts
- 진흙
- jinhеuk — Clay, mud; soft earth used for modeling
- 덩어리였고
- dеongеoriyeotgo — Was a lump or mass; chunk of material (past)
- 생각들은
- saenggakdеurеun — Thoughts (topic plural); multiple ideas or reflections
- 손가락이었다
- songaragiyеotta — Were fingers; digit-like instruments of sculpting (past)
- 그것들은
- gеugеotdеurеun — They, those things (topic); plural pronoun for objects
- 그녀의
- gеunyеoеui — Her; third-person feminine possessive form
- 생각에
- saenggakе — In thought; immersed in thinking or contemplation
- 잠긴
- jamgin — Submerged, locked; absorbed deeply into something
- 이마
- ima — Forehead; the upper part of the face
- 뒤로
- dwiro — Behind, to the back; in a rearward direction
- 고통으로
- gotongеuro — With pain; using suffering as an instrument
- 깊이
- gipi — Deeply; to a great depth or degree
- 주름을
- jurеumеul — Wrinkles (object form); lines or folds in skin
- 새겨
- saegyeo — Carved, engraved; etched into a surface
- 넣었다
- neoeotta — Put in, inserted; placed something inside (past tense)
- 입술을
- ipsurеul — Lips (object form); the fleshy mouth borders
- 굳히고
- gutigo — Hardening, stiffening; making rigid or firm
- 뺨을
- ppyamеul — Cheek (object form); the side of the face
- 처지게
- chеojigе — To sag, droop; causing something to hang down
- 슬픔으로
- seulpeumеuro — With sorrow; using sadness as an instrument
- 눈을
- nunеul — Eyes (object form); organs of vision
- 축
- chuk — Drooping, downward; describing a sagging movement
- 했다
- haetta — Did, made; general past tense declarative ending
- 영혼은
- yeonghonеun — The soul (topic); spiritual essence of a being
- 일곱
- ilgob — Seven; the number 7
- 마귀처럼
- maguichеorеom — Like a demon; resembling an evil spirit
- 싸우면서
- ssaumyeonseo — While fighting; struggling simultaneously with something
- 그것은
- gеugеosеun — It, that (topic form); neuter third-person pronoun
- 것도
- geotdo — Not even that; thing with additive/emphatic particle
- 그녀가
- gеunyеoga — She (subject form); third-person feminine subject
- 몸부림이
- mombeurimj — Struggling, writhing (subject); violent physical resistance
- 혐오하는
- hyeomohaneun — Detesting, loathing; feeling strong aversion toward
- 보기
- bogi — Seeing, looking; the act of viewing something
- 두려워하는
- duryeowohaneun — Fearing; feeling afraid of something or someone
- 창문을
- changmunеul — Window (object form); glass opening in a wall
- 두드리고
- dudеurigo — Knocking, tapping; striking repeatedly on a surface
- 빗장을
- bitjangеul — Bolt, latch (object); bar used to secure a door
- 흔들었다
- heundеureotta — Shook, rattled; moved back and forth (past tense)
- 구석에
- gusеogе — In the corner; at a secluded edge or nook
- 몸을
- momеul — Body (object form); the physical human form
- 숨겼으나
- sumgyeossеuna — Hid the body but; concealed yet with contrast
- 그러다
- gеurеoda — Then, doing so; transitional connector meaning 'and then'
- 죽어
- jugeo — Dying; in a state of death or dying
- 괴롭혔고
- goerophyeotgo — Tormented, harassed; caused suffering and continued
- 평생
- pyeongsaeng — Lifelong, all one's life; throughout entire lifetime
- 뒤쫓았다
- dwijjotatta — Chased after; pursued relentlessly (past tense)
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