White nights, and other stories — Page 2
For though I had been living almost eight years in Petersburg I had hardly an acquaintance.
虽然我在彼得堡生活了将近八年,却几乎没有一个相识的人。
But what did I want with acquaintances?
但我要相识的人又有什么用呢?
I was acquainted with all Petersburg as it was; that was why I felt as though they were all deserting me when all Petersburg packed up and went to its summer villa.
我熟悉整个彼得堡本来的样子;正因如此,当整个彼得堡收拾行囊、纷纷前往避暑别墅时,我感觉仿佛所有人都抛弃了我。
I felt afraid of being left alone, and for three whole days I wandered about the town in profound dejection, not knowing what to do with myself.
我害怕被独自留下,整整三天我在城中漫无目的地游荡,心情极度沮丧,不知道该拿自己怎么办。
Whether I walked in the Nevsky, went to the Gardens or sauntered on the embankment, there was not one face of those I had been accustomed to meet at the same time and place all the year.
无论我是漫步在涅瓦大街、前往花园,还是在堤岸上闲逛,都看不到一张我整年来习惯在同一时间同一地点遇见的面孔。
They, of course, do not know me, but I know them.
他们当然不认识我,但我认识他们。
I know them intimately, I have almost made a study of their faces, and am delighted when they are gay, and downcast when they are under a cloud.
我非常熟悉他们,几乎把他们的面孔当作一门学问来研究,他们高兴时我也欢喜,他们愁眉不展时我也跟着沮丧。
I have almost struck up a friendship with one old man whom I meet every blessed day, at the same hour in Fontanka.
我几乎与一位老人成了朋友,每天都在同一时刻于冯坦卡河畔与他相遇。
Such a grave, pensive countenance; he is always whispering to himself and brandishing his left arm, while in his right hand he holds a long gnarled stick with a gold knob.
他面容严肃而沉思;总是自言自语,挥舞着左臂,右手握着一根顶端镶有金钮的长而节瘤丛生的手杖。
He even notices me and takes a warm interest in me.
他甚至注意到了我,并对我表示出热切的关心。
If I happen not to be at a certain time in the same spot in Fontanka, I am certain he feels disappointed.
如果我碰巧没有在某一时刻出现在冯坦卡河畔的同一地点,我相信他一定会感到失望。
Vocabulary
- 虽然
- suīrán — Although; even though; used to introduce a concession.
- 我
- wǒ — I; me; first-person singular pronoun.
- 在
- zài — At; in; to be located at a place.
- 生活
- shēnghuó — Life; to live; daily existence and lifestyle.
- 了
- le — Particle indicating completed action or change of state.
- 将近
- jiāngjìn — Almost; nearly; approaching a certain amount or time.
- 八年
- bā nián — Eight years; a period of eight years.
- 却
- què — Yet; but; however; indicates contrast or unexpectedness.
- 几乎
- jīhū — Almost; nearly; very close to but not quite.
- 没有
- méiyǒu — Don't have; there is no; negates possession or existence.
- 一个
- yī gè — One; a single; general measure word for people or things.
- 相识
- xiāngshí — Acquaintance; to know each other; mutually familiar.
- 的
- de — Structural particle linking modifier to noun.
- 人
- rén — Person; people; human being.
- 但
- dàn — But; however; introduces a contrasting statement.
- 要
- yào — To want; to need; will; expresses desire or necessity.
- 又
- yòu — Again; also; additionally; repeated or additional action.
- 有
- yǒu — To have; there is; to exist; indicates possession.
- 什么
- shénme — What; whatever; used in questions or indefinite references.
- 用
- yòng — Use; usefulness; to employ something for a purpose.
- 呢
- ne — Sentence-final particle expressing rhetorical question or continuation.
- 熟悉
- shúxī — To be familiar with; to know something well.
- 整个
- zhěnggè — Entire; whole; the complete totality of something.
- 本来
- běnlái — Originally; as it should be; naturally; from the start.
- 样子
- yàngzi — Appearance; look; manner; the way something looks.
- 正因如此
- zhèng yīn rúcǐ — Precisely because of this; exactly for this reason.
- 当
- dāng — When; at the time of; while something is happening.
- 收拾
- shōushi — To pack up; to tidy; to put things in order.
- 行囊
- xíngnáng — Travel bag; luggage; belongings packed for a journey.
- 纷纷
- fēnfēn — One after another; in succession; in large numbers.
- 前往
- qiánwǎng — To go to; to head toward a destination.
- 避暑
- bìshǔ — To escape summer heat; to spend time at a cool retreat.
- 别墅
- biéshù — Villa; country house; a residence used for vacation.
- 时
- shí — When; at the time; used to indicate a point in time.
- 感觉
- gǎnjué — Feeling; sensation; to feel or sense something.
- 仿佛
- fǎngfú — As if; seemingly; it seems like; resembling somewhat.
- 所有人
- suǒyǒu rén — Everyone; all people; every single person.
- 都
- dōu — All; both; every; indicates totality or inclusiveness.
- 抛弃
- pāoqì — To abandon; to forsake; to leave someone or something behind.
- 害怕
- hàipà — To be afraid; to fear; to feel frightened.
- 被
- bèi — Passive marker; indicates the subject receives the action.
- 独自
- dúzì — Alone; by oneself; without any companions.
- 留下
- liúxià — To stay behind; to be left; to remain in a place.
- 整整
- zhěngzhěng — Fully; exactly; a complete and whole amount of time.
- 三天
- sān tiān — Three days; a period of three days.
- 城中
- chéng zhōng — In the city; within the urban area; inside the town.
- 漫无目的
- màn wú mùdì — Aimlessly; without purpose; wandering with no direction.
- 地
- de — Adverbial particle linking adverb or phrase to a verb.
- 游荡
- yóudàng — To wander; to roam; to drift about without purpose.
- 心情
- xīnqíng — Mood; state of mind; one's emotional disposition.
- 极度
- jídù — Extremely; to the utmost degree; exceedingly intense.
- 沮丧
- jǔsàng — Depressed; dejected; feeling low and disheartened.
- 不知道
- bù zhīdào — To not know; to be unaware of something.
- 该
- gāi — Should; ought to; indicates what is appropriate or necessary.
- 拿
- ná — To take; to hold; to do something with.
- 自己
- zìjǐ — Oneself; self; reflexive pronoun referring to the subject.
- 怎么办
- zěnme bàn — What to do; how to handle a situation or problem.
- 无论
- wúlùn — No matter; regardless of; used before conditions or options.
- 是
- shì — To be; is; am; are; the copula verb in Chinese.
- 漫步
- mànbù — To stroll; to walk leisurely; a slow relaxed walk.
- 花园
- huāyuán — Garden; park; a cultivated outdoor space with plants.
- 还是
- háishì — Or; still; used to connect alternatives or show persistence.
- 堤岸
- dī'àn — Embankment; riverbank; a raised bank along a waterway.
- 上
- shàng — On; above; upper; indicates location on a surface.
- 闲逛
- xiánguàng — To stroll idly; to wander around leisurely without purpose.
- 看不到
- kàn bu dào — Cannot see; unable to catch sight of something.
- 一张
- yī zhāng — One; measure word for flat objects like faces or paper.
- 整年
- zhěng nián — The whole year; an entire year; all year long.
- 来
- lái — To come; used as verb complement indicating direction.
- 习惯
- xíguàn — Habit; to be accustomed to; a customary practice.
- 同一
- tóngyī — Same; identical; the very same one being referenced.
- 时间
- shíjiān — Time; period; a point or duration of time.
- 地点
- dìdiǎn — Location; place; a specific spot or venue.
- 遇见
- yùjiàn — To encounter; to meet by chance; to run into someone.
- 面孔
- miànkǒng — Face; facial appearance; a person's countenance.
- 他们
- tāmen — They; them; third-person plural pronoun.
- 当然
- dāngrán — Of course; naturally; certainly; goes without saying.
- 不
- bù — No; not; negation particle used before verbs and adjectives.
- 认识
- rènshi — To know; to recognize; to be acquainted with someone.
- 非常
- fēicháng — Very; extremely; unusually; to a very high degree.
- 把
- bǎ — Preposition marking the object of a disposal construction.
- 当作
- dàngzuò — To regard as; to treat as; to consider something to be.
- 一门
- yī mén — One; measure word for academic subjects or disciplines.
- 学问
- xuéwèn — Knowledge; learning; scholarship; academic or intellectual study.
- 研究
- yánjiū — To research; to study in depth; academic investigation.
- 高兴
- gāoxìng — Happy; glad; pleased; feeling joy or delight.
- 也
- yě — Also; too; as well; indicates addition or similarity.
- 欢喜
- huānxǐ — Joyful; delighted; to feel happiness and pleasure.
- 愁眉不展
- chóu méi bù zhǎn — To look worried; furrowed brows showing anxiety or sadness.
- 跟着
- gēnzhe — Following; along with; to follow behind someone.
- 与
- yǔ — And; with; together with; formal conjunction or preposition.
- 一位
- yī wèi — One; a polite measure word for a respected person.
- 老人
- lǎorén — Old person; elderly person; an aged man or woman.
- 成了
- chéngle — Became; turned into; successfully formed a relationship.
- 朋友
- péngyou — Friend; companion; a person one has friendly relations with.
- 每天
- měitiān — Every day; daily; each and every day without exception.
- 时刻
- shíkè — Moment; at all times; a specific point or period in time.
- 于
- yú — At; in; on; formal preposition indicating location or time.
- 河畔
- hépàn — Riverside; riverbank; the area alongside a river.
- 他
- tā — He; him; third-person singular masculine pronoun.
- 相遇
- xiāngyù — To meet; to encounter each other; to come across someone.
- 面容
- miànróng — Facial expression; countenance; the look on one's face.
- 严肃
- yánsù — Serious; solemn; grave in manner or expression.
- 而
- ér — And; but; while; connects clauses or contrasts qualities.
- 沉思
- chénsī — Deep in thought; to ponder; absorbed in contemplation.
- 总是
- zǒngshì — Always; invariably; at all times without exception.
- 自言自语
- zì yán zì yǔ — To talk to oneself; to mutter; speaking without an audience.
- 挥舞
- huīwǔ — To wave; to brandish; to swing something in the air.
- 着
- zhe — Particle indicating ongoing action or attached state.
- 左臂
- zuǒ bì — Left arm; the arm on the left side of the body.
- 右手
- yòushǒu — Right hand; the hand on the right side of the body.
- 握着
- wòzhe — Holding; gripping; grasping something firmly in the hand.
- 一根
- yī gēn — One; measure word for long thin objects like sticks.
- 顶端
- dǐngduān — Top end; tip; the uppermost part of an object.
- 镶有
- xiāng yǒu — Inlaid with; set with; decorated by embedding something.
- 长
- cháng — Long; lengthy; having great length or extent.
- 丛生
- cóngshēng — Growing in clusters; knotted; thickly covered or overgrown.
- 手杖
- shǒuzhàng — Walking stick; cane; a stick used for support while walking.
- 甚至
- shènzhì — Even; even to the extent that; going as far as.
- 注意到
- zhùyì dào — To notice; to become aware of; to take note of.
- 并
- bìng — And; moreover; used to connect parallel actions or clauses.
- 对
- duì — Toward; to; regarding; preposition indicating direction or target.
- 表示出
- biǎoshì chū — To show; to express; to demonstrate a feeling or attitude.
- 热切
- rèqiē — Earnest; keen; eagerly showing strong interest or concern.
- 关心
- guānxīn — Care; concern; to show interest in someone's wellbeing.
- 如果
- rúguǒ — If; in case; supposing that; introduces a conditional clause.
- 碰巧
- pèngqiǎo — By chance; coincidentally; happening to occur accidentally.
- 某一
- mǒu yī — A certain; some particular; referring to an unspecified one.
- 出现
- chūxiàn — To appear; to show up; to come into view suddenly.
- 相信
- xiāngxìn — To believe; to trust; to have confidence in something.
- 一定
- yīdìng — Certainly; definitely; surely; with great certainty.
- 会
- huì — Will; can; to be likely to; expresses ability or prediction.
- 感到
- gǎndào — To feel; to sense; to experience an emotion or sensation.
- 失望
- shīwàng — Disappointed; to feel let down; losing hope or expectation.
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