The Confessions of St. Augustine — Page 7
For then I knew but to suck; to repose in what pleased, and cry at what offended my flesh; nothing more.
因为那时我只知道吮吸;安歇于令我舒适之物,哭泣于令我肉体不快之物;仅此而已。
Afterwards I began to smile; first in sleep, then waking: for so it was told me of myself, and I believed it; for we see the like in other infants, though of myself I remember it not.
此后我开始微笑;先是在睡梦中,继而在清醒时:因为这是别人告诉我关于我自己的事,我便信以为真;因为我们在其他婴儿身上也见到同样的情形,尽管我自己并不记得。
Thus, little by little, I became conscious where I was; and to have a wish to express my wishes to those who could content them, and I could not; for the wishes were within me, and they without; nor could they by any sense of theirs enter within my spirit.
如此,渐渐地,我开始意识到自己身处何处;并且渴望向那些能够满足我心愿的人表达我的心愿,然而我却无法做到;因为心愿在我内心深处,而他们在外;他们也无法凭借自身任何感官进入我的内心。
So I flung about at random limbs and voice, making the few signs I could, and such as I could, like, though in truth very little like, what I wished.
于是我随意挥动四肢,发出声音,尽我所能地做出少许手势,虽然这些手势与我所希望表达的实在相去甚远。
And when I was not presently obeyed (my wishes being hurtful or unintelligible), then I was indignant with my elders for not submitting to me, with those owing me no service, for not serving me; and avenged myself on them by tears.
当我的心愿未能立即得到顺从时(因为我的心愿或有害,或令人费解),我便对长辈们不肯顺服于我而感到愤慨,对那些并不欠我服侍的人不肯侍奉我而感到恼怒;并以眼泪向他们报复。
Such have I learnt infants to be from observing them; and that I was myself such, they, all unconscious, have shown me better than my nurses who knew it.
这是我通过观察婴儿所了解到的他们的本性;而我自己也曾如此,这一点,他们在浑然不觉之中,比那些明知此事的乳母们向我揭示得更为清楚。
And, lo! my infancy died long since, and I live.
瞧,我的婴儿期早已逝去,而我依然生活着。
Vocabulary
- 因为
- yīnwèi — because; due to the reason that
- 那时
- nà shí — at that time; back then
- 我
- wǒ — I; me; first-person singular pronoun
- 只
- zhǐ — only; merely; just
- 知道
- zhīdào — to know; to be aware of something
- 于
- yú — at; in; on; classical preposition
- 令
- lìng — to cause; to make; to order
- 舒适
- shūshì — comfortable; cozy; pleasant and at ease
- 之
- zhī — classical possessive particle; of
- 物
- wù — thing; object; matter
- 哭泣
- kūqì — to cry; to weep; to sob
- 肉体
- ròutǐ — the physical body; flesh
- 不快
- bùkuài — discomfort; unhappiness; displeasure
- 仅此而已
- jǐn cǐ ér yǐ — that is all; nothing more than this
- 此后
- cǐhòu — after this; from then on; thereafter
- 开始
- kāishǐ — to begin; to start; a beginning
- 微笑
- wēixiào — to smile; a gentle smile
- 先是
- xiān shì — first; at first; initially
- 在
- zài — at; in; located at; existing
- 睡梦
- shuìmèng — sleep and dreams; while dreaming
- 中
- zhōng — in; within; middle; among
- 继而
- jì'ér — then; subsequently; followed by
- 清醒
- qīngxǐng — awake; clear-headed; lucid and alert
- 时
- shí — when; at the time of; moment
- 这是
- zhè shì — this is; used to identify or introduce
- 别人
- biérén — other people; others; someone else
- 告诉
- gàosu — to tell; to inform; to let know
- 关于
- guānyú — regarding; about; concerning a topic
- 自己
- zìjǐ — oneself; self; one's own
- 的
- de — possessive/attributive particle; of
- 事
- shì — matter; affair; thing; event
- 便
- biàn — then; thereupon; as a result
- 信以为真
- xìn yǐ wéi zhēn — to take as true; to believe without question
- 我们
- wǒmen — we; us; first-person plural pronoun
- 其他
- qítā — other; the rest; other things or people
- 婴儿
- yīng'ér — infant; baby; newborn child
- 身上
- shēnshang — on one's body; on a person
- 也
- yě — also; too; as well
- 见到
- jiàndào — to see; to catch sight of
- 同样
- tóngyàng — same; identical; in the same way
- 情形
- qíngxíng — situation; circumstance; state of affairs
- 尽管
- jǐnguǎn — even though; although; despite
- 并不
- bìng bù — not at all; actually not; emphatically not
- 记得
- jìde — to remember; to recall; to recollect
- 如此
- rúcǐ — like this; such; so; in this way
- 渐渐
- jiànjiàn — gradually; little by little; slowly
- 地
- de — adverbial particle; modifies verbs or adjectives
- 意识到
- yìshi dào — to become aware of; to realize something
- 身处
- shēnchǔ — to be situated in; to find oneself in
- 何处
- héchù — where; what place; which location
- 并且
- bìngqiě — and; moreover; furthermore; in addition
- 渴望
- kěwàng — to yearn for; to desire eagerly; longing
- 向
- xiàng — toward; to; in the direction of
- 那些
- nàxiē — those; those things or people
- 能够
- nénggòu — to be able to; to be capable of
- 满足
- mǎnzú — to satisfy; to fulfill; contentment
- 心愿
- xīnyuàn — wish; desire; cherished aspiration
- 人
- rén — person; people; human being
- 表达
- biǎodá — to express; to convey feelings or thoughts
- 然而
- rán'ér — however; yet; but; nevertheless
- 却
- què — but; yet; however; on the contrary
- 无法
- wúfǎ — unable to; no way to; cannot
- 做到
- zuò dào — to manage to do; to achieve; accomplish
- 内心
- nèixīn — inner heart; innermost feelings; mind
- 深处
- shēnchù — deep within; the depths of something
- 而
- ér — and; yet; but; classical conjunction
- 他们
- tāmen — they; them; third-person plural pronoun
- 外
- wài — outside; external; beyond
- 凭借
- píngjiè — to rely on; by means of; through
- 自身
- zìshēn — oneself; one's own self; itself
- 任何
- rènhé — any; whatever; whichever
- 感官
- gǎnguān — sense organs; the five senses
- 进入
- jìnrù — to enter; to go into; to access
- 于是
- yúshì — therefore; so; as a result; thereupon
- 随意
- suíyì — freely; casually; at will; arbitrarily
- 挥动
- huīdòng — to wave; to swing; to brandish limbs
- 四肢
- sìzhī — four limbs; arms and legs
- 发出
- fāchū — to emit; to produce; to give out sound
- 声音
- shēngyīn — sound; voice; noise
- 尽
- jìn — to exhaust; to the utmost; all of
- 所能
- suǒ néng — what one is able to do; one's ability
- 做出
- zuòchū — to make; to produce; to carry out
- 少许
- shǎoxǔ — a little; a small amount; a few
- 手势
- shǒushì — gesture; hand signal; sign with hands
- 虽然
- suīrán — although; even though; despite the fact
- 这些
- zhèxiē — these; these things or people
- 与
- yǔ — and; with; together with
- 所
- suǒ — classical particle before verb; that which
- 希望
- xīwàng — to hope; to wish; hope; aspiration
- 实在
- shízài — really; truly; in reality; indeed
- 相去甚远
- xiāng qù shèn yuǎn — far apart; greatly different; a wide gap
- 当
- dāng — when; at the time; while; as
- 未能
- wèi néng — unable to; failed to; could not
- 立即
- lìjí — immediately; at once; right away
- 得到
- dédào — to obtain; to receive; to get
- 顺从
- shùncóng — compliance; obedience; to submit to
- 或
- huò — or; either; perhaps; alternatively
- 有害
- yǒuhài — harmful; detrimental; injurious
- 令人费解
- lìng rén fèijiě — baffling; hard to understand; puzzling
- 对
- duì — toward; regarding; in response to
- 长辈们
- zhǎngbèimen — elders; seniors; older generation people
- 不肯
- bù kěn — unwilling to; refuse to; not willing
- 感到
- gǎndào — to feel; to sense; to experience emotionally
- 愤慨
- fènkǎi — indignant; resentful; filled with righteous anger
- 欠
- qiàn — to lack; to owe; insufficient
- 服侍
- fúshi — to attend to; to serve; to wait upon
- 恼怒
- nǎonù — angry; irritated; furious; annoyed
- 并
- bìng — and; also; furthermore; in addition
- 以
- yǐ — with; by means of; using; classical particle
- 眼泪
- yǎnlèi — tears; teardrops from crying
- 报复
- bàofù — to retaliate; to take revenge; retribution
- 通过
- tōngguò — through; by means of; to pass through
- 观察
- guānchá — to observe; to watch carefully; observation
- 了解
- liǎojiě — to understand; to learn about; to know
- 到
- dào — to arrive; to reach; up to; result complement
- 本性
- běnxìng — innate nature; true character; natural disposition
- 也曾
- yě céng — also once; had also; used to as well
- 这
- zhè — this; these; referring to nearby thing
- 一点
- yīdiǎn — a little; a bit; a point
- 浑然不觉
- húnrán bù jué — completely unaware; totally oblivious to something
- 之中
- zhī zhōng — within; in the middle of; among
- 比
- bǐ — compared to; than; more than
- 明知
- míngzhī — to know clearly; knowing full well
- 此事
- cǐ shì — this matter; this affair; this thing
- 揭示
- jiēshì — to reveal; to disclose; to illuminate
- 得
- de — structural particle; indicating degree or result
- 更为
- gèng wéi — even more; more so; to a greater degree
- 清楚
- qīngchǔ — clear; distinct; to understand clearly
- 瞧
- qiáo — look; see; to take a look at
- 婴儿期
- yīng'ér qī — infancy; the period of being a baby
- 早已
- zǎoyǐ — long ago; already; for a long time
- 逝去
- shìqù — to pass away; to elapse; to be gone
- 依然
- yīrán — still; as before; unchanged; yet
- 生活
- shēnghuó — life; to live; daily living
- 着
- zhe — progressive aspect particle; ongoing action
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