White nights, and other stories — Page 14
I make up regular romances in my dreams.
私は夢の中で規則的にロマンスを作り上げます。
Ah, you don't know me!
ああ、あなたは私のことを知らないのです!
It's true, of course, I have met two or three women, but what sort of women were they?
もちろん、二、三人の女性に会ったことはありますが、どんな女性たちだったのでしょう?
They were all landladies, that....
彼女たちはみんな女主人で、それが……
But I shall make you laugh if I tell you that I have several times thought of speaking, just simply speaking, to some aristocratic lady in the street, when she is alone, I need hardly say; speaking to her, of course, timidly, respectfully, passionately; telling her that I am perishing in solitude, begging her not to send me away; saying that I have no chance of making the acquaintance of any woman; impressing upon her that it is a positive duty for a woman not to repulse so timid a prayer from such a luckless man as me.
しかし、こんなことを言えばあなたを笑わせてしまうでしょうが、私は何度も、街で一人でいる貴族の女性に、ただ単純に話しかけることを考えたことがあるのです。言うまでもなく、彼女が一人のときに。もちろん、臆病に、敬意を持って、情熱的に話しかけ、孤独の中で私が滅びそうだと伝え、追い払わないでくれと懇願し、どんな女性とも知り合う機会がないと言い、私のような不運な男のこれほど臆病な願いを退けないことが女性の真の義務であることを訴えるのです。
That, in fact, all I ask is, that she should say two or three sisterly words with sympathy, should not repulse me at first sight; should take me on trust and listen to what I say; should laugh at me if she likes, encourage me, say two words to me, only two words, even though we never meet again afterwards!...
つまり、私が求めるのはただそれだけなのです。彼女が共感を持って二、三の姉妹のような言葉をかけてくれること、一目見て追い払わないこと、信頼して私の話を聞いてくれること、もし望むなら私を笑い、励まし、たった二言だけ、ほんの二言だけ言ってくれること、たとえその後二度と会わなくても!……
But you are laughing; however, that is why I am telling you...."
でもあなたは笑っている。しかし、だからこそ私はあなたに話しているのです……」
"Don't be vexed; I am only laughing at your being your own enemy, and if you had tried you would have succeeded, perhaps, even though it had been in the street; the simpler the better....
「怒らないで。私はただ、あなたが自分自身の敵であることを笑っているだけです。もし試みていたなら、たとえ街の中であっても、もしかしたら成功していたかもしれません。単純であればあるほど良いのですから……
Vocabulary
- 私
- watashi — First-person pronoun meaning 'I' or 'me'.
- は
- wa — Topic-marking particle indicating the sentence topic.
- 夢
- yume — Dream; a vision or aspiration during sleep.
- の
- no — Possessive or linking particle connecting nouns.
- 中
- naka — Inside, within, or in the middle of something.
- で
- de — Particle indicating location of action or means.
- 規則的
- kisokuteki — Regular, systematic, or done in a patterned manner.
- に
- ni — Particle indicating direction, time, or target.
- ロマンス
- romansu — Romance; a romantic relationship or love affair.
- を
- wo — Object-marking particle indicating the direct object.
- 作り上げ
- tsukuriage — To build up, create, or construct something completely.
- ます
- masu — Polite verb ending used in formal speech.
- ああ
- aa — Exclamation expressing realization, surprise, or emotion.
- あなた
- anata — Second-person pronoun meaning 'you'.
- こと
- koto — Thing, fact, or matter; nominalizer for verbs.
- 知ら
- shira — Stem form of 'to know'; used before negation.
- ない
- nai — Negation suffix meaning 'not' or 'do not'.
- です
- desu — Polite copula meaning 'is', 'am', or 'are'.
- もちろん
- mochiron — Of course; naturally; without a doubt.
- 二三人
- nisan nin — Two or three people; a small number of individuals.
- 女性
- josei — Woman; female person; the female gender.
- 会っ
- at(te) — Stem of 'to meet'; encountered or met someone.
- た
- ta — Past-tense verb ending indicating completed action.
- あり
- ari — Existence or presence; stem form of 'aru'.
- が
- ga — Subject-marking particle; also means 'but'.
- どんな
- donna — What kind of; what sort of person or thing.
- たち
- tachi — Plural suffix for people or living things.
- だっ
- dat(ta) — Past form of copula 'da'; meaning 'was' or 'were'.
- でしょう
- deshou — Polite conjecture meaning 'probably' or 'isn't it?'
- 彼女
- kanojo — She, her; also means 'girlfriend'.
- みんな
- minna — Everyone, all, everybody together.
- 女主人
- onnashujin — Mistress of the house; female host or landlady.
- それ
- sore — That; referring to something near the listener.
- しかし
- shikashi — However; but; introducing a contrasting statement.
- こんな
- konna — This kind of; such a thing like this.
- 言え
- ie — Potential or imperative form of 'to say'.
- ば
- ba — Conditional particle meaning 'if' or 'when'.
- 笑わ
- warawa — Stem of 'to laugh'; used before causative or passive.
- せ
- se — Causative verb suffix meaning 'to make someone do'.
- て
- te — Conjunctive particle connecting verb phrases.
- しまう
- shimau — To end up doing; often implies unintended completion.
- 何度
- nando — How many times; many times; repeatedly.
- も
- mo — Also, too, even; inclusive or emphatic particle.
- 街
- machi — Town, city street, or urban neighborhood.
- 一人
- hitori — One person; alone; by oneself.
- いる
- iru — To exist or be; used for animate beings.
- 貴族
- kizoku — Nobility; aristocrat; a person of noble rank.
- ただ
- tada — Just, merely, simply; free of charge.
- 単純
- tanjun — Simple, plain, straightforward; not complex.
- 話しかける
- hanashikakeru — To speak to someone; to start a conversation.
- 考え
- kangae — Thought, idea, or way of thinking.
- ある
- aru — To exist, to have; used for inanimate things.
- 言う
- iu — To say, to speak, to tell someone something.
- まで
- made — Until, up to, as far as a point.
- なく
- naku — Without; negative conjunctive form of 'nai'.
- とき
- toki — Time, moment, occasion when something occurs.
- 臆病
- okubyou — Cowardice; timidity; being overly fearful or shy.
- 敬意
- keii — Respect, reverence, esteem shown toward someone.
- 持っ
- mot(te) — To hold, carry, or possess something.
- 情熱
- jounetsu — Passion, enthusiasm, intense emotional feeling.
- 話しかけ
- hanashikake — Act of initiating conversation; speaking to someone.
- 孤独
- kodoku — Loneliness, solitude, isolation from others.
- 滅び
- horobi — Ruin, destruction, perishing, or decline.
- そう
- sou — Like that; so; in that way or manner.
- だ
- da — Plain-form copula meaning 'is', 'am', 'are'.
- と
- to — Quotation particle; also means 'and' or 'with'.
- 伝え
- tsutae — To convey, communicate, or pass on a message.
- 追い払わ
- oiharawa — To drive away, chase off, or send someone away.
- くれ
- kure — Give me; do for me; request form of 'kureru'.
- 懇願
- kongan — Earnest request, entreaty, or heartfelt plea.
- し
- shi — Conjunctive form of verb; also means 'and'.
- 知り合う
- shiriau — To get to know each other; to become acquainted.
- 機会
- kikai — Opportunity, chance, occasion to do something.
- 言い
- ii — Stem form of 'to say'; used in compound verbs.
- よう
- you — Appearance, manner, like; also expresses intention.
- な
- na — Sentence-final particle expressing emotion or prohibition.
- 不運
- fuun — Bad luck, misfortune, or unfortunate circumstances.
- 男
- otoko — Man, male person, guy.
- これほど
- korehodo — To this extent; this much; so greatly.
- 願い
- negai — Wish, desire, request, or heartfelt hope.
- 退け
- shirizo(ke) — To repel, reject, or push away someone.
- 真
- shin — Truth, genuineness, reality; true or real.
- 義務
- gimu — Duty, obligation, responsibility one must fulfill.
- 訴える
- uttaeru — To appeal, sue, or plead earnestly to someone.
- つまり
- tsumari — In other words; that is to say; namely.
- 求める
- motomeru — To seek, demand, or ask for something earnestly.
- だけ
- dake — Only, just, merely; limiting a quantity or scope.
- 共感
- kyoukan — Empathy, sympathy, or shared emotional understanding.
- 姉妹
- shimai — Sisters; female siblings.
- 言葉
- kotoba — Word, language, expression, or spoken phrase.
- かけ
- kake — To address or call out; stem of 'kakeru'.
- 一目
- hitome — A glance, a look; seeing at first sight.
- 見
- mi — To see, look at; stem form of 'miru'.
- 信頼
- shinrai — Trust, reliance, confidence in someone or something.
- 話
- hanashi — Story, conversation, talk, or spoken narrative.
- 聞い
- kii — Stem of 'to listen'; heard or asked something.
- もし
- moshi — If; used to introduce a hypothetical condition.
- 望む
- nozomu — To wish for, desire, or hope for something.
- なら
- nara — Conditional 'if'; assuming a given situation.
- 笑い
- warai — Laughter, smile, a laugh or act of laughing.
- 励まし
- hagemashi — Encouragement; cheering someone up or motivating them.
- たった
- tatta — Only, merely, just; emphasizing a small amount.
- 二言
- futakoto — Two words; a brief statement or short remark.
- ほんの
- honnno — Just a little; merely; a very small amount.
- 言っ
- it(te) — Past or conjunctive form of 'to say'.
- たとえ
- tatoe — Even if; even though; regardless of the case.
- その後
- sonogo — After that; afterward; subsequently.
- 二度
- nido — Twice; two times; a second occurrence.
- 会わ
- awa — Stem of 'to meet'; used before negation or conditionals.
- でも
- demo — Even so; but; even; however.
- 笑っ
- warat(te) — Laughed; conjunctive or past form of 'to laugh'.
- だからこそ
- dakarakoso — That is precisely why; for that very reason.
- 話し
- hanashi — To talk, speak; stem form used in compounds.
- 怒ら
- okora — Stem of 'to get angry'; used before negation.
- 自分
- jibun — Oneself; myself; yourself; one's own self.
- 自身
- jishin — Oneself; emphasis on the self or person themselves.
- 敵
- teki — Enemy, foe, opponent, or adversary.
- 試み
- kokoromi — An attempt, trial, or effort to do something.
- もしかしたら
- moshikashitara — Perhaps, possibly, maybe; expressing uncertainty.
- 成功
- seikou — Success; achievement of a desired goal or outcome.
- かもしれない
- kamoshirenai — Might, may, possibly; expressing possibility or uncertainty.
- ません
- masen — Polite negative verb ending meaning 'do not'.
- ん
- n — Informal version of 'no'; explanatory or softening particle.
- あれほど
- arehodo — To that extent; that much; so very much.
- 良い
- yoi — Good, fine, excellent; a positive quality or state.
- から
- kara — Because; from; since; indicating cause or origin.
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