The Picture of Dorian Gray — Page 10
It was not conscience that made me do so: it was a sort of cowardice. I take no credit to myself for trying to escape.
そうさせたのは良心ではありませんでした。それは一種の臆病さでした。逃げようとしたことで、自分を褒める気にはなれません。
"Conscience and cowardice are really the same things, Basil. Conscience is the trade-name of the firm. That is all."
「良心と臆病は本当に同じものだよ、バジル。良心とはその会社の商号にすぎない。それだけのことだ。」
"I don't believe that, Harry, and I don't believe you do either. However, whatever was my motive—and it may have been pride, for I used to be very proud—I certainly struggled to the door.
「それは信じられないよ、ハリー、君もそうは思っていないと思う。しかし、私の動機が何であれ——それは自尊心だったかもしれないが、昔はとても誇り高かったから——確かに私はドアへと向かって進んでいった。
There, of course, I stumbled against Lady Brandon. 'You are not going to run away so soon, Mr. Hallward?' she screamed out. You know her curiously shrill voice?"
そこで、もちろん、私はブランドン夫人にばったり出くわしてしまった。『もうそんなに早くお逃げになるんですの、ホールワードさん?』と彼女は叫んだ。あの妙に甲高い声を知っているだろう?」
"Yes; she is a peacock in everything but beauty," said Lord Henry, pulling the daisy to bits with his long nervous fingers.
「ああ、彼女は美しさを除いたすべての点で孔雀のようだね」とロード・ヘンリーは言い、長い神経質な指でデイジーをばらばらに引きちぎりながら言った。
"I could not get rid of her. She brought me up to royalties, and people with stars and garters, and elderly ladies with gigantic tiaras and parrot noses.
「彼女から逃れることができなかった。彼女は私を王族や、勲章とガーターをつけた人々、巨大なティアラをつけてオウムのような鼻をした年配の婦人たちのところへ連れて行った。
She spoke of me as her dearest friend. I had only met her once before, but she took it into her head to lionize me.
彼女は私のことを一番の親友だと言った。私は以前に一度しか彼女に会ったことがなかったが、彼女は私をもてはやそうと思い込んだのだ。
I believe some picture of mine had made a great success at the time, at least had been chattered about in the penny newspapers, which is the nineteenth-century standard of immortality.
当時、私の絵のどれかが大きな成功を収めていたと思う。少なくとも、三文新聞でさんざん話題にされていた。それが十九世紀における不滅の基準というわけだ。
Suddenly I found myself face to face with the young man whose personality had so strangely stirred me. We were quite close, almost touching. Our eyes met again.
突然、私はあの不思議なほど私の心を揺り動かした若者と顔を向き合わせていた。私たちはとても近くにいて、ほとんど触れ合いそうだった。再び目が合った。
Vocabulary
- そう
- sou — So, that way, like that
- させた
- saseta — Made someone do something (causative past)
- の
- no — Possessive or nominalizing particle
- は
- wa — Topic-marking particle
- 良心
- ryoushin — Conscience; sense of right and wrong
- で
- de — At, by means of, particle of location/means
- あり
- ari — To be, to exist (formal stem of ある)
- ませ
- mase — Polite verb ending component
- ん
- n — Negation or explanatory sentence-ending particle
- た
- ta — Past tense verb ending
- それ
- sore — That (thing near the listener)
- 一種
- isshu — A type, a kind, a sort
- 臆病
- okubyou — Cowardice; timidity; being fainthearted
- さ
- sa — Nominalizing suffix or casual sentence particle
- 逃げよう
- nigeyou — Let's escape; volitional form of 逃げる
- と
- to — With, and, quotation particle
- し
- shi — Do (stem form); listing conjunction
- こと
- koto — Thing, fact, matter (abstract)
- 自分
- jibun — Oneself; one's own self
- を
- wo — Object-marking particle
- 褒める
- homeru — To praise, to compliment someone
- 気
- ki — Spirit, feeling, mood, mind
- に
- ni — To, at, in (directional/locational particle)
- なれ
- nare — Can become; potential/imperative form of なる
- 本当
- hontou — Truth, reality; truly, really
- 同じ
- onaji — Same, identical, equal
- もの
- mono — Thing, object; person (abstract noun)
- だ
- da — Informal copula meaning 'is/am/are'
- よ
- yo — Sentence-ending particle for assertion/emphasis
- その
- sono — That (modifier before noun)
- 会社
- kaisha — Company, corporation, business firm
- 商号
- shougou — Trade name, business name of a company
- すぎ
- sugi — Too much, exceeding (suffix)
- ない
- nai — Not, does not exist (negation)
- だけ
- dake — Only, just, merely
- 信じ
- shinji — Believe, trust (stem of 信じる)
- られ
- rare — Passive/potential auxiliary verb form
- 君
- kimi — You (familiar); suffix for names
- も
- mo — Also, too, even (particle)
- 思っ
- omot(te) — Think, feel (conjunctive form of 思う)
- て
- te — Conjunctive particle connecting verb phrases
- い
- i — Continuous/resultant state auxiliary (いる stem)
- 思う
- omou — To think, to feel, to believe
- しかし
- shikashi — However, but, nevertheless
- 私
- watashi — I, me (first-person pronoun)
- 動機
- douki — Motive, motivation, reason for action
- が
- ga — Subject-marking particle
- 何
- nani — What; something unspecified
- あれ
- are — That thing (over there); whatever it may be
- 自尊心
- jisonshin — Self-respect, pride, self-esteem
- だっ
- dat(ta) — Was, were (informal copula past stem)
- か
- ka — Question particle; or (alternative)
- しれ
- shire — May be, might be (part of かもしれない)
- 昔
- mukashi — Long ago, the old days, formerly
- とても
- totemo — Very, extremely, quite
- 誇り
- hokori — Pride, honor, dignity
- 高かっ
- takakat(ta) — Was high/tall (past stem of 高い)
- から
- kara — Because, from, since (particle)
- 確か
- tashika — Certain, sure; if I recall correctly
- ドア
- doa — Door (loanword)
- へ
- e — Toward, to (directional particle)
- 向かっ
- mukat(te) — Head toward, face (conjunctive form of 向かう)
- 進ん
- susum(de) — Advance, proceed (conjunctive of 進む)
- そこ
- soko — There, that place
- もちろん
- mochiron — Of course, naturally, certainly
- 夫人
- fujin — Lady, Mrs., wife (formal term)
- ばったり
- battari — Unexpectedly, by chance (running into someone)
- 出くわし
- dekuwashi — Happened to encounter, ran into (someone)
- しまっ
- shimat(te) — Ended up doing (regrettable completion)
- もう
- mou — Already, anymore, soon
- そんな
- sonna — Such, that kind of, like that
- 早く
- hayaku — Quickly, early, fast (adverb)
- なる
- naru — To become; honorific auxiliary verb
- です
- desu — Polite copula meaning 'is/am/are'
- さん
- san — Polite name suffix (Mr./Mrs./Ms.)
- 彼女
- kanojo — She, her; girlfriend
- 叫ん
- sakeb(de) — Cried out, shouted (conjunctive of 叫ぶ)
- あの
- ano — That (over there); that well-known
- 妙
- myou — Strange, peculiar, odd, curious
- 甲高い
- koudakai — Shrill, high-pitched (of a voice or sound)
- 声
- koe — Voice, sound (of a person or animal)
- 知っ
- shit(te) — Know (conjunctive form of 知る)
- いる
- iru — To be, to exist (animate); continuous aspect
- だろう
- darou — Probably, I suppose, conjecture form
- ああ
- aa — Ah, oh (exclamation of realization or feeling)
- 美し
- uruwashi / yoshi — Beautiful, lovely (classical adjective stem)
- 除い
- nozoi — Except, excluding (stem of 除く)
- すべて
- subete — All, everything, entirely
- 点
- ten — Point, aspect, dot; score
- 孔雀
- kujaku — Peacock (the bird)
- よう
- you — Like, similar to; seems like (comparison)
- ね
- ne — Sentence-ending seeking agreement ('right?')
- 言い
- ii — Say (stem of 言う); speaking
- 長い
- nagai — Long (in length or duration)
- 神経質
- shinkeishitsu — Nervous, high-strung, overly sensitive
- な
- na — Adjectival linking particle (na-adjective)
- 指
- yubi — Finger, toe
- ばらばら
- barabara — Scattered, apart, in pieces, separately
- 引き
- hiki — Pull, draw (stem of 引く)
- ちぎり
- chigiri — Tear off, rip apart (stem of ちぎる)
- ながら
- nagara — While doing, simultaneously (conjunctive particle)
- 言っ
- it(te) — Said, said while (conjunctive of 言う)
- 逃れる
- nogareru — To escape, to evade, to get away
- でき
- deki — Can do, be able to (stem of できる)
- なかっ
- nacat(ta) — Was not, did not exist (negative past stem)
- 王族
- ouzoku — Royalty, members of the royal family
- や
- ya — And (non-exhaustive list particle)
- 勲章
- kunshou — Medal, decoration, order of merit
- つけ
- tsuke — Attach, wear (stem of つける)
- 人々
- hitobito — People, folks, various people
- 巨大
- kyodai — Enormous, gigantic, huge
- ティアラ
- Tiara — Tiara (jeweled headpiece, loanword)
- オウム
- oumu — Parrot (the bird)
- 鼻
- hana — Nose
- 年配
- nenpai — Elderly, older in age
- 婦人
- fujin — Lady, woman (formal/literary term)
- たち
- tachi — Plural suffix for people/animate beings
- ところ
- tokoro — Place, situation, point in time
- 連れ
- tsure — Companion; to bring/accompany (stem)
- 行っ
- it(te) — Went, go (conjunctive form of 行く)
- 一番
- ichiban — Number one, most, best
- 親友
- shinyuu — Close friend, best friend, intimate friend
- 以前
- izen — Before, previously, formerly
- 一度
- ichido — Once, one time
- しか
- shika — Only, nothing but (with negative verb)
- 会っ
- at(te) — Met, encountered (conjunctive of 会う)
- 思い込ん
- omoikon(de) — Be convinced of, firmly believe (conjunctive)
- 当時
- touji — At that time, in those days
- 絵
- e — Picture, painting, drawing
- どれ
- dore — Which one (of several choices)
- 大きな
- ookina — Big, large (prenominal adjective form)
- 成功
- seikou — Success, achievement
- 収め
- osame — Achieve, obtain, bring in (stem of 収める)
- 少なく
- sukunaku — Few, little (adverbial form of 少ない)
- とも
- tomo — At least; both; together (particle/suffix)
- 三文
- sanmon — Cheap, trashy (literally 'three mon coins')
- 新聞
- shinbun — Newspaper
- さんざん
- sanzan — Thoroughly, severely, at length (intensifier)
- 話題
- wadai — Topic of conversation, subject of discussion
- 十九
- juukyuu — Nineteen (the number 19)
- 世紀
- seiki — Century (period of 100 years)
- おける
- okeru — In, at, within (formal locative expression)
- 不滅
- fumetsu — Immortality, indestructibility, undying
- 基準
- kijun — Standard, criterion, benchmark
- いう
- iu — Say, call, be called
- わけ
- wake — Reason, meaning; that is to say
- 突然
- totsuzen — Suddenly, all of a sudden, abruptly
- 不思議
- fushigi — Mysterious, strange, wonderful, inexplicable
- ほど
- hodo — To the extent that, about, approximately
- 心
- kokoro — Heart, mind, spirit, feelings
- 揺り動かし
- yuriugokashi — Shook, stirred, moved emotionally (conjunctive)
- 若者
- wakamono — Young person, youth, young people
- 顔
- kao — Face, expression, countenance
- 向き合わせ
- mukiawase — Facing each other, brought face to face
- 近く
- chikaku — Near, close by; nearly (adverb)
- ほとんど
- hotondo — Almost, nearly, mostly, hardly (negative)
- 触れ合い
- fureai — Contact, touching, connection between people
- 再び
- futatabi — Again, once more, a second time
- 目
- me — Eye; gaze, look
- 合っ
- at(te) — Meet, match, come together (conjunctive of 合う)
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