The Confessions of St. Augustine — Page 6
Yet suffer me to speak, since I speak to Thy mercy, and not to scornful man.
然而请容我开口说话,因为我是向你的慈悲倾诉,而非向轻蔑我的人诉说。
Thou too, perhaps, despisest me, yet wilt Thou return and have compassion upon me.
或许你也藐视我,然而你终将回转,怜悯我。
For what would I say, O Lord my God, but that I know not whence I came into this dying life (shall I call it?) or living death.
主啊,我的上帝,我能说什么呢,不过是我不知道自己从何处降临到这垂死的生命——或者我该称之为活着的死亡?
Then immediately did the comforts of Thy compassion take me up, as I heard (for I remember it not) from the parents of my flesh, out of whose substance Thou didst sometime fashion me.
随即,你慈悲的安慰便托住了我,正如我从肉身的父母那里所听闻的——虽然我自己并不记得——你曾经从他们的本质中塑造了我。
Thus there received me the comforts of woman's milk.
于是,妇人乳汁的滋养便接纳了我。
For neither my mother nor my nurses stored their own breasts for me; but Thou didst bestow the food of my infancy through them, according to Thine ordinance, whereby Thou distributest Thy riches through the hidden springs of all things.
因为我的母亲和乳母并非凭自己蓄积乳汁来哺育我,乃是你借着她们赐给我婴儿时期的食物,按照你的旨意,你借万物隐秘的源泉分赐你的丰富。
Thou also gavest me to desire no more than Thou gavest; and to my nurses willingly to give me what Thou gavest them.
你也使我所求的不超过你所赐的,并使我的乳母甘心情愿地将你赐给她们的转赐给我。
For they, with a heaven-taught affection, willingly gave me what they abounded with from Thee.
因为她们怀着出于天上的爱,甘心将她们从你那里所得的丰盛赐给了我。
For this my good from them, was good for them.
因为她们给我的这份益处,对她们自己也是益处。
Nor, indeed, from them was it, but through them; for from Thee, O God, are all good things, and from my God is all my health.
其实这并非源于她们,乃是经由她们而来;因为一切美善皆出于你,我的上帝,我一切的健康也皆出于我的上帝。
This I since learned, Thou, through these Thy gifts, within me and without, proclaiming Thyself unto me.
这是我后来所领悟到的:你借着这些你所赐的恩典,在我内心与外在,向我宣示你自己。
Vocabulary
- 然而
- rán'ér — However; yet; introduces a contrasting statement
- 请
- qǐng — Please; to invite or request politely
- 容
- róng — To allow; to tolerate; to permit
- 我
- wǒ — I; me; the first-person singular pronoun
- 开口
- kāikǒu — To open one's mouth; to begin speaking
- 说话
- shuōhuà — To speak; to talk; to say something
- 因为
- yīnwèi — Because; since; for the reason that
- 是
- shì — To be; is; am; are
- 向
- xiàng — Toward; facing; directed at someone
- 你
- nǐ — You; second-person singular pronoun
- 的
- de — Possessive or modifying particle
- 慈悲
- cíbēi — Compassion; mercy; benevolence toward others
- 倾诉
- qīngsù — To pour out one's feelings; to confide
- 而非
- érfēi — Rather than; and not; instead of
- 轻蔑
- qīngmiè — Contempt; scorn; disdain toward someone
- 人
- rén — Person; people; human being
- 诉说
- sùshuō — To tell; to recount; to express feelings verbally
- 或许
- huòxǔ — Perhaps; maybe; possibly
- 也
- yě — Also; too; as well
- 藐视
- miǎoshì — To despise; to look down upon; to scorn
- 终将
- zhōng jiāng — Will eventually; shall ultimately
- 回转
- huízhuǎn — To turn back; to return; to reverse direction
- 怜悯
- liánmǐn — Pity; compassion; mercy toward the suffering
- 主
- zhǔ — Lord; master; the divine Lord
- 啊
- ā — Ah; oh; exclamation of emotion or address
- 上帝
- Shàngdì — God; the Supreme Being; the Lord
- 能
- néng — Can; able to; capable of doing
- 说
- shuō — To say; to speak; to tell
- 什么
- shénme — What; anything; used in questions
- 呢
- ne — Question or softening particle at sentence end
- 不过
- búguò — However; but; only; merely
- 不知道
- bù zhīdào — To not know; to be unaware of something
- 自己
- zìjǐ — Oneself; self; one's own
- 从
- cóng — From; since; following a source or origin
- 何处
- héchù — Where; from what place; which location
- 降临
- jiànglín — To arrive; to descend; to come down
- 到
- dào — To arrive at; to reach; toward a destination
- 这
- zhè — This; referring to something nearby
- 垂死
- chuísǐ — Dying; on the verge of death; moribund
- 生命
- shēngmìng — Life; living existence; vitality
- 或者
- huòzhě — Or; alternatively; either one option
- 该
- gāi — Should; ought to; the appropriate action
- 称之为
- chēng zhī wéi — To call it; to name or refer to as
- 活着
- huózhe — To be alive; living; existing in life
- 死亡
- sǐwáng — Death; dying; the end of life
- 随即
- suíjí — Immediately; at once; right away
- 安慰
- ānwèi — To comfort; to console; to soothe someone
- 便
- biàn — Then; thereupon; as a result; consequently
- 托住
- tuōzhù — To support; to hold up; to sustain firmly
- 了
- le — Particle indicating completed action or change
- 正如
- zhèngrú — Just as; exactly like; in the same way
- 肉身
- ròushēn — Physical body; the flesh; mortal body
- 父母
- fùmǔ — Parents; father and mother
- 那里
- nàlǐ — There; that place; from that location
- 所
- suǒ — Particle indicating passive or relative clause
- 听闻
- tīngwén — To hear; to learn by hearing; hearsay
- 虽然
- suīrán — Although; even though; despite the fact
- 并
- bìng — And; also; moreover; used before negatives
- 不
- bù — No; not; negation particle
- 记得
- jìde — To remember; to recall; to retain in memory
- 曾经
- céngjīng — Once; formerly; at some past time
- 他们
- tāmen — They; them; third-person plural pronoun
- 本质
- běnzhì — Essence; nature; fundamental quality of something
- 中
- zhōng — In; within; inside; among
- 塑造
- sùzào — To shape; to mold; to form character or identity
- 于是
- yúshì — Therefore; as a result; and so; consequently
- 妇人
- fùrén — Woman; married woman; lady
- 乳汁
- rǔzhī — Breast milk; mother's milk for nursing
- 滋养
- zīyǎng — To nourish; to nurture; to sustain with nutrition
- 接纳
- jiēnà — To accept; to receive; to take in willingly
- 母亲
- mǔqīn — Mother; one's female parent
- 和
- hé — And; with; together with
- 乳母
- rǔmǔ — Wet nurse; woman who breastfeeds another's child
- 并非
- bìngfēi — Not at all; is definitely not; by no means
- 凭
- píng — By means of; relying on; based on
- 蓄积
- xùjī — To accumulate; to store up; to amass over time
- 来
- lái — To come; directional or resultative complement
- 哺育
- bǔyù — To feed; to nurture; to raise young offspring
- 乃是
- nǎishì — Is precisely; it is in fact; namely
- 借着
- jièzhe — By means of; through; making use of
- 她们
- tāmen — They; them; referring to female persons
- 赐给
- cìgěi — To bestow; to grant; to give as a gift
- 婴儿
- yīng'ér — Infant; baby; very young child
- 时期
- shíqī — Period; stage; a specific time phase
- 食物
- shíwù — Food; nourishment; things eaten for sustenance
- 按照
- ànzhào — According to; in accordance with; following
- 旨意
- zhǐyì — Will; intention; divine purpose or decree
- 借
- jiè — To borrow; by means of; through
- 万物
- wànwù — All things; everything; all creation
- 隐秘
- yǐnmì — Secret; hidden; mysterious and concealed
- 源泉
- yuánquán — Source; fountainhead; origin of something
- 分赐
- fēncì — To distribute and bestow; to grant portions
- 丰富
- fēngfù — Abundant; rich; plentiful in quantity
- 使
- shǐ — To cause; to make; to enable something
- 所求
- suǒ qiú — What is sought; that which one requests
- 超过
- chāoguò — To exceed; to surpass; to go beyond
- 所赐
- suǒ cì — What is given; that which is bestowed
- 甘心
- gānxīn — Willing; content; to do something gladly
- 情愿
- qíngyuàn — Willing; would rather; of one's own accord
- 地
- de — Adverbial particle modifying verbs or adjectives
- 将
- jiāng — Will; about to; used before future actions
- 给
- gěi — To give; for; to; toward someone
- 怀着
- huáizhe — Holding; harboring; carrying a feeling within
- 出于
- chūyú — Arising from; stemming from; out of a motivation
- 天上
- tiānshàng — Heavenly; in heaven; from the sky above
- 爱
- ài — Love; affection; to love someone or something
- 所得
- suǒ dé — What is received; gains obtained
- 丰盛
- fēngshèng — Abundant; bountiful; richly plentiful
- 这份
- zhè fèn — This portion; this share; this particular thing
- 益处
- yìchù — Benefit; advantage; good derived from something
- 对
- duì — Correct; toward; for; with regard to
- 也是
- yě shì — Also is; is likewise; equally so
- 其实
- qíshí — Actually; in fact; as a matter of fact
- 源于
- yuányú — To originate from; to stem from a source
- 经由
- jīngyóu — Via; through; by way of a route or means
- 而来
- ér lái — Coming from; arriving by way of; derived from
- 一切
- yīqiè — All; everything; every single thing
- 美善
- měishàn — Goodness and beauty; all that is good
- 皆
- jiē — All; each; every; without exception
- 健康
- jiànkāng — Health; healthy; in good physical condition
- 后来
- hòulái — Later; afterward; subsequently in time
- 领悟
- lǐngwù — To realize; to comprehend; to gain insight
- 这些
- zhèxiē — These; referring to multiple nearby things
- 恩典
- ēndiǎn — Grace; divine favor; blessing bestowed
- 在
- zài — At; in; existing at a location or state
- 内心
- nèixīn — Inner heart; mind; one's inner self
- 与
- yǔ — And; with; together with; as well as
- 外在
- wàizài — External; outward; pertaining to the outside
- 宣示
- xuānshì — To declare; to proclaim; to make publicly known
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