The Confessions of St. Augustine — Page 6
Yet suffer me to speak, since I speak to Thy mercy, and not to scornful man.
それでも私に語ることをお許しください。私はあなたの慈悲に向かって語るのであり、侮蔑する人間に向かって語るのではないのですから。
Thou too, perhaps, despisest me, yet wilt Thou return and have compassion upon me.
あなたもまた、もしかすると私を蔑まれるかもしれません。それでもあなたは立ち返り、私を憐れんでくださるでしょう。
For what would I say, O Lord my God, but that I know not whence I came into this dying life (shall I call it?) or living death.
ああ、わが主よ、わが神よ、私に何が言えるでしょうか。ただ、私はどこからこの死にゆく命(そう呼ぶべきでしょうか)、あるいは生ける死の中へとやって来たのか、知らないということ以外に。
Then immediately did the comforts of Thy compassion take me up, as I heard (for I remember it not) from the parents of my flesh, out of whose substance Thou didst sometime fashion me.
そのとき直ちに、あなたの憐れみの慰めが私を受け入れてくださいました。私の肉の親たちから聞いたこと(私自身は覚えていないのですが)によれば、あなたはかつてその親たちの実質から私を形作られたのです。
Thus there received me the comforts of woman's milk.
こうして、女の乳の慰めが私を受け入れてくれました。
For neither my mother nor my nurses stored their own breasts for me; but Thou didst bestow the food of my infancy through them, according to Thine ordinance, whereby Thou distributest Thy riches through the hidden springs of all things.
私の母も乳母たちも、自らの胸を私のために蓄えたのではありません。あなたがあなたの定めに従って、彼女たちを通じて私の乳児期の糧を与えてくださったのです。その定めによって、あなたはすべてのものの隠れた源泉を通じて御自身の豊かさを分け与えられます。
Thou also gavest me to desire no more than Thou gavest; and to my nurses willingly to give me what Thou gavest them.
またあなたは、あなたが与えてくださった以上のものを望まないようにしてくださいました。そして乳母たちが、あなたが彼女たちに与えてくださったものを、喜んで私に与えるようにしてくださいました。
For they, with a heaven-taught affection, willingly gave me what they abounded with from Thee.
なぜなら彼女たちは、天から教えられた愛情をもって、あなたから豊かに与えられたものを喜んで私に与えてくれたからです。
For this my good from them, was good for them.
なぜなら、彼女たちから私に与えられたこの善は、彼女たち自身にとっても善であったからです。
Nor, indeed, from them was it, but through them; for from Thee, O God, are all good things, and from my God is all my health.
しかし実のところ、それは彼女たちからではなく、彼女たちを通してのことでした。ああ、神よ、すべての善いものはあなたから来るのであり、わが神から私のすべての救いが来るのです。
This I since learned, Thou, through these Thy gifts, within me and without, proclaiming Thyself unto me.
このことを私はその後に学びました。あなたはこれらの御賜物を通じて、私の内においても外においても、御自身を私に宣べ知らせてくださったのです。
Vocabulary
- それでも
- soredemo — Even so; nevertheless; despite that
- 私
- watashi — I; me; first-person singular pronoun
- に
- ni — Particle indicating direction, location, or target
- 語る
- kataru — To speak; to tell; to narrate a story
- こと
- koto — Thing; fact; matter; nominalizer for verbs
- を
- wo — Particle marking the direct object of a verb
- お許し
- oyurushi — Permission; forgiveness; pardon (polite form)
- ください
- kudasai — Please give; please do (polite request form)
- は
- wa — Topic marker particle indicating the sentence topic
- あなた
- anata — You; second-person singular pronoun
- の
- no — Possessive or linking particle between nouns
- 慈悲
- jihi — Mercy; compassion; benevolence toward others
- 向かって
- mukatte — Facing toward; directed at; turning to
- で
- de — Particle indicating means, location of action, or cause
- あり
- ari — To be; to exist (formal or classical copula form)
- 侮蔑
- bubetsu — Contempt; scorn; disdain toward a person
- する
- suru — To do; to perform; general-purpose action verb
- 人間
- ningen — Human being; person; humankind
- ない
- nai — Negation auxiliary; not; does not exist
- です
- desu — Polite copula meaning 'is' or 'are'
- から
- kara — From; because; since (particle of reason or origin)
- も
- mo — Also; too; even; inclusive particle
- また
- mata — Again; also; moreover; furthermore
- もしかすると
- moshikasuruto — Perhaps; possibly; there is a chance that
- と
- to — And; with; quotation particle; conditional particle
- 蔑まれる
- sagesuma reru — To be despised; to be looked down upon
- かも
- kamo — Might; may; expresses uncertainty or possibility
- しれ
- shire — Stem of 'shirenai'; used in 'kamoshirenai' (might be)
- ませ
- mase — Polite verb ending used in formal speech
- ん
- n — Sentence-ending particle softening assertion or negation
- 立ち返り
- tachikaeri — Returning; going back; reverting to a previous state
- 憐れん
- awaremu — To pity; to feel compassion for someone suffering
- ます
- masu — Polite verb ending indicating present or future action
- でしょう
- deshou — Probably; I suppose; polite conjecture ending
- ああ
- aa — Ah; oh; exclamation of emotion or realization
- わが
- waga — My; our; one's own (literary or formal possessive)
- 主
- nushi / shu — Lord; master; owner; used in religious contexts
- よ
- yo — Sentence-ending particle for emphasis or address
- 神
- kami — God; deity; divine being
- 何
- nani — What; which; used in questions or exclamations
- が
- ga — Subject marker particle; also marks contrast or emphasis
- 言える
- ieru — Can say; to be able to state or express
- か
- ka — Question particle; marks interrogative sentences
- ただ
- tada — Only; merely; just; simply
- どこ
- doko — Where; what place; location question word
- この
- kono — This (attributive); used before nouns to indicate proximity
- 死に
- shini — Dying; toward death (stem form of 'shinu')
- ゆく
- yuku — To go; to pass away (literary form of 'iku')
- 命
- inochi — Life; one's existence; lifespan
- そう
- sou — So; like that; in that way
- 呼ぶ
- yobu — To call; to name; to summon someone
- べき
- beki — Should; ought to; expressing moral obligation
- あるいは
- aruiwa — Or; alternatively; perhaps; on the other hand
- 生ける
- ikeru — Living; alive (attributive literary or classical form)
- 死
- shi — Death; dying; end of life
- 中
- naka — Inside; within; middle; among
- へ
- e — Toward; directional particle indicating movement toward
- やって来た
- yatte kita — Came; arrived; showed up at a place
- 知ら
- shira — Stem of 'shiru' (to know); used in various constructions
- という
- to iu — Called; known as; quotation linking phrase
- 以外
- igai — Other than; except; besides; apart from
- その
- sono — That (attributive); referring to previously mentioned thing
- とき
- toki — Time; moment; occasion; when something happens
- 直ちに
- tadachini — Immediately; at once; without delay
- 憐れみ
- awaremi — Pity; compassion; mercy shown toward the suffering
- 慰め
- nagusame — Comfort; consolation; solace offered to someone
- 受け入れ
- ukoire — Acceptance; receiving; welcoming someone or something
- て
- te — Conjunctive particle connecting verbs or clauses
- まし
- mashi — Past polite auxiliary; used in 'mashita' (did, polite)
- た
- ta — Past tense auxiliary indicating completed action
- 肉親
- nikushin — Blood relative; close family member by birth
- たち
- tachi — Plural suffix for people or animate beings
- 聞い
- kioi — Hearing; listening (te-form stem of 'kiku')
- 自身
- jishin — Oneself; one's own self; personally
- 覚え
- oboye — Memory; recollection; learning (stem of 'oboeru')
- い
- i — Continuative form of 'iru'; being; existing
- よれ
- yore — According to; based on (from 'yoru', to depend on)
- ば
- ba — Conditional particle meaning 'if' or 'when'
- かつて
- katsute — Once; formerly; in the past; at one time
- 実質
- jisshitsu — Substance; essence; actual content of something
- 形作られた
- katachizukukareta — Was formed; was shaped; was given a form
- こうして
- koushite — In this way; thus; by doing so
- 女
- onna — Woman; female person
- 乳
- chichi — Milk; breast; breast milk
- くれ
- kure — Give (me); imperative or te-form of 'kureru'
- 母
- haha — Mother; one's own mother
- 乳母
- uba — Wet nurse; woman who breastfeeds another's child
- 自ら
- mizukara — Oneself; personally; by one's own action
- 胸
- mune — Chest; breast; heart (emotionally or physically)
- ため
- tame — For; for the sake of; in order to
- 蓄え
- takuwae — Savings; stored supply; accumulated reserve
- 定め
- sadame — Fate; decree; rule; predetermined decision
- 従って
- shitagatte — Therefore; accordingly; following; in accordance with
- 彼女
- kanojo — She; her; girlfriend
- 通じ
- tsuuji — Through; via; by means of (stem of 'tsuujiru')
- 乳児
- nyuuji — Infant; nursing baby; very young child
- 期
- ki — Period; phase; stage of time or development
- 糧
- kate — Food; nourishment; sustenance; spiritual nourishment
- 与え
- atae — Giving; providing; granting (stem of 'ataeru')
- よって
- yotte — Therefore; by means of; due to; accordingly
- すべて
- subete — All; everything; entirely; the whole
- もの
- mono — Thing; person; entity (nominalizer or noun)
- 隠れ
- kakure — Hidden; concealed; invisible (stem of 'kakureru')
- 源泉
- gensen — Source; origin; fountainhead; spring of something
- 御自身
- go-jishin — Your own self (honorific); one's own person
- 豊かさ
- yutakasa — Richness; abundance; wealth; fullness of provision
- 分け与え
- wakeatae — Distributing; sharing out; giving portions to others
- られ
- rare — Passive or potential auxiliary verb suffix
- 以上
- ijou — More than; above; beyond; that is all
- 望ま
- nozoma — Wishing; desiring (stem of 'nozomu')
- よう
- you — Like; seems; in order to; volitional auxiliary
- そして
- soshite — And then; and; moreover; furthermore
- 喜ん
- yorokonde — Gladly; joyfully; willingly (stem of 'yorokobu')
- 与える
- ataeru — To give; to grant; to provide something to someone
- なぜなら
- nazenara — Because; the reason is; for the reason that
- 天
- ten — Heaven; sky; the divine realm above
- 教え
- oshie — Teaching; lesson; doctrine; instruction
- 愛情
- aijou — Love; affection; warm feeling toward someone
- もって
- motte — With; having; by means of (te-form of 'motsu')
- 善
- zen — Good; goodness; virtue; moral rightness
- とって
- totte — For; from the perspective of; taking (particle use)
- あった
- atta — Was; existed; there was (past form of 'aru')
- しかし
- shikashi — However; but; nevertheless; contrasting conjunction
- 実のところ
- jitsu no tokoro — Actually; to tell the truth; in reality
- それ
- sore — That; it; referring to something previously mentioned
- なく
- naku — Without; lacking; not having (connective negative form)
- 通し
- tooshi — Throughout; continuously; all the way through
- 善い
- yoi — Good; fine; virtuous; morally or qualitatively good
- 来る
- kuru — To come; to arrive; to approach
- 救い
- sukui — Salvation; rescue; deliverance from danger or sin
- その後
- sonogo — After that; subsequently; thereafter
- 学び
- manabi — Learning; study; gaining knowledge (stem of 'manabu')
- これら
- korera — These; referring to multiple nearby things
- 御賜物
- go-tamamono — Divine gift; blessing bestowed by God or superior
- 内
- uchi — Inside; within; among; interior
- において
- ni oite — In; at; within; formal phrase indicating location or context
- 外
- soto — Outside; exterior; beyond; outward
- 宣べ
- nobe — Proclaiming; declaring; announcing (stem of 'noberu')
- せ
- se — Causative stem; let; make (suffix in causative form)
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