White nights, and other stories — Page 13
Tell me frankly; I assure you beforehand that I am not quick to take offence?..."
率直に言ってください。あらかじめ申し上げておきますが、私はそう簡単に気分を害したりしませんから……」
"No, nothing, nothing, quite the contrary. And if you insist on my speaking frankly, I will tell you that women like such timidity; and if you want to know more, I like it too, and I won't drive you away till I get home."
「いいえ、何も、何も、むしろ逆です。率直に話すよう求められるなら申し上げますが、女性というものはそういう内気さを好むものです。さらに言えば、私もそれが好きですし、家に帰るまであなたを追い払ったりしませんよ。」
"You will make me," I said, breathless with delight, "lose my timidity, and then farewell to all my chances...."
「あなたのせいで」と私は喜びで息もできないまま言った、「内気さを失ってしまいます、そうしたらすべてのチャンスにさよならです……」
"Chances! What chances--of what? That's not so nice."
「チャンス!どんなチャンスですって――何のための?それはあまり感じが良くないわ。」
"I beg your pardon, I am sorry, it was a slip of the tongue; but how can you expect one at such a moment to have no desire...."
「失礼しました、申し訳ありません、言い間違いでした。でも、こんな瞬間に何の望みも持たずにいられると、どうして思えるのですか……」
"To be liked, eh?"
「好かれたい、ということ?」
"Well, yes; but do, for goodness' sake, be kind. Think what I am! Here, I am twenty-six and I have never seen any one. How can I speak well, tactfully, and to the point? It will seem better to you when I have told you everything openly.... I don't know how to be silent when my heart is speaking. Well, never mind.... Believe me, not one woman, never, never! No acquaintance of any sort! And I do nothing but dream every day that at last I shall meet some one. Oh, if only you knew how often I have been in love in that way...."
「ええ、そうです。でも、どうか親切にしてください。私がどんな人間か考えてみてください!私は二十六歳で、誰とも付き合ったことがないのです。どうすればうまく、気を利かせて、的確に話せるでしょうか。すべてを包み隠さず話せば、あなたも納得してくださると思います……心が語っているときに、黙っていることが私にはできないのです。まあ、いいでしょう……信じてください、女性とはただの一人も、一度も、一度も!いかなる知り合いもいないのです!そして毎日ただ夢を見るばかりで、いつかは誰かに巡り会えると思っているのです。ああ、私がどれほど何度もそんなふうに恋をしてきたか、あなたにわかっていただけたら……」
"How? With whom?..."
「どのように?誰と?……」
"Why, with no one, with an ideal, with the one I dream of in my sleep.
「それが、誰でもない、理想の人、眠っているときに夢に見る人とです。
Vocabulary
- 率直
- socchoku — Frankness; being straightforward and honest in speech.
- に
- ni — Particle indicating direction, location, or purpose.
- 言っ
- itte — Te-form of 言う; saying or having said something.
- て
- te — Conjunctive particle connecting clauses or actions.
- ください
- kudasai — Please do; polite request form.
- あらかじめ
- arakajime — In advance; beforehand; ahead of time.
- 申し上げ
- mōshiage — Humble form of 'to say'; respectfully telling someone.
- おき
- oki — Stem of おく; keeping, leaving, or doing in advance.
- ます
- masu — Polite verb ending indicating present or future tense.
- が
- ga — Subject marker particle; also a conjunctive 'but'.
- 私
- watashi — First-person pronoun meaning 'I' or 'me'.
- は
- wa — Topic marker particle highlighting the sentence's subject.
- そう
- sō — So; that way; indicating agreement or likeness.
- 簡単
- kantan — Simple; easy; not requiring much effort.
- 気分
- kibun — Mood; feeling; one's emotional state.
- を
- wo — Object marker particle indicating the direct object.
- 害し
- gaishi — Stem of 害する; to harm or offend someone.
- たり
- tari — Particle listing representative actions among others.
- し
- shi — Conjunctive form listing reasons or actions.
- ませ
- mase — Polite negative verb stem component.
- ん
- n — Negative ending; part of ません meaning 'do not'.
- から
- kara — Because; from; indicating reason or starting point.
- いいえ
- iie — No; a polite denial or disagreement.
- 何
- nani — What; something; used in questions and expressions.
- も
- mo — Also; too; even; particle of inclusion or emphasis.
- むしろ
- mushiro — Rather; on the contrary; preferably.
- 逆
- gyaku — Opposite; reverse; the contrary of something.
- です
- desu — Polite copula meaning 'is', 'am', or 'are'.
- 話す
- hanasu — To speak; to talk; to converse with someone.
- よう
- yō — Like; as if; manner; indicating resemblance or purpose.
- 求め
- motome — Stem of 求める; to request, seek, or demand.
- られる
- rareru — Passive or potential verb ending; being made to do.
- なら
- nara — If; conditional particle indicating a supposition.
- 女性
- josei — Woman; female; referring to the female gender.
- という
- to iu — Called; known as; expressing definition or quotation.
- もの
- mono — Thing; object; abstract entity or concept.
- そういう
- sō iu — That kind of; such; referring to something previously mentioned.
- 内気
- uchiki — Shyness; timidity; an introverted, reserved personality.
- さ
- sa — Nominalizing suffix turning adjectives into nouns.
- 好む
- konomu — To prefer; to like; to favor something.
- さらに
- sara ni — Furthermore; moreover; even more so.
- 言え
- ie — Conditional form of 言う; if one were to say.
- ば
- ba — Conditional particle meaning 'if' or 'when'.
- それ
- sore — That; it; referring to something near the listener.
- 好き
- suki — Liked; favorite; having affection for something.
- 家
- ie — House; home; one's dwelling place.
- 帰る
- kaeru — To return home; to go back.
- まで
- made — Until; up to; as far as.
- あなた
- anata — You; second-person pronoun in Japanese.
- 追い払っ
- oiharatte — Te-form of 追い払う; to chase away or drive off.
- よ
- yo — Sentence-ending particle asserting or emphasizing information.
- の
- no — Possessive or nominalizing particle connecting nouns.
- せい
- sei — Fault; blame; cause of a negative outcome.
- で
- de — Particle indicating location, means, or reason.
- と
- to — Quotation particle; and; with; connecting nouns or clauses.
- 喜び
- yorokobi — Joy; delight; happiness; feeling of elation.
- 息
- iki — Breath; breathing; respiration.
- でき
- deki — Stem of できる; to be able to; possibility.
- ない
- nai — Negative adjective ending; not existing or not doing.
- まま
- mama — As is; remaining in a certain state unchanged.
- た
- ta — Past tense verb ending indicating completed action.
- 失っ
- ushinatte — Te-form of 失う; having lost something precious.
- しまい
- shimai — Stem of しまう; indicating regrettable or complete action.
- たら
- tara — Conditional past form meaning 'if' or 'when done'.
- すべて
- subete — All; everything; every single thing.
- チャンス
- chansu — Chance; opportunity; borrowed from English 'chance'.
- さよなら
- sayonara — Goodbye; farewell; parting expression.
- どんな
- donna — What kind of; what sort of; any type.
- って
- tte — Informal quotation or topic particle; colloquial 'as for'.
- ため
- tame — For the sake of; purpose; benefit; cause.
- あまり
- amari — Too much; not very; excessively (with negative).
- 感じ
- kanji — Feeling; impression; sense of something.
- 良く
- yoku — Well; good; adverb form of 良い.
- わ
- wa — Feminine sentence-ending particle expressing mild assertion.
- 失礼
- shitsurei — Rudeness; impoliteness; excuse me.
- まし
- mashi — Polite past verb auxiliary component.
- 申し訳
- mōshiwake — Apology; excuse; I am very sorry.
- あり
- ari — Stem of ある; existence; being present.
- 言い間違い
- iimachigai — Verbal mistake; saying the wrong word accidentally.
- でし
- deshi — Polite copula past stem; part of でした.
- でも
- demo — But; however; even so; nevertheless.
- こんな
- konna — This kind of; such; referring to nearby situation.
- 瞬間
- shunkan — Moment; instant; a very brief point in time.
- 望み
- nozomi — Hope; wish; desire for something.
- 持た
- mota — Negative stem of 持つ; not holding or having.
- ず
- zu — Negative conjunctive form meaning 'without doing'.
- いら
- ira — Stem of いる; being, existing (used in compound).
- れる
- reru — Passive or potential auxiliary verb ending.
- どうして
- dōshite — Why; how; for what reason.
- 思える
- omoeru — To be able to think; to seem; to feel.
- か
- ka — Question particle at sentence end; or; whether.
- 好か
- suka — Negative stem of 好く; to be liked or loved.
- れ
- re — Passive conjugation component; being acted upon.
- たい
- tai — Desire ending; wanting to do something.
- こと
- koto — Thing; fact; abstract matter or circumstance.
- ええ
- ee — Yes; informal affirmative response.
- どうか
- dōka — Please; somehow; by any means.
- 親切
- shinsetsu — Kindness; friendliness; being considerate to others.
- 人間
- ningen — Human being; person; mankind.
- 考え
- kangae — Thought; idea; consideration; thinking.
- み
- mi — Stem of みる; trying to do something.
- 二十六
- nijūroku — Twenty-six; the number 26.
- 歳
- sai — Years old; counter for age.
- 誰
- dare — Who; which person; someone.
- 付き合っ
- tsukiatte — Te-form of 付き合う; to date or associate with someone.
- どう
- dō — How; in what way; what about.
- すれ
- sure — Conditional form of する; if one does.
- うまく
- umaku — Skillfully; well; successfully.
- 気
- ki — Spirit; feeling; mood; awareness; mind.
- 利か
- kika — Negative stem of 利く; to be effective or perceptive.
- せ
- se — Causative verb stem; making or letting someone do.
- 的確
- tekikaku — Accurate; precise; exactly right and appropriate.
- 話せる
- hanaseru — To be able to speak; potential form of 話す.
- でしょ
- deshō — Probably; right?; seeking confirmation or expressing conjecture.
- う
- u — Volitional verb ending meaning 'let's' or 'probably'.
- 包み隠さ
- tsutsumikakusa — Negative stem of 包み隠す; without concealing anything.
- 話せ
- hanase — Imperative or potential stem of 話す; speak or can speak.
- 納得
- nattoku — Consent; understanding; being convinced or satisfied.
- くださる
- kudasaru — Honorific form of くれる; for someone to give or do.
- 思い
- omoi — Thought; feeling; deep emotion or sentiment.
- 心
- kokoro — Heart; mind; soul; inner feelings.
- 語っ
- katatte — Te-form of 語る; speaking openly about something.
- いる
- iru — To be; to exist; auxiliary indicating ongoing action.
- とき
- toki — Time; moment; when; occasion.
- 黙っ
- damatte — Te-form of 黙る; staying silent or keeping quiet.
- まあ
- maa — Well; I suppose; softening expression of mild acceptance.
- いい
- ii — Good; fine; acceptable; all right.
- 信じ
- shinji — Stem of 信じる; to believe or trust.
- ただ
- tada — Just; only; merely; simply.
- 一人
- hitori — One person; alone; by oneself.
- 一度
- ichido — Once; one time; a single occasion.
- いかなる
- ikanaru — Any; whatever; no matter what kind of.
- 知り合い
- shiriai — Acquaintance; someone one knows but not closely.
- い
- i — Stem or ending of いる; being or existing.
- そして
- soshite — And then; and; furthermore; connecting sentences.
- 毎日
- mainichi — Every day; daily; each day without exception.
- 夢
- yume — Dream; an aspiration or sleeping vision.
- 見る
- miru — To see; to look; to watch.
- ばかり
- bakari — Only; just; nothing but; approximately.
- いつか
- itsuka — Someday; sometime; at some point in the future.
- 誰か
- dareka — Someone; somebody; an unspecified person.
- 巡り会える
- meguriaeru — To be able to meet by chance; to encounter destined person.
- 思っ
- omotte — Te-form of 思う; thinking or having thought.
- ああ
- aa — Ah; oh; exclamation of realization or emotion.
- どれ
- dore — Which one; how much; referring to one of several.
- ほど
- hodo — To what extent; degree; approximately; as much as.
- 何度
- nando — How many times; many times; repeatedly.
- そんな
- sonna — That kind of; such; like that.
- ふう
- fū — Way; manner; style; appearance of something.
- 恋
- koi — Romantic love; being in love; longing for someone.
- き
- ki — Stem of くる or きる; coming or wearing (context-dependent).
- わかっ
- wakatte — Te-form of わかる; understanding or having understood.
- いただけ
- itadake — Potential stem of いただく; humbly receiving or having done.
- どの
- dono — Which; what; used before nouns for selection.
- 理想
- risō — Ideal; an ideal image or perfect standard.
- 人
- hito — Person; human being; individual.
- 眠っ
- nemute — Te-form of 眠る; sleeping or having fallen asleep.
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