The Confessions of St. Augustine — Page 7
For then I knew but to suck; to repose in what pleased, and cry at what offended my flesh; nothing more.
なぜならその頃、私はただ乳を吸うことしか知らなかったからだ。肉体を喜ばせるものの中に安らぎ、肉体を傷つけるものに泣く、それだけであった。
Afterwards I began to smile; first in sleep, then waking: for so it was told me of myself, and I believed it; for we see the like in other infants, though of myself I remember it not.
その後、私は微笑み始めた。最初は眠りの中で、次いで目覚めた時に。なぜならそのように私自身について語られ、私はそれを信じたからだ。他の幼児たちにも同様のことを見るからであって、しかし私自身については覚えていない。
Thus, little by little, I became conscious where I was; and to have a wish to express my wishes to those who could content them, and I could not; for the wishes were within me, and they without; nor could they by any sense of theirs enter within my spirit.
こうして、少しずつ、私は自分がどこにいるかを意識するようになった。そして自分の望みを叶えてくれる人々にその望みを表現したいという欲求を持つようになったが、それができなかった。望みは私の内にあり、彼らは外にいた。彼らの感覚では私の心の中に入ることができなかったのだ。
So I flung about at random limbs and voice, making the few signs I could, and such as I could, like, though in truth very little like, what I wished.
そこで私は手足と声をでたらめに動かし、できる限りの少ない仕草をした。それは真実にはほとんど似ていないながらも、望んでいるものに似せようとしたものであった。
And when I was not presently obeyed (my wishes being hurtful or unintelligible), then I was indignant with my elders for not submitting to me, with those owing me no service, for not serving me; and avenged myself on them by tears.
そして私がすぐに従われなかった時(私の望みが有害であったり理解しがたいものであった時)、私は年長者たちが私に従わないことに憤り、私に何ら義務を負わない者たちが私に仕えないことに憤り、涙によって彼らに復讐した。
Such have I learnt infants to be from observing them; and that I was myself such, they, all unconscious, have shown me better than my nurses who knew it.
このようなものが幼児であることを、私は彼らを観察することで学んだ。そして私自身がそのようであったことを、それを知っていた私の乳母たちよりも、彼ら自身が無意識のうちによく示してくれた。
And, lo! my infancy died long since, and I live.
そして、見よ、私の幼年時代はとうの昔に死に、私は今も生きている。
Vocabulary
- なぜなら
- nazenara — because; the reason being that
- その頃
- sonokoro — around that time; in those days
- 私
- watashi — I; me; first-person singular pronoun
- は
- wa — topic marker particle indicating the subject
- ただ
- tada — only; merely; simply; just
- 乳
- chichi — milk; breast; mother's milk
- を
- wo — object marker particle indicating direct object
- 吸う
- suu — to suck; to inhale; to drink
- こと
- koto — thing; fact; act; nominalizer particle
- しか
- shika — only; nothing but (used with negative)
- 知ら
- shira — (stem of 知る) to know; to be aware
- なかっ
- nakatta — (past negative stem) did not; was not
- た
- ta — past tense auxiliary verb ending
- から
- kara — because; from; since; after
- だ
- da — copula; is; indicates a declarative statement
- 肉体
- nikutai — the physical body; flesh; corporeal form
- 喜ば
- yorokoba — (stem of 喜ぶ) to be pleased; to rejoice
- せる
- seru — causative auxiliary; to make or let someone do
- もの
- mono — thing; object; something tangible or abstract
- の
- no — possessive/nominalizer particle linking nouns
- 中
- naka — inside; among; within; middle of something
- に
- ni — particle indicating location, direction, or time
- 安らぎ
- yasuragi — peace; comfort; tranquility; sense of ease
- 傷つける
- kizutsukeru — to hurt; to wound; to damage emotionally
- 泣く
- naku — to cry; to weep; to shed tears
- それ
- sore — that; it; referring to something mentioned
- だけ
- dake — only; just; nothing more than that
- で
- de — particle indicating means, location of action
- あっ
- atta — (past stem of ある) existed; was; there was
- その後
- sonogo — after that; subsequently; thereafter
- 微笑み
- hohoemi — a smile; gentle smiling expression
- 始め
- hajime — beginning; start; to begin doing something
- 最初
- saisho — first; the very beginning; at first
- 眠り
- nemuri — sleep; slumber; act of sleeping
- 次いで
- tsuide — next; subsequently; following that
- 目覚め
- mezame — awakening; waking up; becoming aware
- 時
- toki — time; moment; occasion; when
- その
- sono — that; the (demonstrative adjective)
- よう
- you — way; manner; appearance; like; seems
- 自身
- jishin — oneself; one's own self; personally
- つい
- tsui — unintentionally; just recently; inadvertently
- て
- te — conjunctive particle connecting verb phrases
- 語ら
- katara — (stem of 語る) to tell; to narrate; to speak
- れ
- re — passive auxiliary indicating action done to subject
- 信じ
- shinji — (stem of 信じる) to believe; to trust
- 他
- hoka — other; another; different; the rest
- 幼児
- youji — infant; toddler; young small child
- たち
- tachi — plural suffix for people or living things
- も
- mo — also; too; as well; even; particle
- 同様
- dōyō — same; similar; in the same way likewise
- 見る
- miru — to see; to look; to observe; to watch
- しかし
- shikashi — however; but; nevertheless; yet
- 覚え
- oboе — memory; recollection; to remember; recall
- い
- i — (stem of いる) to be; to exist (animate)
- ない
- nai — not; negative auxiliary adjective
- こう
- kō — like this; in this way; thus
- し
- shi — conjunctive form; and; also; moreover
- 少し
- sukoshi — a little; a small amount; slightly
- ずつ
- zutsu — each; at a time; gradually; by degrees
- 自分
- jibun — oneself; I; myself; one's own
- が
- ga — subject marker particle; but; however
- どこ
- doko — where; what place; which location
- いる
- iru — to be; to exist; to stay (animate beings)
- か
- ka — question particle; or; whether
- 意識
- ishiki — consciousness; awareness; perception; sense
- する
- suru — to do; to perform; to make happen
- なっ
- natta — (past stem of なる) became; turned into
- そし
- soshite — and then; and so; consequently (そして)
- 望み
- nozomi — wish; hope; desire; aspiration
- 叶え
- kanae — (stem of 叶える) to grant; to fulfill a wish
- くれる
- kureru — to give (to me/us); to do for one's benefit
- 人々
- hitobito — people; various people; folks
- 表現
- hyōgen — expression; representation; conveying feelings
- たい
- tai — want to (do); desire auxiliary ending
- と
- to — particle: and; with; quotation marker
- いう
- iu — to say; to be called; to express
- 欲求
- yokkyū — desire; craving; urge; need
- 持つ
- motsu — to have; to hold; to possess; to carry
- でき
- deki — (stem of できる) able to do; can; possible
- 内
- uchi — inside; within; one's group or family
- あり
- ari — (stem of ある) to exist; there is/are
- 彼ら
- karera — they; them; those people (usually male)
- 外
- soto — outside; exterior; outer world
- 感覚
- kankaku — sense; feeling; sensation; perception
- 心
- kokoro — heart; mind; spirit; emotions; feelings
- 入る
- hairu — to enter; to go in; to come in
- そこ
- soko — there; that place; at that point
- 手足
- teashi — hands and feet; limbs; arms and legs
- 声
- koe — voice; sound produced by vocal cords
- でたらめ
- detarame — nonsense; random; haphazard; irresponsible
- 動かし
- ugokashi — (stem of 動かす) to move; to set in motion
- できる
- dekiru — to be able to; possible; to be completed
- 限り
- kagiri — limit; as much as possible; as long as
- 少ない
- sukunai — few; scarce; not many; small in number
- 仕草
- shigusa — gesture; mannerism; movement; behavior
- 真実
- shinjitsu — truth; reality; actuality; fact
- ほとんど
- hotondo — mostly; almost; nearly; hardly any
- 似
- ni — (stem of 似る) to resemble; to look like
- ながら
- nagara — while doing; although; at the same time
- 望ん
- nozonde — (stem of 望む) wishing; desiring; hoping for
- 似せ
- nise — (stem of 似せる) to imitate; to make similar
- すぐ
- sugu — immediately; right away; soon; easily
- 従わ
- shitagawa — (stem of 従う) to obey; to follow; comply
- 有害
- yūgai — harmful; injurious; damaging; noxious
- たり
- tari — listing actions or states alternately
- 理解
- rikai — understanding; comprehension; grasp of meaning
- がたい
- gatai — difficult to; hard to (suffix after verb stem)
- 年長者
- nenchōsha — elder; older person; senior individual
- 憤り
- ikidōri — indignation; anger; resentment; outrage
- 何ら
- nanra — any; whatsoever; nothing at all (with negative)
- 義務
- gimu — duty; obligation; responsibility
- 負わ
- owa — (stem of 負う) to bear; to owe; to carry
- 者
- mono — person; one who does; individual
- 仕え
- tsukae — (stem of 仕える) to serve; to work under
- 涙
- namida — tears; teardrops from crying or emotion
- よっ
- yotte — (stem of よる) by means of; due to; because
- 復讐
- fukushū — revenge; vengeance; retaliation; retribution
- この
- kono — this (demonstrative adjective near speaker)
- な
- na — (sentence-ending) prohibition; don't; or emphasis
- ある
- aru — to exist; to have; there is (inanimate)
- 観察
- kansatsu — observation; watching carefully; scrutiny
- 学ん
- manande — (stem of 学ぶ) learning; studying; to learn
- 知っ
- shitte — (stem of 知る) knowing; having knowledge of
- 乳母
- uba — wet nurse; woman who nurses another's child
- より
- yori — from; than; more than; since; by
- 無意識
- muishiki — unconscious; unaware; without consciousness
- うち
- uchi — while; within; during; before something ends
- よく
- yoku — well; often; frequently; thoroughly
- 示し
- shimeshi — (stem of 示す) to show; to demonstrate; indicate
- くれ
- kure — (stem of くれる) give me; do for me
- 見よ
- miyo — look! behold! imperative form of 見る
- 幼年
- younen — childhood; early years; infancy period
- 時代
- jidai — era; age; period; epoch; generation
- 昔
- mukashi — old times; ancient days; the past; formerly
- 死に
- shini — (stem of 死ぬ) dying; death; to die
- 今
- ima — now; currently; at this moment; present
- 生き
- iki — (stem of 生きる) living; to live; to be alive
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