The Picture of Dorian Gray — Page 9
You know we poor artists have to show ourselves in society from time to time, just to remind the public that we are not savages.
ご存知のように、私たち貧しい芸術家は、自分たちが野蛮人ではないことを世間に思い出させるために、時折社交界に姿を現さなければなりません。
With an evening coat and a white tie, as you told me once, anybody, even a stock-broker, can gain a reputation for being civilized.
イブニングコートと白いネクタイがあれば、あなたがかつて言ったように、誰でも、株式仲買人でさえも、文明人としての評判を得ることができます。
Well, after I had been in the room about ten minutes, talking to huge overdressed dowagers and tedious academicians, I suddenly became conscious that some one was looking at me.
さて、大げさに着飾った大柄な老貴婦人たちや退屈な学者たちと話しながら、部屋に入って約十分が経ったころ、私は突然、誰かが私を見ていることに気づきました。
I turned half-way round and saw Dorian Gray for the first time.
私は半分ほど振り返り、初めてドリアン・グレイを目にしました。
When our eyes met, I felt that I was growing pale.
視線が合った瞬間、私は自分の顔が青ざめていくのを感じました。
A curious sensation of terror came over me.
奇妙な恐怖感が私を襲いました。
I knew that I had come face to face with some one whose mere personality was so fascinating that, if I allowed it to do so, it would absorb my whole nature, my whole soul, my very art itself.
私は、その人のただの存在だけでも非常に魅力的であり、もし許してしまえば、私の全本性、全魂、そして芸術そのものをも吸い尽くしてしまうような人物と、真正面から向き合ってしまったのだということを悟りました。
I did not want any external influence in my life.
私は自分の人生において、いかなる外部からの影響も望んでいませんでした。
You know yourself, Harry, how independent I am by nature.
ハリー、あなた自身もご存知のように、私は生来どれほど独立心が強いことか。
I have always been my own master; had at least always been so, till I met Dorian Gray.
私はずっと自分自身の主人でした。少なくとも、ドリアン・グレイに出会うまでは、常にそうでした。
Then—but I don't know how to explain it to you.
それから――しかし、どう説明すればよいのかわかりません。
Something seemed to tell me that I was on the verge of a terrible crisis in my life.
何かが、私が人生における恐ろしい危機の瀬戸際にいると告げているようでした。
I had a strange feeling that fate had in store for me exquisite joys and exquisite sorrows.
運命が私のために絶妙な喜びと絶妙な悲しみを用意しているという奇妙な予感がありました。
I grew afraid and turned to quit the room.
私は恐ろしくなり、部屋を出ようと踵を返しました。
Vocabulary
- ご存知
- gozonji — Honorific form of 'to know'; knowing something.
- の
- no — Possessive or nominalizing particle.
- よう
- yō — Indicates resemblance or manner; 'like' or 'as if'.
- に
- ni — Particle indicating direction, location, or purpose.
- 私
- watashi — First-person pronoun meaning 'I' or 'me'.
- たち
- tachi — Plural suffix for people; 'we' or 'they'.
- 貧しい
- mazushii — Adjective meaning poor or impoverished.
- 芸術家
- geijutsuka — A person who creates art; an artist.
- は
- wa — Topic-marking particle in Japanese sentences.
- 自分
- jibun — Oneself; refers reflexively to the subject.
- が
- ga — Subject-marking particle in Japanese grammar.
- 野蛮人
- yabanjin — A barbarian or uncivilized person.
- で
- de — Particle indicating means, location of action, or copula.
- ない
- nai — Negative auxiliary; expresses negation or absence.
- こと
- koto — Nominalizer meaning 'thing' or 'fact'.
- を
- wo — Object-marking particle indicating direct object.
- 世間
- seken — Society at large; the general public or world.
- 思い出さ
- omoidasa — Stem form of 'to remind' or 'to recall'.
- せる
- seru — Causative auxiliary verb meaning 'to make/let do'.
- ため
- tame — For the sake of; in order to achieve something.
- 時折
- tokiori — Occasionally; from time to time.
- 社交界
- shakōkai — High society; the social elite circle.
- 姿
- sugata — One's figure, appearance, or presence.
- 現さ
- aramwasa — Stem form of 'to show' or 'to appear'.
- なけれ
- nakere — Conditional negative form; 'if not' structure.
- ば
- ba — Conditional particle meaning 'if' or 'when'.
- なり
- nari — Part of なければならない meaning 'must' or 'have to'.
- ませ
- mase — Polite imperative or polite verb ending component.
- ん
- n — Contraction of ない or の; softens or negates.
- と
- to — Particle meaning 'and', 'with', or quotation marker.
- 白い
- shiroi — Adjective meaning white in color.
- ネクタイ
- nekutai — A necktie worn around the collar.
- あれ
- are — That thing over there; distal demonstrative pronoun.
- あなた
- anata — Second-person pronoun meaning 'you'.
- かつて
- katsute — Once; formerly; at some time in the past.
- 言っ
- it(te) — Te-form of 言う; to say or to have said.
- た
- ta — Past tense auxiliary verb marker.
- 誰
- dare — Interrogative pronoun meaning 'who'.
- も
- mo — Particle meaning 'also', 'even', or 'any'.
- さえ
- sae — Even; emphasizes an extreme or unexpected case.
- 文明人
- bunmeijin — A civilized person; someone of refined culture.
- し
- shi — Conjunction listing reasons or te-form of する.
- て
- te — Te-form particle connecting sequential actions.
- 評判
- hyōban — Reputation; public opinion or rumor about someone.
- 得る
- eru — To obtain or gain something.
- でき
- deki — Stem of できる meaning to be able to do.
- ます
- masu — Polite verb ending for present or future tense.
- さて
- sate — Well then; transitional word shifting topic or scene.
- 大げさ
- ōgesa — Exaggerated; overdone or ostentatious manner.
- 着飾っ
- kikazat(te) — Te-form of 着飾る; dressed up elaborately.
- 大柄
- ōgara — Large build; big-framed in body or pattern.
- な
- na — Adjectival particle linking na-adjectives to nouns.
- 老
- rō — Prefix or word meaning old or elderly.
- 貴婦人
- kifujin — A noblewoman or lady of high social standing.
- や
- ya — Particle listing examples non-exhaustively; 'and/or'.
- 退屈
- taikutsu — Boredom; tedious or dull state of being.
- 学者
- gakusha — A scholar; an academic or learned person.
- 話し
- hanashi — Speech, story, or stem of 話す to speak.
- ながら
- nagara — While doing; simultaneous action conjunction.
- 部屋
- heya — A room in a building or house.
- 入っ
- hait(te) — Te-form of 入る; entered or going into.
- 約
- yaku — Approximately; about a certain amount.
- 十
- jū — The number ten.
- 分
- fun / bun — Minute of time, or a portion/share.
- 経っ
- tat(te) — Te-form of 経つ; time has passed or elapsed.
- ころ
- koro — Around a certain time; approximate point in time.
- 突然
- totsuzen — Suddenly; all at once without warning.
- 誰か
- dareka — Someone; an unspecified person.
- 見
- mi — Stem of 見る; to see or look at.
- いる
- iru — To exist; auxiliary for ongoing actions or states.
- 気づき
- kizuki — Noticing; becoming aware of something.
- まし
- mashi — Polite past tense component of ました.
- 半分
- hanbun — Half; one of two equal portions.
- ほど
- hodo — About; to the extent or degree of.
- 振り返り
- furikaeri — Turning around; looking back over one's shoulder.
- 初めて
- hajimete — For the first time; never done before.
- 目
- me — Eye; also used for gaze or eyesight.
- 視線
- shisen — One's gaze or line of sight.
- 合っ
- at(te) — Te-form of 合う; to meet, match, or align.
- 瞬間
- shunkan — A moment; an instant in time.
- 顔
- kao — Face; one's facial appearance or expression.
- 青ざめ
- aozame — Turning pale; becoming white from shock or fear.
- いく
- iku — To go; auxiliary indicating progressive change.
- 感じ
- kanji — A feeling or sensation; impression one experiences.
- 奇妙
- kimyō — Strange; peculiar or curious in an unsettling way.
- 恐怖感
- kyōfukan — A sense of fear or terror; feeling of dread.
- 襲い
- osoi — Stem of 襲う; to attack or overcome suddenly.
- その
- sono — That (near listener); demonstrative adjective.
- 人
- hito — A person; human being.
- ただ
- tada — Merely; just; only; simply.
- 存在
- sonzai — Existence; being or presence of something.
- だけ
- dake — Only; just; limited to that amount.
- 非常
- hijō — Extremely; very; unusually so.
- 魅力的
- miryokuteki — Attractive; charming or captivating in quality.
- あり
- ari — Stem of ある; to exist or to be.
- もし
- moshi — If; used to introduce a conditional hypothesis.
- 許し
- yurushi — Permission; forgiveness; to allow something.
- しまえ
- shimae — Imperative of しまう; to end up doing completely.
- 全
- zen / subete — All; entire; whole or complete totality.
- 本性
- honshō — True nature; one's inherent character or essence.
- 魂
- tamashii — Soul; spirit or inner essence of a person.
- そして
- soshite — And then; furthermore; connecting sequential events.
- 芸術
- geijutsu — Art; creative expression in various artistic forms.
- もの
- mono — Thing; object; nominalizer with nuance of substance.
- 吸い
- sui — Stem of 吸う; to inhale, absorb, or suck.
- 尽くし
- tsukushi — Stem of 尽くす; to exhaust completely or devote fully.
- しまう
- shimau — To end up doing; completion auxiliary verb.
- 人物
- jinbutsu — A person; character or personage of significance.
- 真正面
- masshōmen — Directly in front; straight ahead face-to-face.
- から
- kara — From; because; indicates origin or reason.
- 向き合っ
- mukiat(te) — Te-form of 向き合う; facing each other directly.
- しまっ
- shimat(te) — Te-form of しまう; having completely done something.
- だ
- da — Plain form copula meaning 'is' or 'are'.
- という
- to iu — Called; known as; quoting or defining something.
- 悟り
- satori — Realization; enlightenment or sudden understanding.
- 人生
- jinsei — Life; one's lifetime or human existence.
- おい
- oi — Hey; casual interjection to get attention.
- いかなる
- ikanaru — Any whatsoever; of whatever kind or nature.
- 外部
- gaibu — External; outside influence or outer part.
- 影響
- eikyō — Influence; effect or impact one has on another.
- 望ん
- nozon(de) — Te-form stem of 望む; to desire or wish for.
- い
- i — Stem of いる; to be or exist (animate).
- でし
- deshi — Polite copula component of でした (past polite).
- 自身
- jishin — Oneself; one's very own self for emphasis.
- 生来
- seirai — By nature; innately; from birth.
- どれ
- dore — Which one; interrogative pronoun among options.
- 独立心
- dokuritsu-shin — Spirit of independence; self-reliant mindset.
- 強い
- tsuyoi — Strong; powerful or intense.
- か
- ka — Question particle or expressing doubt/wonder.
- ずっと
- zutto — All along; continuously for a long time.
- 主人
- shujin — Master; husband or head of household.
- 少なくとも
- sukunakutomo — At least; at a minimum amount or degree.
- 出会う
- deau — To encounter; to meet someone by chance.
- まで
- made — Until; up to a point in time or space.
- 常
- tsune — Always; usually; ordinary or constant state.
- そう
- sō — So; that way; expressing agreement or appearance.
- それ
- sore — That; mid-distance demonstrative pronoun.
- しかし
- shikashi — However; but; expressing contrast or contradiction.
- どう
- dō — How; in what way or manner.
- 説明
- setsumei — Explanation; describing or clarifying something.
- すれ
- sure — Conditional form of する; if one does.
- よい
- yoi — Good; fine; expressing that something is acceptable.
- わかり
- wakari — Stem of 分かる; to understand or become clear.
- 何か
- nanika — Something; some unspecified thing.
- おける
- okeru — In; at; pertaining to a certain situation.
- 恐ろしい
- osoroshii — Terrible; dreadful; frightening in nature.
- 危機
- kiki — Crisis; critical dangerous situation.
- 瀬戸際
- setogiwa — On the brink; at a critical turning point.
- 告げ
- tsuge — Stem of 告げる; to tell or inform someone.
- 運命
- unmei — Fate; destiny; one's inevitable course of life.
- 絶妙
- zetsumyō — Exquisite; supremely skillful or perfectly balanced.
- 喜び
- yorokobi — Joy; happiness; a feeling of delight.
- 悲しみ
- kanashimi — Sadness; sorrow or grief.
- 用意
- yōi — Preparation; readiness for something upcoming.
- 予感
- yokan — Premonition; a foreboding feeling about the future.
- 恐ろしく
- osoroshiku — Terribly; dreadfully; adverbial form of frightening.
- 出よう
- deyō — Volitional form of 出る; let's leave or about to exit.
- 踵
- kakato — Heel of the foot or shoe.
- 返し
- kaeshi — Stem of 返す; to turn back or reverse direction.
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