The Angel in the House — Page 10
The lack of lovely pride, in her
她身上缺乏那可爱的矜持,
Who strives to please, my pleasure numbs,
那一味讨好之人,令我快感全无,
And still the maid I most prefer
而我始终最中意的女子,
Whose care to please with pleasing comes.
是那以讨喜之态自然流露心意之人。
MARY AND MILDRED.
玛丽与米尔德里德。
1
一
One morning, after Church, I walk'd
一个早晨,礼拜散后,我漫步于草坪,
Alone with Mary on the lawn,
只与玛丽相伴,
And felt myself, howe'er we talk'd,
无论我们谈及何事,我都感到,
To grave themes delicately drawn.
自己被轻柔地引向了庄重的话题。
When she, delighted, found I knew
当她欣喜地发现,我对她内心的平静,
More of her peace than she supposed,
了解得比她所以为的更多时,
Our confidences heavenwards grew,
我们的倾心相诉便向着天际生长,
Like fox-glove buds, in pairs disclosed.
如毛地黄的花苞,成对绽开。
Our former faults did we confess,
我们坦陈了昔日的过错,
Our ancient feud was more than heal'd,
往日的嫌隙不仅得以弥合,
And, with the woman's eagerness
而且,带着女子特有的急切,
For amity full-sign'd and seal'd,
渴望友谊得到完全的签订与印证,
She, offering up for sacrifice
她将自己心中的珍藏献出为祭,
Her heart's reserve, brought out to show
取出心底的保留,展示于我——
Some verses, made when she was ice
那是几首诗,写于她对一切皆冷若冰霜之时,
To all but Heaven, six years ago;
唯天堂除外,那是六年前的事;
Since happier grown! I took and read
如今她已快乐许多!我接过诗稿,细细读来,
The neat-writ lines. She, void of guile,
那些工整的诗行。她毫无心机,
Too late repenting, blush'd, and said,
悔之已迟,红了脸说道,
I must not think about the style.
我切莫在意其中的文采。
2
二
'Day after day, until to-day,
「日复一日,直至今日,
Imaged the others gone before,
每天都是往昔逝去岁月的翻版,
The same dull task, the weary way,
同样沉闷的劳役,同样疲倦的路途,
The weakness pardon'd o'er and o'er,
软弱一次又一次地被宽宥,
'The thwarted thirst, too faintly felt,
「那被压抑的渴望,感受得太过微弱,
For joy's well-nigh forgotten life,
对那几乎已被遗忘的欢愉生活的渴望,
The restless heart, which, when I knelt,
那颗不安的心,当我跪下祈祷时,
Made of my worship barren strife.
却使我的礼拜徒成一场空乏的挣扎。
Vocabulary
- 她
- tā — Third-person singular feminine pronoun: she, her.
- 身上
- shēn shang — On one's body; about a person.
- 缺乏
- quē fá — To lack, be deficient in something.
- 那
- nà — That; used to indicate something previously mentioned.
- 可爱
- kě ài — Cute, lovable, adorable.
- 的
- de — Structural particle indicating possession or modification.
- 矜持
- jīn chí — Reserved, restrained, maintaining dignified composure.
- 一味
- yī wèi — Blindly, one-sidedly, persistently without variation.
- 讨好
- tǎo hǎo — To curry favor, try to please someone.
- 之人
- zhī rén — Classical: the person who; such a person.
- 令我
- lìng wǒ — Makes me, causes me to feel.
- 快感
- kuài gǎn — Pleasure, sense of enjoyment or satisfaction.
- 全无
- quán wú — Completely absent, utterly lacking.
- 始终
- shǐ zhōng — From beginning to end; always, consistently.
- 最
- zuì — Most, superlative degree marker.
- 中意
- zhòng yì — To take a fancy to; to like or prefer.
- 女子
- nǚ zǐ — Woman, female person.
- 是
- shì — To be; affirmative copula verb.
- 以
- yǐ — Classical: with, by means of, using.
- 讨喜
- tǎo xǐ — Pleasing, endearing, winning people's affection naturally.
- 之态
- zhī tài — Classical: such a manner or attitude.
- 自然
- zì rán — Naturally, spontaneously; nature.
- 流露
- liú lù — To reveal naturally, let feelings show unconsciously.
- 心意
- xīn yì — One's feelings, intentions, or heartfelt thoughts.
- 与
- yǔ — And, with; together with.
- 一
- yī — One; numeral or used in set phrases.
- 一个
- yī gè — One (general measure word); a single thing.
- 早晨
- zǎo chen — Morning, early part of the day.
- 礼拜
- lǐ bài — Religious service, worship; also week or Sunday.
- 散后
- sàn hòu — After dispersing or concluding (a gathering).
- 我
- wǒ — I, me; first-person singular pronoun.
- 漫步
- màn bù — To stroll, walk leisurely without hurry.
- 于
- yú — Classical preposition: at, in, on, to.
- 草坪
- cǎo píng — Lawn, grassy open ground.
- 只
- zhǐ — Only, merely, just.
- 相伴
- xiāng bàn — To accompany each other, keep company.
- 无论
- wú lùn — No matter what, regardless of.
- 我们
- wǒ men — We, us; first-person plural pronoun.
- 谈及
- tán jí — To touch upon, mention, talk about.
- 何事
- hé shì — Classical: what matter, what topic.
- 都
- dōu — All, both; universal adverb.
- 感到
- gǎn dào — To feel, sense, experience emotionally.
- 自己
- zì jǐ — Oneself, self; reflexive pronoun.
- 被
- bèi — Passive marker: by, indicating passive voice.
- 轻柔
- qīng róu — Gentle, soft, tender in manner.
- 地
- de — Adverbial particle linking adverb to verb.
- 引向
- yǐn xiàng — To guide toward, lead in a direction.
- 了
- le — Aspect particle indicating completion or change.
- 庄重
- zhuāng zhòng — Solemn, serious, dignified in manner.
- 话题
- huà tí — Topic of conversation, subject of discussion.
- 当
- dāng — When, at the time of; while.
- 欣喜
- xīn xǐ — Joyful, delighted, pleasantly surprised.
- 发现
- fā xiàn — To discover, find out, realize.
- 对
- duì — Toward, regarding; correct, right.
- 内心
- nèi xīn — Inner heart, innermost feelings or thoughts.
- 平静
- píng jìng — Calm, tranquil, peaceful state of mind.
- 了解
- liǎo jiě — To understand, know thoroughly, comprehend.
- 得
- de/dé — Particle indicating degree; to obtain or achieve.
- 比
- bǐ — Than, compared to; comparison marker.
- 所以为
- suǒ yǐ wéi — Classical: what one had supposed or believed.
- 更多
- gèng duō — Even more, a greater amount.
- 时
- shí — When, at the time; moment.
- 倾心
- qīng xīn — To pour out one's heart; to be devoted.
- 相诉
- xiāng sù — To confide in each other, tell one another.
- 便
- biàn — Then, thereupon; classical connective adverb.
- 向着
- xiàng zhe — Facing toward, directed at something.
- 天际
- tiān jì — The horizon, edge of the sky.
- 生长
- shēng zhǎng — To grow, develop, increase in size.
- 如
- rú — Like, as, similar to.
- 花苞
- huā bāo — Flower bud, unopened bloom.
- 成对
- chéng duì — In pairs, two by two.
- 绽开
- zhàn kāi — To bloom, burst open, blossom.
- 坦陈
- tǎn chén — To frankly disclose, openly confess.
- 昔日
- xī rì — Former days, the past, days gone by.
- 过错
- guò cuò — Fault, mistake, error one has committed.
- 往日
- wǎng rì — Former days, past times, bygone days.
- 嫌隙
- xián xì — Old grudge, rift, ill feeling between people.
- 不仅
- bù jǐn — Not only; used in correlative constructions.
- 得以
- dé yǐ — To be able to, manage to achieve.
- 弥合
- mí hé — To heal, mend, close a rift or wound.
- 而且
- ér qiě — Moreover, furthermore, and also.
- 带着
- dài zhe — Carrying, bearing, accompanied by.
- 特有
- tè yǒu — Characteristic of, peculiar to, unique to.
- 急切
- jí qiē — Eager, urgent, anxiously impatient.
- 渴望
- kě wàng — To yearn for, long for earnestly.
- 友谊
- yǒu yì — Friendship, friendly relations between people.
- 得到
- dé dào — To obtain, receive, get something.
- 完全
- wán quán — Completely, entirely, fully.
- 签订
- qiān dìng — To sign and conclude an agreement or treaty.
- 印证
- yìn zhèng — To confirm, verify, corroborate with evidence.
- 将
- jiāng — About to; classical: to take, bring forward.
- 心中
- xīn zhōng — In one's heart, innermost thoughts.
- 珍藏
- zhēn cáng — To treasure and keep, cherish something precious.
- 献出
- xiàn chū — To offer up, dedicate, present as gift.
- 为祭
- wéi jì — As an offering, as a sacrifice or tribute.
- 取出
- qǔ chū — To take out, retrieve from somewhere.
- 心底
- xīn dǐ — The bottom of one's heart, deepest feelings.
- 保留
- bǎo liú — To retain, keep, preserve something.
- 展示
- zhǎn shì — To display, show, present for viewing.
- 几首
- jǐ shǒu — Several (poems); measure word for poetry.
- 诗
- shī — Poem, poetry, verse.
- 写于
- xiě yú — Written at/during a particular time or place.
- 一切
- yī qiē — Everything, all things without exception.
- 皆
- jiē — Classical: all, each and every one.
- 冷若冰霜
- lěng ruò bīng shuāng — Cold as ice and frost; emotionally frigid, aloof.
- 之时
- zhī shí — Classical: at the time of, during.
- 唯
- wéi — Only, solely; classical exclusive adverb.
- 天堂
- tiān táng — Heaven, paradise.
- 除外
- chú wài — Except for, excluding, apart from.
- 六年
- liù nián — Six years; a period of six years.
- 前
- qián — Before, ago, previous, front.
- 事
- shì — Matter, affair, event, thing.
- 如今
- rú jīn — Nowadays, at present, now.
- 快乐
- kuài lè — Happy, joyful, cheerful.
- 许多
- xǔ duō — Many, much, a great deal.
- 接过
- jiē guò — To take over, receive something handed to you.
- 诗稿
- shī gǎo — Poetry manuscript, draft copy of poems.
- 细细
- xì xì — Carefully, attentively, in fine detail.
- 读来
- dú lái — Reading through, as one reads along.
- 那些
- nà xiē — Those, referring to previously mentioned items.
- 工整
- gōng zhěng — Neat, orderly, well-crafted in form.
- 诗行
- shī háng — Lines of poetry, verse lines.
- 毫无
- háo wú — Completely without, not the slightest.
- 心机
- xīn jī — Scheming, calculated cunning, hidden motives.
- 悔之已迟
- huǐ zhī yǐ chí — Too late to regret; regret comes too late.
- 红了脸
- hóng le liǎn — Blushed, face turned red from embarrassment.
- 说道
- shuō dào — Said, spoke; narrative verb for dialogue.
- 切莫
- qiē mò — Must not, by no means, absolutely don't.
- 在意
- zài yì — To mind, care about, pay attention to.
- 其中
- qí zhōng — Among them, within it, therein.
- 文采
- wén cǎi — Literary talent, elegance of writing style.
- 二
- èr — Two; second, used for section numbering.
- 日复一日
- rì fù yī rì — Day after day, repeatedly day by day.
- 直至
- zhí zhì — Until, up to, right up to a point.
- 今日
- jīn rì — Today, this day, the present day.
- 每天
- měi tiān — Every day, each day.
- 都是
- dōu shì — All are, every one is.
- 往昔
- wǎng xī — The past, former times, days of old.
- 逝去
- shì qù — To pass away, elapse, fade into the past.
- 岁月
- suì yuè — Years, time, the passage of time.
- 翻版
- fān bǎn — Reprint, copy, rehash; repetition of old patterns.
- 同样
- tóng yàng — Same, identical, equally so.
- 沉闷
- chén mèn — Dull, oppressive, dreary and stifling.
- 劳役
- láo yì — Toil, forced labor, drudgery, servitude.
- 疲倦
- pí juàn — Tired, fatigued, weary.
- 路途
- lù tú — Journey, road, the path one travels.
- 软弱
- ruǎn ruò — Weak, feeble, lacking strength or resolve.
- 一次又
- yī cì yòu — Once again and again; repeated occurrence.
- 宽宥
- kuān yòu — To pardon, forgive, grant clemency.
- 被压抑
- bèi yā yì — Suppressed, repressed, held down forcibly.
- 感受
- gǎn shòu — Feeling, sensation, emotional experience.
- 太过
- tài guò — Too much, excessively, overly.
- 微弱
- wēi ruò — Faint, feeble, barely perceptible.
- 几乎
- jī hū — Almost, nearly, on the verge of.
- 遗忘
- yí wàng — To forget, be forgotten, fade from memory.
- 欢愉
- huān yú — Joy, delight, pleasurable happiness.
- 生活
- shēng huó — Life, daily living, to live.
- 那颗
- nà kē — That (one); measure word for heart or small round objects.
- 不安
- bù ān — Uneasy, restless, troubled, anxious.
- 心
- xīn — Heart, mind, center of emotion and thought.
- 跪下
- guì xià — To kneel down, go down on one's knees.
- 祈祷
- qí dǎo — To pray, offer prayers to a deity.
- 却
- què — Yet, but, however; adversative conjunction.
- 徒成
- tú chéng — Merely becomes, only results in vainly.
- 一场
- yī chǎng — One bout, one episode; measure word for events.
- 空乏
- kōng fá — Empty, hollow, barren, devoid of substance.
- 挣扎
- zhēng zhá — To struggle, writhe, strive against difficulty.
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