Spoon River Anthology — Page 5
That is my husband who, by secret cruelty
那就是我的丈夫,以隐秘的残忍,
Never to be told, robbed me of my youth and my beauty;
难以言说,夺走了我的青春与美貌;
Till at last, wrinkled and with yellow teeth,
直到最终,满脸皱纹,牙齿枯黄,
And with broken pride and shameful humility,
带着破碎的自尊与可耻的卑微,
I sank into the grave.
我沉入了坟墓。
But what think you gnaws at my husband's heart?
但你以为什么在啃噬我丈夫的心?
The face of what I was, the face of what he made me!
我昔日的面容,他将我塑造成的那张脸!
These are driving him to the place where I lie.
这些正将他驱向我长眠之处。
In death, therefore, I am avenged.
因此,在死亡之中,我得到了报偿。
Fletcher McGee
弗莱彻·麦吉
She took my strength by minutes,
她一分一分地夺走我的力气,
She took my life by hours,
她一时一时地耗尽我的生命,
She drained me like a fevered moon
她榨干了我,如同那发热的月亮
That saps the spinning world.
吸尽旋转世界的生气。
The days went by like shadows,
岁月如影逝去,
The minutes wheeled like stars.
时分如星旋转。
She took the pity from my heart,
她夺走了我心中的怜悯,
And made it into smiles.
将其化作了微笑。
She was a hunk of sculptor's clay,
她是一块雕塑家的泥土,
My secret thoughts were fingers:
我隐秘的思绪便是手指:
They flew behind her pensive brow
它们飞入她沉思的额头之后
And lined it deep with pain.
将那里深深刻满了痛苦。
They set the lips, and sagged the cheeks,
它们塑造了嘴唇,令双颊下垂,
And drooped the eye with sorrow.
又以悲伤使双眼低垂。
My soul had entered in the clay,
我的灵魂已进入那泥土之中,
Fighting like seven devils.
如七个恶魔般挣扎搏斗。
It was not mine, it was not hers;
它不属于我,也不属于她;
She held it, but its struggles
她握住了它,但它的挣扎
Modeled a face she hated,
塑出了一张她憎恶的脸,
And a face I feared to see.
也是一张我不敢直视的脸。
I beat the windows, shook the bolts.
我敲打窗户,摇撼门闩。
I hid me in a corner
我将自己藏于角落,
And then she died and haunted me,
然后她死去,来缠绕着我,
And hunted me for life.
终身追猎着我。
Vocabulary
- 那
- nà — That; referring to something previously mentioned.
- 就是
- jiù shì — Exactly is; precisely; that is to say.
- 我的
- wǒ de — My; belonging to me.
- 丈夫
- zhàngfu — Husband; one's male spouse.
- 以
- yǐ — With; by means of; using.
- 隐秘
- yǐnmì — Secret; hidden; covert and concealed.
- 的
- de — Structural particle indicating possession or modification.
- 残忍
- cánrěn — Cruel; brutal; mercilessly vicious and heartless.
- 难以
- nányǐ — Difficult to; hard to accomplish or express.
- 言说
- yánshuō — To speak of; to express in words.
- 夺走
- duó zǒu — To take away forcibly; to snatch something away.
- 了
- le — Particle indicating completion of an action.
- 青春
- qīngchūn — Youth; the period of youthful vigor and beauty.
- 与
- yǔ — And; together with; used to connect nouns.
- 美貌
- měimào — Beautiful appearance; good looks; physical attractiveness.
- 直到
- zhídào — Until; up to a certain point in time.
- 最终
- zuìzhōng — Finally; ultimately; in the end.
- 满脸
- mǎn liǎn — Face full of; covering the entire face.
- 皱纹
- zhòuwén — Wrinkles; creases or lines on the skin.
- 牙齿
- yáchǐ — Teeth; the hard structures used for chewing.
- 枯黄
- kūhuáng — Withered and yellow; dried out and discolored.
- 带着
- dài zhe — Carrying; bearing; accompanied by something.
- 破碎
- pòsuì — Shattered; broken into pieces; fragmented.
- 自尊
- zìzūn — Self-respect; self-esteem; personal dignity.
- 可耻
- kěchǐ — Shameful; disgraceful; deserving of shame.
- 卑微
- bēiwēi — Humble; lowly; of very low status or worth.
- 我
- wǒ — I; me; the first-person singular pronoun.
- 沉入
- chén rù — To sink into; to descend deeply into something.
- 坟墓
- fénmù — Grave; tomb; burial place of the dead.
- 但
- dàn — But; however; expressing contrast or exception.
- 你
- nǐ — You; the second-person singular pronoun.
- 以为
- yǐwéi — To think; to mistakenly believe something is true.
- 什么
- shénme — What; used in questions asking for identification.
- 在
- zài — At; in; existing at a location or state.
- 心
- xīn — Heart; the center of emotion and feeling.
- 昔日
- xīrì — Former days; the past; days gone by.
- 面容
- miànróng — Facial appearance; the look of one's face.
- 他
- tā — He; him; the third-person masculine singular pronoun.
- 将
- jiāng — Will; about to; marker of future or causation.
- 塑造
- sùzào — To shape; to mold; to create a form.
- 那张
- nà zhāng — That (one); classifier for flat objects like faces.
- 脸
- liǎn — Face; the front part of one's head.
- 这些
- zhèxiē — These; referring to multiple nearby things or people.
- 正
- zhèng — Just; precisely; currently in the process of.
- 长眠
- cháng mián — Eternal sleep; euphemism for death and burial.
- 之处
- zhī chù — The place of; location where something occurs.
- 因此
- yīncǐ — Therefore; as a result; for this reason.
- 死亡
- sǐwáng — Death; the end of life; dying.
- 之中
- zhī zhōng — Within; in the midst of; inside.
- 得到
- dédào — To obtain; to receive; to gain something.
- 报偿
- bàocháng — Recompense; reward; compensation for efforts or suffering.
- 她
- tā — She; her; third-person feminine singular pronoun.
- 一分
- yī fēn — A portion; one part; a tiny bit of something.
- 地
- de — Adverbial particle linking adverb to verb phrase.
- 力气
- lìqi — Physical strength; energy; bodily power.
- 一时
- yīshí — At one time; temporarily; for a brief moment.
- 耗尽
- hàojìn — To exhaust completely; to use up all resources.
- 生命
- shēngmìng — Life; the state of being alive; one's vitality.
- 榨干
- zhàgān — To drain dry; to squeeze out every last drop.
- 如同
- rútóng — Just like; as if; similar to something else.
- 发热
- fārè — Feverish; generating heat; burning with fever.
- 月亮
- yuèliang — The moon; Earth's natural satellite.
- 旋转
- xuánzhuǎn — To rotate; to spin; turning in a circle.
- 世界
- shìjiè — World; the earth; all of existence around us.
- 生气
- shēngqì — Vitality; life energy; also means to be angry.
- 岁月
- suìyuè — Years; time; the passage of months and years.
- 逝去
- shìqù — To pass away; to elapse; to vanish with time.
- 时分
- shífēn — A moment in time; a particular point or hour.
- 心中
- xīn zhōng — In one's heart; within the mind or inner feelings.
- 怜悯
- liánmǐn — Compassion; pity; sympathy for another's suffering.
- 化作
- huà zuò — To transform into; to turn into something else.
- 微笑
- wēixiào — A smile; a gentle upward curve of the lips.
- 是
- shì — Is; am; are; the verb to be.
- 一块
- yī kuài — A piece of; one block of material substance.
- 雕塑家
- diāosùjiā — Sculptor; an artist who creates three-dimensional artwork.
- 泥土
- nítǔ — Clay; soil; earth used for molding and shaping.
- 思绪
- sīxù — Thoughts; train of thought; one's mental threads.
- 便是
- biàn shì — Then is; which is precisely; serving as.
- 手指
- shǒuzhǐ — Fingers; the digits of the human hand.
- 它们
- tāmen — They; them; third-person plural for objects or animals.
- 飞入
- fēi rù — To fly into; to dart quickly into a space.
- 沉思
- chénsī — Deep thought; meditation; contemplating seriously.
- 额头
- étóu — Forehead; the front upper part of the face.
- 之后
- zhīhòu — After; afterward; following a particular event.
- 那里
- nàlǐ — There; that place; referring to a distant location.
- 深深
- shēnshēn — Deeply; profoundly; to a great extent.
- 痛苦
- tòngkǔ — Pain; suffering; anguish and distress.
- 嘴唇
- zuǐchún — Lips; the fleshy parts around the mouth.
- 令
- lìng — To cause; to make; to order someone to do.
- 双颊
- shuāng jiá — Both cheeks; the two sides of one's face.
- 下垂
- xiàchuí — To droop; to hang down; to sag downward.
- 又
- yòu — Again; also; in addition; furthermore.
- 悲伤
- bēishāng — Sadness; grief; deep sorrow and emotional pain.
- 使
- shǐ — To cause; to make; to have someone do something.
- 双眼
- shuāng yǎn — Both eyes; the pair of eyes.
- 低垂
- dīchuí — To droop low; to hang down; lowered downward.
- 灵魂
- línghún — Soul; spirit; the immaterial essence of a person.
- 已
- yǐ — Already; having completed an action or state.
- 进入
- jìnrù — To enter; to go into a place or state.
- 如
- rú — Like; as; similar to; resembling something.
- 七个
- qī gè — Seven; a quantity of seven items.
- 恶魔
- èmó — Demon; devil; an evil supernatural being.
- 般
- bān — Like; similar to; in the manner of.
- 挣扎
- zhēngzhá — To struggle; to fight against difficulty or restraint.
- 搏斗
- bódòu — To fight; to wrestle; to battle fiercely.
- 它
- tā — It; third-person singular pronoun for objects or animals.
- 不
- bù — No; not; negation of verbs and adjectives.
- 属于
- shǔyú — To belong to; to be part of something.
- 也
- yě — Also; too; as well; equally.
- 握住
- wò zhù — To grip; to hold tightly in one's hand.
- 它的
- tā de — Its; belonging to it; possessive of a thing.
- 一张
- yī zhāng — One (face/sheet); classifier for flat objects.
- 憎恶
- zēngwù — Hatred; loathing; strong feelings of disgust and aversion.
- 也是
- yě shì — Also is; likewise; it is also the case.
- 不敢
- bù gǎn — Dare not; not having the courage to do.
- 直视
- zhíshì — To look directly at; to stare straight at.
- 敲打
- qiāodǎ — To knock; to beat; to strike repeatedly on something.
- 窗户
- chuānghu — Window; an opening in a wall for light.
- 自己
- zìjǐ — Oneself; self; referring back to the subject.
- 角落
- jiǎoluò — Corner; a secluded or hidden spot in a room.
- 然后
- ránhòu — Then; afterward; following that in sequence.
- 死去
- sǐ qù — To die; to pass away; to cease living.
- 来
- lái — To come; to arrive; directional complement toward speaker.
- 缠绕
- chánrào — To entwine; to wrap around; to entangle persistently.
- 着
- zhe — Continuous aspect particle; indicating ongoing action or state.
- 终身
- zhōngshēn — Lifelong; for one's entire life; throughout life.
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