Heart of Darkness — Page 12
And as I looked at the map of it in a shop-window, it fascinated me as a snake would a bird—a silly little bird.
当我在一家商店的橱窗里看着那张地图时,它像蛇迷住鸟儿一样迷住了我——一只愚蠢的小鸟。
Then I remembered there was a big concern, a Company for trade on that river.
然后我想起来有一家大公司,一家在那条河上从事贸易的公司。
Dash it all! I thought to myself, they can't trade without using some kind of craft on that lot of fresh water—steamboats!
管他呢!我心想,他们在那片淡水上做生意,总得用某种船只吧——蒸汽船!
Why shouldn't I try to get charge of one?
我为什么不试着去谋求一艘船的指挥权呢?
I went on along Fleet Street, but could not shake off the idea.
我继续沿着舰队街走着,却无法摆脱这个念头。
The snake had charmed me.
那条蛇已经把我迷住了。
"You understand it was a Continental concern, that Trading society; but I have a lot of relations living on the Continent, because it's cheap and not so nasty as it looks, they say.
「你要知道,那个贸易公司是一家欧洲大陆的机构;但我有许多亲戚住在欧洲大陆,因为据说那里消费低廉,也没有看起来那么糟糕。
"I am sorry to own I began to worry them.
「我不得不承认,我开始去烦扰他们,对此我感到抱歉。
This was already a fresh departure for me.
这对我来说已经是一种全新的尝试了。
I was not used to get things that way, you know.
你知道,我不习惯用这种方式去谋求事情。
I always went my own road and on my own legs where I had a mind to go.
我一向都是独自走自己的路,靠自己的双腿去往我想去的地方。
I wouldn't have believed it of myself; but, then—you see—I felt somehow I must get there by hook or by crook.
我本不会相信自己会这样做;但是,你看——我不知为何就是觉得必须不择手段地达到目的。
So I worried them.
于是我便去烦扰他们。
The men said 'My dear fellow,' and did nothing.
男人们说「我亲爱的老兄」,却什么也没做。
Then—would you believe it?—I tried the women.
然后——你能相信吗?——我去求助于女人们。
I, Charlie Marlow, set the women to work—to get a job.
我,查理·马洛,竟然去求女人们帮忙——只为谋得一份差事。
Heavens!
天哪!
Well, you see, the notion drove me.
唉,你看,这个念头驱使着我。
I had an aunt, a dear enthusiastic soul.
我有一位姑妈,一个亲爱的热心肠的人。
She wrote: 'It will be delightful.
她写道:「这将会是一件令人愉快的事。
Vocabulary
- 当
- dāng — when; while; at the time of
- 我
- wǒ — I; me; first-person singular pronoun
- 在
- zài — at; in; located at a place
- 一家
- yī jiā — one (shop, company, or household)
- 商店
- shāng diàn — shop; store; retail establishment
- 的
- de — structural particle indicating possession or modification
- 橱窗
- chú chuāng — shop window; display window of a store
- 里
- lǐ — inside; within; interior location marker
- 看着
- kàn zhe — looking at; gazing at continuously
- 那张
- nà zhāng — that (flat object, used with sheet/map)
- 地图
- dì tú — map; geographical representation of an area
- 时
- shí — at the time when; while; temporal marker
- 它
- tā — it; third-person singular for non-human things
- 像
- xiàng — to be like; to resemble; similar to
- 蛇
- shé — snake; serpent
- 迷住
- mí zhù — to captivate; to bewitch; to fascinate completely
- 鸟儿
- niǎo er — bird; small bird (colloquial, affectionate form)
- 一样
- yī yàng — the same; alike; just like something else
- 了
- le — particle indicating completed action or change
- 一只
- yī zhī — one (animal); measure word for birds/animals
- 愚蠢
- yú chǔn — stupid; foolish; lacking intelligence or sense
- 小鸟
- xiǎo niǎo — little bird; small bird
- 然后
- rán hòu — then; afterwards; subsequently
- 想起来
- xiǎng qǐ lái — to recall; to remember; to suddenly think of
- 有
- yǒu — to have; there is/are; to exist
- 大
- dà — big; large; great in size or importance
- 公司
- gōng sī — company; corporation; business organization
- 那条
- nà tiáo — that (long/narrow thing); measure word for rivers
- 河上
- hé shàng — on the river; upon the river surface
- 从事
- cóng shì — to engage in; to be involved in an occupation
- 贸易
- mào yì — trade; commerce; exchange of goods between parties
- 管
- guǎn — to mind; to care about; to bother with
- 他
- tā — he; him; third-person masculine singular pronoun
- 呢
- ne — modal particle for continuation or rhetorical question
- 心想
- xīn xiǎng — to think to oneself; to say inwardly
- 他们
- tā men — they; them; third-person plural pronoun
- 那片
- nà piàn — that expanse of; that stretch of (area/water)
- 淡水
- dàn shuǐ — fresh water; non-saline water
- 上
- shàng — on; above; upon a surface or body of water
- 做生意
- zuò shēng yi — to do business; to conduct trade or commerce
- 总得
- zǒng děi — must always; inevitably need to do something
- 用
- yòng — to use; to employ; to make use of
- 某种
- mǒu zhǒng — some kind of; a certain type of thing
- 船只
- chuán zhī — vessels; boats; ships collectively
- 吧
- ba — particle suggesting supposition or seeking agreement
- 蒸汽船
- zhēng qì chuán — steamship; steamboat; vessel powered by steam
- 为什么
- wèi shén me — why; for what reason
- 不
- bù — no; not; negation of verbs and adjectives
- 试着
- shì zhe — to try; to attempt doing something tentatively
- 去
- qù — to go; to leave toward a destination
- 谋求
- móu qiú — to seek; to try to obtain something desirable
- 一艘
- yī sōu — one (ship/vessel); measure word for boats
- 船
- chuán — boat; ship; vessel for water transport
- 指挥权
- zhǐ huī quán — command authority; right to command a vessel
- 继续
- jì xù — to continue; to carry on; to go on doing
- 沿着
- yán zhe — along; following the length of a path or road
- 走着
- zǒu zhe — walking along; continuing to walk
- 却
- què — yet; but; however; indicating contrast
- 无法
- wú fǎ — unable to; cannot; no way to do something
- 摆脱
- bǎi tuō — to shake off; to free oneself from something
- 这个
- zhè ge — this; this one; referring to something nearby
- 念头
- niàn tou — thought; idea; notion that comes to mind
- 已经
- yǐ jīng — already; by now; having occurred before present
- 把
- bǎ — disposal particle marking the object of an action
- 你
- nǐ — you; second-person singular pronoun
- 要
- yào — to want; must; will; need to
- 知道
- zhī dào — to know; to be aware of a fact
- 那个
- nà ge — that; that one; referring to something farther away
- 是
- shì — to be; is; am; are; affirmative copula
- 欧洲大陆
- ōu zhōu dà lù — the European continent; continental Europe
- 机构
- jī gòu — institution; organization; agency or establishment
- 但
- dàn — but; however; yet; introduces a contrast
- 许多
- xǔ duō — many; a lot of; numerous
- 亲戚
- qīn qi — relatives; family relations beyond immediate family
- 住
- zhù — to live; to reside; to stay somewhere
- 因为
- yīn wèi — because; due to; for the reason that
- 据说
- jù shuō — it is said that; reportedly; allegedly
- 那里
- nà lǐ — there; that place; over there
- 消费
- xiāo fèi — consumption; spending; cost of living
- 低廉
- dī lián — cheap; inexpensive; low-priced
- 也
- yě — also; too; as well; in addition
- 没有
- méi yǒu — to not have; there isn't; negation of existence
- 看起来
- kàn qǐ lái — to look like; to seem; to appear a certain way
- 那么
- nà me — so; that much; to that degree
- 糟糕
- zāo gāo — terrible; awful; bad situation or outcome
- 不得不
- bù dé bù — have no choice but to; must; compelled to
- 承认
- chéng rèn — to admit; to acknowledge; to confess a truth
- 开始
- kāi shǐ — to begin; to start; commencement of an action
- 烦扰
- fán rǎo — to disturb; to bother; to annoy persistently
- 对此
- duì cǐ — regarding this; about this matter
- 感到
- gǎn dào — to feel; to sense; to experience an emotion
- 抱歉
- bào qiàn — to feel sorry; to apologize; to regret something
- 这
- zhè — this; referring to something nearby or just mentioned
- 对
- duì — for; toward; regarding; correct; right
- 来说
- lái shuō — for; as far as something is concerned
- 一种
- yī zhǒng — a kind of; a type of; one sort of
- 全新
- quán xīn — brand new; completely new; entirely fresh
- 尝试
- cháng shì — to try; to attempt; an experimental effort
- 习惯
- xí guàn — habit; custom; to be accustomed to something
- 这种
- zhè zhǒng — this kind of; this type of
- 方式
- fāng shì — method; way; manner of doing something
- 事情
- shì qíng — matter; thing; affair; situation or event
- 一向
- yī xiàng — always; consistently; all along up to now
- 都是
- dōu shì — all are; everything is; invariably the case
- 独自
- dú zì — alone; by oneself; without others' help
- 走
- zǒu — to walk; to go; to move on foot
- 自己
- zì jǐ — oneself; self; one's own
- 路
- lù — road; path; way; route
- 靠
- kào — to rely on; to depend on; to lean on
- 双腿
- shuāng tuǐ — both legs; a pair of legs
- 去往
- qù wǎng — to go to; to head toward a destination
- 想去
- xiǎng qù — to want to go; to wish to visit a place
- 地方
- dì fang — place; location; area; somewhere
- 本
- běn — originally; fundamentally; by nature or default
- 不会
- bù huì — would not; cannot; unlikely to do something
- 相信
- xiāng xìn — to believe; to trust; to have faith in
- 会
- huì — will; can; to be able to; likely to
- 这样
- zhè yàng — like this; in this way; such a manner
- 做
- zuò — to do; to make; to act; to perform
- 但是
- dàn shì — but; however; nevertheless; introduces contrast
- 你看
- nǐ kàn — you see; look; used to draw attention
- 不知
- bù zhī — not knowing; unaware; for unknown reasons
- 为何
- wèi hé — why; for what reason (formal/literary)
- 就是
- jiù shì — exactly; it is precisely; just is
- 觉得
- jué de — to feel; to think; to have a subjective sense
- 必须
- bì xū — must; have to; it is necessary to
- 不择手段
- bù zé shǒu duàn — by any means necessary; using unscrupulous methods
- 地
- de — adverbial particle linking adverb to verb
- 达到
- dá dào — to achieve; to reach; to attain a goal
- 目的
- mù dì — purpose; goal; objective; aim
- 于是
- yú shì — therefore; consequently; as a result
- 便
- biàn — then; thereupon; so; used in literary style
- 男人们
- nán rén men — men; males; plural form of male persons
- 说
- shuō — to say; to speak; to tell
- 亲爱
- qīn ài — dear; beloved; affectionate address term
- 老兄
- lǎo xiōng — old chap; buddy; familiar address for a man
- 什么
- shén me — what; anything; something (in questions/statements)
- 没做
- méi zuò — did not do; have not done something
- 能
- néng — can; to be able to; capable of doing
- 吗
- ma — question particle forming yes/no questions
- 求助
- qiú zhù — to seek help; to ask for assistance
- 于
- yú — to; from; in; at (literary preposition)
- 女人们
- nǚ rén men — women; females; plural form of female persons
- 竟然
- jìng rán — unexpectedly; to one's surprise; actually did
- 求
- qiú — to beg; to request earnestly; to seek
- 帮忙
- bāng máng — to help; to do a favor; to assist someone
- 只为
- zhǐ wèi — only for the purpose of; solely to achieve
- 谋得
- móu dé — to obtain through effort; to secure a position
- 一份
- yī fèn — one (portion/job); measure word for jobs/portions
- 差事
- chāi shi — assignment; job; errand; official task
- 天哪
- tiān nǎ — oh my God; goodness; exclamation of surprise
- 唉
- āi — alas; sigh; exclamation of regret or resignation
- 驱使
- qū shǐ — to drive; to impel; to urge someone to act
- 着
- zhe — particle indicating ongoing action or state
- 一位
- yī wèi — one (person, polite); measure word for respected persons
- 姑妈
- gū mā — aunt; father's married sister
- 一个
- yī gè — one; a; measure word for general objects/people
- 热心肠
- rè xīn cháng — warm-hearted; enthusiastic and generous person
- 人
- rén — person; human being; people
- 她
- tā — she; her; third-person feminine singular pronoun
- 写道
- xiě dào — to write (stating); wrote as follows
- 将会
- jiāng huì — will; shall; is going to happen in future
- 一件
- yī jiàn — one (item/matter); measure word for affairs/clothing
- 令人愉快
- lìng rén yú kuài — pleasing; delightful; makes people feel happy
- 事
- shì — matter; affair; thing; event; business
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