White nights, and other stories — Page 12
But there was already a gleam of a smile on her lips.
しかし、彼女の唇にはすでに微笑みの輝きがあった。
She too stole a glance at me, faintly blushed and looked down.
彼女もちらりと私を見て、かすかに赤らめて目を伏せた。
"There, you see; why did you drive me away? If I had been here, nothing would have happened...."
「ほら、ごらんなさい。なぜ私を追い払ったのですか?もし私がここにいたなら、何も起こらなかったでしょうに……」
"But I did not know you; I thought that you too...."
「でも、あなたのことを知らなかったのです。あなたも……と思って……」
"Why, do you know me now?"
「では、今は私のことがわかりますか?」
"A little! Here, for instance, why are you trembling?"
「少しは!たとえば、なぜ震えているのですか?」
"Oh, you are right at the first guess!" I answered, delighted that my girl had intelligence; that is never out of place in company with beauty.
「ああ、最初の推測で当たりです!」と私は答えた。この娘が知性を持っていることが嬉しかった。美しさと知性は決して不釣り合いではない。
"Yes, from the first glance you have guessed the sort of man you have to do with.
「そう、一目見ただけで、あなたは相手がどんな人物かを見抜いたのです。
Precisely; I am shy with women, I am agitated, I don't deny it, as much so as you were a minute ago when that gentleman alarmed you.
まさにその通り。私は女性の前では恥ずかしがり屋で、動揺してしまいます。それは否定しません。ちょうど少し前にあの紳士があなたを怖がらせた時のあなたと同じくらい。
I am in some alarm now.
今も少し怯えています。
It's like a dream, and I never guessed even in my sleep that I should ever talk with any woman."
まるで夢のようです。夢の中でさえ、女性と話すことになるとは思いもしませんでした。」
"What? Really?..."
「え?本当ですか?……」
"Yes; if my arm trembles, it is because it has never been held by a pretty little hand like yours.
「そうです。もし私の腕が震えているとしたら、それはあなたのような可愛らしい小さな手に握られたことがないからです。
I am a complete stranger to women; that is, I have never been used to them.
私は女性にとってまったくの異邦人です。つまり、女性に慣れたことがないのです。
You see, I am alone.... I don't even know how to talk to them.
ご覧の通り、私は孤独です……女性との話し方すら知りません。
Here, I don't know now whether I have not said something silly to you!
ほら、今も何か馬鹿げたことを言ってしまったかどうか、わかりません!」
Vocabulary
- しかし
- shikashi — Conjunction meaning 'however' or 'but'.
- 彼女
- kanojo — She; her; also used to mean girlfriend.
- の
- no — Possessive or nominalizing particle.
- 唇
- kuchibiru — Lips, the fleshy parts of the mouth.
- に
- ni — Particle indicating location, direction, or target.
- は
- wa — Topic marker particle in Japanese grammar.
- すでに
- sudeni — Already; by this time something has occurred.
- 微笑み
- hohoemi — A smile; gentle, warm facial expression.
- 輝き
- kagayaki — Radiance, brilliance, or glowing light.
- が
- ga — Subject marker particle in Japanese grammar.
- あった
- atta — Past tense of 'aru'; there was, existed.
- も
- mo — Particle meaning 'also', 'too', or 'even'.
- ちらり
- chirari — A quick, fleeting glance at something.
- と
- to — Particle meaning 'and', 'with', or quotation marker.
- 私
- watashi — First-person pronoun meaning 'I' or 'me'.
- を
- wo — Object marker particle indicating direct object.
- 見て
- mite — Te-form of 'miru'; looking at, seeing.
- かすかに
- kasuka ni — Faintly, slightly, barely perceptibly.
- 赤らめ
- akarame — To blush or redden the face.
- て
- te — Conjunctive particle connecting verb phrases.
- 目
- me — Eye; the organ used for seeing.
- 伏せた
- fuseta — Cast down or lowered (eyes); past tense.
- ほら
- hora — Interjection meaning 'look', 'see', or 'hey'.
- ごらんなさい
- goran nasai — Polite imperative meaning 'please look' or 'see'.
- なぜ
- naze — Why; for what reason or purpose.
- 追い払った
- oiharatta — Drove away, chased off someone or something.
- です
- desu — Polite copula meaning 'is', 'am', 'are'.
- か
- ka — Question marker particle at end of sentence.
- もし
- moshi — If; introduces a conditional or hypothetical statement.
- ここ
- koko — Here; this place close to the speaker.
- いた
- ita — Past tense of 'iru'; was present, existed.
- なら
- nara — Conditional particle meaning 'if' or 'in that case'.
- 何
- nani — What; an interrogative pronoun asking for identity.
- 起こら
- okora — Stem of 'okoru'; to happen or occur.
- なかった
- nakatta — Past negative; something did not exist or happen.
- でしょう
- deshou — Probably, right; expresses conjecture or soft assertion.
- でも
- demo — But, however; introduces a contrasting statement.
- あなた
- anata — You; second-person pronoun, somewhat formal.
- こと
- koto — Thing; nominalizer for facts or abstract matters.
- 知ら
- shira — Stem of 'shiru'; to know or be aware.
- 思って
- omotte — Te-form of 'omou'; thinking, believing something.
- では
- dewa — Well then; transitional expression moving topic forward.
- 今
- ima — Now; the present moment in time.
- わかり
- wakari — Stem of 'wakaru'; to understand, comprehend.
- ます
- masu — Polite verb ending for present or future tense.
- 少し
- sukoshi — A little, a small amount or degree.
- たとえば
- tatoeba — For example; used to introduce an illustration.
- 震えて
- furuete — Te-form of 'furueru'; trembling, shaking with emotion.
- いる
- iru — To exist; auxiliary indicating ongoing action or state.
- ああ
- aa — Interjection meaning 'ah', expressing realization or feeling.
- 最初
- saisho — The very first; the beginning or outset.
- 推測
- suisoku — Guess, conjecture, or inference about something.
- で
- de — Particle indicating means, location of action, or reason.
- 当たり
- atari — A hit; being correct or on target.
- 答えた
- kotaeta — Answered; past tense of 'kotaeru', to respond.
- この
- kono — This (modifies a noun close to the speaker).
- 娘
- musume — Daughter; a young woman or girl.
- 知性
- chisei — Intelligence, intellect, or mental acuity.
- 持って
- motte — Te-form of 'motsu'; holding, possessing something.
- 嬉しかった
- ureshikatta — Was happy, glad; past tense of 'ureshii'.
- 美し
- utsukushi — Beautiful; adjectival stem of 'utsukushii'.
- さ
- sa — Nominalizing suffix turning adjective into a noun.
- 決して
- kesshite — Never, by no means; used with negative.
- 不釣り合い
- futsuriai — Mismatched, disproportionate, or out of balance.
- ない
- nai — Negative form; does not exist or is not.
- そう
- sou — That way, so; expressing agreement or confirmation.
- 一目
- hitome — A single glance; seeing something just once.
- 見た
- mita — Saw; past tense of 'miru', to look.
- だけ
- dake — Only, just; limiting the scope to one thing.
- 相手
- aite — The other party, partner, or opponent.
- どんな
- donna — What kind of; asking or describing a type.
- 人物
- jinbutsu — A person's character or a notable individual.
- 見抜いた
- minuita — Saw through, perceived accurately someone's true nature.
- まさに
- masani — Exactly, precisely; emphasizing accuracy or appropriateness.
- その
- sono — That (modifies a noun near the listener).
- 通り
- toori — As stated, exactly as; also means street or avenue.
- 女性
- josei — Woman, female; a general term for women.
- 前
- mae — Before, in front of; referring to position or time.
- 恥ずかしがり屋
- hazukashigariya — A shy person; someone who is easily embarrassed.
- 動揺
- douyou — Agitation, upset, or emotional disturbance.
- して
- shite — Te-form of 'suru'; doing, performing an action.
- しまい
- shimai — Stem of 'shimau'; ends up doing unintentionally.
- それ
- sore — That; pronoun referring to something near the listener.
- 否定
- hitei — Denial, negation; refusing or contradicting a claim.
- し
- shi — Conjunctive form of 'suru' or listing particle.
- ませ
- mase — Polite imperative suffix used in formal speech.
- ん
- n — Colloquial contraction of 'no' or negative ending.
- ちょうど
- choudo — Exactly, just; precisely at a time or amount.
- 少し前
- sukoshi mae — A little while ago; shortly before this moment.
- あの
- ano — That (over there); refers to something distant from both.
- 紳士
- shinshi — A gentleman; a refined, well-mannered man.
- 怖がらせた
- kowagaraseta — Frightened or scared someone; causative past tense.
- 時
- toki — Time, moment; when a certain event occurs.
- 同じ
- onaji — Same, identical; no difference between two things.
- くらい
- kurai — About, approximately; indicating degree or extent.
- 怯えて
- obiete — Cowering, trembling in fear; te-form of 'obieru'.
- まるで
- marude — Just like, as if; introduces a simile or comparison.
- 夢
- yume — A dream; images experienced during sleep or aspirations.
- よう
- you — Like, as if; expresses resemblance or manner.
- 中
- naka — Inside, middle, within a space or situation.
- さえ
- sae — Even; emphasizing an extreme or unexpected case.
- 話す
- hanasu — To speak, talk; communicating verbally with others.
- なる
- naru — To become; indicating a change of state.
- 思い
- omoi — Thought, feeling, or strong emotional sentiment.
- でした
- deshita — Polite past copula meaning 'was' or 'were'.
- え
- e — Interjection expressing surprise or disbelief.
- 本当
- hontou — True, real; something genuine or actually occurring.
- 腕
- ude — Arm; also used figuratively to mean skill or ability.
- したら
- shitara — If done; conditional form of 'suru'.
- な
- na — Sentence-final particle expressing emotion or mild emphasis.
- 可愛らしい
- kawairashii — Cute, adorable, charming in appearance or manner.
- 小さな
- chiisana — Small, little; attributive form modifying a noun.
- 手
- te — Hand; the body part at the end of the arm.
- 握られた
- nigirareta — Was grasped or held; passive past of 'nigiru'.
- から
- kara — From, because; indicates origin or reason.
- とって
- totte — For (someone); te-form of 'toru' or 'to totte'.
- まったく
- mattaku — Completely, entirely; also expresses exasperation.
- 異邦人
- ihoujin — Foreigner, stranger; a person from another land.
- つまり
- tsumari — In other words, that is to say; a clarifier.
- 慣れた
- nareta — Became accustomed, got used to something.
- ご覧
- goran — Honorific form of 'miru'; please look or see.
- 孤独
- kodoku — Loneliness, solitude; the state of being alone.
- 話し方
- hanashikata — Way of speaking; one's manner or style of talking.
- すら
- sura — Even; emphasizes an extreme or unexpected example.
- 知り
- shiri — Stem of 'shiru'; knowing or coming to know.
- 何か
- nanika — Something; an unspecified thing or matter.
- 馬鹿げた
- bakageta — Absurd, foolish, ridiculous; describing silly behavior.
- 言って
- itte — Te-form of 'iu'; saying, telling something.
- しまった
- shimatta — Ended up doing (regrettably); past of 'shimau'.
- どうか
- douka — Please (a request); or 'somehow', expressing a wish.
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