The Confessions of St. Augustine — Page 12
This age then, Lord, whereof I have no remembrance, which I take on others' word, and guess from other infants that I have passed, true though the guess be, I am yet loth to count in this life of mine which I live in this world.
主啊,这段时期我毫无记忆,只能凭借他人的叙述,并从我所见过的其他婴儿身上加以推测,尽管这推测或许不差,但我仍不愿将其计入我在这世上所度过的生命之中。
For no less than that which I spent in my mother's womb, is it hid from me in the shadows of forgetfulness.
因为那段时光对我而言,与我在母腹中度过的时光一样,都隐没在遗忘的阴影之中。
But if I was shapen in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me, where, I beseech Thee, O my God, where, Lord, or when, was I Thy servant guiltless?
然而,若我是在罪孽中被塑造,我的母亲也是在罪中怀了我,那么,我恳求祢,我的上帝,主啊,我这仆人究竟在何处、又在何时曾是清白无辜的呢?
But, lo! that period I pass by; and what have I now to do with that, of which I can recall no vestige?
但且罢了!那段时期就让我略过吧;我对那段毫无痕迹可追忆的岁月,又能有什么可说的呢?
Passing hence from infancy, I came to boyhood, or rather it came to me, displacing infancy.
从婴儿期过渡而来,我进入了童年,或者更确切地说,是童年来到了我身上,将婴儿期取而代之。
Nor did that depart,--(for whither went it?)--and yet it was no more.
婴儿期并未离去——(它究竟去了哪里?)——然而它却已不复存在。
For I was no longer a speechless infant, but a speaking boy.
因为我不再是那个不会言语的婴孩,而成了一个能够开口说话的男孩。
This I remember; and have since observed how I learned to speak.
这一点我记得;此后我也观察到了自己是如何学会说话的。
It was not that my elders taught me words (as, soon after, other learning) in any set method; but I, longing by cries and broken accents and various motions of my limbs to express my thoughts, that so I might have my will, and yet unable to express all I willed, or to whom I willed, did myself, by the understanding which Thou, my God, gavest me, practise the sounds in my memory.
并非是长辈们用什么固定的方法教导我学习词语(正如稍后他们教导我其他知识那样);而是我自己,渴望通过哭喊、断续的发音以及四肢的各种动作来表达我的思想,以便达成我的意愿,然而又无法完全表达我所想要的一切,也无法表达我想对谁说的话,便凭借祢所赐予我的理解力,我的上帝,在记忆中自行练习那些声音。
Vocabulary
- 主
- zhǔ — Lord, master, primary; used to address God
- 啊
- ā — Exclamatory particle expressing surprise or emphasis
- 这
- zhè — This; refers to something nearby or just mentioned
- 段
- duàn — Measure word for sections, periods, or passages
- 时期
- shíqī — Period of time, era, stage in development
- 我
- wǒ — I, me; first-person singular pronoun
- 毫无
- háowú — Completely without, not the slightest bit of
- 记忆
- jìyì — Memory, recollection; to remember or recall
- 只能
- zhǐ néng — Can only, have no choice but to
- 凭借
- píngjiè — To rely on, depend on, based on something
- 他人
- tārén — Other people, others, third parties
- 的
- de — Structural particle indicating possession or modification
- 叙述
- xùshù — To narrate, describe; an account or narrative
- 并
- bìng — And, moreover; used to connect parallel actions
- 从
- cóng — From, since; following or based upon something
- 所见过
- suǒ jiànguò — That which one has seen or observed
- 其他
- qítā — Other, the rest, other things or people
- 婴儿
- yīng'ér — Infant, baby, very young child
- 身上
- shēnshang — On one's body, on someone, in someone
- 加以
- jiāyǐ — To apply, carry out; used before a verb phrase
- 推测
- tuīcè — To speculate, infer, make a conjecture
- 尽管
- jǐnguǎn — Although, even though, despite the fact that
- 或许
- huòxǔ — Perhaps, maybe, possibly
- 不差
- bù chà — Not bad, fairly good, not inferior
- 但
- dàn — But, however; introduces a contrasting clause
- 仍
- réng — Still, yet, continues to be the case
- 不愿
- bù yuàn — Unwilling, reluctant, does not wish to
- 将其
- jiāng qí — To take it, to count it, regarding it
- 计入
- jì rù — To include in a count, factor into a total
- 在
- zài — At, in, on; indicates location or ongoing action
- 世上
- shìshang — In the world, on earth, in this life
- 所
- suǒ — Particle used before verbs to nominalize them
- 度过
- dùguò — To spend or pass a period of time
- 生命
- shēngmìng — Life, existence, the span of one's living
- 之中
- zhī zhōng — Within, among, in the midst of something
- 因为
- yīnwèi — Because, since, for the reason that
- 那段
- nà duàn — That section, that stretch, that period of time
- 时光
- shíguāng — Time, days gone by, a stretch of time
- 对
- duì — For, toward, with regard to; correct
- 而言
- éryán — As far as... is concerned, speaking of
- 与
- yǔ — And, with, together with; classical conjunction
- 中
- zhōng — Inside, within, the middle of something
- 一样
- yīyàng — The same, alike, equally, just like
- 都
- dōu — All, both, entirely; universal quantifier
- 隐没
- yǐnmò — To fade away, vanish, be obscured from view
- 遗忘
- yíwàng — To forget, be forgotten, fall into oblivion
- 阴影
- yīnyǐng — Shadow, shade; a dark or obscuring influence
- 然而
- rán'ér — However, yet, but, nonetheless; formal conjunction
- 若
- ruò — If, supposing that; classical conditional conjunction
- 是
- shì — To be, is, am, are; affirmative copula
- 罪孽
- zuìniè — Sin, iniquity, moral transgression, wickedness
- 被
- bèi — Passive marker; by, indicates something done to subject
- 塑造
- sùzào — To shape, mold, form the character of someone
- 母亲
- mǔqīn — Mother; one's female parent
- 也是
- yě shì — Is also, was also, equally is something
- 罪
- zuì — Sin, crime, guilt, offense, wrongdoing
- 怀了
- huái le — Conceived, became pregnant with a child
- 那么
- nàme — Then, in that case, so, that being so
- 恳求
- kěnqiú — To earnestly beg, implore, plead sincerely
- 上帝
- Shàngdì — God, the Lord; supreme deity in Christian context
- 仆人
- púrén — Servant, attendant; one who serves another
- 究竟
- jiūjìng — After all, exactly, in the end, what on earth
- 何处
- héchù — Where, what place; formal interrogative of location
- 又
- yòu — Again, also, and; adds another element
- 何时
- héshí — When, at what time; formal interrogative of time
- 曾是
- céng shì — Once was, used to be, formerly was
- 清白无辜
- qīngbái wúgū — Pure, innocent, and free from guilt or sin
- 呢
- ne — Sentence-final particle seeking confirmation or softening
- 且
- qiě — Moreover, and, for now; classical conjunction or particle
- 罢了
- bàle — That's all, nothing more, just leave it at that
- 就让
- jiù ràng — Just let, simply allow, go ahead and let
- 略过
- lüèguò — To skip over, gloss over, pass by briefly
- 吧
- ba — Sentence-final particle suggesting mild suggestion or assumption
- 痕迹
- hénjì — Trace, mark, vestige left behind by something
- 可
- kě — Can, may, able to; also means 'but'
- 追忆
- zhuīyì — To recall, look back on, reminisce about the past
- 岁月
- suìyuè — Years, the passage of time, days and months
- 能
- néng — Can, able to, capable of doing something
- 有
- yǒu — To have, there is, exist, possess
- 什么
- shénme — What; used in questions or as 'anything'
- 可说
- kě shuō — Worth saying, that can be said, noteworthy
- 婴儿期
- yīng'ér qī — Infancy, the period of being a baby
- 过渡
- guòdù — Transition, to transition from one stage to another
- 而来
- ér lái — And came, having come from, arriving thence
- 进入
- jìnrù — To enter into, to go into, to transition into
- 了
- le — Particle indicating completed action or changed state
- 童年
- tóngnián — Childhood, the years of being a child
- 或者
- huòzhě — Or, alternatively, or perhaps
- 更确切地说
- gèng quèqiè de shuō — More precisely, more accurately speaking, to be exact
- 来到
- láidào — To arrive at, come to, reach a place or state
- 将
- jiāng — Will, about to; formal future marker or 'to take'
- 取而代之
- qǔ ér dài zhī — To replace it, take its place, supersede something
- 并未
- bìng wèi — Has not, did not at all; emphatic negation
- 离去
- líqù — To leave, depart, go away from a place
- 它
- tā — It; third-person pronoun for objects or animals
- 去了
- qù le — Has gone, went away, departed somewhere
- 哪里
- nǎlǐ — Where, which place; interrogative of location
- 却已
- què yǐ — Yet already, but already, nevertheless by now
- 不复存在
- bù fù cúnzài — No longer exists, ceased to exist entirely
- 不再
- bù zài — No longer, not anymore, will not again
- 那个
- nàge — That one, that particular person or thing
- 不会
- bù huì — Cannot, does not know how, unable to
- 言语
- yányǔ — Speech, words, language, verbal expression
- 婴孩
- yīnghái — Infant, baby, very young child
- 而
- ér — And, but, yet; classical connective conjunction
- 成了
- chéngle — Became, turned into, has become something new
- 一个
- yī gè — One, a single (person or thing)
- 能够
- nénggòu — To be able to, capable of, can do something
- 开口
- kāikǒu — To open one's mouth, begin to speak
- 说话
- shuōhuà — To speak, talk, say words, communicate verbally
- 男孩
- nánhái — Boy, male child, young male person
- 一点
- yīdiǎn — A little, a bit, somewhat, a small amount
- 记得
- jìde — To remember, to recall, to have in memory
- 此后
- cǐhòu — After this, thereafter, from then on
- 也
- yě — Also, too, as well, likewise
- 观察到
- guānchá dào — Observed, noticed, perceived through careful watching
- 自己
- zìjǐ — Oneself, self, one's own
- 如何
- rúhé — How, in what way, by what means
- 学会
- xuéhuì — To learn to, master, succeed in learning
- 并非
- bìng fēi — Is not, was not; emphatic negation of a claim
- 长辈们
- zhǎngbèimen — Elders, seniors, older generation members
- 用
- yòng — To use, employ, by means of, using
- 固定
- gùdìng — Fixed, set, established, regular and unchanging
- 方法
- fāngfǎ — Method, approach, way of doing something
- 教导
- jiāodǎo — To teach and guide, instruct, impart knowledge
- 学习
- xuéxí — To study, learn, engage in learning
- 词语
- cíyǔ — Words, vocabulary items, terms in a language
- 正如
- zhèng rú — Just as, exactly as, in the same way as
- 稍后
- shāo hòu — Shortly after, a little later, soon afterward
- 他们
- tāmen — They, them; third-person plural pronoun
- 知识
- zhīshi — Knowledge, information, learning, what one knows
- 那样
- nàyàng — Like that, in that manner, that way
- 而是
- érshì — But rather, instead is, on the contrary
- 渴望
- kěwàng — To yearn for, desire strongly, crave eagerly
- 通过
- tōngguò — Through, by means of, via a method or process
- 哭喊
- kūhǎn — To cry out, wail and shout, weep loudly
- 断续
- duànxù — Intermittent, off and on, stopping and starting
- 发音
- fāyīn — To pronounce, articulate; pronunciation of sounds
- 以及
- yǐjí — As well as, and also, together with
- 四肢
- sìzhī — Four limbs; arms and legs of the body
- 各种
- gèzhǒng — Various kinds of, all sorts of, diverse
- 动作
- dòngzuò — Movement, action, gesture, physical motion
- 来
- lái — To come; used after verbs to indicate purpose
- 表达
- biǎodá — To express, convey, communicate thoughts or feelings
- 思想
- sīxiǎng — Thought, idea, thinking, mental conception
- 以便
- yǐbiàn — So as to, in order to, for the purpose of
- 达成
- dáchéng — To achieve, accomplish, reach a goal or agreement
- 意愿
- yìyuàn — Wish, desire, will, one's intended aim
- 无法
- wúfǎ — Unable to, no way to, incapable of doing
- 完全
- wánquán — Completely, entirely, fully, wholly
- 想要
- xiǎng yào — To want, wish for, desire to have or do
- 一切
- yīqiè — Everything, all things, the whole of something
- 想
- xiǎng — To think, want, miss, intend to do
- 对谁
- duì shéi — To whom, toward whom, for which person
- 说
- shuō — To say, speak, tell, express verbally
- 话
- huà — Speech, words, what is said, talk
- 便
- biàn — Then, thus, thereupon; classical consequential adverb
- 赐予
- cìyǔ — To bestow, grant, give as a gift or blessing
- 理解力
- lǐjiě lì — Comprehension ability, capacity to understand things
- 自行
- zìxíng — By oneself, independently, on one's own accord
- 练习
- liànxí — To practice, drill, exercise a skill repeatedly
- 那些
- nàxiē — Those, those particular ones, those things or people
- 声音
- shēngyīn — Sound, voice, noise, auditory sensation
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