The Angel in the House — Page 10
The lack of lovely pride, in her Who strives to please, my pleasure numbs, And still the maid I most prefer Whose care to please with pleasing comes.
喜ばせようと努める彼女に、愛らしい誇りが欠けているとき、私の喜びは麻痺する。それでも私が最も好む乙女は、喜ばせようとする心遣いが、喜びとともに自然に現れる者だ。
MARY AND MILDRED.
メアリーとミルドレッド。
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One morning, after Church, I walk'd Alone with Mary on the lawn, And felt myself, howe'er we talk'd, To grave themes delicately drawn.
ある朝、礼拝の後、私は芝生の上でメアリーと二人きりで歩いた。そして、どのような話をしていても、自然と重い主題へと繊細に引き寄せられるのを感じた。
When she, delighted, found I knew More of her peace than she supposed, Our confidences heavenwards grew, Like fox-glove buds, in pairs disclosed.
彼女は、私が思っていた以上に彼女の内なる平和を知っていることを知って喜び、私たちの打ち明け話は、ジキタリスの花芽が対になって開くように、天へと向かって育っていった。
Our former faults did we confess, Our ancient feud was more than heal'd, And, with the woman's eagerness For amity full-sign'd and seal'd,
私たちはかつての過ちを告白し、長年の確執は癒されるどころかそれ以上のものとなった。そして、完全に署名され封印された友情を求める女性特有の熱心さをもって、
She, offering up for sacrifice Her heart's reserve, brought out to show Some verses, made when she was ice To all but Heaven, six years ago; Since happier grown! I took and read The neat-writ lines. She, void of guile, Too late repenting, blush'd, and said, I must not think about the style.
彼女は心の秘めた思いを犠牲として捧げるように、六年前、天以外のすべてに対して心が氷のように閉ざされていた頃に書いた詩を取り出して見せてくれた。それ以来、彼女は幸せになっていた!私はその整然と書かれた行を受け取って読んだ。悪意のない彼女は、後悔するのが遅すぎて、顔を赤らめながら、文体のことは気にしないでほしいと言った。
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'Day after day, until to-day, Imaged the others gone before, The same dull task, the weary way, The weakness pardon'd o'er and o'er,
「今日まで、日々は過ぎ去った日々を映し出し、同じ退屈な務め、疲れた道のり、何度も何度も許された弱さが続いた。
'The thwarted thirst, too faintly felt, For joy's well-nigh forgotten life, The restless heart, which, when I knelt, Made of my worship barren strife.
「喜びのほとんど忘れられた生への、あまりにもかすかにしか感じられない妨げられた渇望、そして、跪いて祈るとき、私の礼拝を不毛な争いへと変えてしまう落ち着かない心。
Vocabulary
- 喜ばせよう
- yorokobасeyou — Let's try to please or delight someone
- と
- to — And; with; quotation particle
- 努める
- tsutomeru — To strive, make efforts toward a goal
- 彼女
- kanojo — She; her; girlfriend
- に
- ni — To; at; in; direction/location particle
- 愛らしい
- airashii — Lovely, adorable, charming in appearance
- 誇り
- hokori — Pride, sense of honor or self-respect
- が
- ga — Subject marker particle
- 欠けて
- kakete — Lacking, missing, being deficient in something
- いる
- iru — To be; indicates ongoing state or action
- とき
- toki — Time, moment, when something occurs
- 私
- watashi — I, me; first-person singular pronoun
- の
- no — Possessive or nominalizing particle
- 喜び
- yorokobi — Joy, delight, happiness, pleasure
- は
- wa — Topic marker particle
- 麻痺
- mahi — Paralysis, numbness, inability to function
- する
- suru — To do; to perform an action
- それでも
- soredemo — Even so, nevertheless, still, despite that
- 最も
- mottomo — Most, extremely; superlative degree adverb
- 好む
- konomu — To prefer, like, be fond of something
- 乙女
- otome — Maiden, young girl, virgin; innocent woman
- 心遣い
- kokorozukai — Thoughtfulness, consideration, care for others
- とも
- tomo — Even if; also; together with
- 自然
- shizen — Nature; natural, spontaneous, without effort
- 現れる
- arawareru — To appear, emerge, become visible or manifest
- 者
- mono — Person, one who does something; individual
- だ
- da — Copula; is, am, are (plain form)
- ある
- aru — To exist; a certain, some (prenominal)
- 朝
- asa — Morning, the early part of the day
- 礼拝
- reihai — Worship, religious service, church attendance
- 後
- ato / nochi — After, later, behind; subsequent time
- 芝生
- shibafu — Lawn, grass, turf area
- 上
- ue — Above, on top of, upper part
- で
- de — At, in; by means of (particle)
- 二人きり
- futarikiri — Just the two of them, alone together
- 歩い
- arui — Walked (stem form of 歩く, aruku)
- た
- ta — Past tense auxiliary verb marker
- そして
- soshite — And then, and so, and after that
- どの
- dono — Which, what kind of (prenominal interrogative)
- よう
- you — Manner, way, appearance; like, as if
- な
- na — Adjectival linking particle (na-adjective form)
- 話
- hanashi — Story, talk, conversation, subject discussed
- を
- wo — Direct object marker particle
- して
- shite — Doing; te-form of suru (to do)
- いても
- itemo — Even while being or doing
- 重い
- omoi — Heavy, serious, weighty (topic or object)
- 主題
- shudai — Main theme, subject, topic of discussion
- へ
- e — Toward, in the direction of (particle)
- 繊細
- sensai — Delicate, sensitive, subtle, fine and nuanced
- 引き寄せ
- hikiyose — Drawing near, attracting, pulling something closer
- られる
- rareru — Passive or potential auxiliary verb ending
- 感じ
- kanji — Feeling, sense, impression, sensation
- 思って
- omotte — Thinking, feeling (te-form of 思う)
- 以上
- ijou — More than, beyond, above; that is all
- 内なる
- uchinaru — Inner, internal, within oneself
- 平和
- heiwa — Peace, harmony, tranquility
- 知って
- shitte — Knowing (te-form of 知る, to know)
- こと
- koto — Thing, fact, matter (nominalizer)
- たち
- tachi — Plural suffix for people or living things
- 打ち明け話
- uchiakebanashi — Confession, candid disclosure, heart-to-heart talk
- 花芽
- hange / haname — Flower bud, bloom-forming bud on a plant
- 対
- tsui — Pair, couple; contrast, opposition
- なって
- natte — Becoming (te-form of なる, to become)
- 開く
- hiraku / aku — To open, bloom, unfold, spread out
- 天
- ten — Heaven, sky, the heavens above
- 向かって
- mukatte — Facing toward, heading in a direction
- 育って
- sodatte — Growing up (te-form of 育つ, to grow)
- いっ
- i(tte) — Going (contracted te-form of 行く)
- かつて
- katsute — Once, formerly, in the past, previously
- 過ち
- ayamachi — Mistake, fault, error, wrongdoing
- 告白
- kokuhaku — Confession, disclosure of feelings or secrets
- し
- shi — And; doing (conjunctive form of する)
- 長年
- naganen — Many years, long years, over many years
- 確執
- kakushitsu — Conflict, discord, persistent disagreement between people
- 癒さ
- iyasa — Healing, soothing (stem of 癒す, to heal)
- れる
- reru — Passive voice auxiliary verb ending
- どころか
- dokoroka — Far from, let alone, on the contrary
- それ
- sore — That, it; referring to something previously mentioned
- もの
- mono — Thing, object; used for soft assertion or nostalgia
- なっ
- na(tte) — Becoming (contracted te-form of なる)
- 完全
- kanzen — Complete, perfect, total, without flaw
- 署名
- shomei — Signature, signing one's name to document
- さ
- sa — Nominalizing suffix; makes adjectives into nouns
- れ
- re — Passive auxiliary (short form of れる)
- 封印
- fuin — Seal, sealing up, stamping closed
- 友情
- yuujou — Friendship, bonds of friendship between people
- 求める
- motomeru — To seek, request, desire, pursue something
- 女性
- josei — Woman, female; the female sex
- 特有
- tokuyuu — Peculiar to, characteristic of, unique to
- 熱心
- nesshin — Enthusiasm, eagerness, zeal, earnestness
- もって
- motte — With, by means of (te-form of 持つ)
- 心
- kokoro — Heart, mind, spirit, inner feelings
- 秘め
- hime — Keeping secret, concealing within oneself
- 思い
- omoi — Thought, feeling, emotion, longing
- 犠牲
- gisei — Sacrifice, victim, offering for a cause
- として
- toshite — As, in the role of, treating as
- 捧げる
- sasageru — To dedicate, offer, devote, sacrifice for someone
- 六年前
- rokunen mae — Six years ago, six years in the past
- 以外
- igai — Except for, other than, excluding
- すべて
- subete — All, everything, entirely, without exception
- 対して
- taishite — Toward, against, in contrast to
- 氷
- koori — Ice; cold, frozen, frigid
- 閉ざさ
- tozasa — Closing off, shutting out (stem of 閉ざす)
- れて
- rete — Being (passive te-form auxiliary)
- 頃
- koro — Around, about, time period, approximate time
- 書い
- kai — Wrote, writing (conjunctive form of 書く)
- 詩
- shi — Poem, poetry, verse
- 取り出して
- toridashite — Taking out, pulling out, retrieving something
- 見せ
- mise — Showing (stem of 見せる, to show)
- くれ
- kure — Give (to me); do (for me) please
- 以来
- irai — Since, ever since, from that time on
- 幸せ
- shiawase — Happiness, good fortune, blessed state
- その
- sono — That (attributive); referring to nearby or mentioned
- 整然
- seizen — Orderly, well-arranged, neat and systematic
- 書か
- kaka — Written (negative or passive stem of 書く)
- 行
- gyou / kou — Line (of text), row; going
- 受け取って
- uketotte — Receiving, accepting something handed over
- 読ん
- yon — Read (conjunctive form of 読む, to read)
- 悪意
- akui — Malice, ill will, bad intent toward others
- ない
- nai — Not, there is not; negation
- 後悔
- koukai — Regret, remorse, repentance for past actions
- 遅すぎ
- osusagi — Too late, excessively delayed beyond a point
- 顔
- kao — Face, facial expression, countenance
- 赤らめ
- akarame — Blushing, flushing red (stem of 赤らめる)
- ながら
- nagara — While, although; doing two things simultaneously
- 文体
- buntai — Writing style, literary style, prose style
- 気にしない
- ki ni shinai — Not minding, not caring, disregarding something
- ほしい
- hoshii — Want, desire; want someone to do something
- 言っ
- i(tte) — Said, saying (contracted te-form of 言う)
- 今日
- kyou — Today, this day
- まで
- made — Until, up to, as far as
- 日々
- hibi — Every day, day by day, daily life
- 過ぎ去っ
- sugisatte — Passed away, gone by (time or events)
- 映し出し
- utsushidashi — Reflecting, projecting, bringing to light
- 同じ
- onaji — Same, identical, equal, the very same
- 退屈
- taikutsu — Boredom, tedium, monotonous and uninteresting
- 務め
- tsutome — Duty, obligation, service, one's responsibilities
- 疲れ
- tsukare — Fatigue, tiredness, weariness from exertion
- 道のり
- michinori — Journey, distance, path traveled or ahead
- 何度
- nando — How many times, many times, repeatedly
- 許さ
- yurusa — Forgiving (stem of 許す, to forgive/permit)
- 弱さ
- yowasa — Weakness, frailty, lack of strength
- 続い
- tsuzui — Continuing (conjunctive form of 続く)
- ほとんど
- hotondo — Almost, nearly, mostly, for the most part
- 忘れ
- wasure — Forgetting (stem of 忘れる, to forget)
- 生
- sei / nama / shou — Life; raw; birth; living
- あまりに
- amari ni — Too much, excessively, overly so
- かすか
- kasuka — Faint, feeble, dim, barely perceptible
- しか
- shika — Only, nothing but (used with negatives)
- 妨げ
- samatage — Obstacle, hindrance, interference, something blocking progress
- 渇望
- katsubou — Craving, intense longing, desperate desire
- 跪い
- hizamazui — Kneeling down (conjunctive form of 跪く)
- 祈る
- inoru — To pray, wish earnestly, offer a prayer
- 不毛
- fumou — Barren, sterile, fruitless, unproductive effort
- 争い
- arasoi — Conflict, dispute, quarrel, struggle
- 変えて
- kaete — Changing (te-form of 変える, to change)
- しまう
- shimau — To end up doing; to finish completely
- 落ち着か
- ochitsuka — Settling, calming (stem of 落ち着く, to calm)
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