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English → Japanese BOOK I Level 9/10

For then I knew but to suck; to repose in what pleased, and cry at what offended my flesh; nothing more.

なぜならその頃、私はただ乳を吸うことしか知らなかったからだ。肉体を喜ばせるものの中に安らぎ、肉体を傷つけるものに泣く、それだけであった。

Afterwards I began to smile; first in sleep, then waking: for so it was told me of myself, and I believed it; for we see the like in other infants, though of myself I remember it not.

その後、私は微笑み始めた。最初は眠りの中で、次いで目覚めた時に。なぜならそのように私自身について語られ、私はそれを信じたからだ。他の幼児たちにも同様のことを見るからであって、しかし私自身については覚えていない。

Thus, little by little, I became conscious where I was; and to have a wish to express my wishes to those who could content them, and I could not; for the wishes were within me, and they without; nor could they by any sense of theirs enter within my spirit.

こうして、少しずつ、私は自分がどこにいるかを意識するようになった。そして自分の望みを叶えてくれる人々にその望みを表現したいという欲求を持つようになったが、それができなかった。望みは私の内にあり、彼らは外にいた。彼らの感覚では私の心の中に入ることができなかったのだ。

So I flung about at random limbs and voice, making the few signs I could, and such as I could, like, though in truth very little like, what I wished.

そこで私は手足と声をでたらめに動かし、できる限りの少ない仕草をした。それは真実にはほとんど似ていないながらも、望んでいるものに似せようとしたものであった。

And when I was not presently obeyed (my wishes being hurtful or unintelligible), then I was indignant with my elders for not submitting to me, with those owing me no service, for not serving me; and avenged myself on them by tears.

そして私がすぐに従われなかった時(私の望みが有害であったり理解しがたいものであった時)、私は年長者たちが私に従わないことに憤り、私に何ら義務を負わない者たちが私に仕えないことに憤り、涙によって彼らに復讐した。

Such have I learnt infants to be from observing them; and that I was myself such, they, all unconscious, have shown me better than my nurses who knew it.

このようなものが幼児であることを、私は彼らを観察することで学んだ。そして私自身がそのようであったことを、それを知っていた私の乳母たちよりも、彼ら自身が無意識のうちによく示してくれた。

And, lo! my infancy died long since, and I live.

そして、見よ、私の幼年時代はとうの昔に死に、私は今も生きている。

Vocabulary

なぜなら
nazenara — because; the reason being that
その頃
sonokoro — around that time; in those days
watashi — I; me; first-person singular pronoun
wa — topic marker particle indicating the subject
ただ
tada — only; merely; simply; just
chichi — milk; breast; mother's milk
wo — object marker particle indicating direct object
吸う
suu — to suck; to inhale; to drink
こと
koto — thing; fact; act; nominalizer particle
しか
shika — only; nothing but (used with negative)
知ら
shira — (stem of 知る) to know; to be aware
なかっ
nakatta — (past negative stem) did not; was not
ta — past tense auxiliary verb ending
から
kara — because; from; since; after
da — copula; is; indicates a declarative statement
肉体
nikutai — the physical body; flesh; corporeal form
喜ば
yorokoba — (stem of 喜ぶ) to be pleased; to rejoice
せる
seru — causative auxiliary; to make or let someone do
もの
mono — thing; object; something tangible or abstract
no — possessive/nominalizer particle linking nouns
naka — inside; among; within; middle of something
ni — particle indicating location, direction, or time
安らぎ
yasuragi — peace; comfort; tranquility; sense of ease
傷つける
kizutsukeru — to hurt; to wound; to damage emotionally
泣く
naku — to cry; to weep; to shed tears
それ
sore — that; it; referring to something mentioned
だけ
dake — only; just; nothing more than that
de — particle indicating means, location of action
あっ
atta — (past stem of ある) existed; was; there was
その後
sonogo — after that; subsequently; thereafter
微笑み
hohoemi — a smile; gentle smiling expression
始め
hajime — beginning; start; to begin doing something
最初
saisho — first; the very beginning; at first
眠り
nemuri — sleep; slumber; act of sleeping
次いで
tsuide — next; subsequently; following that
目覚め
mezame — awakening; waking up; becoming aware
toki — time; moment; occasion; when
その
sono — that; the (demonstrative adjective)
よう
you — way; manner; appearance; like; seems
自身
jishin — oneself; one's own self; personally
つい
tsui — unintentionally; just recently; inadvertently
te — conjunctive particle connecting verb phrases
語ら
katara — (stem of 語る) to tell; to narrate; to speak
re — passive auxiliary indicating action done to subject
信じ
shinji — (stem of 信じる) to believe; to trust
hoka — other; another; different; the rest
幼児
youji — infant; toddler; young small child
たち
tachi — plural suffix for people or living things
mo — also; too; as well; even; particle
同様
dōyō — same; similar; in the same way likewise
見る
miru — to see; to look; to observe; to watch
しかし
shikashi — however; but; nevertheless; yet
覚え
oboе — memory; recollection; to remember; recall
i — (stem of いる) to be; to exist (animate)
ない
nai — not; negative auxiliary adjective
こう
kō — like this; in this way; thus
shi — conjunctive form; and; also; moreover
少し
sukoshi — a little; a small amount; slightly
ずつ
zutsu — each; at a time; gradually; by degrees
自分
jibun — oneself; I; myself; one's own
ga — subject marker particle; but; however
どこ
doko — where; what place; which location
いる
iru — to be; to exist; to stay (animate beings)
ka — question particle; or; whether
意識
ishiki — consciousness; awareness; perception; sense
する
suru — to do; to perform; to make happen
なっ
natta — (past stem of なる) became; turned into
そし
soshite — and then; and so; consequently (そして)
望み
nozomi — wish; hope; desire; aspiration
叶え
kanae — (stem of 叶える) to grant; to fulfill a wish
くれる
kureru — to give (to me/us); to do for one's benefit
人々
hitobito — people; various people; folks
表現
hyōgen — expression; representation; conveying feelings
たい
tai — want to (do); desire auxiliary ending
to — particle: and; with; quotation marker
いう
iu — to say; to be called; to express
欲求
yokkyū — desire; craving; urge; need
持つ
motsu — to have; to hold; to possess; to carry
でき
deki — (stem of できる) able to do; can; possible
uchi — inside; within; one's group or family
あり
ari — (stem of ある) to exist; there is/are
彼ら
karera — they; them; those people (usually male)
soto — outside; exterior; outer world
感覚
kankaku — sense; feeling; sensation; perception
kokoro — heart; mind; spirit; emotions; feelings
入る
hairu — to enter; to go in; to come in
そこ
soko — there; that place; at that point
手足
teashi — hands and feet; limbs; arms and legs
koe — voice; sound produced by vocal cords
でたらめ
detarame — nonsense; random; haphazard; irresponsible
動かし
ugokashi — (stem of 動かす) to move; to set in motion
できる
dekiru — to be able to; possible; to be completed
限り
kagiri — limit; as much as possible; as long as
少ない
sukunai — few; scarce; not many; small in number
仕草
shigusa — gesture; mannerism; movement; behavior
真実
shinjitsu — truth; reality; actuality; fact
ほとんど
hotondo — mostly; almost; nearly; hardly any
ni — (stem of 似る) to resemble; to look like
ながら
nagara — while doing; although; at the same time
望ん
nozonde — (stem of 望む) wishing; desiring; hoping for
似せ
nise — (stem of 似せる) to imitate; to make similar
すぐ
sugu — immediately; right away; soon; easily
従わ
shitagawa — (stem of 従う) to obey; to follow; comply
有害
yūgai — harmful; injurious; damaging; noxious
たり
tari — listing actions or states alternately
理解
rikai — understanding; comprehension; grasp of meaning
がたい
gatai — difficult to; hard to (suffix after verb stem)
年長者
nenchōsha — elder; older person; senior individual
憤り
ikidōri — indignation; anger; resentment; outrage
何ら
nanra — any; whatsoever; nothing at all (with negative)
義務
gimu — duty; obligation; responsibility
負わ
owa — (stem of 負う) to bear; to owe; to carry
mono — person; one who does; individual
仕え
tsukae — (stem of 仕える) to serve; to work under
namida — tears; teardrops from crying or emotion
よっ
yotte — (stem of よる) by means of; due to; because
復讐
fukushū — revenge; vengeance; retaliation; retribution
この
kono — this (demonstrative adjective near speaker)
na — (sentence-ending) prohibition; don't; or emphasis
ある
aru — to exist; to have; there is (inanimate)
観察
kansatsu — observation; watching carefully; scrutiny
学ん
manande — (stem of 学ぶ) learning; studying; to learn
知っ
shitte — (stem of 知る) knowing; having knowledge of
乳母
uba — wet nurse; woman who nurses another's child
より
yori — from; than; more than; since; by
無意識
muishiki — unconscious; unaware; without consciousness
うち
uchi — while; within; during; before something ends
よく
yoku — well; often; frequently; thoroughly
示し
shimeshi — (stem of 示す) to show; to demonstrate; indicate
くれ
kure — (stem of くれる) give me; do for me
見よ
miyo — look! behold! imperative form of 見る
幼年
younen — childhood; early years; infancy period
時代
jidai — era; age; period; epoch; generation
mukashi — old times; ancient days; the past; formerly
死に
shini — (stem of 死ぬ) dying; death; to die
ima — now; currently; at this moment; present
生き
iki — (stem of 生きる) living; to live; to be alive
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